FF Beintehaa Ishq [Zaya story with a twist]last chapter -pg106 - Page 69

This chapter reminded me of the last day f Beintehaa cried n cried n slept wetting my pillow whole night.Believe Me...I just love this confrontation... I have a slight hint that he has done his business with the criminals n the London thing was only for Aaliya,Don't know y but I have this feeling.I really want a happy ending n I know u will make it beautiful.

Words..the most influential things in the world...we can make some one smile..we can break some hearts ...I use the same words to tell a tale here...this story is about Zaya...Zain and Aaliya... we all know what all Aaliya had gone through before divorce ...her pain was well depicted ...I chose the redemption track ...to explore more about the feelings of Zain ...yes he had a track where he pleaded to her ...but I think justice was not done...her hurt his hurt and her challenges dwell ed more deeper.

It was a short track of two weeks that I have turned into almost 125 chapters +. Its a writers interpretation, hatred, pain, love,sacrifice, longing, romance, jealousy...all relations ...everything that made BI beautiful. The core was their love that even though was faded from her mind helped us to rewind those moments, the same love that was hurt taking her to extreme levels and his love to the levels of insanity...its a story their tale ...if by the end of the entire story u feel I have done injustice to any character, let me know. No one can label this story cause we all have these shades in each of us, and if you think u dont then ur not human.

I see a lot of people tweeting me an honest feedback, unknown people searching and coming with a great comment.This is the love that any writer seeks, a love that helps me write. Thank you may not be sufficient, and hugs are not possible so kisses to all of u.

This is the beginning of the peri-climax series, 4 chapters that will re-define your thoughts on love,sacrifice,guilt,remorse,secrecy, illness and efforts to cure. At the end I will reveal what was fictional and what were real, till then I leave you to interpret.

Dedication: Well Chapter 38: Dua, I read your long comment, thanks dear. Should I be frank, I got upset reading it, you too like others misunderstood the lashes, it takes a bit of patience to read between lines. And I saw your love...but also read ur hurt ...something that almost made me stop writing. I know ur comments are extra special as they come via your friend, and even I didnt tell her this. I had to reveal my story much before I had planned,I hope I was able to clear the crux of the story. Dua, I want to know what you think now...as you have seen her reasons and his reasons, words that make or break me are all in your hand. Thanks for the love, and i told u something honestly, please dont misintrepret it, its ur love that made me open my heart.Loads of love to you

Chapter 39: A pretty new...but an old silent reader, this ones to you Sarthak. I am still scared to read ur reviews, ur complements are always hidden. You were asking for a scene yesterday , I had written it long back. This update for you, for so carefully evaluating and weighing all the characters. Thanks for all the kind words and appreciation.

Enjoy

P.S- Sakeena u made me cry, and Jaya, Alina ...love you, Saleha I am still waiting, but my frnd did read ur story and told me she liked it. Akansha and shatakshi, i want my comments and wont spare you both😆

Chapter 38

Cheekh...

As she stirred slowly ...she did feel the heaviness in her head ...a comatose version ..hallucinating visions...was her mind upto a game again ...she still tried keeping her eye lids open ...touching the thing she had been sleeping on ...the sudden feeling of softness ...how come his laps were so soft ...maybe it was the silky cloth of his pathani ...she smiled ...

Grasping the cloth she struggled to sit up and couldn't ...she was not able to move ...a fear set in ...was she losing her physical ability too...as she agitated again ...

a firm hand came on her wrist ...a soft touch of someones lips ...she smiled still closing her eyes ...she would miss him like crazy ...as she remembered his promise...today will be the last day ...of their relationship...

As she smiled and a drop of tear trickled down ...the lips kissed once more and the warmth of a large palm enclosed her palms ..the feeble ones ...protecting them ...

Zain ...she called him ...

There was no response ...only a pin drop silence in the background of a heavy breathing ...maybe someone was sobbing ...or mourning ...as she once again opened her swollen eyelids ...

The vision spiraled ...the room ...the softness ...it was her bedroom ...as she looked around

Were they able to escape and she lost her short term memory again ...confused ...agitated she starred ...searched in the vicinity ...

Aaliya ...allah ka laakh laakh sukhra hai ...tumhe hosh aa gaya ...

As he helped her sit on the bed ...she saw her wrist had marks on it ...red nail streaks ...the swollen scratches ...painful welts ...as she kept her head straight ...the neck still slopping on the side ...

Zain ...she muttered again ...

As she regained her gait and realized the room had a lot of people ...Rehman, Suraiya, Fahad, Rizwan, Aayat, her ammi abbu ...Alisha ...even Abdul chacha and Kashif ...but he was not around...

Did he already leave ...he didn't even tell her a final good bye...

Why she couldn't recollect anything ...

Zain ...kaha hai ...her voice trembled...

As Rehman held her hand again ...

Beta shanth ho jao ...

Pehle pani pee lo...

Dad ...mai yaha kaise pahuchi ...Zain kaha hai ...

As she tried coming out of the bed ...

Aaliya ...he held her down ...pehle chup baitho the angry voice yelled at her ....hilna bhi mat ...as she realized her other hand had IV lines ...she was hooked on a lot of tubes ...a lot of machines were beeping in the room ...

Dad...please Zain koh bulaiye ...who chala gaya kya ...uski flight raat kit hi na ...kya hua dad ...

As Rehman kissed her hand again ...

Aaliya mere baat suno ...as she saw Suraiya turning her face away and sinking on her knees ...

Chala gaya na who ...mujhe bola bhi nahi ...mujhe usse akhri bar milna tha ...dad please usse phone kijiye ...mujhe uski avaaz sunni hai ...please she was crying profusely ...

Aaliya ...pehle pani pee lo....

As he held the glass...she knew there was no escape but to listen to him ..or else she will never get to know ...

As she sipped three sips ...and returned the glass ...

Rehman kissed her hand again ...

Dad ..please mujhe bechaini ho rahi hai ...Zain airport ke liye nikal gaya kya ...uski flight take off ho gayi kya ...

please ek call kijiye ...Mami ..aap ka call who receive karega ...mujhe sirf uski avaaz suni hai ...mera dil baitha jaa raha hai ...who theek nahi hai ...as the tears and tremors intensified ...Ghulam ...Fahad and Rehman all rushed ahead to hold her down ...

As Rehman ...prepared a quick sedative ...and injected in her IV line ...as the drip flowed the shock ...eased...she sat quietly still crying ...

Rehman kept his hand in hers ...

Aaliya ...tumhe pata hai aaj kya din hai ...

She looked up ...

Wednesday ...hum Tuesday koh school mai the ...phir who atankwadi ...her voice broke off...

Hai na ...she asked to reconfirm ...

Beta Aaj Friday hai ...

Friday ...kaise ho sakta hai ...mai uss raat Zain ke saath thi...Zain London pahucha hoga mujhe usse baat karni hai ...please dad ...

As Rehman spoke again ...in a calmer tone...

Tum humein ghar ke bahar mili ...Budhwar ki subhah...

Behosh ...tumhe hosh nahi aa raha tha...toh majbooran medically induced coma mai daalna pada ...chloroform ki dose ...bahut jyada ho gayo thi ...

Kal tumne apna haath hilaya ...tab humein laga ki tumhe hosh aa raha hai ..isliye ghar par laaye ...

Abhi shaam ho gayi hai ...hum sab subhah se tumhare jagne ka wait kar rahe hai ...

Matlab mai ded din se yaha hu ...Zain kaha hai dad ...

Beta ..wahi toh hum poochna chahte hai ...Zain kaha hai ...

London ..woh keh raha tha ...ki who delhi se flight lene wala hai ...Wednesday ki flight thi ...mujhe ghar ke bahar chodkar who gaya hoga ...she looked at Fahad ...Bhai ..please pata lagyae...

Fahad looked startled...Aaliya ..Zain ne koi ticket book nahi ki...

Kys usne aapko transfer ke paper fax kiye the ...mangalwar subhah

Haa ..usne ...power of attorney bhi di ...fax aaya tha uska ...

Par Aaliya ..usne kabhi ticket nahi book kiye ...London mai koi nahi hai jaha who jaata ...who toh waha padhne gaya tha ...na koi dost hai ..na koi rishtedar...

Aaliya looked down ...

Jhooth bola usne ...vada kiya tha ...as she felt dizzy again ...Rehman held her ...

Aaliya Police ne bahut talash kiya ...par un logon ka kuch pata nahi ...tumhe hosh aa gaya ...khuda ka shukra hai ...

tumhe yaad hai who jagah jaha tumhe rakha gaya tha ...kuch bhi yaad hai toh batao...humein Zain koh dhoodna hoga ...who shayad abhi bhi unke paas hai ...

The words scratched her now ...as she closed her eyes ...

Zain ne jhoot bola ...jhooth bola mujhse ...usne sauda kiya ...apni jaan ka sauda ...meri hifazzat ke liye ...ya Allah ...mai kaha dhoondungi usse ...as she fell in a deep sleep again ...

Suraiya ...got up...

The loud shriek of his name ...made everyone cry ...every eye in the room was filled with pain ...

SIM

Khamoshi hai ab charo aur ...

Cheek mai ghuli hai ...kisike sannate ka shor

Pre-cap: Does Aaliya get to know about Zains horrible past

Chapter 39

Dard...

Night she woke up ..a bit calmer now ...as the police started asking her intrinsic details...she revealed everything her memory could recollect ...the place the terrorists ...their language ...

Post police investigation ...Suraiya walked in with a bowl of soup ...

Aaliya soup...

She looked up crying ...holding her hand in between her palms and putting her forehead on the grip...

Mujhe maaf kijiye mami...maine bahut koshsi ki usko wapas bhejne ki ...

aakhri koshish bhi ki ...rehab jaane ki ...socha waise karne se who nahi aa payega mere peeche ...

par uss raat usne vada kiya tha ...who atankvadi ek phone ki talash mai the ...Zain ne unke saathi ka phone churaya tha ..usne ek plan banaya tha waha se bhagne ka ...intna bada fareb kiya mere saath ...

Meri nafrat ke vajah se ...mujhse door jane ke liye ...sauda kiya ...

Mami mai aapkoh muh nahi dikha sakti ...aapka sab kuch barbad mere aane ke baad hua ...pehle mamu aur ab Zain ...kariye nafrat mujhse mami ...kuch bhi boliye ...

Aaliya ...she held her hand ...mere bete ne mujhe tumse pyaar karna sikhaya ...uski kahi baat nahi thukraungi ...soup piyo....

Mami...

Aaliya Soup...nafrat se kuch nahi mila mujhe ...tum ab bhi meri ho ...hum dhoondenge usse...

As she smiled ...milega na toh kaan khichenge uska ...ek tum pakadna ...ek mai

As she finished her soup...Suraiya looked up...

Mujhe pata hai usne aisa faisla kyu liya ...tumne rehab jaane ki baat kahi na usse ...

Aaliya nodded ...as Suraiya gave a sad look...

Mujhe tumhe kuch dikhana hai ...as she opened her purse ...and picked a CD...

She closed the door ...and came near her ...mai usse kiya ek vaada aaj todti hu...kyunki usne mujhse kiya ek vada toda ...maine kaha tha usse ...apni jaan jhokim main ahi dalega woh ...as she cried...

phir bhi gaya ...nuksan pahuchaya khudko ...aur is baat ki sazaa ..milegi usse ...aaj uska ek raaz zahir karungi tum par ...aisa sach joh shayad who tumhare samne zindagi bhar nahi laata ...Zain ka sach .....

As she played on the CD ..the room brightened ...

Tumne Zain koh Mumbai mai choda ...jaanti ho ...woh kaha tha ...

uss raat jab mai uske kamre mai pahuchi ...toh waha Zain nahi tha ...par ek aisa toota saksh baitha tha ...jisse kuch hosh nahi tha ...joh bas muskura raha tha ...

As she switched on the play ...Aaliya saw a video that Rizwan had shot ...

Zain was sitting in the chair in his room ...smiling as Rizwans voice boomed...Zain yaad hai tujhe humare who professor ...london ka college ..he still looked down and smiled ...as Aaliya saw images of him not moving or talking but just smiling ...

when after few attempts from all to make him talk failed, flashes of all of his family kids ...dancing ...Nafeesa and Shazia fighting ...his mom crying ...holding Osmans picture ...She saw Aayat ...wiping his face ...Shabana feeding him a soup...as he never opened his mouth ...as the player screeched and started after a blank again ...

she heard the doctors verdict ...as the cam-corder lay in a corner of a room, once Rizwan realized what they were upto...

The shuffling of the camera ..that laid in a weird angle ...as Rizwan threw it aside and went and held Suraiya who refused to let go Zains hand ...and he was being dragged by ward boys, a man who just silently walked with them ...Aaliya sank in the bed ...the tears blinding everything ...

A blank gap later ...she saw Rizwan again talking ...as she could make out a hospital ...a barbed fence ...and lost people around ...

Zain Bro yaar ...yeh bhi kitni fiki jagah hai ...tum kitne rangeele mizaz ke ho ...aur yeh kya pehna hai ...as the lenses focused on his blue gown, the thin material that barely reached his knee held with two strings, slightly covering his built ...Aaliyah couldnt bare to see hi face ...the bearded and tired eyes ...the ruffled hair ...still looking down ...smiling ...

He had no consciousness ...as nurses walked in and out ...as Rizwan cried in the video ...Zain khuda gavah hai mai tujhe aise nahi dekh sakta ...Zain main ahi bardashat kar paa rah ahu ...please mere bhai ...meri avaz sun ...as the cam corder continued recording ...Rizwan was forced out of the room ...the white bed ...the padded walls ...as Zain didn't move ...ward boys came to make him sleep...

His words came haunting back to her Pata hai kaisa dozak hai woh ....as she saw him struggling with them ...all his words that he had said about the place ...were not imaginary ...every word was a truth ...every struggle a reality ...

She was numb ...as she saw the blanks part of the video...his attacks...his silence ...till a point she saw Rehmaan ...

The Zain post that looked different ...as Rizwan talked again ...Zain ...accha lag raha hai ..he looked up ...Riz ...mujhe darr lag raha hai ...

kya hua Zain ...

Mai yaha se nikal toh paunga na ...mujhe meri Aaliya ke paas jaana hai ...usse zarrorat hai meri ...chachu ne sab bataya ...

11 din ho gaye hai ...yeh mujhe jaane nahi de rahe hai ..Dr.Das ...kal bolkar gaye agar who test karenge aur mai pass hua tabhi mujhe jane denge ...

Riz agar mai fail hua toh ...nahi jee sakta uske bina ...mar jaunga ...as Aaliya gulped her scream down

Zain bharosa rakho apne khuda par sab theek ho jayega ...

He smirked mera khuda toh waha Jaipur mai baitha hai ...khana toh khaya hoga na usne ...davai li hogi na ...jyada ro toh nahi rahi hogi na ...bahut yaad aa rahi uski ...mujhe uski avaaz sunni hai ...

Zain yaha phone lana mana hai ...sorry yaar mai nahi baat kara sakta

The words tore Aaliya ...one shred at a time...as the tears didn't stop tricking ...

Riz ...tum yeh video kyu shoot kar rahe ho ...

pehle toh tujhe yaad dilane ke liye karta tha ..aur ab apne dilase ke liye ...Dr.Das ...koh roz yeh dikhata hu ...yeh sabit karne ke liye ki mera bro ab theek hai ...

Zain smiled ...aaj isse yehi chalu rakh dena ...mai jald se jald ...uske paas jana chahta hu...

Zain ..mujhe lagta hai tumhe kuch mahino baad ...Aaliya Bhabhi ke paas jaana chaiye ...who ghusse mai hai ...tumhe nuksaan aur takleef pahucha sakti hai ....

Meri hai ...agar dard bhi degi toh bhi khuski khushi seh lunga ...par rahunga uske paas hi ...mujhe pata hai ...bahut ziddi hai ...

shayad bhaut ghussa karegi ...par mai tayar hu ...yaha se toh behtaar hai ...uske samne akela rahu ...tadpunga toh bhi uske haton se ...tabh sukun milega

aaj meri vajah se uski yeh halat hai ...nahi maaf karunga aapne aapkoh ...jab tak uski sazaa nahi bhugat lu ..tab tak

As the video whirled with a blank spot of that night ...she heard him scream ...Aaliya ...the sound shredded her ...As she saw the lights switched on ...as he rushed towards the door after seeing a nightmare about her ...Aaliya closed her eyes ...as she heard the voices of ward boys entering in ...

Mujhe jaana hai ...

Mr.Abdullah ..humne aapko kaha tha aapke tests ke result nahi aaye hai ...aap please bed par baith jaiye ..

Dr.maine bura sapna dekha ...who musibat mai hai ...pani ke neeche bathi thi...kaap rahi thi ...mujhe jaana hai ...aap please Dr.Das koh bulaiye ...mujhe abhi jaana hai ...

Zain ...calm down please ...as he pushed his hand and moved towards the door ...Aaliya saw the vision being blocked by white clothed helpers ...

Bandho usse ...varna yeh kissi koh chot pahuchyega ...as Aaliya bit her fingers hard ...the restraints binding his ankles and wrist ...as he continued shouting they put a gag on his mouth ...the image of a man ...she had so horribly broken post that ...she was devastated to see him...Aaliya the only word his mouth was fumbling even through the forbidden piece of plastic that didn't let him shout...

the wave of dizziness turned darker as she saw the slant kept camcorder recording his moans ...as tears streaked across his cheeks ...as he looked towards the camera realizing ...his fear ...as his open palm couldn't wipe his tears, the mouth dripping with saliva ...the legs settled in as the effect of sedation set in ....

stumped to see him ...so vulnerable, so harassed ...so lost ...she was cursing every wrong she did for pushing him away ...he had suffered more than his share of pain, yet he begged her for more ..that she had unknowingly given to him ...

Aaliya was blank ...her mind revolted to see him like this ..the hatred disintegrating ...she could never ever get angry on him ...the images of a man struggling in an asylum washed away every hatred ...the diseased mind being over powered by his love ...she had been finally cured ..his love had won ...the hatred lost in those images

As Aaliya hid her face under the blanket ...as his name Zain ...came in sobs now

itna sab kuch hone ke baad who aaya tha mere paas..aur maine ...the flashes of his smile

A man who endured everything to reach to her ...work near her ...win her over ...redeem for his past ...A man who himself was so broken yet he smiled for her ...who loved with no expectations...who had given her ...her freedom at the cost of his life ...his sanity to keep her sane ...it was Zains love ...that was mocking at Aaliya now...

Da...Da ...Da ...her new name ...

He never called her Mamu ki Bhanji ...he never called her Malika E Zain ...he never went back to her past afraid that it would trigger more hatred in her ...

Kitkit ...she still called him that ...Rhea did...and he must have loved it ...as Aaliya cried in the darkness of her blanket ...she recollected all his lines ...every pain

tum lage raho apni nafrat mai ...aur mai apni mohabbat mai ...nahi darta ...tumse... as he had smiled at her in the school...seeing her hatred

Tum yehi chahti hu na ...ki mai yaha rahu, servants quarters mai ...chachu ke ghar par nahi ..the Zain who was dragged and forced to sleep out ...the man whom she had degraded just to push him away

Naashta Madam ...the Zain who woke her every moning ...I love you Da ...the guy who gave her a rose and medicine every day

Aree madam khana kha lijiye..tadka is nacheez ne khud apne hato se lagay hai ... a struggling Zain in the kitchen learning to cook

Da..Aalisha ne mujhe bahar jaane ke liye poocha hai ...agar tum haa kaho toh mai jaao uske saath...the Zain who asked for permission for every single thin, as though he had given up his freedom just to keep her happy

chubti hai Da ...tumhari khamoshi...nazar ...ehsaas ...the Zain who came every night to talk and she refused

Akela lag raha hai ...sirf paanch minute baith jao ...please..the Zain who pleaded for 5 minutes of her company ...even in silence when he was made to sit in darkness

Jis kabrastaan mai gunaah kiya, wahi jaakar apna harjana bhi bhar raha hu ...usme galat kya hai .the Zain who digged graves to earn her back

Haram hu ...tumhare liye ...a broken Zain whom she blamed for touching her

Rhea ...kyu zalil kar rahi ho...his low voice when she had humiliated him in public ...Izzat hai tumhari ...her reply that must have stung his heart

Da...please ek baar andar aane do ...ek huggie chaiye...Rhea wali huggie ..the guy who wished silently

Da...tum mujhe apna yeh adhoora ehsaas dila dila kar tarsate rehna ...ek din yehi ehsaas tumhe katega ...meri baat yaad rakhna ...A burkha clad Aaliya hurting his eyes

baat nahi kar sakta, chu nahi sakta, saath mai uth baith bhi nahi sakta ...hu kya mai tumhari zindagi mai...bas ab yehi bankar reh gay ahu...bolo...the Zain whom she gifted a drivers uniform...to mock his love

Da ...ek baar dekh toh lo...mere bhukhar theek hua ya nahi..a man who waited in high fever for her to ask about him

aaj nahi khunga ...aaj aapki beti mujhe bhooka sulana chahti hai ...the man who starved for her without ever protesting

The Zain whose swollen ankle and injured arm ...who was stranded for a night in the jungle ...

the Zain who shivered in the cold ...

the Zain who still played a game of basket ball in fever to win a date with her...

the Zain who kneeled till she came back...

the Zain whose soft hands though injured ...still protected her ...

Nafrat hai mujhe tumse..I hate you ...how broken he must be ...with her every push

A man who exceeded his share of love ...be it her cake ...a fast for her health ...or simply maintaining a distance just to keep her happy ...

Aaliyas mind was numb ...the man who fought with the world...with her illness...had finally given up ..to an image of not wanting to see her where he had been ...every word ...his every wish ...his every smile haunted her ...as she closed her eyes ...

Da..kab tak aise ajnabee bane rehne ki sazza deti rahogi mujhe

Mera vada hai ...kabhi call nahi karunga...na tumhe chupke se dekhunga, na kabhi tumhari tasveer koh haat lagunga ...his last promise ...was to walk away from her ...

As she realized her feelings for him were not of hatred anymore ...he had cured his image ...her hatred her aggression that she kept on lashing at him ...had overflown ...now what remained was only a silence ...a repentance that she had lost him forever ...

.it was her turn to pull him back from the darkness that he had knowingly stepped into, that she had pushed him into...it was her turn to prove her love ...

Her illness can never keep her away from him anymore ...but how far was the damage done ...she had no clue ...

As Aaliya ...decided she had to search him ...she had to ...it was her turn to walk out for him ...reach to him ...come what may ...she will get him back

Kisi andhere mai kho sa gaya hu ...Thaam le ab toh jara tu ...

Mere behke kadmon ke nisshan tarash tu lena...

mitaye jis mazhdar ne... us sahil koh dhoondh zaroor lena ...

SIM

Pre-Cap: A bold journey as Aaliya decides to search for Zain ..is he safe ...

Manny
Ur always the first one to read n like
Love you
Sim

Amazing updates...
u defined it so beautifully...
love each nd every bit of dis update...
it made me cry...
bt where is zain...is he safe???
waiting for d next update...
plzz cont soon...
nd tysm for d pm...

Chapter 36

I am really out of words sim... The pain which zain had to go through , to win his love, the way aliya grew worried for him all of these are different definitions of zaya's love. It is unbreakable. And kudos to the way u write... Compelling me to comment... It is here in this forum, specially through bi ishq, i understood that words can visualize anything. They can show pain, happiness, anger, jealousy...everything. They can either make you do bhangra or make your cry and give you sleepless nights... Hats off to your writing sim.

Wish U Can See Me Cries n Hear My Hiccups...Hell Sim Its Unimaginable Hard To Read The Chapter Dard...Well Done.So Proud f U.Continue As Usual...

Wonderful, finally she cames to know his secret. And she finally let his love win over her hater. Plz keep safe him safe, n let them come together as one soul.