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hi all , though i have always silently read all the posts in this forum i never took unto writing. But this near confession/confession has surely had its way with me and her i am with my very first post on Ishra. Hope you guys like it. Please provide your inputs with you valuable comments.
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"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."
As he looked in the mirror giving a final brush to his sexy yet subtle hair he suddenly reflected on how he could even think of leaving her. What a turmoil she must have gone through. He could clearly see it in her eyes which were expressing volumes, on her lips which were fully prepared to utter those magical words, in her every walk which just wanted him to be with her, yet he choose to ignore all of them giving himself a lame excuse of sacrifice. Yes damn it was so LAME.
Was he actually setting her fre or instigating more pain in her. He closed his eyes as his heart thumped with an answer which he was very well aware of. He felt so so stupid. So Stupid to think that she will be happy without him, so stupid not to understand that she will also miss him calling her Jhansi Ki Rani. He did what his ex did to him though the reason might be different. It erupted on him like a volcano at the mere thought of what she must have gone through as a lone tear escaped his eye.
He remembered how when every other family member was hell bent on teasing him for his stupid antics she choose to be silent wearing a fake smile all the while. Though she chased him all the way to as well as in the airport , her anger , her disappointment and most importantly her fear of loosing her love, him , was clearly etched on her face. Back home she choose not to have an eye contact with him least all the emotions flow down like a tsunami and disrupt the peace that had settled in on his arrival.
Wiping away his tears he was determined to let her know that he would never ever leave her come what may not only in this life but in as many lives as they are re-born. He would also let her know how madly he is head over heels on her , his lovely JKR. A small smile escaped his lips at the mere mention. JKR he softly murmured to himself letting out a chuckle. Without wasting a second he swiftly moved towards the kitchen when he found his JKR cleaning up the utensils lost in her own thoughts.
He closed in towards her and held her by waist from behind and rested his head on the crook of her neck. Though she was startled at first by his actions she composed herself and continued washing without giving him a glance. It hurt him , no not the indifference she showed when they were so close for the very first time but the fact on how badly she was hurt did bring him to tears. But holding his never and not wanting to break his resolve to have his JKR back he placed a small strand of hair which obstructed her view behind her earlobe as she jerked and gave a small gentle yet sweet peck on her cheek. Oh dear !!!!!!!! How badly he wanted to do that all the time she was near him.
She could hold no longer as she faced him and started to him him on his chest with tears running down her cheeks as she muttered "Why did you even think so Raman" between her sobs. Though it hurt him to see her in pain he was happy that his JKR had opened up to him and he didnt stop her this time but let her have her way. Wrapping her with one hand her wiped her tears with the other. When she composed she started to struggle her way out from his hold as he drew her even more closer not to leave his JKR at any cost this time.
Gathering much needed courage he held her chin and made her look in her eyes and wishpered huskily " I love you Ishita. I love you truly madly and deeply. I love you for what you are and for what you are not. I love you for being with this beast in every walk on my life. I love you for all those boring lectures that you give (Letting out a chuckle as he said this). I love you for trusting me when i myself stopped doing so. I love you when you are awake just to feed me. I love you for just being there for me. Above all i love you for filling me with your love."
Saying so he let out a deep breath only to have her lips on his which took him by surprise but he regained and gave in to her love drawing her even more closer and making his tongue find its deepest buried secret desires rise up in hers. When they finally parted all she had to say was " I love you too Raman and i cant imagine staying away form you not even for a moment." Saying so she hugged him closer resting her head on his chest while he embraced her in his warmth looking up and thanking the almighty and promising never to leave his priced possession.
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