Chapter 4

Roli was ready to execute her plan, this time she was sure to die . She sat upon the ground and opened her bag to take the poison , she opened the chain little and taking a long breath she slowly slided her hand inside to take the bottle but instead of it money came to her hand , she left that and again tried to find the bottle but every time money come to her hand she huffed and opened the bag fully then started looking for the bottle but she didn't found that...she checked the whole bag again, all the money was there but only bottle was missing ...

" Where's the bottle .." mumbles Roli after emptying the whole bag on the ground , she can only find the bundle of notes on the ground but bottle was missing ...

Roli started shivering thinking about that missing bottle , she doesn't know where it is and the thing which scared her most is that all the money was still in her bag then how only bottle is Missing what if she is caught then , but who , the thinking of getting caught was scaring her she again checked the whole bag but didn't found it... Roli was sitting on the ground with tensed face thinking where it could be because she was sure that she kept it in her bag , she was in dilemma and that is when Sid reached there ...Siddhant chosed the right side to go but in the middle he found a shop he enquired there and found Roli didn't went in that route so he came back and went to left and in few minutes he is here...

" Finally ... found you " exhaled Siddhant resting his both hands on his knees trying to calm him from the fast running ..

Roli turned towards him after hearing his voice and horror striked her face thinking how he came here and it's sure that now she can't do anything over that bottle is also missing...

Roli was looking at him continuously while when Siddhant gets normal from his panting he wiped his sweat then went towards her saying " see I am so fast naa .. first I went to that right side way but then I found no I choosed wrong way and then from there took U turn and came up here , I swear if I would have taken part in Olympic I might have been a gold medalist till now right...( Siddhant slapped his forehead confusing Roli little but she wasn't in a state to understand anything other than thinking about her missing bottle ) uff.. stupid to whom you are saying she can't hear idiot ..my rest of the energy also got wasted " 

Roli didn't showed any reaction she was just standing like statue , her mind was only revolving around that bottle which is missing , how.. she don't know and the big question is Who will take only poison leaving all the money behind.. ?? 

Siddhant reached to her and then sat on the ground and picked up the money and put those in the bag then kept her bag on his shoulder and held Roli by her wrist making her jerk then started walking towards his car...

Roli came out of her thought seeing his hold on her , she pulled her hand back from him asking " what are you doing leave me..."

Siddhant looked at her in shock and then pinched himself to feel the sense of reality then he asked with confusion " you can speak..."

Roli : you give my bag...

Siddhant : areey first tell me you can speak...

Roli got irritated then shouted " then what I am doing.. " 

Siddhant : ohh yeah ...heyy.. you can hear too

Roli's tension was getting on her nerves , she might have died till now if that bottle didn't went missing , and for  now she just wanted to run away from him from everything but he is not letting her to go , she shouted " yes...yes I can hear and also can talk too ..ok now give my bag "

Siddhant closed his mouth in shock he started thinking " ohh ... God , she can hear and talk too , it means she is not dumb and not even deaf , it means she heard everything from starting ( Sid gulped his saliva and looked at her with fear ) even that Shesha ..shit man now you are gone , she will kill you ..."

Roli saw Sid lost in his thoughts so she called him loudly " give my bag ..." 

Siddhant : this is cheating ...how can you do this to me , you should have told me right when I was blabbing about you ..

Roli : I don't care ... you just give my bag to me I will go..

Siddhant : ahaan..do you think I will let you go, not so soon Miss ..first I have to drop you at your house right..

Roli : listen that's none of your business , I can go myself from here no need for you to come and also thank you for your help ... now give my bag..

Siddhant : areey , didn't you heard what my mumma said she said to drop you at your doorstep not in middle then how can I leave you here , I will accompany you till your door..

Roli got afraid thinking now what will she do , he is not ready to leave her still she tried to defend and again asks for her bag.." no need , you first give my bag "

" What is there in your bag that you are repeating bag bag..." Siddhant asked taking a look over her bag and was about to open it but before that Roli snatched her bag from him and without giving him a look she started walking from there but was again hold by Siddhant ...

Siddhant : don't you want to know about the thing which is missing ...he asked making her freezed at her place , she looked at him with fear and her body started trembling more when Sid took out the poison from his pocket ...

Roli was not in a state to do anything the only thing which she wants to know was " how did he got this.." 

Siddhant : what happened... won't you ask how I got to know about this..ok no problem I will answer you myself ..

After seeing the amount of money in her bag Sid was not feeling good , his gut feeling was saying that something is wrong and his mind was pushing him to go and check but still he stopped himself saying " it's not good to check her bag , what will she think of you and also what matters to you , it's her choice to roam with money or not .."

After few more minutes Siddhant was unable to control himself and went to car and opened the door then sat on the driving seat and looked at her bag , he forwarded his hand to bag but took his hand back before touching it and after sometime again he took his hand near bag and taking bag in his hand he exhaled then finally opened the chain and roamed his hand inside it , he was shocked to feel the bundle of notes thinking " from where she got this much money ..." Suddenly his hand landed on the bottle , he got confused feeling a different type of bottle , he took it out and as he saw the name of poison in a fear he dropped the bottle and it fell in the car then started rolling and went under the breaks , Sid was looking at the bottle with a shock , he doesn't know what is she doing with this deadly poison and this much money ...after wasting his time in finding the reason he got nothing and thought to give her to police station with poison before she kills someone because one thing was sure that she is planning something deadly...

He kept the bag at it's place and took the bottle from under the breaks then giving a look he said " I gave you the name Shesha just like that but I was not knowing that in real you are roaming with poison , the name suits you better now just wait and watch Miss Shesha what I will do with you ..." Sid kept the bottle in his pocket then came out of the car and behaved as if he didn't know anything....

Siddhant : I was not knowing there's a devil behind this beautiful face... So now tell me what are you gonna do with this ..whom you are planning to kill..

Roli was silent she was badly stuck up , there's no way for her to run from him and the most dreading thing was he knows about her plan and after knowing that he is planning to hand her over to police shaken her surely , if they got to know then they will take her back to her home and she was certain not to go home for sure ..

Siddhant : ohh hello speak up what are you planning to do with this thing..

Roli looked at him with teary eyes , after almost a month she came out of her house to end everything but now it doesn't seems to , it looks like God didn't got enough and wanted to give her more pain ...

Sid's eyes were fixed upon her to get answer from her but seeing her still silent , he took out his mobile and threatened her " see tell me everything now otherwise I will call the police.."

Roli dismayed hearing him and with a fear and shaking hand she stopped him " please ..no ... Please don't call police I swear I am not going to hurt anyone you please give me this "

Siddhant chuckled then spoke " ohh really ...so you are saying you are not going to hurt anyone from this thing ..this poison, then mam will you please make me understand that how you are going to use this beautiful thing in any other way which I don't know , and even Google too didn't know other uses of this poison other than killing people "

Roli was not getting any way to come out of it and Sid was also sure not to leave her before knowing about her plans .. Roli joined her hand in front of him and begged " please trust me , I am not going to hurt anyone please give that back to me .."

Siddhant nodded in despair then said " you won't listen like this , I am asking you politely but no I think you will only tell in front of police and your family members.."

Roli got afraid more she wanted to get rid of him anyhow but he is not ready to leave her and before the matter goes to her family out of the tension  she blurted out " I have bought this for me not to kill anyone else.. I want to kill myself "

Siddhant was typing the number to call police but his hands freezed after hearing her , he raised his head and looked at her with a neutral face who was crying on her miserable state...to confirm himself again he asked in a low voice " what...what did you said ..for..for..you "

Roli breaks down into the cry and confesses " yes... I bought this for me , I don't want to live anymore .. I wanted to die , first I thought to go to home then will kill myself but for dying why should I go to home I can do that here too that's why I ran from there and came here , it was a perfect plan ( Roli smiles painfully thinking about her so called perfect plan ) first poison and then jumping from this Cliff ( she gave a look at edge of the cliff ) there was no Chance for me to stay alive after that but everything ruined because of you , you foiled my plan , if you would have not taken the poison then I might have been died till now .." roli ended up giving a glare to Sid as because of him she is still alive...

...SLAP...

Siddhant slapped her hardly making her cheeks go red , Roli kept her hand on her burning cheek and looked at Sid with tears thinking why did he do this , but then smiled because she knows whatever she is planning to do is a sin and for her bad luck she don't have anyone to tell what's wrong what's right and she knows he did this because she was wrong.. but why none supported her when she was right not a single person was there to tell " Yes Roli is right " but today if they got to know what's she up to then there will come whole world  shouting " Roli is wrong " .... 

Sid holds her shoulders tightly and almost shouted " is dying a joke for you.."

Roli smiles more shocking him then smoothly removed his hand from her shoulder and spoke looking straight into his eyes " no it's not a joke .. it's a NECESSITY.."

Siddhant looked into her eyes and tears formed in his eyes too after seeing a different part of her ...that part which she was hiding from him till now ...the broken one , he can clearly see in her eyes the pain , the hurt , the fear , the loneliness , a different girl who is waiting for anyone to give her a shoulder to cry on , to give her hand to support , to wipe those tears which she was shedding , to give her a protective arms where she could find peace from all those fears and last but not the least to give her a new hope to live....he thinks he did wrong by slapping her , first he should've asked from her the reason why...

Roli's Started shedding tears more and she continues " it is my necessity.... you know when death becomes your necessity ....it becomes your necessity when you are left alone , when you are nothing but just a burden , when this world is not ready to accept you , when your own family didn't trust you , when no one loves you , when you don't have any aim for living , when darkness becomes your Friend , when loneliness becomes your partner , when your every second of this life feels like a burden to pass on , when your every breath to live suffocates you to death...when..." 

Siddhant didn't let her to say more, he hugged her tightly and started caressing her back to calm her ...he too started shedding tears on her shoulder after seeing the pain she's going through , he hugged her tightly as much he could ... Roli too hugged him and cried ... finally she got a shoulder to cry... Sid let her to cry and after sometime when he feels she is little ok he broke the hug and cupped her face then asked " what happened .. "

Roli cried more after hearing his question , Sid wiped her tears then joined his forehead with her and again asked very softly " please share with me ...what happened.."

Roli nodded yes and thought to tell him thinking after knowing about her life he himself will let her to die ..so she agreed to tell him everything ....

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