PYAAR K LIYE- AR ff-FINAL PARTS posted on pg25&26 - Page 5

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PART 9

"guys chalo na ridhima k anay ki khushi main isay welcome dete hain!" said muskan

"mujhe aye huay ek maheena hogaya hai. Welcome is too late now guys" said ridhima when they were all sitting in caf in break.

"kuch late nahi hua! Waise bhi hum kahan koi party warty karte hain?" said rahul.

"mujhe koi party nahi karni pls" said ridhima looking away.

"ridhima what's wrong with you?? Tujhe to parties itni pasand theen na!" said muskan but ridhima didn't replied so muskan changed the plan and said,

"acha fine hum party k liye nahi jatay per dinner pe to ja sakte hain na?"

"yeah" said ridhima.

"cool then aj sham ko chalain yahan se farigh ho k??" said atul

"sure. Baki sb se bhi to puch lo?" said ridhima taking a sip of her green tea.

"array we have no problem hum to party k liye kabhi bhi tayyar rehte hain" atul blurted.

"but this not a …" ridhima started but muskan quickly winked at atul and he corrected himself,

"oh yaa sorry it's a dinner wo party ka naam sun kar excitement hogayi thi."

"arman! anjali! we are going for a party guys" muskan told happily.

"per ridhima kahan hai?" arman asked.

"uski tension mat lo tum. Usay mana liya hum ne"

"per wo party k liye…" anjali started

"usko hum ne bola k hum dinner k liye jarahe hain per jb wo ajayegi to hum party k liye chalain gay"

"per guys she won't be…"

"anjali please na yaar tu to maan ja"

"main tayar hun per ridzy?"

"acha we promise agar usko acha na laga wahan to we'll drop her back home. Ok?"

"ok but I'm afraid that's what you all will have to do"

"array aisa kuch bhi nahi hoga. Usko parties bohat pasand hain or abhi bas yunhi wo ye sb kar rahi hai"

"usko parties pasand theen muskan! Ab wo college main nahi hai"

"college main hona ya phir hospital main hona itna bada change bhi nahi. Sirf do saal ka farq hi hai anjali" said arman.

"do sal ka farq "sirf" nahi hota arman"

"to tum batao in do saalon main humari zindagi kitni badal gayi??"

"humari zindagi beshak na badli ho per kisi or ki duniya badal sakti hai arman. Try to consider someone else as well other than your own self" said anjali seriously and she walked away.

"tum dono itne serious kiyun hogaye guys?? Its just ridhima yar! Humari ridhima"

"She is humari but she is not "just ridhima" anymore" arman mouthed and walked away.

"kiya di itna fancy suit mujhe nahi pehnna! Let me wear just this salwaar kameez after all we're just going for a dinner"

"per ridzy wahan sb itna tayyar ho kar ayengay na" said anjali taking a halter neck in her hands.

"to mera kisi se koi competition thodi na hai. Or waise bhi main aise kapday nahi pehanti. Wahan meri majburi thi or Acha hai ne sb ache ache tayyar ho kar ayen per mujhe jismain comfortable lagta hai main wahi pehungi"

"ok baba theek hai. Acha idhar a lemme see your cuts." Said anjali sitting on the bed.

"ab theek hain di bas nishan hai kuch" ridhima showed her her arm and her legs.

"bones main dard hota hai kiya??" she touched her legs with her fingers.

"thoda thoda. Per I'm fine now"

"acha chal theek hai. Ja tu tayyar hoja phir chalte hain"

"ok" said ridhima and she went in bathroom.

"di ye hum kahan jarahe hain??" ridhima asked when she realized anjali was taking wrong turns to where the restaurant was that muskan had told ridhima.

"ridzy wo … hum …"

"di??" ridhima looked at anjali's confusion surprisingly.

"ridzy wo kiya hai na k…"

"ap ne mujhe wo chote se kapday diye pehnnay ko jo main ne nahi pehnnay!" anjali stayed quiet, "di ap bhi??" said ridhima getting what anjali was doing.

"ridzy dekh tu kb tk istarha rahegi??"

"di mujhe kuch bhi nahi hua! M totally fine. Dekho mujhe! Kya apko lagta hai main khush nahi hun?? M totally happy. Mujhe kisi se koi shikayat nahi. Koi shikwa nahi hai per ye sb mujhe ab or nahi karna"

"wahi to mujhe nahi pasand na ridzy. Dekh tujhe parties ye masti ye sb kitna pasand tha to phir ab kiyun nahi?"sadi anjali stopping the car in front of a dance club.

"kiyun k ab mera dil nahi chahta. I hv had enough of all this."

"ek bar ridzy humari nazar se bhi dekh na is sb ko then it won't be enough for you"

"di mujhe nahi dekhna ye sb"

"please ridzy mere liye"

"di mujhe dar lagta hai"

"main tere sath hun na. main tere pas hun phir kiyun tujhe dar lagta hai. Yahan koi bhi nahi hai.ek baar chal mere sath or agar tb b na acha laga to beshak wapas ajana"

"ok per in salwar suit?"

"kuch nahi hota. Wahan koi tujhe kuch nahi kahega"

"or agar kaha to?"

"to uska anjam tu apni ankhon se dekhegi" anjali gave a side smile with determination on her face and took ridhima by her hand.

As both anjali and ridhima went inside, everyone turned to look at ridhima. They thought obviously that she looked weird in salwar suit. Ridhima herself felt uncomfortable by everyone's stare so she hid behind anjali while she held her hand tightly and led her to the corner table where she had spotted muskan, rahul, atul and arman. They knew that ridhima wouldn't be ready for a club party so they had taken a corner table to avoid everyone's gaze. Arman watched her and saw she still wasn't back to her own self. If it would have been that old ridhima, either she would have dressed like a party or else she wouldn't have felt uncomfortable by everyone's gaze instead she would have carried herself so confidently that everyone would have felt it normal to wear a salwar suit in a club party but here she was, her eyes fized on ground, nervous like hell and more over her tied tied tightly back which was irritating arman to extreme that why wasn't she her ownself?

"Hi ridzy" sadi muskan cheerfully

"hi" ridhima replied glancing at her.

"hi ridhima" arman greeted a little less cheerfully.

"hi"

"betho na" said atul while they all glanced at anjali who was still standing holding her own hands with an unsure expression while ridhima sat in a corner seat.

"tum sb kiyun khade ho??" ridhima asked.

"nahi bas yunhi" sadi rahul and they all sat down quietly waiting for ridhima to say something. Ridhima realized this so she said nervously,

"guys mujhe bohat bhook lag rahi hai kuch order karo na. Aise chup chap kiya beth gaye ho??"They all though that everything was fine with her now so they started chattering a lot while she sat quietly in a corner and arman kept watching her. She had regained her lost colour and looked much healthier just like she was before, the dark circles were gone yet her eyes were missing the spark that she had before. The glint, the shine was still not there which was irritating arman. He wanted to bring that back. What or who had taken that spark?? Something flared inside him like anger or what?? What was it that she never talked about?? Her married life!! Ofcourse perhaps there was some problem in her marital life. If that was so he would definitely try to solve it for her.

"oye chalo na yaar dance karte hain??" said muskan after they had dinner.

"han chalo na" said atul.

"yup let's go"said anjali and she stood up

"ridhima chal na yaar tu bhi chal" sadi muskan taking her hand.

"eerr nahi guys im… im…. Ok here you guys go enjoy"

"array aise kaise… chalo na tum bhi" said rahul

"rahul I seriously don't want to"

"array ye kiya salwaar suit main naachay gi??" came a voice of some guy besides their table.

"dikhta to aisa hi hai" said the second guy while ridhima jerked her hand away and she bent her head down nervously and scared.

"array kiya pata abhi koi naya roop daikhne ko milay. Abhi nakhray kar rahi hai. Dekhna abhi uthaygi nachne"

"or waise bhi kapdon se kiya farq padta hai humain to kapde na hone se fark padta hai"said the first guy and before they could start their laughter they both received a hard blow on their faces.

Ridhima gasped loudly and she stood up when she saw arman beating those guys.

"ARMAN!!" she called him and went forward to stop him but anjali stopped her by holding ber back from her waist and said,

"they deserve it ridzy!"

"per di wo… Arman stop it!!" ridhima was struggling to get out of anjali's grip and stop arman who was beating the guys like hell and more over she was surprised that no one else was stopping him from rahul, atul and muskan. Finally as those guys ran away arman came back and anjali left ridhima who was in shock and was standing like a statue. There was a complete silence between them and arman asked,

"ab tum logon ko kiya hua?? Chale gaye na wo" and he glanced at everyone who pointed at ridhima. When he looked at ridhima her colour was pale. She had seen such beating before as well but not between two guys. She said in almost a whisper,

"mujhe ghar jana hai di"

"ridzy ab sb theek hai?" said muskan.

"mujhe wapas jana hai"

"chalo" said arman

"per arman tum…" anjali started

"it's ok you stay here I'll drop her" said arman and he allowed her to go forward. He saw her walking slowy and lost. He got angry and he caught her hand and led her outside to the car and opened the door for her to sit inside. He sat inside and started driving. At first he was driving slowly but then suddenly a laugh echoed in his ear and he drove fast when he glanced at ridhima she was resting her head back on the seat and her eyes were closed as if she felt relaxed or perhaps she wanted to let all the things flow out of her mind.

"they deserved what they got!" said arman loudly and waited for her reply but she turned her head away and said softly,

"no one deserves such a thing" and arman got angrier, he took the sixth gear and drove the car. Ridhima realized what he was doing,

"arman mujhe chakkar arahe hain. Itne fast mat chalo" she said softly but he didn't replied and kept looking forward so she closed her eyes and held the hand rest. Soon arman stopped the car and looked at her. she slowly opened her eyes and it was obvious that she was scared. Arman felt guilty and he said,

"agar tumhain itna dar lag raha tha to mujhe roka kiun nahi dobara??"

"kiyun k mujhe aadat hai logon ko mana karne per bhi unkay baat na maannay ki" she replied and she stepped out and was walking ahead to the door when she turned back and gave a weak smile to arman and said,

"yahan tk aye ho to andar bhi ao na"

"sure??"

"ofcourse" and arman stepped out of the car and locked it and kept the keys in his hands. Ridhima unlocked her main door and went inside while arman followed her. the house was dark and ridhima lit the lights.

"tum betho main coffee le kar ati hun tumhare liye!"

"to tum??"

"main kiya??"

"tum kiya peo gi?"

"pehle ki tarha green tea"

"to main bhi aj green tea hi peonga"

"hmm ok" she smiled and went inside kitchen. Arman was sitting there when he got bored and he stood up and went inside kitchen. Ridhima was there putting something in the saucepan.

"hey" said arman softly and she gasped and the plastic jar fell from her hands on the ground.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you" said arman and he went forward to pick it up for her. she had a spoon in her hands.

"no it's ok. Im just a little… jittery"

"but you weren't before" said arman handing her the jar and she took it. But when she didn't replied he sat up on the counter beside the stove and looked at ridhima.

"ridhima tum apne baal ab kiyun nahi kholti ho?"

"kiyun k mujhe ache nahi lagte arman" she waited for the tea to boil.

"well I hope you will let them down someday"

"tum sugar kitni logay??" ridhima had poured tea in the cups.

"main bhi sugar nahi lunga"

"main bhi matlab??"

"tum bhi to nahi logi na"

"han. Ok" she handed him the cup and said,

"ab yahin bethna hai ya bahar chalain??"

"jahan tumhari marzi"

"chalo bahar hi chalte hain" they walked outside and sat on the couches. Ridhima folded her legs beneath her on the couch while arman sat in front of her.

"ridhima can I ask you something?"

"hmm" she sadi taking a sip of her tea.

"tum ne mujhe roka kiyun jb main un ladkon ko maar raha tha?"

"now, can I ask you something??"

"han"

"tum ne un ladkon ko mara kiyun??"

"kiyun k wo tumhare sath badtameezi kar rahe thay"

"wo to sirf bol rahe thay na arman."

"per mujhe ghussa agaya"

"ghussa sirf bol k bhi bataya ja sakta hai. Marna zaruri nahi hota"

"per wo hud se badh rahe thay"

"wo to kuch hi waqt main chup kar jate na"

"per tum dar gayi thi ye mujhse dekha nahi gaya"

"main unkay bolne se shayad itna nahi dari thi jitna tumhare maarne se dari thi"

"I'm sorry"

"mujhse kiya sorry bol rahe ho? Sorry unko bolo jinko mara"

"I'm not sorry for that! I'm sorry that I scared you and what I did with them was right"

"agar tumhain such main bura laga k main dar gayi thi to promise me k tum ayenda kisi pe hath nahi uthaogay?"

"agar koi tumse badtameezi karega to main apna hath nahi rokunga"

"kiyun??"

"kiyun k koi tumse badtameezi kare ye mujhse bardasht nahi hota"

"matlab tum main bardasht karne ki capability hai hi nahi!" she sadi teasingly and had a teasing smile on her lips.

"tum meri bardasht ka ghalat matlab le rahi ho"

"tumhain to andaza bhi nahi hai shayad, k bardasht kis hud tk karna padta hai or kitna ghussa karte ho tum"

"shayad!! Tum bhi to kitna ghussa karti ho ya phir shayad karti thi or Tum batao na k kis hud tk bardasht karna padta hai?"

" tumhain andaza nahi k ghussa kiya hota hai! jb tk sans chalti rahe tb tk bardasht karna padta hai"

"tum ne bhi kiya?"

"han"

"kab tk?"

"jb tk mujhe us duniya se le jane koi nahi aya"

"agar koi na ata to?"

"to main usi duniya main mar jati"

"or wo tumhain marne deta?" at this ridhima realized what she was saying and where he was leading her. She immediately quietened herself and looked in his eyes. There was pain in his eyes. She changed the subject with a smile,

"hum… hum itni serious baatain kiyun kar rahe hain?? Itne time k bad sath main bethe hain to achi achi baatain karte hain na!"

"Ya. So college k baad kiya kiya tum ne?"

"I did my USMLE (a 3-step test for approval of your doctory in abroad) and then started my job in a hospital there."

"to… tum or raj…"

"arman it's better if you don't ask questions about all that. Bijaye iskay k main tum se jhoot bolun or humare beech koi bhi jhoot ki deewar banay acha hai na k hum is baray main koi baat hi na Karen"

"hmm so anjali tumhain yahan layi?"

"yeah… di America ayi or mujhe apne sath le ayi"

"or wahen tum apni ankhon ki chamak chod ayi" arman thought to himself.

"kiya??" said ridhima.

"nothing" he said, "she heard me!" arman thought to himself.

hey gr8 part yaar and it was big too
thanks a ton for the pm

hey asmara i am greatfull to u tht u hv updated thanks nd wow yaar it ws wonderful grt tht jerks beaten by ar vryyy gud thy diservd it nd ridz ws wht had happend with her nd ar nd ridz did conversation but ridz didn't wntd to tlk abt tht nd ridz heardit whn ar said tum apni ankhon ki chamak chod ayi wah wow samajti hai lts see cont sooooooooon nd all d bst fr ur exams
thnks fr d pm
luv yachu

i feel so sad, because ridhima is so sad...from the fun happy charming girl she use to be...and now shes like a zinda lash! we still dont know why and what happend...but i already hate the reason for this!
wow our hero arman trashed those guys! good, they deserved it! but poor ridz got really scared :(
that last conversation between them was very insightfull...she was suffering in america, and angie saved her. the pain they both were feeling was so evident! very well done!!! your a very good writter!
thanks so much for the pm, and hope you update soon!

nice part

hey guys thanks alot for appreciation. i SIMPLY LOOOOOVE reading your comments. please continue these comments and here's the next part. hope you like it :-)

PART 10

"ridhima dekho wo ladki kitni hot hai na!"

"han hai to! but I guess tum usay ab pata nahi sakte" said ridhima checking out a file when she glanced at the girl while arman and ridhima both were standing near nurse station.

"kiyun??" arman asked standing straight as he was resting his elbow on the counter.

"you know mujhe tum main ab wo baat nahi dikhti" said ridhima teasingly and making a face.

"kiya baat kar rahi ho?" asked arman pretending to be confused as he just wanted to play with ridhima

"han na. mujhe lagta hai ab ladkiyan tumse nahi patengi"

"lagi shart?" he raised his hand to her.

"lagi!" she placed her hadn on his with determination and he felt something inside him churn.

"agar main jeet gaya to wahi hoga jo main kahunga or agar tum jeet gayi to wahi hoga jo tum kahogi"

"done. ab jao" said ridhima and arman went forward in the corridor where that girl was going. She was in mini skirt and was wearing a sleeveless top. Her hair was short shoulder length. Arman ran upto her and stopped her in the middle of the corridor and led her to the side. He stood resting his shoulder with the wall and he crossed his legs while that girl acted as if she was shy. Ridhima smiled and placed her fingers on her lips and examined them while arman winked at her. As arman winked, that girl turned back and saw ridhima smiling, she turned to arman and slapped him and went away calling him,

"Stupid moron" ridhima gasped and her mouth opened in shock and she covered it with her hand while arman came back to her with a shocked expression and his hand on his cheek.

"ye kiya hua,

kaise hua,

kab hua,

kiyun hua,

oh jab hua,

to bolo" ridhima sang softly.

"isi sb se yaad aya k main shart jeet gayi" she said in his ear softly and smiled with a puppy face and patted on his cheek and went away. As she went away arman put his hand down and smiled to himself. He had felt a sudden urge of desire by her touch. He was still smiling when a sudden snap of fingers in front of his eyes brought hin back to his senses.

"ye kiya horaha tha??" it was rahul.

"she just won a bet from me" he said smilingly.

"why are you making a fool of yourself arman?"

"kiya?" arman asked confusingly.

"kiyun ye sb harkatain kar raha hai??"

"kiyun k main usay khush dekhna chahta hun" arman grew serious.

"usay khush dekhne or rakhne k liye or log hain uski zindagi main"

"main bhi usi ki zindagi main hun"

"for God's sake arman she's married" rahul got serious.

"I don't give a damn if she's married or not. Mujhe sirf is baat se fark padta hai k main usse pyar karta hun. Bohat pyaar karta hun or tb se karta hun jb se main ne usay dekha tha college main pehli bar" arman got angry.

"arman wo ye sb janti bhi nahi or ab uski zindagi badal gayi hai"

"I don't care or han badal gayi hai uski zindagi. Main wahi badli hui zindagi ko theek karna chahta hun"

"arman ye sb theek nahi hai"

"main yahan kisi se puchne k liye nahi betha k kiya theek hai kiya ghalat"

"per uski zindagi main koi or hai ab"

"I told you rahul I don't giv a damn about it" said arman and he walked away.

After duty they all sat in the caf. Arman whispered to her,

"so madam kiya saza hai meri??"

"oh han yaad aya. Hey guys!" ridhima called everyone.

"kiya hua?" asked anjali.

"you know what arman ab or ladkiyan nahi pata sakta!"

"what????"they all exclaimed.

"ridhima!" arman tried to stop her.

"han or nahi to kiya aj subha arman or meri shart lagi thi k ye ek ladki ko pataey or arman wo shart haar gaya" ridhima told everyone and they all laughed while arman saw her laughing and he was happy.

"to ab ye batao k isko saza kiya di jaye?" asked ridhima.

"aisa karo tum dono phir se koi shart lagao! Ab ki bar ridhima tum do koi shart" said muskan.

"main kiya dun?"

"hey guys tum log aisa karo k ek doosre ko darane ki shart lagao" sadi atul.

"WHAATTT???"both arman and ridhima said loudly in horror.

"han maza ayega na. dekhte hain kaisi techniques use karte ho ek doosre ko darane ki" said muskan.

"oh pls atul itni bewaqufi nahi hoti mujhse" said ridhima.

"waise maze ka idea hai ridhima" said arman after a thought.

"Arman pls ok. Aisi harkatain nahi hoti mujhse waise bhi its stupid and childish"

"Oho that means abhi tum main hansi mazak karne ki capability nahi hai" said arman teasingly.

"It's not like that ok main ne aisa to nahi kaha. Main hansa bhi sakti hun or mazak bhi kar sakti hun"

"To fine phir kar k dikhao na"

"Fine" said ridhima and she stood up but she didn't know what to do. She called muskan to herself and whispered to her that what she should do.

Muskan whispered back to her and ridhima was horrified at it but still after a minute or so she agreed.

Muskan opened ridhima's hair and let them down. arman saw her lustrous hair and was mesmerized how her hair were still just the way as they were. As beautiful as before. Muskan told her exactly what to do. Then she tried to act as a ghost. She made certain voices and tried to scare arman but she was unsure of herself and she would keep getting irritated by herself. They all aughed at her and she gave up,

"fine I give up. You win"

"asie kaise give up. Abhi meri bhi to baari hai na"

"kiya?"

"tumhain darane ki"

"ok fine. Ab tum bhi ban lo bhoot" said ridhima irritatingly and she tied her hair back when arman held her hand. Ridhima looked at him with irritation and said,

"arman you know how much a hate if someone touch me. Leave my hand" she jerked her hand back but arman didn't left her. ridhima's heart beat went fast and she stood up facing arman.

"arman mera hath chodo" she said to him but he still didn't left her hand.

"agar na chodun to??"

"arman I think hum sirf yahan mazak kar rahe thay!" said ridhima and she stepped back trying to take her hand back.

"tumhare liye mazak hoga per mere liye nahi"

"arman kiya kar raha hai yer?? Chod usay" said rahul standing up as he saw fear in ridhima's eyes.

"ye ridhima or mere beech ki baat hai! Koi or nahi bolega humare beech"

"arman… tum… kiya bol rahe ho??" said ridhima with shaky voice.

"ridhima main tumhain in sb se door le jaonga"

"arman stop it! That's enough" sadi anjali standing up.

"tumhain kiya lagta hai ye sb mujhe rok sakengay? Mujhe tumse koi door nahi kar sakta" arman kept saying while ridhima kept looing in his eyes thunderstruck,

"arman bas karo!! Bohat hogaya ye sb" said muskan as she saw the fear on ridhima's face.

"tumhain mujhse koi door nahi kar sakta"

"arman yar bas kar na!" said atul.

"yahan koi mujhe nahi rok sakta ridhima! Tum bhi nahi!" said arman as ridhima backed with the wall. Ridhima saw something flaring red and intenstity in his eyes that she had seen before as well. arman raised his hand to her face,

"ARMAN NO!! PLEASE MUJHE MAT MARna!" rishima shouted by the sudden raise of his hand which forcefully flashed something infront of her eyes, "Main ne kuch nahi kiya raj!! Please mujhe marna mat… im sorry… im sorry" ridhima blocked her face and started screaming fearfully. She had lost conscience of her surroundings. Her eyes closed.

"ridz! Ridzy" anjali called out and she quickly ran to her.

"please mujhe marna mat… main ne kuch nahi kiya… arman yahan nahi aya tha" ridhima kept saying while there was an utter silence round the room.

"RIDZY KOI NAHI HAI YAHAN! RIDZY LOOK AT ME" anjali held ridhima's face and forced her to look at anjali.

"di wo mujhe marega! Wo yahan bhi ajayega!" ridhima kept saying all shaken.

"ridzy koi nahi hai yahan! Look at me ridzy! Kuch nahi hoga tujhe main hun na"

"nahi di wo mujhe lejayega"

"koi nahi le k jayega tujhe ridzy. main nahi le k jane dungi usay. RIDZY!!" anjali said loudly yet lovingly and ridhima quietened,

"koi bhi nahi hai yahan! Koi nahi ayega! Main tere pas hun! Sirf main or agar koi or aya to main usko maar dalungi"

"vaada??"ridhima asked innocently yet scared holding anjali's hands while tears flowed out of her eyes.

"vaada!! Ab chal" said anjali to her and she folded her arms round her shoulders and took her out of the caf. Still nobody spoke as they couldn't understand what happened but arman had. Was this the reason that she was so scared all the time? She had been abused?? Nobody had heard the name or perhaps they hadn't paid attention to what she had blurted out.