RANTARA SS-Ehsaas -the Feeling Part 29 & 30-page 54 - Page 10

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Raghu ran furiously inside d outhouse. He found that Antara is not in d living Room nor in d kitchen. He quickly ran upstairs to her Room.

Raghu (yelled): Antara... Antara where r u?

As he reached to her Room she saw Antara sitting on d Bed. Her face is sad nd tears were rolling from her eyes. He quickly ran towards her nd sits beside her in d bed.

Raghu (restlessly): Antara... Antara wat happen? Tum ro kyun rahi ho?

She said nothing but continues sobbing.

Raghu: Antara... wat happen?

This time she looked at him wid her teary eyes

Raghu: Antara... Atleast tell me wat happen? I can't see u like dis.

Antara (sobbing): Raghu... Raghu...

Raghu: ya Antara tell me.

She pointed towards d table in front of her. Raghu looks d whole room but couldn't able to understand what was she trying to say.

Raghu: Antara wat r u trying to say?

Antara: Raghu... Raghu mera laptop

Raghu: haan...

Antara: mera laptop kharab ho gaya hai

Raghu (trying to check whether he heard it rite): Wat?

Antara: haan mera Laptop kharab ho gaya hai.

He gets up wid d Jerk still didn't believe wat he's listening.

Raghu: Wat Laptop kharab ho gaya?

She Nodded in yes very innocently. Raghu just slapped his Head in irritation.

Raghu: Antara. Ye tumhari problem thi? For which u make me run from Mansion to outhouse? For dis Stupid Laptop?

Antara wiped her tears nd gets back to her original avatar. How dare he Called her laptop stupid.

Antara: Hey! Hw dare u called my Laptop Stupid? U knw its been gifted by Vindhya Di nd Vansh Bhaiya wen I got selected in Architecture school. Nd by d way I haven't said u to come here running. Tum paidal bhi aa sakte the.

Raghu closed his eyes nd put his hand on his forehead nd sits on d bed nd started smiling Antara too sits beside her.

Antara: I don't believe dis. U were smiling on my Condition?

Raghu (looks at her): Antara, tum such mein paagal ho (den takes a deep breath) Acha batao kya hua tumhare Laptop ko?

Antara: I don't know. It was working perfectly Fine but suddenly it stopped working nd wen I restart it to baar baar reboot ho raha hai.

Raghu: ok let me check it!

Antara: y r u a Software Engineer?

Raghu: no I m not but may be I would be able to help u.

Antara: ok.

Antara get him d laptop from dere nd give it to him. He examines d laptop for few minutes but couldn't able to figure out wat's d problem is?

Raghu: Antara I m not able to figure out wats d problem is?

Antara: Maine to pehle hi kaha tha ki tumse nahi hoga.

Raghu: Antaraaa...

Antara: nw stop chanting my name nd tell me what should I do nw?

Raghu: we have to show it to a Software engineer. I guess its Operating System has been corrupted.

Antara: But I Don't know anyone over here. Shit!

Raghu: Antara Dnt worry. Main hoon na tumhare sath.

Antara looked at him wen he said dis. Raghu realizes what did he just said.

Raghu: I mean to say... I'll help u out. Actually there's a friend of Arman who is Software engineer I'll speak to him nd he'll cure ur Laptop.

Antara: But the Files saved in it?

Raghu: Antara.. aisi kaun si files hai tumhare Laptop me?

Antara: Kishore Kumar's Songs, Some of D snaps of me nd my friends of Amritsar, some Videos of Events held at college nd many more.

Raghu: Antara, I dnt believe dis. Tum in sab ke liye itna pareshan ho rahi ho. I mean u were talking like these r some Confidential Files of NASA project.

Antara (in a sad Mood): Leave it Raghu u wont understand.

Raghu realizes dat he had said a lot in teasing nd Antara feels low.

Raghu: Acha Baba sorry. Ok I'll ask him to try to save d files ok.

Antara (smiles): really?

Raghu: ya.

Antara: thanx Raghu. U r really very nice.

Raghu: its ok. Nw if ur Thank u session has been over then I go back I haven't take d Breakfast yet not even a Coffee.

Antara: Wat? Raghu tum paagal ho kya? Is tarah se koi Breakfast skip karta hai.

Raghu: Acha Main paagal hoon. Madam because of u only I haven't take d breakfast.

Antara: Because of me?

Raghu: ya remember wat u said on phone." raghu m in gr8 problem. Pls help me out. Can u pls come rite nw to outhouse" (said enacting like her)

Antara: oh Sorry actually I got worried nd I dnt know whom to call. But do u have any Commonsense or not. I haven't said u to skip ur Breakfast nd come.

Raghu(irritated): Antara, I have came here to help u out because u were crying on phone nd I cant bear to see u crying. I left my breakfast nd coffee because of u nd nw u r blaming me for not having breakfast. Its really Impossible to understand u girls.

Antara listened to him quietly not believing wat did he said just nw. She is been so important to him she has never thought of dat. Raghu too realizes that he has said a lot he was almost going to say his feelings for her. They looked at each other for few minutes. Dnt knw wat to say. After few minutes Both of dem decided to break d silence.

"Sorry" they both said together nd den looked at each other.

Raghu: Sorry wo shayad main kuch zyada bol gaya.

Antara: No I m sorry. Mujhe tumhe aise subah subah pareshan nahi karna chahiye tha

Raghu: no Antara dnt be. I m ur friend na. U can bother me any time.

Antara: No but still mujhe bhi sochna chahiye tha that I m bothering u in d morning that too for dis Stupid Laptop.

Raghu: Hey Don't u dare to call it Stupid? Dnt u know that its been gifted by Vindhya Di nd Vansh bhaiya wen u got selected in Architecture school.

Antara saw him repeating her words. She couldn't help herself laughing. Raghu too smiled seeing her laughing. He can do anything to bring her smile back because dis is d best part of her. Not in his Worst nightmare he can think of being Antara in trouble. Antara noticed that Raghu is watching her laughing she controls herself.

Antara: Acha Raghu dnt worry u sit over here. I'll go nd make Coffee for u nd ya breakfast also.

Raghu: No Antara. Its okay I'll take it at d mansion.

Antara: Relax raghu u can have it here. Waise bhi main itni bhi buri Cook nahin hoon.

Raghu: Matlab ki tum raghuti ho ki tum buri cook ho.

Antara: Raghu...

Raghu: Antara...

Antara: Raghu stop it nw.

Raghu: Acha baba fine. Nw go md make d breakfast fast. I m damn hungry.

Antara: just 10 mins. I'll be rite back.

She left from dere. Raghu stood dere watching her going. Den looked at whole room there was a tym wen he used to live over here nd nw its someone else room no its his Antara room. He saw dat 2-3 novels were lying on d table. He goes over dere nd picked up one novel which titled"I too Had a love Story"

"So Ms. Antara Kaul use to read Romantic Novels" he muttered. He flipped through d pages nd Found dat last page was quite wet as there was someone's tears over dere. He couldn't understand nd kept it back over dere. Den he found some Albums nd diary which were arranged on d Shelf. He opens d Album in which he found Childhood Pics of Both Antara nd Shilpa. Antara's Group photograph of 12^thstandard. He was looking for Antara in it as he couldn't able to recognize in so many faces wen he noticed her diary. He Picked it up nd saw d heading

" Antara Kaul's Diary. Open at ur Own Risk if u r reading it without my Permission. Dnt blame me that I didn't warn u before" he smiles reading her warning.

"Dnt worry Ms.kaul I'll not blame u" he muttered nd about to open it wen Antara entered d Room wid a tray.

Antara: Raghu... Wat r u doing?

Raghu turned to look at her. Diary was still at his hand. He got a bit scared as he doesn't want to let d Antara know that he's reading her diary.

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Arman nd Shilpa were at Lonavala Orphanage nd its their last day over dere so they were every Child carefully nd explaining dem about hygiene nd symptoms of some diseases. Shilpa notices dat He had a very good Bonding wid Childrens over dere. Dis is d first tym wen she had a visit to any orphanage but it seems that Arman has visited many times to this Orphanage. Ofcourse he had after all he's a senior Doctor" she thought. After Arman finished with all d check-ups He came to Shilpa who was watching her smilingly.

Arman: Wat happen Shilpa? Y were u smiling like dat?

Shilpa: Nothing just watching ur Bonding with these children. Seems u know dem very well.

Arman: Ya Shilpa its not my first tym wen I came over here.

Shilpa: ya I knw after all u r a Senior Doctor

Arman: ya but for u I m still urs... (den he stops as he watches Shilpa got shocked wen he uses d word urs) Arey baba dnt get so much nervous I mean to say that I m still ur friend.

Shilpa (smiles): I knw. Acha Arman if u dnt mind can I ask u something?

Arman: ya Shilpa u can ask me anything?

Shilpa: Who is Riddhima?

Arman got shocked at dis Question. Why is she asking about Riddhima? Did someone told her about his relationship wid Riddhima? Nd wat if she'll not understand it? But sooner or later he had to tell her about Riddhima? He was lost in these thoughts wen Shilpa again Questioned.

Shilpa: wat happen Arman? Did I asked something Wrong?

Arman: who told u about Riddhima?

Shilpa: wo actually wen I was examining Bunty then he told me that u use to come over here wid Riddhima during routine check-ups nd he was surprise to see me wid u this tym. Dats y I asked u. u haven't told me anything about her yet. U haven't taken even her name till nw.

Arman: is it necessary to tell Shilpa.

Shilpa: Arman its all ur Choice. But if u consider me as ur friend den u can tell me.

Arman: ofcourse I consider u mine. I mean my friend. I'll tell u everything.

Den he narrates his whole past to her, the past which he had decided to forget forever but today he has to relive d whole thing once again because its necessary for Shilpa to know about his past.

He told everything to her How he met Riddhima, hw was he before meeting her nd everything changes wen she came to his Life. Their stupid fights, the night spend in jungle, the bet, then a huge fight nd den patch up nd after dat again lots of misunderstanding, their Confession at Hospital's room, then d efforts he had made to make Riddhima's father to get agree on their marriage, their roka nd after dat their Fight due to which he decided to left d city after which he had a major Accident due to which he had lost his memory. He had forgetten everything but still he feels an attraction towards Riddhima nd wen he came to know about his Relationship wid Riddhima he couldn't able to believe it first but den he realizes his love for her nd den d Terrorist Attack at Sanjeevani on d day of their Engagement which changes their life forever. He came to know that he was suffering from Partial Amnesia as his head was struck wid Glass table wen riddhima was get shooted nd felll upon him. He didn't want her life to be spoiled so he quietly gone out from her life without explaining her anything nd let her think that he has betrayed her. He knew that it'll be tough for Riddhima but still he did dat for her Happiness nd wen he came back after his treatment after 9months to Sanjeevani he found her married to someone else. He couldn't able to absorb dis Bitter truth initially but den he decided to move on in his life nd let her live happily in her life.

After Telling his whole past he turned to face Shilpa who was standing their in tears. Arman couldn't understand what makes her cry.

Arman: Shilpa, wat happen? Y were u crying?

Shilpa said nothing but quickly hugged him. Arman hesitates first but den he also hugged her back. Shilpa has never thought that dere may be so much pain in his Life. He never let her or anyone realize dat. For d First time she is crying in someone else pain. She use to make Fun of Antara wen she use to have tears in her eyes reading novels nd all dat but today she herself was crying. She don't know why d pain of Arman has ached her so much. he was in so much in love wid someone nd has got so much pain in it but still he pretends nw that nothing has happened in his life like dat. Arman who was continuously patting her don't know how to stop her crying. Finally Shilpa realizes that she's hugging him so she broke d Hug nd den looked into his eyes.

Arman: Shilpa, tell me wat happen?

Shilpa: Arman, u have been in so much pain nd u didn't tell me yet.

Arman: because I wanted to forget my past Shilpa.

Shilpa: Den y did u told me today?

Arman: Because u wanted to know it.

Shilpa: Am I being so important to u dat u didn't mind reliving those painful moments again?

Arman: Ask to urself Shilpa, u'll get the Answer.

Shilpa: But Arman...

Arman: Ssshhh... (he said by putting his finger on her lips nd den wiping her tears) Shilpa, u r important to me. U r d person to whom I wanted to share my Joys nd Sorrows Forever nd dis pain doesn't matter to me until u r wid me. Nd nw don't ask me y because I cant able to answer u now. Nd nw stop crying because u dnt look good wen u cry.

Shilpa smiles at dis.

Arman: Yes dats like Shilpa Kaul.

Shilpa: Thanx Arman.

Arman: for wat?

Shilpa: For Considering me such an important part of ur life. Nd nnw don't say any Senti line again otherwise I'll again cry.

Arman: ok I'll not say but I was not knowing that u r so Emotional.

Shilpa: no I m not.

Arman: Den y did u cry?

Shilpa: I don't know y but ur pain Ached me nd nw dnt ask me y because I myself dnt know d Answer.

Arman: its ok Shilpa u take ur time to find out d answer nd den tell me.

Shilpa was about to say something wen Warden of Orphanage has called her so she left from dere.

Arman(To himself): Shilpa I think I know d reason behind dis because u had also started feeling d same way like I feel for u. But I'll give u time to accept ur Feelings for me.

By saying dis he also left from dere.

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In Antara's Room Raghu was still standing with Antara's Diary. He tries to hide it wen Antara came inside d room.

Antara: Raghu... tell me wat r u doing? Nd wat r u hiding?

Raghu: ummm... Nothing Antara

Antara: No u r hiding Something. Show me.

Raghu: No Antara there's nothing.

Antara knews dat Raghu will not agree like dis. She kept the tray aside nd rushed towards him.

Antara: Raghu show me wats dat?

Raghu: Antara... Antara its nothing.

Suddenly Antara notices d part of her Diary.

Antara: Raghu u were having my Diary na.

Raghu: No not at all.

Antara: dnt try to act Raghu. I have seen give it back.

Raghu: but y Antara? Aisa kya hai isme?

Antara: Raghu pls its personal. U cant read anyone's Personal Diary.

Raghu: So wen m I saying dat I m reading Someone else' diary. It of my friend.

Antara: Whatever, but u'll not read it.

Raghu: I m going to read it.

Antara saw that he was about to open it.

Antara: tum aise nahi manoge.

She tries to snatch it from him.

Raghu: Antara Kya kar rahi ho?

Antara: taking my diary Back from u.

They both for it for few minutes none of dem were ready to give up but still dey fight like Fourth graders. Suddenly Antara lost her Balance nd she fell on bed nd Raghu above her. Antara skipped a heartbeat by being so close to him nd Raghu couldn't able to take his eyes off from her face. They both have an eyelock for some moments den raghu came back to his senses nd broke d gaze nd get up from dere. Antara also get up from bed. She saw that Raghu is feeling uncomfortable she decided to take d Benefit of it. She quickly snatched d Diary from him nd Raghu looked at her Surprisingly.

Raghu: Antara, give it to me.

Antara: Pls Raghu. I cant do that.

Raghu (annoyingly): ok fine u dnt consider me as ur friend. Ok I m going.

Antara: But Breakfast?

Raghu: u have it.

He was about to go wen she hold his hand to stop.

Antara: Pls Raghu try to understand. I dnt let anyone to read it. Not even Vindhya Di. Pls dnt get angry.

Raghu who was enjoying her teasing her smiles nd den looks at her angrily.

Antara: I m sorry Raghu. But atleast have d breakfast.

She was about to cry den raghu realizes that he has teased her a lot den needed.

Raghu: Antara... Antara rona nahi. I was just kidding. Ok I'll have breakfast nd will not read ur Diary but on one Condition.

Antara: Wat?

Raghu: u have to show me all dose albums lying over dere (he pointed towards d table).

Antara: ya sure. Nw have d breakfast.

She brings d tray nd Raghu was surprised to see Pasta in it.

Raghu: Antara Pasta?

Antara: ya u like it na.

Raghu: ya but u dnt like Italian? Infact u cant stand anyone eating Italian in front of u. not even Shilpa.

Antara: Raghu wen u can take me to an Indian Restaurant nd have Indian for me den atleast I can cook Italian for u. nd dnt worry I dnt like Italian but I know how to cook Pasta.

Raghu: But Antara, y u had so much issues in eating Italian.

Antara: bas aise hi. I don't like it. Acha nw have it fast.

Raghu: ok.

He had his breakfast but notices that Antara is not having her breakfast.

Raghu: Antara y u r not eating?

Antara: I already had.

Raghu: Jhooth! U haven't eaten anything yet.

Antara: Hw do u know?

Raghu: because I m here with u from last 45 mins. Nd before dat I can bet dat u were busy wid ur laptop problem. Rite.

She nodded in yes.

Raghu: nw common u also take something. Pasta to tum khayogi nahi have some fruit atleast. (he said while Offering Fruit chat to her)

She takes it nd start having. After sometime wen dey both were finished wid their Breakfast. Raghu asked her to show d albums. Antara showed him d album wen she was at school.

Raghu: Antara inme se tum kaun si ho?

Antara: D one at d corner.

Raghu: Dnt tell me. Dis? (he asked in disbelief)

Antara: ya y?

Raghu: nothing. Waise u r looking very Cute in ur school dress.

Antara (blushing): Shut up Raghu.

Raghu: no I m serious. Acha who's dis handsome guy standing next to u?

Antara gets serious to his question.

Antara: just a classmate.

Raghu: really but it doesn't seem so. In dis pic it seems dat u both share a very warm friendship. See (he shows d photo to her)

Antara: no Raghu its nothing like dat. He's only a classmate.

Raghu (not fully Conveinced): ok fine. Acha Antara. Wens ur B'day.

Antara: 25^th oct. y?

Raghu: nothing just asking like dat only. Not so far.

Antara: ya. But y u r asking it?

Raghu: arey I m ur friend na. I must know everything about u..

Antara: ya I knw.

Raghu: Acha nw let me concentrate on albums.

Antara: haan to concentrate wen did I stop u.

Raghu smiles at dis nd get busy in watching albums.

Raghu (to himself): Antara u wont understand y m I asking ur B'day because I wanted to do Something Special on ur b'day. Just wait nd watch.

He smiles nd again started watching albums. suddenly he reminds of something.

Raghu: Acha Antara! wat kind of novel is dat. wats it title... ya " I Too had a love story"

Antara: oh dat! dats d best novel i have ever read. u know its on topmost in my list of Favourites.

Raghu: y wats so unusual in dat novel. that is also a romantic novel.

Antara: i cant explain it to u. u have to read it.

She get up to take d novel nd handed over to him.

Antara: u know i cried for 6 hrs. after reading dis.

Raghu: C'mon Antara dis can't be true u were crying after reading dis. it was just a Fiction Novel.

Antara: no its d writer's love for his Girlfriend.

Raghu: Antara... that was a publicity stunt.

Antara: watever u say Raghu but for me its d true love of Writer for his Girlfriend. but u wont understand it.

Raghu: y?

Antara: because u havent fall in love wid anyone yet. u r better wid ur Business magazines.

Antara's words hurts somewhere in his heart. hw can she say dat he havent fall in love wid anyone yet. but den he thought dat Antara knows nothing about his feelings. So he made himself relaxed.

Raghu: ok baba fine i'll read it.

Antara: one more thing i want to say to u?

Raghu: wat?

Antara: dnt read it using ur mind. read it using ur heart. It'll definately bring tears in ur eyes. i can bet dat.

Raghu: lets See.

He has taken novel from her. den he looked at his watch. it was about to be 11.30.

Raghu: Antara, i have to go nw. Aaji must be worrying about me. i havent told her anything where m i going.

Antara: ok bye.

he had started headed towards door den stops nd looked at Antara.

Raghu: nd dnt worry about ur laptop. it'll be fine soon. nd about dis novel i'll let u know whether i like it or not.

Antara:ok.

By saying dis he left from dere. Antara watched him going smilingly.

Antara (to Herself): thanx Raghu! for coming into my life.

Precap:

Antara sad nd Raghu worried y is she sad.

ONE MORE PART COMING UP

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Last time you asking why Antara cries ? : She cried about laptop 😃 Raghu been so worry 😊

Pagal cry for a laptop haha

Hey really nice..

Laptop!!! I am laughing right nw!hahahaha...raghu ko kitna pareshaan kr diya...really sad about ridhima nd arman..
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