25/7/2017
In the fight between effort and time, time always wins. It defined today's episode. You cannot fight with time, you cannot put effort against time, if your effort has to bear fruit you have put it in the direction set by time. The reins of your battle, direction of your battle, the plan of your battle has to be with time. You have to choose time, not power of time.
Samay tell only that person can love you, who has understood the poison inside you. True. Her past had filled Maya with poison and unless someone understand why that poison is there, that person can never deal with it. Most importantly unless Maya accept there is poison inside her, she cannot remove it. She tells she hates dirt. Maya you are in dirt. Whole body is in dirt. You are fighting in dirt. Accept this reality. There is lot of dirt not in your physical body, but also in your mind. The dirty thoughts, the dark thoguhts all needs cleanising, for that accept the dirt on you. Unless you know where all dirt is there how will you clean it. Wearing white clothes doesnt make you clean. You have to cleanse your your thoughts completely.
Maya you cannot go away from Samay. You cannot come out open in the world. If you come out now then you are done with. World will only see your poison. It will never see the Maya Mehrotra who has build Fashion and City. Yes along with the poison, that woman exist in you. So you need Samay Maya. And yes you told one thing correct. You tried to keep Arjun with you and all your efforts were in vain. Maya you cannot keep something with you that doesnt want to be with you. Let go of him. Let him live his life. You live your life. Learn to let go. There is only one detail about you that differentiates you with the woman who is burned. The mark on your ring finger. Something your husband and now his so called special friend dusky knows. So play the game once again Maya with Samay.
Now coming to Duffer and Dusky. Well mental hospital is a good start. And what does Dusky have MPD. What does Dusky say in MPD it is difficult analyze brain functions. Dusky do you know one thing, yes MPD of extreme cases where people are not aware of different personalities may be rare, but in our life we all have MPDs in varying degree as we switch from one role to another.Where experiences of lives add each personality layer to our overall personality. Our perceptions or Maya is mostly created by our environment and our experiences. We use it to judge people not knowing we only know 1% of what needs to be known. Our brain just does not listen to that heart voice which whispers to us the truth. We always go with the 7 conscious knowledge parts we have. We dont understand there is enough information stored in our brain. Just like a correct query fetches the data from the computer database, the right question brings the right answer to our consciousness. If you get incorrect data the problem is not that of data, but that of the query you wrote.
If the program you wrote doesnt behave the way it should be behaving, there is no pointing cursing the program or computer, you need to understand whether you wrote it the write way. The problem is you, not the program. Life is also like that, if life is not giving us what we want, it is because the problem is in us, in understanding life.
Duffer has problem leaving Dusky alone in the hospital. Arrey your wife stayed in that hospital for 6 months when she was pregnant, when she should have been with you, when she should have been getting hot massage and hot homely food. You were claiming you went to her weekly and the remaining time you spend with your friend in your office cabin. Let me not talk about it.
Dusky will not do anything for Duffer. She will do a bit less. Whereas Maya Duffer ke liye kisi bhi hadh ko par kar sakthi hai.
And Duffer when he saw the symbol in Maya's room AM in that love sign, he remembered good times with Maya. Why Duffer, why the hatred didnt come, why you dint it bring anger. you should have shown anger or atleast moved away from that sign if you are really hating her. Why stand in front of it lost for your Dusky to come. I loved how the sign was kept. Hidden under some wall hanging. Love is seen only when you scratch the surface duffer. It is not plainly visible.
Less said abt Dusky when Arjun hugs her. Arrey please CVs marry them off than make us cringe seeing the so called un platonic behaviour in the name of friendship.