Part IV (Part A)
Ecstasy – Relationship – Guilt - Punishment & Love - Lust…
Before I go about the next much awaited part… I would like to share something with you all…
Why suddenly BhuKa? We all loved them immensely and missed them … I missed Kasturi Maai way too much but well did not try to look into the stratosphere so made peace that they are happily at one of the holy places after their theerthyatra.
But this cute girl Kavi… had her own missings for BhuKa… she was very sweetly requesting me to bring in them into the story. I did few stories after her request but unfortunately could not bring them in as I could not fit them in, but was plying, back of the mind. Wanted to make this girl happy…. But how?
For one of my project I was surfing the net when I hit against the Himalayan ranges which had remote habitats which were extincting themselves as they could not manage with living. They infact did not want to expand their family too.. and those who had kids where punished with death too. Alarmed do such things exist in this advanced technology driven century, only to land on a news about human sacrifice of young children for material benefits, power and wealth. What sort of world we are living in…. My dumbo brain shrieked and thus I penned down and in that brought our long forgotten Maai Baapu. Thanks that this is well received.
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Relationship
Sometimes many of our thoughts, bondings goes into dust, get buried and suddenly during a digging of something else we land with something we never anticipated. This is how sometimes relationships too surface.
It has been now a week since BhuKa was admitted, and literally were cleansed. The trauma they had gone through in that remote literally living in coffin has demoralized them but thanks to the modern medicine and counselling and also with the surroundings they recouped fine with Girija. Giriji shared everything right from the fatal bomb blast till the pure unadulterated soul waiting for his Maidam and the process Maidam finally turned into his Chakor and bloomed with the twins. BhuKa were just awed, amazed, tinged themselves that they were not there with their bitiya when she needed them the most. But what happened to Anjor??? Raaghav explained the pathos which happened to due to the obsessed love of the foster parents. He requested them not to rekindle the same with Chakor, though Maai was bit skeptical.
Raaghav took care of them so well that they were subliming in his love. Chakor was happy.. the kids also visited them. During the week due to the trauma of Aayansh, RagKor insisted they all slept in their massive beds together thus the Lion was handful but ensured he always held his birdie’s hand as she was cringing still within herself with guilt… He would carefully cuddle her when they had their seconds of moments but that did not make her feel good.
BhuKa was discharged and brought home. Raaghav and the kids were insisting that they stay with them in the Mansion. Though Bhuvan was for it but Maai was not as she knew Chakor was having a different view…..
Chakoria bachuwa… she hugged Mai. Mai I am sorry I did not trace you both. I feel so bad she said.
Nai bachuwa … you are not wrong nor you should you feel bad. Girija told me everything and I have no words…. She cried… but Su and Anj….. Maaai Chakor whimpered… please some times it is better we donot dig deep and remove the dust which has formed as archieves are to be allowed… I have my memories deep down that I have got overwritten due to the unadulterated pure soul, who loved me even without knowing if I would come back, even if I was living…who gathered the twins who adored me and admired me as their mother like the turtles far away in the land. I donot want to excavate anything as I am just surrounded with love and pure souls and my life is them my Raaghav, my boys and my twins…. Maai understood and also Bhuvan… true chakoria thum teek bolath hai. Some memories should not be kindled. They packed their bags… the boys were upset but when they said that they have to go to their own place to take care of AZ in place of Chakor they understood. They assured that they would come every month and also the kids can now have a holiday with them. Raaghav stood silent as he knew its Chakor’s decision and she knows it better.
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Can Guilt and Punishment be in love?
The boys started school and so did the roses…both had full day school. it was noon time and Chakor was in their room…. She was thinking of the happenings and was shuddering… she was wearing just a slipon pink top and skirt just after coming back from her coaching meeting as she wanted to be bit free before changing to her regular salwar when she will set out to go to bring the kids from school. She was looking at the sky when a hand snaked through her from behind.
Raaghav how come you are here now…. He hugged her soothing her and sliding through her tops. I know you will be dull so came to have lunch with you.. he realized that she had the tops alone… hugged her just below her assets.. Feeling free…I like this…. Makes things easy.. spoke very huskily. She held his hands when there was tear drops. He turned her towards him, He was in his sleeveless T and simple pyjama what happened, why are you still feeling low he asked… … making her sit in the diwan…
She teard, Raagahav I feel so guilty.. am unable to still come to terms. It was my mistake making you send the children. What would have happened, she shivered. You were right, we should not have sent them.. if something had happened to them…. I know you love them way too much. I am guilty. You should punish me… Please… she was on and on and on… He was just looking at her, and she was not stopping either. You never stop…. He held her head back and closed her lips in his style but this time it was just kissing … she looked at him..
You did not do any wrong!!! Why are you feeling guilty? He brought his hands over her tops… but just his proximity was hardening her peaks and it was too long since they infused… and what are you saying …. I should punish you?… You have to please she said what would have happened if they were…. He pressed his lips on her again.. Please,,, he was very soft… not aggressive… He looked into her eyes. She was still tearing but something starting to ignite in her. The longingness, the loss of his warmth and cuddle over the past week..
He just hugged her kissed on her forehead…Yes I love them but what make you feel I love them more than you.. He carried her in their room and placed her in the sofa, kissing her… nape. Raaghv you have to please… what??? Punish me she said… I must do what you say he asked?? Yes!! She was still in tears. He just looked into her eyes… placing kisses on her face and cheek.. she wanted more but he was going slow… he hugged her crushing her and just squeezed her assets with the thin tops on… she was caressing his T… she slid down the sofa and he was over her just going over her skirt and caressing her thighs.. She felt something hindering…. She wanted more of him… It was difficult for him too…. His urge was increasing but he was going with his way.
He was caressing her waist and her back…. She was surprised… she went to his pyjamas and removed it and felt his boxers. He was indeed hardened but…. He carried her to the bed… kissed her assets on the tops… she wanted his feel over her… whats happening he was over her but her sweety agitated inside her skirt, waiting for the naughty but he was jailed inside the boxers. Igniting, throbbing but …Raaghav….
She held his face and said I love you…I love you too he said…. But…she had a questioning look… I want you Raaghav please why are you punis…..her eyes opened wide…. She realized he was doing what she wanted him to do…..he stopped looked into her eyes with tears.. Chakor I too feel guilty for making you feel guilty that I love the boys more… I love them yes…. They showed me what life is but my love for you is above everything, above my own life…. And if I had made you feel that my love for you is less then I have to punish myself…… I cannot punish you. You are my queen, my life, my everything. They both hugged each other, tears in their eyes… love was driving them more than passion, yes lust and passion are necessary but love is beyond everything, guilt and punishment has no place in love. Love wins everything. She smiled kissing him harder on his lips… removing his boxers…. She went ahead lifting her tops… Budda she said…. Looking at the feast in front of him he just took one sucked and kneaded the other…. I just want my bold sexy birdie not a cry baby…and you can never do anything wrong… he was harsh on her…she moaned. Emotions and passion was flaring.. Throwing away the skirt the naughty was happily throbbing to kiss the sweety when his phone rang!!!! Oops….. they rushed….. to the school…. Palpitating.
Aditi ………………….
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Mumma Hen was in one corner angry…. the roses on the other.
Like the rowdies she is also…. Why did you do??? Nooooo whined the rose…. Manish hit sleep piya….piya cryyyy so adi tapaaal tap…. Swaying her little hands…in the air Anan was nodding yes yes…. mumma
The boys outside the room signaling the roses …
My sexy Queen… chup… you are reason of this…. Haan is it!! yes I am the reason… looking at her seductively not one for two… pulling her close to him, squeezing her down…
Raaghav…hmmmm. They were working out in sync at the gym.. …. The pushups were rhythmic….
The oil was cold but turned warm with their massage… she was shining in the oil.. she was on the bathroom floor in her birth………… with her hands up..her left leg half bent.. eyes closed… his toned torso was shining in oil… placing her right leg on his shoulders………….
His eyes were……… the love…the lust… the longing…..
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