Chapter 2

IN  CAR

The man sitting inside the car was having a smile on his face was humming the song syncing with the music player and enjoying his driving ..

Haseenon ne bulaya

Gale se bhee lagaya

Bahot samazhaaya,

Yahee na samazha

Bahot bhola hain bechara

Na jaane kis pe aayega

Hai apna dil to awara

Na jaane kispe aayega..

He was in his own world then he saw a girl on roadside standing Alone with a tired face which was full sweat and an unknown tension ..as he moves little more closer to her his eyes got stuck on her ...he looked at her and while gazing at her he moved forward crossing her but after few feet he stops the car with a sudden jerk making a screeching sound gaining roli's attention, a little smile crept over her face even in that tension and she started moving towards it...

He looked at his rear view mirror and found her coming towards him he questions himself " is she really coming or I am dreaming " he pinched on his left hand from right one then shouted in pain , he rubbed that place then shouted in joy " no bey .. it's not dream she is really coming near you , is she going to ask for lift that's so great..." he gets excited only by thinking about it and started setting his hairs and also wiped his face to look good and got ready with a pleasant smile to attend her after switching off the music.. 

Roli reached to him and raised her hand to knock over the glass to call him but before her hand could touch the glass he slided the glass and took his face out showing his full teeth trying to give her a smile but it ended up scaring her , Roli was taken aback  she hides her face with her bag seeing his scary face as she wasn't expecting it so she got little scared on this sudden act of him...he looked at her amazed and then checked himself in the mirror thinking " what was there to get scare.. " and he too gets a jerk after seeing himself in the mirror " abeyy idiot what was the need to show all of your teeth are you doing ad for Colgate , give her a pleasant smile otherwise this beauty will think you as beast .." he again sets his hairs and this time he smiled very softly and then turned towards Roli who was standing still hiding her face , Roli slightly peeps behind her bag and looked at him , he felt it so cute and was gazing at her continuously resting his hands over car's window he thinks " how beautiful her eyes are show me your full face baby "...

When Roli found everything Normal she kept her bag down that's when he saw her face fully , his mouth became wide open after seeing her face which was glowing after the sweat wipes away all her make up and dusts showing him her natural beauty in the sunlight , he closes his mouth with his hand and thinks " oh God ... how can she be so beautiful , dude you are so lucky , princess herself came to you don't lose her buddy , do something " 

Roli felt little awkward seeing him gazing at her , his gaze were sending shivers inside her , she felt insecure and even in that condition she got those nightmares which scared her to death , she started sweating and also her body started shivering in fear but his voice caught up her attention " hello Miss .. do you want any help , I mean do you want lift " his tone was so soft , simple and genuine that she forgot about her fear and immediately nodded yes as for now she wants to reach her house as soon as possible..

He nodded and opened the door for her to sit beside him ... Roli felt little uncomfortable to sit there but still she entered the car and sat beside him then after closing the door she leaned over it holding her bag tightly in her lap and shrinks herself to the extent possible , trying to make maximum gap between them...he looked at this act of her and narrowed his eyes murmuring " shrinking herself as if I am going to eat her ..huh.. but beta now it's problem for you only now how will you trap her in your net she is not even ready to sit beside you " he huffed then started the car towards the city...

Roli's heartbeat was uneven due to the fear of sitting with a stranger , on every  second her hold on bag was getting tight , all those past memories were haunting her .. she started thinking " should I trust him..what if he too took advantage of mine then ..no no not again .. not again .. I can't allow anyone to take advantage of me again .. I will not allow... He should not know that I am getting afraid of him ... Be confident Roli ... Don't show him that you are getting afraid .." Roli became determined to stay strong and confident , she sits comfortably trying to show her confident side but still her hold on bag was the Same , she looked at him to see his expression while he became Happy seeing her sitting comfortable thinking now his work became easy , he gave a smirk and continues his driving..

Time passed but she didn't said anything nor did he , both were silently sitting but there mind was talking to themselves...

Roli was thinking " thank God he didn't do anything and if he even tried to do something then I will make him drink that whole bottle "... Bottle ... That bottle which she took for herself to kill herself ... but yaa after sitting inside a part of her was relaxed thinking that soon she's gonna be at her home but the other was so restless to think ' then what's next ' what will she do.. how will she do it..is she really wanted to ... And here her soul got divided into two and started quarrelling between them saying yes or no ..that YES part was giving her millions of reasons that why should she die ,... She should die because no one trusts her , because no one cares for her , because no one loves her , because she is burden for everyone , because everyone has just used her for there benefits.....and so on .. but that NO part it was silent why ? Was it really silent or she didn't wanted to hear it....?? Is she didn't have any reason to live or she doesn't want to know it ..?? The answers are still unknown...

Roli was lost in her thoughts fighting with her internal turmoils but she came out of her thoughts hearing his voice " your bag is so nice ..." After trying so much he could only utter these words to at least start a little conversation between them but Roli thought he started his cheap tricks to trap her and this time she doesn't want anyone to use her so she turned towards him and gave a chill hot glare making his eyes go wide , with jerk he turned to front and started concentrating on his driving and whispers " godd .. this much anger .. I just talked about her bag only what if I say something about her she will eat me alive .. but had to say even when she is angry she looks beautiful " he smiles and then continues driving giving little glances on her through corner of his eyes...

After few minutes he again asked her " by the way what were you doing here this time .." it was a simple question for him but for her no.. her grip around her bag became tight , she doesn't know what to answer , how to say why she was there .. how can she tell him that she went there to buy a bottle of poison so that she can kill herself ...her eyes got little moist , there was a kind of fear in it , maybe the fear of getting caught ... she didn't got anything to tell him and she saw him waiting for her answer and to stop him she turned towards him making an angry face with all anger which she could show and it did the work , he turned against her thinking " angry woman... What was the need to get this much anger it was just a simple question but she.. she was glaring as if venom is rushing in her veins instead of blood...huh.. forget about her dude she can't be yours .."

After few minutes he started feeling bored so he thought to open music which he has closed that time , but before opening the music system he thought to ask from her otherwise again she will give him hot glare " hello Miss .. do you have any problem if I play songs " ... Roli was lost in her thoughts , she heard him asking but she didn't felt to answer him anything so she ignores him..

He looked at her and was wondering when he didn't get any response from her , he murmures " now what Happened to this madam behaving as if she didn't heard anything ..hey what if she is deaf and mute .. of course she can be she didn't spoke anything from the time she is inside my car and about deaf ... abeyy stupid if she is deaf then how she responded to your questions idiot...but what about being mute ..did she really can't speak anything ..so sad .. poor girl but her anger uff ..she will burn me with it before I reach to my home.." that's when he got a call it was from his mother ...he attended the call and as it was connected to the music player so Roli also can hear the conversation clearly...

" Hello Siddhant ...where did you reach beta.." asks his mother Sujatha with lots of concern making him smile but making Roli to remember that no one called her yet to ask about her whereabout when she is away from home for these many hours together , she got tears but she controlled it thinking she should not show her weak self to him...

Siddhant : mumma ... I entered in Delhi will be at home soon..

Sujatha : ok.. so how was your trip beta .. enjoyed..

Siddhant replied with a cheerful smile " awesome mumma ... It went amazing I enjoyed alot but it was not a good one for Akhil " Roli looked at him with corner of her eyes who was giving a delightful smile making her happy somewhere ..why she don't know, but it feels better and forgetting everything she started listening there conversation...

Sujatha : haa .. I know the reason why ..why you always trouble him.. poor Akhil

Siddhant : ohh please he is not poor ok.. don't you know what he had done to me in childhood so now I'm taking my revenge that's it..

Sujatha : ohh really .. leave it ..tell me you went to Goa and also Akhil said so many girls were behind you so did you found my bahu or not..

On her question Sid turned towards Roli but she didn't gave any reaction he took his lip one side and showing his tounge to her he said in dull tone " no mumma .. your son is not that lucky "

Sujatha : areey why are sounding so dull , it's ok don't worry you will get soon..

Siddhant : I don't think so ... She is not even talking to me just showing her big big eyes huh... He looked at Roli to see her expression but she didn't do anything and was sitting silently as if she didn't heard anything , Sid opened his mouth in shock then turned against her making her smile , she knows he's talking about her but still she wanted to hear what all he says.. 

Sujatha : what..who ..

Siddhant : you know mumma approx an hour ago I gave lift to a girl but she .. she isn't talking to me ... whenever I try to say something she shows her eyes ... you know naa I can't sit silently but this girl I think she is deaf and also mute.. he said and looked at Roli but Roli she was looking outside the window behaving as if she didn't hear this too , Sid's doubt got confirmed about her being disabled... while otherside Roli tries hard to control her laugh , she tried to behave normal Even after seeing his antics to make her talk ..she thinks " ohh so you think I am deaf and mute ... put the phone once then I will show you who I am.."

Sujatha : Siddhant...what are you saying .. is this the way to talk .. this is wrong how can you call her like that..

Siddhant : don't worry mumma ..she won't feel bad ...as now it's confirmed that she's deaf so she didn't heard what I said..

Sujatha : ohh.. so sad for her..

Siddhant : hmm..and I was mad trying to talk to her.. Roli smiled hiding her face in her bag seeing his face..

Sujatha : hmm.. then Siddhant if you ask about my suggestion then she will be perfect for you..

Siddhant : hmm.. I too think so but why are you saying like this .. I mean you didn't even saw her

Sujatha : see..as she is a special one different from others so she needs more attention right so we too have to behave like her so that she shouldn't feel herself neglected.. and to talk to her you will have to talk in action in that way you too will be silent and I will get a relief from your bukbukk.. that's why and you only told me that you became silent when she shows her big eyes so finally I will get a remote to control your chikchik pikpik.. and then my headache will also get reduced

Roli got laugh but to control it she bites her bag so that Siddhant couldn't know that she heard everything while he got angry with Sujatha of course fake anger he told sternly " mummaaa.. what do you mean.. it means my talking is headache for you.."

Sujatha : Yes of course...

Siddhant : go I hate you..and from today onwards I won't even talk to you..

Sujatha : ohh really ..hey do one thing don't come to home also it will be more better..

Siddhant pouted and cutely says " mumma.. enough naa "

Sujatha : ok ok ... I won't now tell me what's her name ...

Siddhant : how would I know mumma she's not talking to me..

Sujatha : ohh yeah .. I forgot .. Accha you tell what name you get after seeing her..

Siddhant turned towards Roli and looked at her continuously , Roli too noticed him looking at her , she wasn't able to handle his gaze and to stop it she turned towards him again showing her big eyes filled with anger flinching him , he got afraid for a while after seeing her and with a jerk he turned against her taking long breaths making her smile more...

Sujatha who didn't got any answers from him asked " what happened tell me which name you get after seeing her "

Siddhant : Shesha ..

Sujatha got confused , she thought he will tell any sweet name but this she asked with confusion " Shesha...?? "

Siddhant : yes.. Shesha from naagin you remember ... She is like that only mumma , always looking at me with anger and I am sure soon she will burn me by spitting the fire from her mouth like she does in that serial huh...

Both of them laughed hearing his explanation , once Roli too was shocked when he said Shesha but after hearing the reason she can't stop herself from laughing but still she controlled it and took her bag in her mouth trying her best not to laugh... while Sujatha laughs aloud " ohhh...my baby ... Siddhant I really wish that she should become your wife ..in just an hour she made you silent , she will be very helpful for me "

Siddhant : mumma .. please yarr ... And also If I try to do something what if she bites me then .... God knows how poisonous she will be when her anger itself is to the higher level then I can't think about the poison running inside her ..

POISON .... The word hits in roli's mind reminding her of the poison which she is carrying with her , she looked down at her bag and for a while she wanted to throw it away but stopped hearing Sujatha's voice..

Sujatha : ok...beta now jokes apart .. come soon ok and if you want can have food outside and also drop her to her home safely ok..

Siddhant : yeah ..mumma,  I am feeling little hungry will have food outside then will come home and also you don't worry I will drop her safely..

Sujatha : ok beta .. and listen drop her at her doorstep not somewhere in middle ok..

Siddhant : ok.. I will..

Sujatha : ok then bye.. come soon I am waiting for my baby to see if he got any burn or not..

Siddhant : mummaaa ( Sujatha laughs on his irritating voice ) wait let me come then will see you..bye..

They hung up the call and Sid concentrated on his driving after giving a look at Roli while she was lost in her thoughts after hearing that Siddhant is going to drop her at her house safely but for what so that she can die... For him he is going to drop her at doorstep of her house but for her at doorstep of her death .... for her the distance which they are covering to reach at her home is actually taking her to her death and this is her last ride of this life which ends at her house but eventually towards her death....

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