Why did I love youWith all my heart?Why did I fall for you From the start?Why did you cause me so much pain?Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain that causes so muchPain?Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay?Why do I still believeYou were gonna take the pain away?Why did you play with my heart Like a toy?Why couldn't you ever feel the same?Why do I sitIn my room all alone?Why do I prayYou would call on my phone?Why did you end it Right after our first time?Why didn't it bother you When you made my eyes tear?Why can't I stop thinking of you,Why can't I say goodbye ?Why do I still get jealous When I think of you with another woman?Why dont you come back in my life?Why do I still get butterflies When I remember you saying miss kaul? Why can't I forget about you And put you in the past?Why does a part of me still believe That me and you were made to last. I'll wait for you till my last breath Raghu!
Antara was writing on pages like a maniac. The floor was covered with painful love notes for Raghu. She just kept on writing as her tears rolled down her cheeks. Whole night she wrote and threw the notes everywhere! Below is another note she wrote...
I'm Wanting and lusting to be held..
To be loved...to feel your warmth..
To feel your beating heart...
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds of the nights...
Wanting to fall In your powerful arms...
into an abyss of love...
Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled some day...
my desires of making love to you...
I'm Wanting to be held,comforted,loved...
Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights...
I'm waiting for your undying love Raghu! Please wapas aajao na!
Antara crumbled in the corner and cried her heart out.