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I lay down in the bed until my eyes were swollen,
Not that I doubt your love,
Not that I distrust your affection,
I know all of it is genuine,
But your being is turning toxic for my existence!
I'm tired of it all!
I'm tired of putting everyone first when I'm not the same for them!
Irony maybe that putting you first have degraded my position as second forever!
Have you ever had that feeling where you don't know what the f*ck are you feeling?
Have you ever felt unwanted and replaceable?!
Have you ever felt you never did belong here?
Did you ever become a solivagant whilst being surrounded by loved ones?
Have you ever felt the dire need to hug someone and had none?
Have you ever felt empty without being sad?
Ever did you lie or even rob and acted against your morals to become anyone's favourite and ended up being outcast?
Did good by everyone but nobody did good to you?
Did you ever carve affection, attention and priority in someone's life?
Did you ever face any of it?
I hope you never, because I feel it everyday in everyway!
And I know it hurts like hot iron scalding your stomach!
I'm sorry I can never be good enough!
I'm sorry I would never be worth that much!
I'd just never be... Good Enough!
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Anupamaa
Cricket
