He herd everything ? Is he hurt ? Should I ask ?, I asked myself .
"Tum yaha'n kia kar rahe ho?" I asked him with a low voice.
"Woh main baad main btaunga, You look tired come to the cafe I'll buy you something" He said and I did't feel anything unusual in his voice.
"Maybe he did't hear anything" I thought.
I and samay went to hospital cafe where he asked me to wait but I again asked him why he's here again ?
"Suraj ki call aayi thi, He said tum yaha'n akeli ho, bina kuch khaye, piye isliye main tumhare paas aa jau'n. Happy to know, now wait I'll get something for you to eat" he said casually and left.
"Suraj called him, even in so much tension and a disturbed state he worries for me" Tears started to form in my eyes..
Why Suraj ? Why you had to do this to me ? How beautifuly our love story started and look where we are now. I promised myself to keep you in my heart forever and love you forever, but your one lie in order to save imli made me hate you each and every second of my life while I still loved you, I loved you so much that I had to bear the pain of hating you alongside the pain you were feeling from my hate.
Muhabbat ki kahani main
kaha'n yeh morh aatey hain
K jinko dill main rakhte hain
wohi dill torh jaatey hain
(In the story of love.
where do these truns come from ?
that, those you keep in heart
are the ons to break your heart)
My tears were falling on my hands continuously. I was lost in the pain when a hand offered me tissue. I looked up and it was Samay. I immediately wiped my tears.
"Woh, Imli ...imli k sath jo huva..main bss" Words refused to come out of my mouth.
"Jinhe jhoot bolna nahi aata unhe koshish bhi nahi karni chahiye' He said with a smile and I looked at him.
"I heard everything. Seriously yaar your and suraj's love story is full on filmy, but I'm not a hero I can't sactifice the ones I love" he said and I relized what he meant. But before I could say anything I heard something from T.V. A news reporter gave a breaking news " Blast at Seetaapur bus stand, 13 dead, 41 in critical condition and rest are injured" My heart just stopped remembering suraj went to seetaapur bus station to go to delhi. My face went pale and all the voices around me faded. The only thing I could see was Suraj's smiling face and the only thing I could hear was my own heart beat. I did not wait for anything or anyone I just came out of hospital running. I just wanted to see my suraj, hug him, feel him and let my heart know that my Suraj is fine. Suddenly a pair of hands grabbed me.
'Chakor, calm down" said samay who was holding me.
'kaisey, woh suna nahi tumne kia kaha unho ne t.v main ..Suraj..Suraj wohi'n par hai..use kuch ho gaya toh..I'll die" My breathes were uneven .
"Don't worry, lets go there in my car." He said and we left in his car.
When we reached there everything was a mess. many people, police, medical teams, fire brigade, were present there, many busses were still on fire and black smoke was rising from the area. I looked around me, sound of amublance, police cars, and fire brigade cars echoed in my ears along side the loud crying of injured people's and mourning of those who's dears died. Samay took notice of my condition and asked me to stay here he'll go and check. But how can I just stay here ? I want to look for him. My feet moved on there own and I asked a passing by policeman, explaining him suraj's clothes, height, whether he has seen someone like this.
"Aagey jaa k jakhmiyo'n mein dekho nai mila toh udhr uss taraf dekha saari dead bodies wohi hai" He mercilessly said to me. I felt as if his each and every word is getting peirced through my skin. I wanted to slap him, beat him, curse him for even thinking that My Suraj is...I could't even bring those words out of my mouth. But even before I could say something He left from there.
I again looked around me, an injured man was being taken on a stretcher, he had blood all around him. I shut my eyes and suraj's face appeared before me. His smiling Face.
Ishq de saare kamm avalley
Jaan liya bin ay na talley
Main jee jaava'n yaa marr jaava'n
Maula bann de yaar de palley
( Everything love does is sensless
It does not leave without taking your soul
whether I live or die
Oh God please tie me with my love ( Lover )
Rabba tuhi jaaney mera haal, Dill naiyo lagda
Jindri meri behaal, Dill naiyo lagda
Yeh akhiyaa'n dhundti haar gai
kaha'n hai mera yaar bataa dey
Yeh saare din raat guzaar gai'n
mila de mera yaaar
'Maula, maula mera yaar mila dey,
Maula, maula ikk baar mila de
Dill devey tenu waasta waasta pyaar da
( God only you know my state, my heart does't feel anything
My soul is disturbed, my heart does't feel anything
These eyes are tird of searching
where is my Love, please tell me
I've spent all the nights and days { Without him }
Please make me meet my love
God, Oh god please make me meet my love
My heart is pleading you in the name of love )
I was searching here and there madly. Someone in carrying a body collided with me and I fell, my sandal's strip broke. I threw my shoes away and started to run here and there . I did not find him. Defeated I fell on my knees and let out a loud cry..."Suuuraajjj"
Todhna tha agar tune, dill yeh banaya kyu'n
dill na milane they toh, ishq sikhaya kyu'n
tu badle main lele chahey jaan meri...
milaa dey mera yaaar..
Maula maula mera yaar milade..Maula maula ikk baar mila dey
dill devey tenu waasta..waasta pyaar daa.
( If you wanted to break, why you created this heart
If you wanted to seperate our hearts, why you taught ( heart ) love ?
You can take my life instead if you want to
But make me meet my love..
God, Oh gGod let me meet my love, God, oh God just for once
My heart is pleadiong you, in the name of love )
I opened my eyes and everything was blurred due to my tears. Someone patted pon my shoulder I looked up to see samay.
"Maine kaha tha na kahi'n matt jaana, utho chalo mere sath" He said and helped me up. I tried to say something but my breathes were uneven because of crying. He took me little away from the crowd and I saw someone's blurred image, sitting under a tree dusting off his clothes. I felt alive after seeing his face. He was none other than Mmy Suraj. I forgot everything and everyone and Ran toward him bear feet.
'Maula, maula mera yaar mila dey,
Maula, maula ikk baar mila de
Dill devey tenu waasta waasta pyaar da
God, Oh god please make me meet my love
My heart is pleading you in the name of love )
I ran as fast as I could and Hugged him..Hugged him with such force that he took 3 steps back and had to hold the tree to refrain himself and me from falling, He hugged me back after balancing himself.
"What is wrong with you ? Tumne pichle dino mujhe jitni takleef di woh kaafi nahi thi ? tum tum chahte ho main marr jau ? " I said crying, while still hugging him.
"Nahi chakor, yeh kaisy baat kar rahi ho hum aisa soch bhi nahi sakte." he explained and I parted from him and looked at his face. His head was bleeding a little. I touched his wound and he wiped my tears.
"Tum yeh bilkul matt samajhna k maine tumhe maaf kar diya hai." I said and he tried to say something but I place my finger on his lips.
"Humne tumhe rab se bghi zyaada chaaha hai suraj, magar tumhe hume 1 pal main paraya kar diya kisi aur k liye. Agar tum mujhse kehte k tumne jo kuch kaha or kiya imli ki izzat bachane k liye kaha toh kia main tumhara yaqeen nahi karti ? I asked him.
'Hum tumhe btana chahte they chakor magar..magar tum aisy haalat main nahi thi k humari baato'n par yaqeen karti" he explained
"Toh meri uss haalat ka zimmedaar kaun hai suraj ? Tumne ek baar bhi nahi socha k jo larki tumhare liye Kn par goli chalaa sakti hai, apne maa baapu kijaan k uper tumhari jaan k bare main soch sakti hai, jo tumse itna pyaar karti hai k agar usey tumhare or puri dunya k bich kisi ek ko chun'na pare toh woh haste haste poori dunya ko aag laga sakti hai, uss larki ko pal pal tumne nafrat ki aag main jalne par majboor kiya hai suraj" I held his collar and spoke my hart out.
"Hum maantey hain humse galti hui, galti nahi bewakoofi hui, pleas chakor tum..tum hume maaro, daanto'n yaa jo marzi karo par..par kisi or ki matt ho jao. Hum dekh nahi payenge. Marr jayenge" He pleaded me.
"Thik hai..nahi karenge hum kisi se shaadi or iss kisi main tum bhi shaamil ho, bohat tarpaya tumne hume. Hum itni asaani se maaf nahi karenge tumhe suraj. Tumhari aankho'n k samne rahenge magar hum tumhari nahi honge. Maanao hume, yaqeen dilao k phir kabhi kisi k liye tum hume chorh kar nahi jaaoge" I cleared it to him and he hugged me.
"Thik hai, hume chaahey tumhe jitna manana pare, yaqeen dilana parey hum karenge sab karenge" He said happily.
We both stayedm like that for few minutes before I remembered about Samay. I got away from him and looked back but samay was no where to be seen. Suraj asked me, who I'm searching for ? I shook my head and we hugged again.
2 Months Later--
"Imli showed more courage than we thought. She accepted everything as a punishment for her wrong doings in the past and decided to move one by going to mumbai and get proper education. The village is a better place now. Everyone in Azaadgunj is Azaad. there are schools, hospitals being constructed. Suraj is doing well in business. Samay, after relizing how much I and suraj love each other, happily left just like a "Filmy hero". I'm still playing hard to get and suraj is happily doing everything to woo me. Little do I know he's going to propose me to marry him tonight on our date." I wrote all this in my diary and started to get ready for our date.
I wore a beautiful blue dress, which he gifted me for our date.
I reached where our date was meant to be. The exact same place where we confessed our love for the first time after I returned from mumbai. He welcomed me with a rose in hand. After teasing each other a little he asked me for a dance and I accepted. After dance he knelt down and proposed me with a beautiful ring. At first I acted as if I'm not interested but after looking at his pale face my heart melted and I accepted his proposal.Because "He Affects Me". He made me wear the ring and we shared a Kiss.
The End...
I hope you guys liked this TS. Please do comment and tell me how it was ? Don;t mind grammattical and typo errors. Critisism is most welcome. It was't anything special just a simple yet complicated love story of our SuKor. Refrain from using bad and mean language. I'm adding the links of songs I used.
Ost of Pakistani drama "Muhabbat tumse nafrat hai"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6MdRXs9-98k&spfreload=10
Ost of pakistani drama 'Mera yaar mila de"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqag4qhPalY
Just copy paste the link. Do listen to these master peices sung by Rahat fateh ali khan, to get the feeling while reading the FF.
Much Love-Jasmene
