IshRa Pain
Raman blames Ishita solely for the mess Rinki marriage is in and in a fit of anger he burst out to her that she is not part of the family but Rinki is and her happiness comes first and asked her to get out of the house in front of everyone. Ishita is shocked at first then her anger comes out and she drags her family from the Bhalla house.
Bhalla all felt bad for Ishita but when they tried to talk to him he walked away angrily from that place. Ishita was in her home Raman words were repeating itself making her sad just moments before he had told her that he would consider her feelings top priority but he could not even keep the promise for half-hour she cried herself to sleep.
Raman in his room was missing Ishita very much but he could not forget Rinki words which were repeating itself that he was not caring about his siblings because of his love for Ishita.
Bala comes to Iyers house the next morning. Ishita takes him outside and talks to him in a quiet voice Bala is telling her that the decision she took is wrong but Ishita says to him that she has given up any pretext of thinking it through she just wants to be away from the problem for once. She asks will you help me or not please let me know I have to find another way if you are not going to do it. Bala reluctantly agrees to help her.
Bhalla house is quiet and sad the kids are making plans to bring IshRa together. Raman is thinking why madrasan is still not coming back home.
The kids come and ask Ishita when she is going to come home. Ishita says to them that she wanted to spend some time with patti that is why she is here. Ruhi tells her Ishima you are telling lies you had a fight with papa that is why you are hear please forgive him and come back home. Ishita hugs Ruhi and tells her don't worry I will come back home but for now I need my mother too Ruhi is half comforted with these words and comes back home discussing on the way with her bhai what new tricks can be done to bring their parents together.
Raman who was looking eagerly waiting for his madrasan to come through the door with kids was disappointed to see only kids coming home but without showing his feelings he went inside the room.
The next morning Mihir comes to the Bhalla house. He looks at papaji and tells him he needs to talk to Rinki. Bhallaji looks at Toshjii and tells to him that she is in her room. Mihir saunters of too Rinki room. Rinki seeing Mihir gets angry and tries to go out of the room but Mihir stops her and asks her to listen to him. Rinki glares at him but stays put. Raman realizing that Mihir is in home go to see how Rinki is feeling but stops outside the door listing to what Mihir says without Minky realizing the fact that someone is hearing what they are saying to each other.
Mihir says to Rinki why did you do like this. Did you not have any faith in me? Rinki says to him when you heart is filled with Mihika love where is the place for me. Mihir says to her I accepted you as my wife but you did not even accept me as your friend. Rinki says to him don't put the blame on me. Mihir says I am not putting blame I am stating a fact here you did not have to consider me as your husband you could have considered me as your friend and told me what is bothering you we could have worked out our problem instead of creating it into a big circus.
You are worried I am still in love with Mihika probably a small part of my heart will always love her for the sacrifices she did for me but right now what I feel for her is guilt that her life is spoiled because of me. First she got into a scandal because Romi was angry with me. Second time also she got into a scandal just to protect my sister; then she got into a forced marriage because of me if I had not lost my temper and smashed the chair on Suraj face she never would have married Ashok so as long as her life is miserable I will always feel guilty that it happened because of me. This guilt won't leave me until I see her leading a happy life.
Can you be happy in your married life knowing that you are reason for separation in your bhai life? Rinki say to him I did not do anything Mihir says wake up and see if you did not create this big ruckus Ishita bhabi would still be in her house instead of her mothers.
I understand you have insecurity in me being friendly with Mihika open your eyes and ears and listen to what I am saying I married you; for me marriage is a sacred institution I won't cheat on you as far as Mihika is concerned I will try to avoid her as much as possible solely because you don't like it I will do that for your happiness. If two people who hated each other in the beginning can fall head over heels in love with each other why can't we do the same as we are already friends so we can develop that friendship into something else given time? We both have to work on this marriage to make it successful. Marriage is always about compromises I am willing to make them if you feel like you can make this work come to our house but I will promise you one thing as long as I live in this world I have only one wife and her name is Rinki Aurora so saying he walks out of her room.
Raman who is at the door hears all the conversation and thinks no matter what the two individuals he trusted most puts others before their happiness he is proud to call Mihir his brother-in-law. Mihir looks at Raman and says to him I have taken an effort to clear the misunderstanding between me and my wife but I still need to fulfill my duty as a brother what are you going to do about my sister? Are you always going to hurt her?
Hearing Mihir talk to Raman in a grave voice brings everyone there. Raman tries to talk to him but Mihir stops him saying bhai let me finish what I started. Every time some things go wrong in this house everyone blames bhabi even if it is not her fault. Tell me what her fault is when Param tried to molest her but what we did instead of believing her we threw her out of the house. How many times you have made her apologize to Shagun and Adi without any fault of hers just to make Adi happy. What is her fault in me getting married to Rinki she was not even here when you guys fixed the marriage of Rinki with the NRI guy she took care of all the wedding arrangements after you guys fixed the alliance but what did you guys do in the mandapam you guys solely placed the blame on her that she is the one who made a mess of Rinki life so she did not want Rinki life to be an issues so she did what she thought best at the time if you guys had problem with me getting married to Rinki you should have spoken at that time she did not force anyone to stay quiet everyone of you knew I loved Mihika it was not a secret.
I agreed to the marriage for three reasons. First the mess was created by my sister Shagun. Second I thought Mihika cheated on me and moved on and third but not least I thought Rinki is my friend and she would understand me better as she came back from Australia with her broken heart also so I thought we could heal each other and make this marriage work.
He turns to Rinki I have told my reason to get married to you what was your reason to get married to me as you also knew I was suffering from a broken heart when you married me? Rinki looks at him without an answer for his question.
You guys always blame bhabi as she never utters a word against anyone of you. She forgave mummyjii and Simmi after the Param fiasco. She forgave Romi after his MMS scandal of Mihika and ruining Bala life. She forgave Adi for all the antics he did with her. She bought her satun home just so that you could spend time with your son and bond with him and every time you hurt her she forgives you easily without any apology that is why you guys never realize her value.
Raman is dumbfounded after hearing Mihir accusation as he realizes whatever Mihir said was true and he did not like the way Mihir painted the picture of his marriage life. He always thought no matter what love will prevail all the small things but Mihir lectures starts him wondering how long with love last if this continues.
Raman tries to answer to Mihir when a person comes in hands him a sealed envelope. Raman asks what this is. He replies he doesn't know he was just asked to deliver and leaves. Raman opens the envelope the first thing he finds is a receipt stating for the amount he paid for amma medical bills and Iyers rent have been transferred to his account. His hands shook when he was opening the letter as he had inkling what the letter might contain the letter was addressed to him formally
Mr.Raman Kumar Bhalla,
Enclosed with this letter is the money you spent on my parents. I have paid all my debts to you with interest on in it. My parents will move out of your house by the end of the month. You have your kids and family with you to take care. Thanks for giving back my self-respect after Param fiasco. Thanks for being there as a support to me after amma accident. I don't know how well I would have handled that being alone but the biggest thank you for you is for making me feel like a mother in the past year and half. Give my love to Ruhi and Adi and say sorry to both of them especially to Ruhi as I won't be able to fulfill the promise I made to her. Take care of the Mummyjii, Papajii, Simmi, Rinki and Romi sorry as you threw me out of the house so I have no more relationship with them so take care of Mr and Mrs Bhalla, your sisters and brother. Please let Rinki know I always wanted her to be happy.
Take care of yourself.
Ishita Raman Bhalla (Scratches it and writes below)
Ishita
Raman reading the letter lets goes it from his hand and falls on the floor. Mihir comes to him and asks him what happened bhai Raman without answering him runs towards Iyers house to see that their door is locked. Rinki picks up the letter and reads it and feels really bad about it that she is the reason that her bhai is suffering now.
Raman comes back home trying to call Ishita but her mobile comes as switched off. Bhallji is calling Iyer, Toshjii is calling Madhavi, Simmi is calling Mihika, Rinki is calling Vandu and Mihir is calling Bala. No one is picking up the phone.
Raman is utterly devastated thinking what he has done now in his anger and worried for his madrasan.
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Maya
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