IshRa SS - Raman's Hormonal Battle

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Diksha Naik

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Posted: 8 years ago

#21

hey thanks for updating
interesting update
ishu wants to know Ramans feelings
do continue soon

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Vijaya Priyadarshini

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Posted: 8 years ago

#22

now ishita will ask him more questions...

interesting update

plz update soon

plz...

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Posted: 8 years ago

#23

Hi All

Part 3

Precap: Ishita reached Raman's place. After opening the door, Raman is shocked to see Ishita there.

Both are staring into each other's eyes searching for answers. Raman is the first to break the eye-lock. The first impulsive thought that occurs in his brain is 'Ishita followed him here'. But why? He is unable to think anything rationally.
R - Ishita, tum yaha kyun aayi ho ? Kya tumne mujhe follow kiya ?
I - Ha aur main aapke har sawaal ka jawab de dungi, par pehle kya main andar aa sakti hoon ?
Raman lets her in.
I - Raman, I need answers, for your behavior in these past few days and for your [looking away] revelation. That's the reason I came today.
Raman does not want to prolong this conversation as he knows he is on the losing end and he fears his short tempered nature might make things worse.
R - Ishita, I am staying in the house from tomorrow, today is my last day here. And regarding the revelation I can do nothing about it. I just said it in frustration and out of impulse. So let us not talk about it further, okay?
I(in tears) - What are you Raman ? You say anything you want, do anything you want and I should be just,,, 'okay'. What am I to you Raman ? You know before our marraige I really detested you. I do not know what happened with Shagun that she left a small kid(Ruhi) but that is a different story. But the way you ignored Ruhi and stayed away from her all these years, I really loathed you. Really Raman, still I am unable to forgive you for that. No matter what the reason, but the truth is 'you stayed away from your daughter all these years'. But after marraige I started seeing you in different light. I thought maybe, just maybe, there is still hope. But why this behavior Raman ? What have I done wrong Raman ? Atleast let me know that.
Raman's anger grew many folds hearing Ishita speaking to him that way but he was shown the mirror he needed.
[Raman's Inner turbulence]
Ishita was damned right here. He has left his daughter who was already abandoned by her mother. No matter what the reason was, he should not have left her. Afterall, She was his 'rooh'. How could he do that to her. This 'sin', he will have to carry his whole life.
He stays silent for sometime. Ishita is waiting for his answer.
R - Ishita, I will not deny this. Yes, I stayed away from my daughter. But, tell me one thing, after our marraige, have you ever seen me ignoring or neglecting Ruhi ? (here, Raman does everything for Ruhi, unlike in initial days in serial yhm). Then why are you bringing that up ? I am telling you na that I will be staying in the house from tomorrow, then what more is there to explain ?

Ishita wanted answers. Her desperation to know, why he said that, was growing more and more each day but she also knew Raman would not budge so left it at that point for now. But she decided that she will get her answers. He inner (unknown) desire to get to know Raman, her husband, was growing more and more.
Ishita went closer to Raman. This was the first time they were standing this close to each other after Raman's growing desire.
I - Okay Raman, I will not push on this topic, but you got to come home with me right now.
Raman moved away from her breathing heavily. He was very affected by this sudden closeness to Ishita.
R(selftalk) - Kya kar rahi yaar yeh madrasan. mujhe sach mein heart attack dilwake rahegi.
He composed himself and said
R - Ishita, this is my last day here, let me be. I will be there tomorrow.
Ishita did not want to give in here too.
I - Sorry Raman. You did not give me any explanation or answers, so you got to listen to this. And I wont hear a no for this.
Ishita herself was surprised by her behavior. She had this absolute urge to be with him and talk to him even if she has to keep fighting with him didn't matter to her. And she didn't know why she was behaving this way.
Raman could not say no to her now. So he gave in.
R - Okay, Give me 5 minutes, I will check if i left anything here and then we will leave. Wait a minute. You came in your car right ?
I - yes
R - okay then, you go ahead, I will be come in my car.
I - okay. Do you need any help in packing here ?
R - No, you go ahead, I will come.

Ishita, in her car, was sad, happy and also confused. She was sad as she could not get the answers she came looking for. She was happy because Raman has at least decided to stay back home. She was confused since she didn't know why she was sad for not getting answers as this should not affect her much but that was not the case and why she was happy when Raman was going to come back home as this too should not affect her much.
With all these thoughts in mind she reached home. And the first thing she saw was Raman lifting Ruhi in his arms.
She was completely surprised seeing Raman there before her.
I - aap itne jaldi aa gaye ?
R(taunt mode) - Madrasan, tune aaj prove kar hi diya, tu bhi khatara aur teri gaadi bhi khatara.
Ishita for the first time felt Raman's 'madrasan' as an endearment and did not want to reply to his taunt either. She was smiling instead.
Raman still did not know what to do with his growing desires towards Ishita mentally physically and emotionally. But he knew one thing very clearly after the conversation with Ishita. He has to do more and more and more for Ruhi. Whatever it takes, he will.
Ishita on other hand, now wanted to know about Raman's past and anything related to Raman. Her curiousity to know him was increasing day in and day out.

Things had come to normal to some extent. But during the nights, Raman, still had problems to stay in the same room with Ishita. His attraction towards her was not stagnant like water in the well but it was like water in the river/sea which is desperate to meet the ocean. The most important part was he was not just attracted to her physically but also mentally and emotionally. He was really in a fix. So, in the evening he used to try and spend time with ruhi or family or Mihir. He used to enter his room late and try and sleep avoiding any conversation.
This irked Ishita, because, now she wanted to talk to him get to know him spend time with him unaware of his desires.
One day Ishita decided to take lunch to his office.
And here, Raman, sitting in his office was having a wild fantasy of him making love to her in his office.
[Raman's Fantasy, +18]
When Ishita enters Raman's office with his lunch. Raman's last strand of self control wears off (as this was always his dream - he working in office, his wife surprises him by bringing him lunch). And, in swift movement, he goes closer to Ishita, keeps the lunch aside, holds her face in his hands. He starts moving his fingers in her long soft hairs, caressing her ears with his thumb. Ishita closes her eyes and unable to stand holds his shirt for support. Raman lifts her face, gives a wet kiss on her head. He keeps his lips lingering on her head for longer time. Then he moves his lips right behind her ears and sucks her skin. Ishita holds Raman tightly moaning his name 'Ramannn'. He turns her sideways holds one cheek in her hand and gives a long kiss on the other cheek sucking it in the end. Ishita is breathing heavily, unable to stand, her knees give away and she bends and Raman holds her giving her much needed support. Finally, Raman kissed her lips in a long and passionate kiss. It was all in one. It was forceful yet slow and gentle.
That is when Ishita enter his office. She is hell surprised to see him laughing and daydreaming.

To be continued...

I apologize beforehand to all the readers as this story is not thrilling, mysterious, or intriguing. Through this story I am trying to portray individual's thoughts. What turmoil/battle they go through when they face these situations.

Thanks Everyone.

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Suma

@Suma1012

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#24

Lovely update
Do pm me. .

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Ruurmi

@Ruurmi

Explorer

Posted: 8 years ago

#25

Your story is awesome

Do continue writing

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Vijaya Priyadarshini

@ishra_bestluv

Rocker

Posted: 8 years ago

#26

now ishita is going to think that he has lost all his marbles.. lol

update soon

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Dhiyashah

@Dhiyashah

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#27

Amazing update dear
Continue soon
I am waiting for next update
Please please continue soon
It's request

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Dhiyashah

@Dhiyashah

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#28

Lovely update
Loved it a lot
Please please update soon
I am waiting for next update
It's request update soon

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Diksha Naik

@DikshaN

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#29

superb update
loved ishra convo
ur story is very interesting
do continue soon

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GBSC

@GBSC

Dazzler

Posted: 8 years ago

#30

Wonderful update.
You've portrayed their emotions beautifully.
The title is apt.
Infact the story is pretty realistic.
Anyone marrying for the second time need not be immune to their new wife's presence.
Raman is simply being a normal man.
Ishu's thoughts seem interesting.
How she wants to understand him more n not quite understanding the reason for it ?
Raman deciding to put in greater efforts in spending more time with Ruhi n staying at home is good.
It presents a good family picture.
Ishra are taking the rt steps.
Was just wondering .
Is shags dead?.Atleast divorced n removed out of raman's system.
It would be pointless if she were to appear in their life onceagain.
Pl continue soon.