RESTART

MORNING

Siddhant was the first one to wake up , he looked down at Roli who was sleeping peacefully sticking to him , holding him very tightly...a smile crept on his face after seeing her , very carefully he shifted her on bed and he lied beside her then started looking at her face continuously , he was lost in her but came to reality after seeing her closing her eyes tightly and a tension on her face maybe she is having a dream ... Roli started shivering little.. Sid looked at her confused and then it clicked his mind maybe she's remembering all that in her dream ... Sid moved closer to her and pulled her in his arms.. Roli felt little warmth and in sleep she cocooned inside him , he too hugged her and caressed her until she slept peacefully again..when he found her normal he looked at her then speaks to her inaudibly without disturbing her sleep..." I promise you my princess soon I will erase all the bitter past from your memory and will fill it with only beautiful and happy moments and I swear after that you will never ever think to end your life ... I will give you lots of love that you will crave to live more..." Siddhant kissed on her forehead..." I love you Roli.." confessed him and then making her sleep comfortably he went to his house after giving instructions to Meena asking her not to leave Roli alone anytime ....

Roli was waiting for Siddhant sitting in the hall , her eyes were on the door, he told her that he will be there but still there is no sign of him..after waiting for few minutes she heard car sound and runs towards door jumping like deer but she halted in the middle after spotting a middle aged couple entering inside with a smile on their faces... Roli became little sad that it's not Siddhant ,  her smile faded..she makes up a smile and welcomed them inside then called her parents..after calling them she was about to go but that lady stopped her by calling her , Roli got confused thinking how she knew her name ...

" Don't confuse yourself , I got to know that your name is Roli not Shesha and you can very well talk and hear too.. " stated Sujatha and winked at Roli with mischievous smile... Roli got shocked after hearing it and she can very well guess who the lady is ... 

Roli asked for confirmation " Siddhant ji ...?? " 

Sujatha nodded confirming her that they are Sid's parents.. Jamanlal and Meena came they were not knowing who they are still they greeted them and asked , before Sujatha could say Roli told them that they are Sid's parents...after knowing about they are Sid's parents Roli's eyes lit up thinking he too might have come she looked at door but there wasn't any trace of him , she wanted to ask if he came or not but she was feeling little shy.. Raj noticed her looking at door continuously , he elbowed Sujatha and turned her attention to Roli both of them Chuckled looking at her ... 

Sujatha called Roli and asked her to sit beside her , Roli went and sat silently Sujatha went near roli's ears then whispered " are you waiting for someone ..." Roli's eyes go wide , she bites her tounge thinking she got caught and then Immediately nodded no , Raj and Sujatha laughs seeing her expression while Jamanlal and Meena were looking at them confused thinking what is going on but otherside they felt so blessed that Roli got such a wonderful family as her in laws... Raj kept his hand around roli's shoulder then pulled her close to him then went towards her ears and whispered something , Roli looked at him with wide eyes then nodded no with little fear.. Raj asked from her " why " whispering in her ear , Roli too went near his ear and replied " he will scold me .."

Raj : nothing will happen ... I am there naa..go .

Sujatha tapped on roli's shoulder and asked " what's going between you both .. tell us too " 

Roli was about to say but Raj closed her mouth and said " it's between me and my daughter you stay away ok .." 

Roli's eyes became moist after hearing my daughter and also of Jamanlal and Meena , Roli looked at Raj with teary eyes Raj noticed it and smiled he hugged her then asked lovingly " why my daughter is crying ..is anyone said anything.." Roli nodded no and hugged him tightly , Raj consoles her then again whispers in her ear " go Roli don't worry I am with you "

Roli nodded then looked at her parents Raj tapped on her shoulder then said " don't look at them , no one will say anything you go " Roli nodded and went , elders were talking about there marriage while Roli silently went outside...

Without making any noise Roli entered in the garden hiding herself behind tree and by hopping and hiding herself she silently went near the swing of the garden where Sid was sitting and was doing something in his mobile , Roli silently went behind him then went near his ear and shouted " bhoooo " Sid got startled and screamed " mummaaa ..." Out of fear then immediately got up but fell down because before scaring him Roli tied both of his shoe laces with each other.... Roli laughed aloud seeing Sid's state... Sid looked at her dreamily and thinks " if you will promise to laugh like this then I am ready to fall Everytime ..." He came out of his thoughts then tied his laces correctly while giving her warning " you scared me girl ... now you see what I will do with you.."

Roli ran towards the house and Sid too ran behind her trying to catch her , Roli entered the house and directly runs towards Raj and hid behind him everyone laughed after seeing sid ... his clothes became dirty because of falling down and some of the soil was covering his face making him look funny ...

Sujatha : how did this happen beta ...

Siddhant looked at Roli faking anger while with a jerk Roli hid behind Raj and peeps from behind " because of your daughter only see how she is hiding behind "

Sujatha get it now about what Raj and Roli were discussing " ohh ...so this is the thing you both were planning about " Sujatha asked looking at Raj and Roli ... Roli innocently nodded yes while Sid got to know it's his father's work , he turned towards him and gave him a glare , keeping his hand on hip he told sternly " daaddd .."

Raj make a strict face then said coldly " you will show your eyes to your father hmm "

Siddhant became afraid seeing Raj's face and nodded no like a scary kitten making everyone laugh...later on Roli took him to her room so that he could clean himself.. after entering into the room Roli directly asked him " why didn't you came inside Siddhant ji "

Siddhant : I wanted to know what you will do if you won't find me , how you will ask for me but dad naa he told you about me staying in garden and send you...ok leave that , you know why they are here ( Roli nodded no Sid joined his forehead with her then continues ) to meet you and also to talk about our marriage it's after one month...

Roli hugged him in happiness ...both were like that for sometime but then Sid broke the hug and said " I have a surprise for you "

Roli excitedly asked " where's is that Siddhant ji "

Siddhant took out her gift from his coat and gave to her... Roli opened it hurriedly and her eyes gets moist after seeing that , it was her new diary with the same cover page full of minions.." your Bob .." said sid giving her a smile but roli's eyes started shedding tears , she reminds how she burned her diary.. Sid wiped her tears then said " no Roli ... not now ok , from now onwards you are not allowed to cry , I want to see a smile on your face always my princess ... just forget everything and start a fresh ..think it as  whatever happened was your past life and now you are living a new life like as after your rebirth..."

Roli nodded and promised him that she will try to forget everything...

Days passed on everyone were trying there best to make Roli forget everything... they never let Roli to stay alone , sometimes Sid stay at roli's house or sometime he took her to his house and if Sid is not there then Meena used to accompany her , Sid involved Roli in different courses so that she can stay busy and don't give time to those things , roli's Sundays were booked with Sujatha she used to teach new dishes to Roli  , slowly slowly Roli was coming out of that trauma and started living her life again ...

One day everyone were gathered in roli's house on lunch and also to discuss about Rosid's marriage preparation , all were enjoying the lunch together , Siddhant was continuously blabbing about his new client who was quite funny , Sujatha signals Roli something , Roli turned towards Sid with her angry face scaring him ... Sid with a jerk bend his head down and quietly started eating his food , he took his lips one side and said " Shesha..." Everyone laughed aloud making him pout.. 

Sujatha : thank you Roli ... you are very useful to me .... Sujatha winked at Sid

Sid turned towards Roli then said " from next time don't you dare to show me your angry face ok .. I'll " 

" What you will do.." asked Raj with challenging tone while Sid himself was confused what he will do , Sid looked here and there then found gulab jamun in the bowl , he took that and in a go he stuffed it inside her mouth... Roli struggles to eat that , Sid grinned and said " I will do this .."

Somehow Roli ate that then said " really ... you will do this .. then I will show you angry face Everytime because I love gulab jamun "

Siddhant slapped his forehead knowing that whatever he does to tease her it got wasted.... while others laugh..

Elders were talking in between them while Sid holds roli's hand and asks her to come ...

Roli : where are you taking me Siddhant ji..

Siddhant : shh..just come..

He took her out and made her to sit in car and drove away, Roli was continuously shooting her questions but Sid didn't answered any of these... He took her to a mall and selected a beautiful blue color gown for her and asked the attender to make her ready like a princess ,leaving Roli there Sid went out and selected a blue color three piece suit for himself matching with Roli and went to change...

Roli was first to get ready , she came out and was searching for Sid , one of the staff told Roli to wait in the waiting Sid will directly come there ... Roli was sitting in the room , one TV was there on which news was going on , she looked at it then moved her eyes soon and started thinking about where Sid went...after waiting alot she got Sid's message that he is waiting for her on counter ... Roli huffed then stood up to go out but the news which was flashing out caught up her eyes and she freezed there, unknowingly again everything started to flash in front of her eyes ... she started shedding tears , her eyes was fixed only on the TV screen...

Sid waited for sometime but there was no trace of Roli , he got confused then went to look for her , he entered the room and looked at Roli he runs to her then cupped her face and asked " hey.. Roli.. what happened dear.. what happened why are you crying " Roli didn't said anything but was just looking on the screen ...

Siddhant turned towards screen and saw the news ...the news was about a medical shop selling some medicine illegally which are not less than any poison and it was the same shop from where Roli went to buy that poison and after seeing that place again her mind rewinded all her past in front of her in just few seconds breaking her , till now Siddhant have tried to remove everything from her sight which could remind her of her past including that shop too...yes Sid was the one who complained about that shop owner for selling deadly poison illegally and after that his license was cancelled and shop was closed and unfortunately today was the day and that's why Roli happened to see this...

Siddhant turned towards Roli , he knows that what will be running in her mind , he hugged her and wiping her tears , he took her out and then made her to sit in car then drove to his destination... Roli was silent throughout the journey ... Sid too didn't forced her and gave her time....they reached at the hotel where Sid had planned for tonight's date but after seeing Roli it seems like his effort got wasted because of that stupid news....

Siddhant parked the car and went to roli's side and opened the door , he forwards his hand to her but she was lost in her thoughts... Sid waited for two three minutes and after that he bent down and took Roli in his arms and then started going inside...

Roli was shocked to see this..she looked at Sid but he was in his own world ... " Siddhant ji what are you doing put me down " said Roli after seeing that everyone is watching them ...

Siddhant smiled and said " I have given you chance but you only denied so now bear it .."

Roli : when Siddhant ji..

Siddhant : when you were  lost on another planet then..

Roli : another planet ...??? Siddhant ji what are you talking..put me down Everyone is watching us..

Siddhant : let them watch I don't care...

Roli : Siddhant jiiii... please

Siddhant : shut up ...

Roli pouted her lips then snuggles on to his chest hiding her face because now she knows , if he decided something then he won't stop ...there booking was on rooftop and isolated from all the crowd ..he entered the terrace , Roli's eyes twinkles and a big smile adored her face after seeing the decorations .. Siddhant puts her down , Roli was awestruck by seeing the place decorated with little dim lights and flowers making it look like heaven under the beautiful moon... Roli was looking out the decorations and enjoying the peaceful environment with cool breeze..she sometime touches flowers then goes near lights to play with it and then she went to the edge and looked at the full moon , it was such a heavenly feeling for , she stood up there and started gazing at moon with a smile..

Siddhant was watching Roli silently without disturbing , he felt so happy seeing her enjoying forgetting everything... he went near Roli and back hugged her , firstly Roli got jerk but feeling him she made him hug her more tight and then rested her head on him and then both started looking at the moon feeling each other's presence ... Siddhant snuggles into her neck from behind and asks her " did you like it ..."

A tear escaped from roli's eyes and some words slipped out from her mouth " thank you ..."

Siddhant raised his head and then looked at roli's face and found a tear scrolling down , Sid dismayed and immediately turned her towards him he cupped her face and asked " hey.. what happened.." 

Roli kept her hands over his and pressed more... then looking into his eyes she said " thank you Siddhant ji...thank you for everything whatever you have given to me , thank you for saving me that day , thank you for loving me this much , thank you for giving me my family , thank you for helping me to come out of my past , and I know you are the one to close that shop ..thank you Siddhant ji ...and yaa also thank you so much for being reason for me to live again ... I want to live again and again if you are the reason for that life ... I love you Siddhant ji ... I love you so much.."

Siddhant was just looking at her and tears were scrolling down from his eyes , he always knows that she loves him but she had never said it directly and today finally she confessed it...

Siddhant wiped his tears and with a smile and excitement he asked " say that again .."

Roli cupped his face and looking into his eyes she confessed " I love you Siddhant ji .."

Siddhant hugged her tightly and swept her off her feet then swirls her around in happiness and shouted in joy..." I love you too my princess ..." 

Both hugged each other tightly and shed happy tears ... Roli tilted her head and looked at him then said " Siddhant ji ... I wanna live again ... I want to forget everything whatever happened back then and start a new life in which I won't let my past to interfere in it more as it did today and I promise you from today onwards I will never let them to come near me and from today I want to restart everything from starting but this time with you...yes Siddhant ji  I want to start a new life with you...for you... you asked me that day right " will you live for me ?? " That day I haven't answered your question but today I am saying ... Yes Siddhant ji ...yes I will live for you only and only for you...my this life is only for you" 

Siddhant cupped her face and wiped those tears which were trying to slip out of her eyes and then kissed her forehead and mumbles " thanks Roli , I love you so much " he moves near her face and captured her lips , Roli too started responding and Soon they lost in themselves ....

From that day Roli never ever thought about her past again , she left that chapter of her life behind and never tries to open it again and as promised Sid gave her a new life full of happiness and lots of love making her to crave to live more only for him.....

PAST .... It is a chapter of everyone's life , some have sweet some bitter , for some it seems like a sweet dreams but for some it's just haunted nightmare.... whatever happens in your life is for a reason .. every chapter of your life teaches you something but just the matter is some learn from it and some just flip the page and jumps to next chapter but it won't leave you because you have left something there ..... and at last the last option they thinks is to suicide but before taking that step just go behind and reread it because what if life has stored something precious for you and you missed to reach it that time and ended up here thinking you don't have any reason to live.... Before taking any step once analyze your own life and see what if you have left something behind which is enough for you to make a RESTART ...

THE  END....

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A/N : finally my first story which I completed ... I really felt like sharing this one with you all and I don't know how much I have justified this story and about ending I don't know was it ok or not .... thanks that you all gave your time to this boring story , I tried to make it a funny one but I think I couldn't ...thank you so much for all of your love and support which made me to complete it soon... thanks alot...

Well , I want give a special thanks to Sarah di , she was the one because of whom I am here if she wouldn't have pushed me then I might have not been here today ... I can say she is a perfect blackmailer 😜😜  no one can beat her in that .. infact she only forced me to give the update today ... thank you so much di for supporting me this much Everytime whenever I needed you.. thank you di..