joy,hope and belief(ardhika/nesam os updated)part 1 23/12 pg 22

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Thank u all for liking the os..the comments are really precious...

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Wow such a sweet story

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Spl thnx to all..thnx for all the likes and comments...

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Sehnsucht

Day after day,night after night ,the time pass away..in this fast forward world some memories hold us back...

In the dream city Mumbai ,where everyone's life is fast forwarded arjun is still stuck with radhika's memories..arjun still not able to come out of a day when radhika left him..he was like a man in desert..though everyone was by his side the one who breathe life into him was missing..radhika's memory flash in front of his eyes,her words echoes in his ears..he could feel her presence everywhere..he was alive but dead from within..The same way in the holy city hrishikesh, radhika too couldn't move forward..her life was still with arjun's memories,holding unto mangalsutra and sindoor,the last thing which she can hold unto..everyone she loved was with her but felt lonely..there was a pain and emptiness within..wenever she closed her eyes she was seeing only arjun..the girl who was once full of life was lifeless now..Both arjun and radhika cant even imagine a world without each other,cant live without each other..

Nain jeena tere baajhon,nain jeena!
Nain jeena tere baajhon,nain jeena!

Arjun is standing in the balcony ( longing and saddened eyes) looking at the moon with radhika's memory flooding infront of his eyes..radhika is standing near the window (puffy eyes) looking at the moon with arjun's memory flooding infront of her eyes..the cool breeze flows..they both feel the breeze,they feel as if the breeze is hugging them..

Main tenu samjhawan ki,
Na tere baajhon lagda jee!

In Mumbai:Arjun is sitting at the dinning table..bread,cheese,butter,sugar is kept on the table..he takes the bread slice applies butter..after making the sandwich he keeps it on the plate and passes it to the other end only to realize that radhika isn't there..he takes that sandwich and is about to eat it(he remembers radhika feeding him,gets teary eyed)keeps the sandwich back on plate and leaves from there..
In hrisikesh:Radhika is sitting at the dinning table..mala bring sandwich and keeps on the table..radhika takes the sandwich(arjun's voice rings in her ears.."eat it..i have mixed good quality poison")she smiles and gets saddened..keeps the sandwich back and leaves..
Mala calls out radhika's name but in vain..dadaji sees this signals mala a no..
Mala who gets sad says "she only asked for sandwich and now she's not eating it"
Dadaji replies "memories are hard to erase,especially the memories of love"..he too gets sad about the situation..

Tun ki jaane pyaar mera,
Main karaan intezar tera!
Tun dil,tunhion jaan meri!

In Mumbai,Arjun enters the bedroom,he goes near the bed and takes the blue scarf in his one hand and letter which radhika left in other hand..
In hrisikesh,Radhika is sitting on the bed holding her mangalsutra..

Radhika(sad):whatever happened between us was wrong sir...

Arjun(looking at the letter,saddened):No it wasn't..if wat happened between us was wrong then wat is right..

Radhika:I was never meant to come between you and sam..i cant betray my friend

Arjun:It was not you who came inbetween...it was me...betrayal!u never betrayed anyone..u sacrificed not betrayed..

Radhika:how could I ever build a home on someone's broken dream and create a relation that was never mine..

Arjun:but what about the home which i have build in my heart..are you ready to break it,destroy it for someone else..my relation was always with you..

Radhika:you deserve all happiness in this world..my only wish is that you find comfort,peace and love in this life..

Arjun:happiness..my happiness was only around you..it is with you I find my comfort and peace..find love ?I have already found my love...wer vil I find someone who vil give the love which you gave..u are my only love..u are my life and my heart..

Radhika:this is the new start too our lives..i m returning your happiness and freedom..the stone in your path is removed..u can now move forward in life...

Arjun:we already started our new life..how could you end it..happiness and freedom is wat you gave me..how will I be happy and free wen you are not with me..didnt u know that I never wanted the stone to be removed..

Arjun(glisten eyes)(holding the scarf tightly around his heart):dint you know that I only loved you and will always love you..you are my life,my heart,my soul..i don't want to live a life without you..my life is empty and lifeless without you..

Radhika(teary eyes)(holding the mangalsutra around her heart):i know you love me..i love you too..my life is lone and lifeless without you..but I cant be selfish..i cant destroy someone else's love for my love...

Both cry their heart out...

Mere dil ne chun laiya ne
Tere dil diyaan rahaan

Arjun gets ready to leave for work,he wears white shirt and blue jean...shirt is tucked in and sleeves folded a bit..he takes the SUV keys and leaves..he comes outside and sits in the car,puts his seat belt..he starts the car and looks the car mirror..he sees radhika's image in the mirror..radhika smiles at him..arjun looks at the mirror for a while and smiles..he wipes the mirror and the image disappears..he feels restless..he turns back and sees only to find the backseat empty..he touches the backseat and turns back..arjun leans against the seat,rests his head and closes his eyes..Memories begins too flood..

"radhika singing gore gore mukhde song,telling dadaji stories..

Arjun:whatever things you vil touch vil be out of the car..
Radhika:touches bottle,napkin box..then finally touch arjun with her finger..."

Arjun opens his eyes..there's a grief in his eyes...he begins to
drive..after some minutes of driving he reaches sam-radhika's apt..he looks at the balcony...he gets down from the SUV...

Tu jo mera naal tu rehta
Turpai meriyaan saaha
Jeena mera..hun hai tera,
Kee main karaan
Tu kar aitbaar mera

Arjun begins to walk towards the house..he begins to climb the stairs,his legs trembles as he takes each step..he reaches the corner step and stops..he sees radhika..radhika gets up,she trips and falls..arjun catches her..radhika has once again painted his shirt..he looks at her lovingly and goes to wipe the red color on her nose..just as arjun touches her nose she disappears..his eyes become misty again..he climbs the stairs and goes to the house..he opens the room..looks at the empty room...the room which gave him the memories of nandhini is now giving radhika's memories..the room is filled with radhika's memories..he goes inside..walks a little distance and stops..he looks at the empty room..images appears in front of his eyes..

"arjun lifts radhika thinking it's sam..he puts her down gently..

Arjun:wat r u doing here..?
Radhika:sir...actually.."

Arjun smiles a bit..he then looks at the dinning table..

"arjun (sitting in the chair):life is not light..
Radhika:without light there's no life.."

Arjun smiles a bit more and says "yes radhika without light there's no life..and without you m lifeless.."

Arjun then enters the bedroom..he looks down..

"Radhika:sir..i have tied you perfectly.."

Arjun smiles and looks at his hand...he sees a bandage wrapped around his hand..but wen he goes to touch it it disappears..

He gets sad and leaves from there..

Mere dil vich reh k,
Mere dil da haal na jaane!

Arjun comes to the office..he walks through the passage like a lifeless person..he stops midway and looks at radhika's desk..he lets a heavy sigh and walks towards his cabin..neil and sam who saw arjun get sad..

He goes inside his cabin,sits on his chair,rests the head against it and closes his eyes..

Arjun:why radhika,why..couldnt you see my love..couldnt u see that only u wer in my heart...

In hrishikesh,radhika is sitting in chair(dejected) and staring at her diary..she is about to write something but stops..

Tere baajhon kalleyah beh k ronde nain nimaane!
Jeena mera haye marna mera,
Naale tere c!
Kar aitbar mera,
Main karo intezar tera!
Tun dil,tunhion jaan meri!

Arjun comes back home..he freshen ups..he takes the scarf and sits on the floor,resting himself against the wall..he(shattered) holds the scarf tight and looks at the window..his eyes are craving for something..his eyes wer almost dried up..

Radhika on the other hand is still lookin at the diary..she keeps the diary aside..stands and goes near the window..

Ooo ve changa nahion keeta beeba,
Ve changa nahion keeta beeba,
Dil mera tod ke!
Ve bada pachtaaiyaan akhaan,
Ve bada pachtaaiyaan akhaan,
Tere naavain jod ke!

Arjun is sitting in a corner,the unbearable silence was killing him..he felt as if his heart is being stabbed again and again..

Radhika is standing near the window (heavy hearted and in grief)..arjun's words are ringing in her mind...

"Arjun:please radhika..dont leave me..who vil give me that love..will you give a little place for me in your heart..will you.."

Radhika becomes restless,the questions keep coming inside her mind..

"will you also leave me?
Why are you crying..for whom are you crying?
who will love me?
Will you give a place for me in your heart?

She moves here and there and finally sits in her bed..her eyes still searching for something..she again goes near table,sits on the chair,takes the diary and begins to write something..

Arjun finally opens his mouth and says(in a deep tone)

"Radhika..."

Radhika who had penned down something..looks at the diary..in it its written..

"PANAUTI"

Radhika's eyes gets teary again after looking at the word..she closes her eyes and a tear drop falls on it..

Tenu chadd ke kitthe jawan
Tu mera parchavaa
Tere mukhde vich hi maine taan
Rab nu apne pawaan
Meri duaa..hayee
Sajda tera kardi sadaa
Tu sun iqraar mera

In Mumbai,

Cool breeze blows around arjun...

"Sir,sir..."the words starting echoing in the room...

Arjun feels as if radhika is calling him...he gets up..runs here and there..he feels her prescence..he(restless) stood still in the middle of the hall..suddenly he feels a hand touching his shoulder..he knew it was radhika...he turns around and sees radhika standing infront of him...he want to touch her but wat if she disappeared again...so arjun resist himself from touching her

Arjun's sight is a bit blurry,but he saw her..she's gently smiling at him...

"Ra...Radhika.." arjun utters weakly..

"Yes sir..." radhika said in a sweet voice..

He rubs his eyes..blinks..finally he has a clear vision..it is radhika..

In hrishikesh,

Radhika remembers all those instances wen arjun saved her...

"arjun saving her life,arjun stopping radhika's marriage,saving her from saral..."

Radhika:I just wish you get all happiness sir...you deserve it...

Radhika again looks at the diary and the word "panauti"..she stands up,goes and stands near the window again...tears stream down from her eyes again as she remembers arjun...

Suddenly wind blows and she feels arjun..she felt as if the wind is
hugging her..she(sigh) turns around and sees arjun standing infront of her...

Arjun comes near her..he wipes her tears away gently..radhika is astonished and is in disbelief...

Arjun slowly tucks her hair and starts caressing them...radhika soon comes out of her trance..and looks at arjun in disbelief..

Radhika(gentle voice):sir,how come you are here..?

Arjun(smiles)(keeps his hand on her head):wherever you are,I vil be there..do u think its easy to get rid of me...

Radhika:but sir...

Arjun keeps his finger on her lips "shhh..."

Sunjhiyaan sunjhiyaan dil dian galiyaan,
Sunjhiyaan merian baawan!
Aaja terrain khashbowan nu,
Labhdiyaan merian saahanvaan!

In Mumbai,Radhika looks at arjun lovingly,arjun longingly gazed at her..still not ready to touch her..Weras in hrisikesh radhika is still in disbelief...

(arjun is questioning radhika's illusionary image,radhika is replying to illusionary arjun)

Arjun:Radhika..what are you doin here?

Radhika:sir..you called me..so I came..now wen I m here you are asking wat m doing here..

Arjun:y did you leave me that day?

Radhika:I was helpless sir..and you only asked me to stay for that night...

Arjun:then would you have stayed if I asked you to stay forever?

Radhika:no sir..i would have left anyhow..you wer never mine...how could i keep a thing which is not even mine to begin with..

Arjun:these words are not from your heart...it isn't...you have killed your heart to say these words..

Radhika:It is better to stab my heart then to stab other's heart..i had to...it was for everyone's good I took that decision..

Arjun:but...wat about me..m all alone..

Radhika:no sir..you are not,how can you be alone wen m there with you...I m always with you..only I left you,not my shadow..my shadow was always with you..

Arjun:radhika..!

As arjun is about to speak something radhika shushes him..Radhika (longing eyes)after answering to arjun's query.. not able to see him in his eyes,turns around and walks towards the window and stands there...

Tere bina hayee,
Kivee karaan door udasi,
Dil bekarar mera!
Main karo intezar tera!

In hrisikesh,Arjun comes towards radhika,he stands behind radhika...he keeps his hands on her shoulder, his hand ran down her hands slowly..holds her hand,and crosses her hand against her stomach..he wraps her ever so gently..he keeps his face in her hair,inhales her scent of her hair..
Radhika feels the warm embrace,her heart begins to beat rapidly and begins to take heavy breath..she closes her eyes..
Arjun keeps his head against her head and wispers "when I close my eyes..i see you..wen I open my eyes I long to see you..my life is empty without you.."
As radhika hears this words she opens her eyes and turns around to see him..
Radhika turns around and finds the room empty,but she still feels his presence..her eyes are nearly searching for him..she conceives that it was her imagination..
Radhika(disheartened)walks towards her bed,sits on the bed,lays down and starts keeping the pillows aside her..after turning and tossing for some hours,she finally falls asleep..

In Mumbai,radhika kisses his forehead,she takes arjun's hand and takes him to the bedroom..she makes him lay on the bed,sits next to him and caresses his hair..she says to arjun "I m not goin anywer..sleep..."
Arjun smiles,he holds the scarf and falls asleep..

Next morning arjun sprawls his hand over the bed..he wakes up to find radhika not being there...

Nain jeena tere baajhon,nain jeena!
Nain jeena tere baajhon,nain jeena!

For some days,radhika's memories wer flooding infront of him,weras radhika too held onto arjun's memory..they wer living with each others memories..it was their driving force..

After two weeks,

Arjun drives to hrisikesh along with sam...arjun's wait was finally over..all those days of longing came to an end..his heart was fully happy..at the same time radhika feels arjun's presence..her eyes finally stops searching..her heart felt a kind of relief..

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Edited by -rosel- - 10 years ago

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rosel

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Posted: 10 years ago

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I seriously dont know how the above OS turned out😆...i just gave it a try..i just suck at emotional scenes..

Warning note:read at your own risk..its quite lenghty...

Pls excuse if there's a spelling mistake or grammatical error...
I m open to criticism...

Spl thnx to esprit..her gazal inspired me to write this..her letter from part 1 of her ff was useful..
i have mixed punjabi and hindi samjhawan song...the punjabi song is just awsomem.

Edited by -rosel- - 10 years ago