Chapter 15 updated please enjoy and at the end do comment. Thank you!
Raghu was going crazy In his room. Sitting on his knees with her love notes scattered around him on the floor..he wept. The walls seemed to be running to bite him..the silence without her was killing him. He felt empty and hopeless. The wind came gushing in from the window. The love notes flew from here and there. Raghu caught a page and started reading it.
As I close my eyes I crave the softness of your lips, the way they travel my body, tasting my thighs and kissing my hips.The soft words they whisper make me melt, the taste so sweet and how they felt.As I close my eyes I crave your gentle touch, you caressing my face, how I miss you so much.When you put your hands on my waist and pull me close, I can feel your desire from my head to my toes.As I close my eyes I crave your scent, the sweet smell of manliness, and lust so evident.The feel of your breath so warm on my neck, makes my body shiver, I'm a nervous wreck.I inhale your aroma enthusiastically, remembering you once lying beside me.As I close my eyes I crave the strength of your embrace, comforting my fears, with a sense of peace I can not erase.I dream to be in your arms throughout the day, loving you more, wishing for you to stay.Needing to feel your heart beat with mine, a beat so strong, passion so divine.As I close my eyes I crave so desperately to taste your skin, to release the eagerness within.Wanting to feel the motion of your body sliding over mine, anxiously waiting to have you one more time.Longing to satisfy my every craving, I call your name,Raghu! wishing for you to feel the same.As I close my eyes I realized you were not with me anymore! Will we kiss again? Will I be Surrounded by your scent again? Will you ever take me in your embrace? I hold back the tears in my heart Raghu. How I wish to run in your arms again someday, but the craving for you will forever stay...Tumaari Antara. Her powerful words full of feelings and emotions were pinching his heart..making it to bleed. Antara has poured her heart out in those notes. She has emptied her heart out while writing the notes. With a hollow heart she had left the Naik House. One by one Raghu gathered all the notes carefully. "Ye sab joh teri dil se nikli huwi pyaar ki baaten.. apun ke paas rahega miss kaul..idhar apun ke dil ke kareeb. Raghu said. He was broken and shattered. Ruffling his hair he was pacing the room in utter restlessness. He kicked the trash can in frustration. His eyes widened when he saw antara's medication flying along with the trash can! He knew right there and then that Antara missed her medication. "Ye ladki bhi na! "Patah nai kaysi hongi inn dawaiyo ke bina. Raghu said worriedly. Raghu's day wasn't passing by. He just needed to see antara. "Kuch bhi ho merey ko miss kaul se milna hai. Raghu said. He went to his mom's room and broke down on her lap. "Aur bardaast nai hota maa..apun miss kaul ke bina nai jee sakta maa..merey ko antara chahiye maa! Raghu cried. Maa caressed him lovingly. "Shaant ho jaao beta..roney se kuch nai hoga..tu jaah ussey mil aa. Maa said. She was hurting and feeling sorry for raghu. "Sach maa? "Woh merey ko maaf kardegi na? "Woh Merey se milegi na maa? Raghu was desperate to meet her. "Han beta..woh dil ki buri nai hai..terey ko zaroor maaf kardegi. Maa gave hope to Raghu. Maa gave him something and he put it in his pocket. (Will be revealed later what it was) Soon Raghu was heading towards the kauls house. His heart was pounding as he approached Kaul House. "Merey ko miss kaul se milna hai. Raghu said to the watchmen. "Saab...Antara madam toh hospital me hai. The watchmen replied. "Hospital me? Raghu felt sudden pain in his chest. "Kahi woh merey kaaran apney aap ko...Raghu thought and rushed towards the hospital. Raghu was driving like a mad man. He just needed to see antara. .his miss kaul! "Apun ki miss kaul theek ho bhagwaan! He prayed while driving. Arriving at the hospital. .Raghu ran in side the hospital. "Miss kaul kidhar hai? He asked to the receptionist. "Miss kaul?" Yaha koi miss kaul nai hai. Receptionist replied. "Mera matlab Antara. .Antara kaul. The receptionist showed him the way to Antara's ward. Raghu ran towards her room. His heart was thuding fiercely on him. He saw dr kaul talking to other doctor. Geeta kaul was standing by the door and crying. Raghu ran to her." Aunty. .Antara kaysi hai? "Kiya huwa ussey? Raghu asked. Geeta was glad to see raghu there. "Beta tum aagay? She asked with tears in her eyes. Dr kaul joined them. "Raghu...tum merey bacchi ko chor kar chale gay thay..fir yaha kiyu aaye ho? He asked with moistened eyes. "Aaj usska doh mahina pura huwa ..meri bacchi completed the tasks and conditions you laid for her..aur tumney uss sey shaadi ka waada karkey ..uska dil tord kar ussey chor kar chalay gay? Dr kaul was really angry. Raghu just realized that today was the last day of the two months raghu gave her. Raghu was frozen for a while. "Dekhye aap ko kuch nai patah may kiyu ghar chor kar chala gaya thaa..lekin merey ko apna galti sudharna hai..issiliye apun wapas ayaa hai apneyy miss kaul ke paas. Raghu replied. "Raghu. .ab koi faayda nai...Dr kaul said. "Kiya matlab? "Kiyu huwa hai miss kaul ko? "Kaha hai woh ? "Merey ko milna hai uss sey. Raghu said. "Beta...Antara ko BRAIN TUMOR hai..last stage. Geeta said while crying. Raghu got the biggest shock of his life! He felt like the breath was leaving his body and he was going numb. "Bahut dino se ussey ye bimaari hai..she was on medication that's why she was surviving but now it's gotten worse. Dr kaul said. "Hum tumey bahut payley batana chahatey thay beta lekin Antara ne mana kiya thaa. Geeta said while sobbing. Raghu's tears rolled down. "Jeeney ka chances bahut kam hai beta..operation ke baad she may go into coma..lose her memory or even die.. Geeta cried her heart out. Raghu felt like the whole room was spinning as he felt dizzy. "Antara ko kuch nai hoga..apun kuch hone nai dega! Raghu entered Antara's room. She lay on the bed like a lifeless body. Raghu was told that she can hear everything. .her mind was active but her body was not. She had lost her voice. Raghu sat on her bed and took her hands in his. Antara opened her eyes. She forced a smile on her face as her tears rolled down her cheeks. She wanted to say so much to raghu but she couldn't speak. Raghu cried while keeping her palm on his lips. Antara lifted her the other hand and wiped his tears. Raghu looked at her. "I'm sorry. He said. Antara shook her head in no. "Dont be..mujhey patah thaa ki jab may mar rahi hongee tabhi tum aaogey. Antara said in her heart. "Apun terey ko marnay nai dega samjhi tu? Raghu said as if readying her mind. He wiped her tears. Antara touched his cheeks ...Raghu caressed her face as they both remembered their lovemaking on that day. Both cried together. "Tumney merey ko maaf kiya na? "Joh kuch apun ne kaha terey se uss din..mayney tera dil torda..terey ko dukh pahuchaya..terey ko rulaya..Raghu cried. Antara took his hands and brought it to her lips. Even though she couldn't talk..her eyes and tears were telling him that he was forgiven long time a go. "Kiyu nai bataya merey ko ki tu bimaar hai antara? "Chup chaap sharth maan kar merey ghar agayee..aur sharth pura bhi kiya..kiya kiya karna para tumey merey liye Antara! Raghu sobbed. "Tumney merey ko pyaar karna sikha diya antara. .aur aaj jab may terey se toot kar pyaar karney laga hu toh tu merey se bhaag rahi? "Aur tujhey kiya lagta hai apun terey ko jaaney dega? Antara sobbed as Raghu continued to pour his heart out. The doctor came in the room. "Doctor saab merey ko antara ko tori der ke liye kahi lejaana hai. Raghu said to the doctor. "Aap Inkey kiya lagtey ho..kiya rishta hai aap dono ka? Doctor asked. Raghu looked at Antara. "Ye meri zindagi hai!" Apunka sabkuch! "Pyaar ka rishta hai humara doc saab. Raghu replied while keeping his gaze rooted to her face. Fresh tears made its way down her cheeks. Raghu quickly wiped it away. "Yaaney ki aap innkey pati ho. Doctor said. "Hone waala pati. Saying that Raghu scooped her petite figure in his arms and carried her outside. The kauls ran to him when they saw him carrying Antara out of the hospital. "Beta kaha lejaa rahey ho Antara ko? "Aaj shaam uski operation hai ussey hospital me hona chahiye. Geeta said. "Hum ek ghantey me waapas aajayengay..agar aap dono ko humarey saath chalna hai toh chalye. Raghu said while carrying her outside. Antara grasped his shirt and gave him questionable look. Raghu just smiled at her. Raghu walked on foot to a nearby temple. Soon they were joined by the kauls. The pandit ji was waiting for them. "Sab taiyaar hai na pandit ji? Raghu asked. "Sab taiyaar hai. Pandit ji replied. Pandit ji took them to a sperate room. Antara's eyes widened when she saw a beautiful decorated mandap! Even the kauls were surprised. "Antara ke jeeney ka chances kam hai aur ye ladka kiya kar raha hai geeta? Doctor kaul said. Geeta cried seeing their love for each other. Raghu made antara sit down in side the mandap and covered her with a chunri then he sat beside her holding her hand tightly. Pandit ji started the mantras. All the while rantara kept staring at each other with love and emotions and feelings in their eyes. Tears were continuously falling down. Rantara performed the rituals as pandit ji guided them. Raghu filled her maang with sindoor and kissed her maang. Raghu pulled out a mangalsutra from his pocket and tied it around her neck. Wiping her tears he kissed her cheeks. Raghu stood up and scooped antara in his arms and went around the mandap completing the saath phere as the pandit explained to them about the pheres. Soon the shaadi was completed. "Shaadi sampand huwa..aaj balki abhi se aap dono pati patni. Pandit ji said and blessed them. The kauls were speechless. Raghu leaned and kissed her lips. A smile appeared on Antara's lips. "Miss kaul..apun ne apna waada pura kiya! Raghu said. Suddenly her head started to spin.."Miss kaul!! Raghu rushed to the hospital with her in his arms. "Operation abhi karna parega! The doctor said. Rantara were not letting go of each others hands. "Wada kar merey se miss kaul..ki tu sahi salamat waapas aaygi? Raghu asked with tears. Antara blinked her eyes. "Terey ko aana parega..merey liye..humarey pyaar ke liye..apun tera intazaar karega. Raghu said and took her in his arms. Antara's heart was crying. "Mat jaaney doh mujhey raghu..rok lo mujhey! Her heart screamed. Raghu held her hand as the ward boy pushed the stretcher to the operation theater. "Saab aap bahar intazaar karye. The ward boy told raghu. "Nai raghu mera haath mat chorna! Antara's heart cried. Raghu kissed her sindoor covered maang. "May tera yahi intazaar karunga..tu ghabra mat na..apun idharich khara rahega..ek dam statue ke maafik..abh tu jaa. Raghu said. Antara shook her head in no. She squeezed his hand tightly and shook her head in no. "Miss kaul zid mat kar yaar..Raghu's voice choked. "Tu ye yaad karkey jaa ki apun terey se bahut pyaar karta hai..aur karta rahunga jab tak hai jaan. He cried looking away. "Ek baar I love you bolo na? Antara said in her heart. Raghu shifted his gaze to her as if he heard her. He caressed her cheek with one hand and said. "I LOVE YOU MISS KAUL! Raghu said. Antara sobbed . The ward boy was pushing the stretcher inside. .rantara's hands were parting..haath chut raha thaa..and then haath chut hii gaya...Antara reached for his black cord with sword locket..she pulled it..the cord untied and came in Antara's hands. Keeping her eyes on him and holding his sword locket in her hand ..she disappeared in the operation theater. The door closed as the light turned on..indicating the surgery in progress. Raghu looked at his hand. Antara's broken bracelet was stuck on his watch. Her bracelet had broken when she wasn't letting his hand go. Raghu released it and brought it to his lips. All this was witnessed by the kauls. Geeta came to him and touched his shoulder. Raghu turned and cried hugging her. The trio were devastated. Raghu was pacing the hall restlessly. He called his parents and broke the news to them. They were shattered. The surgery were taking long. But raghu wasn't moving from there. He was holding on for his miss kaul.
Precap: "I'm sorry..the patient is in coma! The doctor said." Agar hosh aa bhi jaaye she might lose her memory. Doctor continued. Guys patah hai mujhey maar paregi for such a heart wrenching update. Believe me I'm also crying. But dont worry guys interesting and exciting chapters coming up with twist and turns. Always keep in mind rantara will be together forever. .so bear with me for now. Love you guys!
