Roli was emersed in her thoughts , after hearing their conversation she was sure of one thing that this man beside her , Siddhant ..he won't harm her and one more thing was confirmed that she is gonna be at home for sure it's a matter of couple of hours so now the problem is how to face her parents , how can she successfully reach out to her room hiding that poison from them and once she reaches her room then she will definitely do it..so now she was trying to find out excuses to tell her parents if they ask about where she was ... why it took so long to come ...why didn't she informed about the delay ..etc.etc...her tumultuous mind was trying it's best to select a perfect answers for these questions but something clicks to her stromy mind and it paused in the middle... IF ?? ... If , this was the word which suddenly pops up in her mind ceasing her every thoughts concentrating just on this question... If they didn't asked anything then ..what if it doesn't matter to them that what I am upto ...a new fear shrouded up in her mind and it was IGNORANCE.... ignorance of her parents..and then another questions started revolting in her mind making her eyes to become moist.. Did I still matter to them or not ?? .. are they getting worried for me ?? ... Are they waiting for me ?? ... Will they talk to me ?? ... Will they TRUST me ?? ... And then every section of her mind was screaming aloud " NO...they won't .. they won't trust you.." but there was a little voice which came from her heart " YES ..they will trust you..they will talk to you..they are your parents .. they are concerned for you .." Roli for while or can say for the first time from past few months wanted to hear her heart maybe that's why this time she was able to hear it...her grip on the bag become little tight and that is when her mobile buzzed as she received a message...here comes one more question whoes it could be...she looked at her phone then closed her eyes leaning back on her seat thinking about the message " can it be from Papa .. asking for me .." and then comes her two conscience together one was her mind who was telling her it's a Spam while second was her heart who was giving her a hope telling that it's from your parents... Roli started listening both of her inner voices...
Roli's Heart : it's from your parents ...see it they're asking for you..
Roli's Mind : no don't see .. what if it's not from them then you will get hurt don't see..
Heart : just check it once it's from your Papa .. I am sure he would be asking about your whereabouts..
Mind : no .. they don't trust you then why will they message you .. don't see
Heart : don't you believe on there love ...they love you so much..
Mind : which love ..if they would have ever loved you then they wouldn't have throwed you in a corner like this..
Heart : no they haven't throwed you they still care for you..
Mind : ohh care then why didn't he asked any questions today when you were about to step out of the house.. Roli started thinking " yes he didn't asked anything .." first she wasn't with anyone but now she started hearing her mind ...
Heart : he did asked you.. " are you going somewhere ..." Didn't he..? .. Roli slightly nodded yes remembering how he asked her when she went to take permission..
Mind : but there was no love in his words .. it means he hates you.. roli's face fell hearing it , she remembered how her father asked her without even making any eye contact with her and then allowed her...
Heart : but also wasn't any haterade ..it means he still cares for you.. Roli again remembered the moment and found yes he didn't showed any haterade..
Mind : from last four hours you are out of the house but still he didn't called you..is this how he cares.. roli's eyes got moist thinking before he used to annoy her by his continuous messages asking about her but today four hours went but he haven't asked even once..
Heart : that's what I am saying it's his message only you see.. there her eyes twinkles little thinking what if it's from him only then she took her phone to see the message..
Mind : no don't see .. because I know it's not from your home then it will hurt you so better don't see .. Roli was about to unlock the screen but stopped and it's true if the message is not from him then it will surely break her...
Heart : it's not like that you yourself check it once
Mind : no don't see
Heart : just once
Roli becomes frustrated being stuck between her own heart and mind .. she wasn't able to take any decision , she don't know whom she should listen her heart or her mind , she just closed her eyes tightly and for a while she just wanted to slide the glass of window and throw the mobile out but she haven't did and the fight between heart and mind was still on .. Roli was at a verge of cry she just wants to run away from everything , she doesn't know what should she do , where should she go and why should she go home that too for whom but still somewhere she wanted to know whose message it was maybe from Papa , she gave a look at her phone and then taps the side button to unlock the screen , at the bottom of the screen in a corner there it was ,application of Messages having a red circle on its upper right corner and 1 was written in it showing she has an unread message .. her hands started trembling she wanted to see it once and she desperately wants it to be from her father .. she took her quavering thumb to screen and she slightly tapped on it ...it opens..her eyes were anticipating to see that it is from her father but it will really hurt her if it's not from her home it means she doesn't have anyone for whom she matters ...
" Messages " is encrypted
Enter verification passcode
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Roli took a long breath and without opening further she just closes her phone and sat silently as because she doesn't have courage to see it's not from him..and again knowingly or unknowingly her mind wins...
Siddhant was in his own thoughts he was trying to find a way to talk to her .. whatever it is however she is he still likes her.... That's when he saw a board on which it was written " Surya Dhaba ...100 m away " and he gets an idea...he speeded up the car little and stopped near the Dhaba ..
When the car stops Roli came out of her thoughts and looks here and there to confirm where she was ... when she looked at Dhaba she thinks why are they here ..she turned towards Sid to ask but before that Sid holds his stomach tightly with one hand and with other hand showed towards Dhaba making a puppy face Roli smiled little seeing his face and nodded yes Sid got excited and also was shocked to see her smiling and surely he got lost in her beautiful smile but came out of his world when she flashed her fingers in front of him Sid smiled sheepishly , and came out of his car going towards roli's side and opened the door for her then offered his hand to help her but she gave a angry glare to him and came out herself then moved forward crossing him.. Sid looked at her then showed his tounge to her back and closed the car door by hitting with his leg and then followed her pouting his lips as his plan failed....
IN CAR
When Roli came out she puts her bag on the seat but it wasn't kept properly half of it was on seat while rest was swinging down from the edge . And the part which was swinging down it was having a bundle of notes and also the bottle of poison and the other bundle was at the edge of the seat but was slightly sliding down...and after few minutes of sliding it totally fell into the swinging part and because of that sudden jerk bag started sliding down from the seat...due to the weight of bundles and bottle bag finally fell from the seat and as the chain was little open one of the bundle came out of the bag little and just behind that was the poison bottle...
DHABA
They took a table and sits opposite to each other ... Roli looked here and there while Sid called the man working there to place his order...when Sid turned towards Roli to ask what she needs but then he remembers that she can't speak so he himself ordered for her too...
Both were waiting for the order ... Siddhant was busy in gazing at her while Roli was thinking why did she agreed to come with him , she could have denied right , why is she liking his company and feeling comfortable when she is not with others...her chain of thoughts got broken when there food was served ...both were having the food silently ... Siddhant was not talking anything thinking what is the need when she can't hear while Roli was lost in her thoughts ... It was when roli's Mobile again buzzed taking her attention to it and again everything started coming in her mind and this time finally she decided to go with her heart and decided to see whose message is this because if it's from her family this means they trusts her and everything will be fine again but if not then ....???
She unlocks the screen and pulled the notification bar down and looked at the notification
2 New messages arrived
She tapped over that with her shivering hands and then it showed the time one was showing now and other was ten minutes ago...she touched on the now one and again the screen showed the same thing..
" Messages " is encrypted
Enter verification passcode
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She again thought to close it but then stopped and finally entered the code " love_papa7201 " she writes the password with moist eyes and remembered how she asked her father to put the same password in his phone too with the name Roli and these numbers were the mix up of both of their birthdates .. then a question came into her mind " is his password still the same or he changed that.." she brushed off her thoughts thinking " of course he would have as now he hates me...no one is there who loves me then why should I live .." her tears were about to fall but she holds it back and looked here and there confirming if anyone is noticing her or not .. she looked at Sid who was eating his meal but at the same time he too looked up and saw her looking at him , he smirked thinking that she too started liking him that's why gazing him when he didn't notices and also accepted to join with him...he asked her through his eyes " what .." she nodded no and looked down immediately.. Sid smiled and thought now he won't look at her and would leave her to stare at him as much as she wants...
Roli's eyes fell on the phone's screen and she gasps heavily reading the message...
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After reading the message her mind started taking over the charge on her thoughts and she was now confirmed that no one is there for her ... literally no one.. she's just a burden for everyone ....how she wanted it to be from her home the only people from whom she can expect some love for herself because in the society outside she is named as a characterless girl who love to enjoy with boys and they are good enough to make her life like hell by always taunting her whenever she goes out so finally she stopped going out and locked herself in her room waiting for her parents to come and console her...her parents is the only last person left whom she wants to trust her that the allegations which is on her head is all fake and she haven't done anything.... but after seeing the Spam message her last hope also looks like fading away ....
But still there was one message more which was still unread ..a little hope , may be this one is from her parents...but one thing was sure if it too turned out to be Spam then she won't be able to control herself ...she thought to read it when she is alone but how then she thought to go to Washroom and then read there as for now she wanted to know what is in that message which will help her make a clear decision to sucide or to not... She looked up here and there to find the washroom , Sid noticed her trying to search something then he guessed maybe she needs to use washroom and is hesitating to take his help ...he to roamed his head in all directions and then found a signboard showing the way of washroom which is outside the Dhaba ... Siddhant slightly tapped on her hand , Roli turned towards him with a jerk and gave a look but this time there was a fear in her but unfortunately Sid didn't noticed it..he showed her the board , she nodded and took her phone then rushed towards it...
Her body was shivering heavily , with her shivering hands she opened that message .... and after reading the message she cries heavily closing her mouth with her hands...
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And again it was a Spam message not from her home which definitely had broken her....her every hopes is now crushed..no one is there to trust her not her own family so why should she live...and then she took the decision which she should not.." I don't want to live anymore.. I want to die right now.. I won't go home .. I can't live like this .. I want to die that too now.. Siddhant will be inside the Dhaba ... I will take my bag and will run away then will do what I have decided..." She finally decided then came out to go...
Siddhant was also done with food when time came to pay the bill then he got to know that he forgot his wallet in car itself , he excused himself then went to car to take his wallet...he took his wallet and was about to come out but then his eyes fell on her bag " ohh God pick it up before she sees otherwise this time she will surely burn me " he bent to take her bag but his eyes got widened after seeing the bundle of money " why is she travelling with this much money " he took the money out and the bottle of poison rolled towards out and was about to come out but before that he held the bag with other hand still fixing his eyes on the money he was holding so he didn't noticed the poison and it rolled into the bottom of the bag under the other bundles... Sid opened the chain little more then kept the bundle in it without looking inside bag and then closed the chain properly he kept the bag on the seat then went to pay while thinking about her , he felt something strange about Roli , the amount of money which he just saw was giving him a different feeling and after seeing it one question was coming in his mind " what was she doing there with this much money.."
Roli thought to go to car and take her bag but in middle Sid met with her and she was again stuck ... now how could she run away..what will she say to him if he asks about where is she going then...the area in which they were it was still the outskirts and there was just countable houses with this Dhaba and Roli can not make any excuse to say that she resides in that area itself...
Siddhant again opened the door for her and she sits in still thinking about the way to escape and then she got the way , she looked at Siddhant who was already looking at her , he asked her " what " through his eyes ...she indicated water and asked him to buy that..she took her bag and was about to open to give him the money but Sid stops her and indicated that he will give by himself.. both were talking in actions , Sid was talking like that because of his doubt while she was unable to talk anything and also she doesn't want him to hear her broken sound ....
Siddhant went to buy the bottle and taking as a chance Roli escaped from there with her bag... Roli was running and running on the empty road , her tears were scrolling down continuously today she was sure to die and for her good luck no one is there to stop her and finally she can get some peace from all those mental torture which she was enduring for months and till now no one ever thought to cure her from that stress because of which she is here today... Roli stops after seeing the divergence , further roads were divided into two ,left and right ...she thought for a second then chosed LEFT one and reached to a Cliff..there was no one around.. only she , she went near the Cliff edge and looked down , it was too deep and also it was sure after seeing the depth that no one could be left alive if they jump from that Cliff so she thought a perfect idea...first she will drink that poison then with her bag will jump off the cliff without leaving any trace of her being there... Roli was satisfied with her plan and was ready to execute it .....
Siddhant came back to car and saw her missing he looked here and there then found her bag is also missing .. he thought maybe anyone got to know about the money she was having and for money...the thought itself make him shiver he started searching her everywhere and the main problem for him was he doesn't have her photo and also didn't know about her name as she can't speak and also can't hear , Sid got more frightened thinking about this ....he was asking from everyone who was there if they saw any girl with a bag , he describes about her bag also little bit of her face cutting...after few tries he got to know from one person and hurriedly runs towards the way Roli went...after few minutes he too reached the same divergence and now the problem is where should he go left or right after thinking for sometime he chosed RIGHT....
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Manasa @MessyMind
+ 2
3 years ago
Nice update. Now I'm more curious to know what exactly has happened that roli thinks no one loves her. Hope sid will reach her before she could take a drastic step. Update next soon.
Soujanya @Soujanya_ROSID
+ 3
3 years ago
Loved the update... I hope roli won't do anything Sid will save her... Eagerly waiting for next update...
sreeja @SREEJAROSID
3 years ago
Loved it yaar eagerly waiting for the next update yaar I hope roli won't do anything sid will save her