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guys... for some few days i am having a very much insecure feeling which i really need to share with you all...i think i am lacking confidence to cont this FF... because i have such a huge guts feeling that people are not liking the concept of this story and not at all interested about it... don't get it in wrong way... i don't have any intentions to hurt anyone... i am just asking what i feel... i know this is not the easy going story like always i used to write... it has some dark story type feeling upto some extent.. also the story is going through such depressing and painful phase currently which people may not take easily, such depressing monotonous things are hard to bear or read, that i know... but the thing is that i can't avoid this sad and depressing phase as it is already a pre-planned story and i can't change the fact right now.. cause the whole construction would be broken down if i made changes to plot... but surely this story won't be sad and depressing always... that i can promise you... but for future.. i have to take the story through this sad phase... i really can't ignore it...
but i think people are not in ease with the dark and sad phase of this story right now... cause i am getting such a little response now a days(though i pmed lot of people everyday even day to everyone)... i don't mind at all... i don't think of myself of that much height that i will get heaps of massages everyday for something like this.. i know my capabilities... i know i am not at all such a good praiseworthy professional writer... i am even happy with little response i get or i don't even mind criticism at all... but the thing which i was saying is also true... some people don't give replys.. its okay with me... cause i know they might be busy... they will give it later... some people reserved the posts... but even after passing a full week i don't see the particulate reserved post is being unresed... please don't get me wrong again.. i am not at all angry with anyone or trying to hurt anyones feeling... all people have their own life their busy schedule... but even after such a long time of one weeks, two weeks when i doesn't get replys it really makes me think that people re loosing interest of my story as i am making a crap out of the concept... i am messing up everything and making it so much depressing that its creating pressure in peoples mind and tey are not able to bear such crap things, ... so the result is.. people loosing interest in the story.
I know that i am not at all a professional writer and concept of this story is so much twisting. to carry forward this kinds of themes u need to have experience and professional minds which i doesn't have at all... so i am afraid that my decision is wrong to take such a challenging concept and dare to post that
please don't mind my words... i am saying it again that i am not intended to hurt anyone,, it was just my insecurities which i really needed to share with people... cause such thoughts are lacking my confidence.. i am not at all able to write further for such thoughts which are roaming my mind now a days... and i think when readers are not at all interested in this story then why should i continue it further.. better i discontinue this one... cause if i cont.. the story has to go through some sad phase (which will surely end.. its not like that it will keep going and going), but how can i cont when people are lacking interest on it... i am so much depressed thinking about this for some days...
i am just here to ask u a little question... that what should i do?!!... should i continue the story... is people are interested to read further?!!... if people feels that it is not at all interesting them please let me know... cause then it would be easier for me to decide...
Now its up to you that should i cont it or leave it...
and lastly again i am sorry from the bottom of my heart if i am hurting anyone with my thoughts. u all are like my second family and i love u all... i don't mind anything form u guys... criticism, small praise.. i accept everything with my heart... but seeing the reserved post for days after days and not getting any response and also the less no of reviews it really makes me feel that its not at all suitable story to cont further... its just my thought... i am again saying sorry if i hurt anyone... i am not intended to do that... but please let me know the clear cut honest answers of all
Now the fate of the story depends upon you people and ur decision...
Anupamaa
