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Chapter 14 updated please enjoy.

Saagar Se ghayra Hai Pyaar Humara
Hum mar jaayegey
Jii nahi paayengey
Saath Kabhi Chuta joh tumara

Antara woke up with fever and pain between her legs. Scenes from yesterday flashed in front of her eyes. She twitched her head to see the love of her life sleeping peacefully beside her. She loves him with her mind body and soul. Suddenly her heart beat rose without any genuine reason. She felt strange as weird thoughts occupied her mind. She felt like a storm was brewing far far away but heading in her direction. Something was warning her that she'll lose someone dear to her heart. Extreme fear engulfed her just by the thoughts of it. "Hey bhagwan ji subha subha ye kaysa vichaar aa raha hai mujhey? Antara thought. Slowly she got up..pain shot through between her legs as she sat on the bed. She hissed in pain. Wrapping a towel around her she slowly left towards the washroom. Getting under the shower she stilled as lukewarm water rained on her. "Kiya hoga jab raghu neend se jaagega? "Will he still love me? "Will things change between us? Her heart mind and soul were in conflict with each other as they bombarded her with questions. She was scared! Scared of what might destiny have in store for them. After a soothing shower Antara came out. Tears filled her eyes as she dressed up. She was trembling with fear ..an unknown fear. She glanced at Raghu who was still sleeping. She approached him and sat beside him on the bed. She gently covered him properly. "I have no complaints about yesterday. .I wont ask you any questions. .whatever happened between us was beautiful which I'll never forget..and I have no regrets about it. Antara said and leaned to gently brush his cheeks with her soft lips. Slightly blushing she glanced at the ring on her finger. It was sparkling. .Antara brought it up to her lips and kissed it. It was the token of his love for her. Antara came out of her room. Maids were cooking and cleaning. Papa was gone jogging. Maa was sitting on her bed doing something when antara entered. She stood at the doorway with lowered gaze when maa noticed her standing by the door all lost and confused. "Arey Antara beta udhar kiyu khari hai?" Idhar aa na merey paas. Maa said. Antara went and sat beside her." Kiya huwa? "Tu itni chup chup kiyu hai? "Teri tabiyat to theek hai na? Maa asked worriedly. Antara didn't respond. She sat there with her gaze lowered as she played with her dupatta. Maa was concerned for her. She scanned her from top to bottom. Her eyes widened when she saw red bruises on her neck and throat. "Hey bhagwan joh may soch rahi hu kiya wahi huwa hai inn dono ke beech? Maa thought. Antara gathered all her strength and power to speak. Finally taking a deep breath she spoke. "Maa mujhey aapsey kuch kayna hai. She said. "Han han bolo may sun rahi hu beta. Maa said. "Maa..woh kal holi ke baad..ussney..mera matlab hai ki hum dono ney...woh sab kuch..matlab ki humarey beech woh sabkuch huwa joh ek pati patni ke beech hota hai. Antara finally said it. She was trembling badly as to what maa will say. Maa knew this was coming. Maa tilted her chin and asked. "Tu pachta rahi hai? Antara rested her head on her lap and sobbed. "Nai maa..may ghabra rahi hu..I'm scared! Antara said with tears. "Raghu hosh me nahi thaa maa..jab woh neend se jaagega aur hakikat ka saamna hoga toh kiya hoga maa? Maa caressed her head lovingly ." Tu tension mat le..kuch nai hoga..hum sab tumarey saath hai beta. Maa assured her and kissed her head.

Meanwhile in the bedroom Raghu woke up yawning. His eyes widened in shock when he found himself naked under the sheets! He sat up breathing heavily when scenes of their lovemaking roamed his head. "Ye nai hosakta!!! He held his head. His eyes caught their clothes covered with holi colors lay crumbled on the floor. "Ye terey se kiya hogaya raghunath naik! "May miss kaul ke saath zabarjasti kaysey kar sakta hu? "May itna gir kaysey gaya? "Ye bahut galat kiya mayney! "May toh maafi ke laayak bhi nai hu! He got up in frustration. .wrapping a towel around he left towards the washroom. Standing under the cold water he felt guilty. .guilty as a criminal! He came out dressed. He couldn't stand in front of the mirror. "May khud se nazrey nai mila paa raha hu..miss kaul se kaysey mila paaonga? He was in turmoil. His inner being was disturbed. His soul screamed. ." Guilty! Guilty! Guilty! "Nai!!!!!! Raghu screamed at the top of his lungs. He kicked the chairs and turned the table! He punched at the mirror. .breaking them into pieces! Antara came running in the room when she heard the noises. Her jaw dropped open when she saw the kaos in the room. Raghu's hand was injured as blood gushed out! "Raghu!!! Antara ran to him when she saw the blood oozing from his hand. "Ye sab kiya hai raghu? "Kiyu khud ko chot pahuncha rahey ho? Antara ripped her dupatta and tied on his hand with tears rolling down. Raghu wasn't looking at her face. "Miss kaul chor mujhey! He said loudly. Antara started crying. "Kiya huwa hai tumey raghu? "Kiyu aysey behave kar rahey ho? Antara asked. Raghu punched on the wall leaving a hole there. "Miss kaul joh kuch humarey beech me huwa..woh nai hona chahiye thaa! "May aysey kaysey kar sakta hu? He punched on the wall again. "Raghu its ok! "Hum dono ek dusrey se pyaar kartey hai..aur I'm not complaining. .sab theek hai raghu. Antara said. "Kuch theek nai hai samjhi tum? Raghu was raising his tone. "Ye nai hona chahiye thaa! Raghu said. "Raghu meri baat suno..joh hona thaa so hogaya..hum ussey badal nai saktey! "Tum shaant hojaao please..Antara pleaded. She touched his cheeks..he pushed her hands away in anger. Antara sobbed and touched his cheeks again. He jerked her hand away! "Mat karo aysey raghu..Antara tried to hug him but he moved away. "Dekh miss kaul mera bheja garam hai tu aur garmi mat dila samjhi na? Raghu was pissed off on himself. "Raghu tum mujhey dara rahey ho! Antara said while fresh tears filled her eyes. "Tum soch rahey hongay ki may pachta rahi hu..aysa kuch nai hai raghu..me theek hu..aur joh kuch huwa its not your fault. .tum hosh me nahi thay Raghu. .toh apney aap ko doshi kiyu maan rahey ho? Antara tried to console him. "Tu nai pachta rahi..lekin may pachta raha hu..ye pachtawa zindagi bhar rahega samjhi tum? He said in his raised tone. Antara gulped. Kicking on the furniture on the floor he headed for the door. "Raghu tum kaha jaa rahey ho? Antara asked with a aching heart. "Jahnum mey! He said. Antara ran and hugged him from behind. "Mujhsey rooth kar mat jaao please! Antara cried. "Miss kaul chor mujhey! "Nai chorungi may! "May bhi aaongi tumarey saath! Antara sobbed. Antara was pulling him..stopping him but he walked out of there leaving antara shattered. Antara sat on the floor. .hugging her chest she cried her heart out.
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omg this was just like a nuclear bomb blasting on my brain

oh i knew this was going to come!
raghu is in HUGE guilt!!!😭
he is shattered as how he could do this.as he is man of priciples...
antu is broken by his behaviour...😭
thanks fr updating dear...i hope raghu will console himself..😊

Chapter 14 continued. ...
Saagar Se Ghayra Hai Pyaar Humara
Hum Mar Jaayegey
Jii nahi paayengey
Saath kabhi chuta Joh Tumara...

"Maa may jaah raha hu! Raghu said while entering his maa's room. Maa was shocked! "Kaha jaa rahey ho tum raghu? Maa asked with raised eyebrows. "Patah nai. He replied. Maa knew he was a man of principles. He was devastated after yesterday. "Beta koi galat kadam mat uthana..Maa said. "Galati toh may kar chuka hu maa..ussey bari galati ho hii nahi sakti. Raghu said and headed out. "Beta ruk jaao! "Meri baath sun sab theek ho jaayega! Maa said while going behind him."zara antara ke baarey me socho raghu..uss par kiya beeth rahi hogi. Maa said but it was too late. Raghu was already behind the wheel and drove away. Maa rose her hand to stop him but all in vain..he was gone! "Toot chuka hai mera baccha! Maa said with tears in her eyes. Maa came in antara's room to find her crumbled in a corner and weeping. The room was a mess! "Antara beta! Maa sat down on the floor beside her. Antara collapsed in her lap and cried. "Woh chala gaya maa..mujhey akela chor kar chala gaya..ek baar bhi merey baarey me nai socha maa ki mujhpey kiya beeth rahi hogee..may raghu ke bina nahi jii sakti maa! Antara cried." Shaanth ho jaa antara..woh wapas aayega ..zaroor aayega. Maa consoled her. Maa caressed her. Maa had the room cleaned in the day. Antara lay in her bed. Pale weak and lifeless. Her dreams were shattered in just one day! She tried calling raghu so many times but raghu never picked up the phone. His voice echoed in her ears " lekin may zindagi bhar pachtaonga! "Shayad may ussey humesha humesha ki liye kho chuki hu! Antara thought and wept. Raghu never came home that day. It was getting dark outside. Everyone was pareshaan for raghu. Antara was without food whole day. Maa brought food for her in her room but she refused. Papa was worried for rantara. Dimming the light antara sat on the floor and ran her fingers on his rang coloured shirt that has so many memories. She inhaled his salty ruggedness and embraced his shirt. Tears streamed down. "Tum mujhey akeley kaysey chor saktey ho raghu? She asked looking at his shirt. Her heart broke into pieces when raghu didn't come home that night. Her hope was lost. Meanwhile on the roads of Mumbai. .raghu was driving like crazy. He came out of Mumbai and headed towards the jungle. He was driving on a deserted road between thick forests. Where he was going he had no idea. It was dark. His car came to a halt as it ran out of fuel. He banged on the steering wheel! Getting out he saw a church not too far away. He needed peace. .forgiveness. .repentance. He needed his burden of guilt to be lifted up. There's no better place then church to get all this. Pushing on the door he entered. There was a big bible left open and burning candles around it as if somebody just came and prayed. Raghu fell on his knees and cried his heart out. His cries echoed in the church. "Chutkara chahiye mereko!!.may guneygaar hu!!.mujhsey gunah huwa hai!! Raghu screamed. "Ye bhoj lekar may nai jii sakta..mar jaaonga may!! He held his head and screamed. After pouring his heart out and shedding tears he stood up. He wanted to light some candles when his eyes fell on the opened page of the Bible. "Thank you miss kaul..aaj terey kaaran apun par sakta hai. He read the scriptures. "Come to me all of you who are heavy laden and I will give you rest. His eyes widened. Going further down he read " peace I leave with you. Raghu was amazed. Raghu turned the pages. "Your sins are forgiven. The scriptures were actually talking to him. "May apney aap ko maaf nahi kar paa raha hu. Raghu said with teary eyes. The scriptures read "I have forgiven you. His tears streamed down. "May toot chuka hu God! Raghu cried. The scripture spoke to him again " I will heal you. Raghu kept on reading till he fell asleep peacefully.

At naik house antara was wide awake. Sleep seemed far away. She never took her medication. Instead she threw it in the trash can. "Raghu ke bina mujhey jeena nai hai so why take the medication? She thought. Devastated antara was confused. "Tum ney mujhey dokha diya hai raghu..ek baar bhi merey baarey me nai socha ki after all this how will I survive alone." Bas aysey hii chaley gaye? "Kiyu kaha ki tum mujhsey pyaar kartey ho? "Pyaar kiya hota toh mujhey chor kar nahi jaatey. Antara sobbed while sitting in the corner. "May hi pagal thii joh tumsey pyaar kar baythi. "I should have known ki tum mujhey beech rastey par chor kar chaley jaaogey. Antara wrote love notes..letters and threw them on the floor. She wrote and wrote like crazy. Some of love notes were heart wrenching like this one:- Why did I love you With all my heart?Why did I fall for you From the start?Why did you cause me so much pain?Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain that causes so much Pain?Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay?Why do I still believeYou were gonna take the pain away?Why did you play with my heart Like a toy?Why couldn't you ever feel the same?Why do I sit In my room all alone?Why do I pray You would call on my phone?Why did you end it Right after our first time?Why didn't it bother you When you made my eyes tear?Why can't I stop thinking of you,Why can't I say goodbye ?Why do I still get jealous When I think of you with another woman?Why dont you come back in my life?Why do I still get butterflies When I remember you saying miss kaul? Why can't I forget about you And put you in the past?Why does a part of me still believe That me and you were made to last. I'll wait for you till my last breath Raghu!Antara was writing on pages like a maniac. The floor was covered with painful love notes for Raghu. She just kept on writing as her tears rolled down her cheeks. Whole night she wrote and threw the notes everywhere! Another note she wrote...I'm Wanting and lusting to be held..To be loved...to feel your warmth..To feel your beating heart...Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds of the nights...Wanting to fall In your powerful arms...into an abyss of love...Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled some day...my desires of making love to you...I'm Wanting to be held,comforted,loved...Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights...I'm waiting for your undying love Raghu! Please wapas aajao na!Antara crumbled in the corner and cried her heart out.She couldntsleep on the bed..she stayed up all night writing and reading love notes and crying. She was sure that raghu wont return. He never replied to her text messages or phone calls. "Agar raghu nahi toh may yaha rah kar kiya karungi. Antara said and got up. "Where ever i go i'll wait for you forever...whatever happens my love for you will never cease.

Next morning raghu woke up to see Father waiting for him. Father blessed him. Raghu confessed his sins and asked for repentance and forgiveness. "Agar dil aur sacchaai se maafi maang rahey ho toh jaao my son your sins are forgiven. The father said. "Now go to your love..she's waiting for you..jaa uss sey shaadi karkey apna galti sudhaar lo. "Hurry up my child warna der hojaayegi..bahut kam wakt hai..reach her as soon as possible. Father told him. Raghu was calm and composed. He felt like a totally new creation. After so long his smile returned. "I'm coming miss kaul! "Merey ko galti sudharni hai terey se shaadi banakey!. Thanking God raghu ran out. He started the car. To his surprise the tank was full with fuel! A divine force was helping him to reach his miss kaul on time. Raghu sped up towards his home. Finallyhe reached home. Raghu ran inside the house. "Miss kaul! "Dekho may agaya! "Antara! He looked for her in his room but she wasnt there. He looked everywhere in the house but no sign of his miss kaul. He ran to his mothers room." Maa antara kaha hai? Maa and papa looked sad."aap dono kuch bol kiyu nai rahey? "Meri antara kaha hai maa? His heart was pounding in fear. "Tum ney aaney me der kardi beta. Maa said with tears. "Matlab kiya hai tera maa? "Miss kaul kaha hai? He asked desperately. "Woh chali gayee..humesha ke liye. Maa said and cried."Bahut intazaar kiya uss bacchi ne tumara..bahut royi aur sab toh sab bechaari ne kalsey kuch khaya bhi nahi beta..sirf ansoo bahati rahi." Kitni baar tumey message kiya aur baar baar phone kiya magar tumney uss sey baath tak nai ki raghu..woh tadap rahi thii tumsey ek baar milney ke liye..ek baar tumarey awaaz sunney ke liye lekin tumney ..tumney usska dil tor diya raghu. Maa sobbed. Raghu was frozen. He never expected something like this will ever happen. "Theek hi toh kiya uss ney maa..kal may usko chor kar chala gaya thaa aaj woh merey ko chor kar chali gayee. Said raghu as his tears rolled down his cheeks. Raghu came in his room. The room was quite. .his chirpy and bubbly antara was gone! Raghu grabbed her rang covered anarkali and hugged it tight to his chest. Her aroma..her scent was still fresh in that dress.."I'm sorry miss kaul! His eyes caught the notes scattered all over the floor. Picking it up one by one he read it. His heart wrenched. His head started to spin on him. Raghu felt someone stabbed him in his heart right there and then! Holding his head he fell on his knees and screamed. "Antara!!!!

Precap: Raghu goes to kaul house. "Merey ko Miss kaul se milna hai. Raghu told the watchman. "Maaf karna saab..Antara madam toh hospital me hai. Raghu rushes to the hospital. At the hospital raghu gets the shock of his life! Stay tuned. Dont worry guys door rayne se pyaar aur bartha hai. Interesting parts coming up.

Raghu was guilty & left the house. Something serious is there Antara is in hospital. Raghu came back to find Antara humesha ke liye uske ghar se chali gayi hai. Hope she is fine.

omg this was heart wrenching and totally emotional

what a update so emotion iintersting to...great job dear...

second part was lovely raghu suffer same situvation

thanx for updateing love u