Originally posted by: BarunDiwani
Friendly Disclaimer: My words, thoughts and ideas are mine only, please do not copy. You are welcome to use it, but credit accordingly. Thank you!Episodes 45/46: Arshi scenes onlyIts been quiet a journey for these fated lovers, and this well planned meeting from above is milestone of sort. Today's meeting brings along with is all the events that transpired between the two since the day they first laid eyes on each other. Since then, they've made homes in each other's minds, the harder they try to kick each other out, stronger their hold on each other becomes. The CVs make some connections to their first meeting to show how far they have come and also we see a tone set for the next phase of this fascinating love story.Much has changed since that fateful night at the Sheesh Mahel, but one thing remains, even though in those initial moments this "mahesoos"(sense) was clouded by misunderstandings and bad impressions...their sense of eachother's presence was always there.Well connected thoughts and yes since Sheesh Mahal a lot changed .Its amazing how far they came from that night till here.Arnav is taking off his egoistic tycoon coat slowly around this small town gal before putting it back on.Arnav's restless mind wins, prompting him to stop his work and leans back on his chair. Eyes looking up, he shuts them, trying to catch his breath...just then his eyes open like something woke them.Love this one yes connection was always there.Only this time its overwhelming enough to make him stand up and "mehesoos." ..."khushi?" he mouths her name. Bas pata chal jata hai (you just know)He looks up to find her. what better feeling for a lover seeing what he longs for? Almost In disbelief, he watches her every step, without blinking.He was trying believing as he was watching her silently.Khushi also felt him the moment she came in but convinced herself " Gabhra mat Khushi, aaj to ravi vaar hai, aur woh laad governer to bilkul nahi" she gives herself a half convinced smile and begins to walk to her desk, unaware of the eyes following her. She sits in her chair and memories of the first time she is saved by him from a screeching car, holding her, protecting her.She closes her eyes to try and tame this feeling. but with her eyes closed, the "mahesoos(sense)" of him is even strongerAgain connection was always there but today acknowledgement is taking its place with a hint of denial.For a small town gal its natural to have fear for such feelings.My POVA whirling sound, she feels their connection, and is inclined to look up at his staring, longing, questioning face. Did he catch her thinking about him? Almost startled she stumbles a bit trying to stand, the employee interrurpts "arrey Khushiji, aap yahan? (Khushiji, you, here?)""Haan woh, Hum apna saamaan lene aaye the. samaan? ( i came to get my stuff)" He notifies her Arnav asked to have it sent to her house but no one came today its in storage room. Looking up as Arnav with anger "no need to have it sent, i know how how to get my work done and i can get my own stuff" She indirectly tells Arnav."Khushi, mere cabin mein aao, mujhe tumse kucch baat karni hai (Come to my cabin, i wan't to talk to you)" a soft tone in his voice, and using first name, he asks nicely.Yet again she ignores him. Khushi asks the employee where the storage room is and proceeds giving her self a pep talk "upar mat dekh Khushi, aur uss arnav singh raizada ki chinta to bilkul mat kar, murti leke nikkal...mat dekh usse..mat..." her voice dials down and she looks up.Yes she defies him,ignores him ,eludes him,disregards him and even dares by every move she makes today.I think she couldn't stand his silence either as he can't hers.But she never let him speak too which shows how scared and overwhelmed she is at this point.Since the day she met him, he had been a "rakshas" to her, but at one point something changed. The same man that dropped her from his first story office, came to her rescue thrice, two times risking his own life and The same man who interrogated her with his intimidation for hours one night, just stood there and listened when she unleashed her anger one him twice. Well aware her feelings for him had changed, but unwilling to acknowledge them, she does what she can to push him away. Hence the irrational behavior. What if she lets him speak and he proves he's not a monster?*que the best back score EVER* ASR takes his confident, determined, sexy as ever long strides to follow herHe completely lost his temper as she did what no one could even think about it.Must say Khushi has GUTS and that is one of the traits he fell in for.As Khushi was reaching for DM murti, ASR walks in, provoked and ready for answers. "tum apne aap ko samajhti kya ho? (Who do you think you are?)" Arnav startles her to her fall while DM slips out of her hand, he leaps to save DM and land right on top of Khushi. Thank God for the cushions she lands on. Rabba ve, the provoked face turns into a mesmerized face and Khushi is allows it.They both look into each others eyes, She notices he has saved DM. Arnav takes inhales deeply trying to breath her in...just then Khushi's colorful ringtone interrupts.Arnav stands up, and offers his hand to Khushi, irrational Khushi refuses.Arnav more hurt than insulted tries to control his anger as she takes a call from Shyaam. It was obvious he was dying to find out who she was talking to.LOVE THIS GREAT FALL as he was at the top of her.Must say really nice shot , nice angle,nice thought behind the scenes by the makers.She gave him every chance to scream today but he is having patience ufff for only Khushi...I noticed that too that he was a bit jealous of the caller.He kept his patience until she says "Hum to yahan ek minut bhi nahi rehna chaahte" infuriates him. At last she ends her call, but quickly gathers her things and tries to leave."bhaag ne ke alave aur kucch aata hai tumhe? vaise tumhara moo kabhi bandh nahi hota, phir ab kyu taala laga hua hai?" [ he feels she is always running away from him, and her "khamoshi"(silence) he can not "Bardaasht"(stand)]His voice lowers "uss di bhi mein tumhe kucch kahe raha tha, aur tum bina sune chali gaye, mujhe aishi batamee.." she starts walking towards the door while he's still talking. Arnav Singh Raizada was running out of patience, he beats her to the door and slams it so hard the handle falls."mein tumse kucch kahe raha hun Khushi Kumaari Gupta, Jab mein tumse baat kar raha to chup chaap kadi raho aur suno" in his voice, a desperation for her to listen. One wonders what this "Kuchh baat" is, if Khushi had listen, what would he have said?Nice grabber"Kuchh baat".hmmm ...Khushi is not ready yet as he is Rakshus with golden heart which is confusing her way too much.Its natural.She gets another call, when she picks up his patience is out, sheer anger on his face he throws his phone away and breaks it. He steps towards her with intemidation "maine kaha tha na, mein tumse baat kar raha hoon, Let me finish! mein" anger makes way for pain when he sees her crying.Her tears didn't effect him at Sheesh Mahel, but since the guest house incident, they bother him to no end. He wants to wipe them away but its not his place, he turns around and walks a few steps away.Khushi notices this and also the tender look from him trying to tell her something...but she ignores and continues to defy him, banging, pushing at the door.I have same thoughts for this yes her tears really have deep impact since guest house.Arnav: "tumse nahi kholega yeh, bekaar koshish karna chood do "Khushi: "aap chod dijieye, you need to stop telling people what to do, I know what i can and can't do"Arnav: "you cant listen but atleast you can think before doing something"Khushi: "nahi sun sakti!" Khushi respondsArnav: "to phir aanken bandh karke sir darwaaze pe marti raho" ASR witty commentsKhushi: "I want to get out of here and i will" Khushi stomps over to the window and opens it in hopes of a way out letting a powerful wind in.LOved this nok jhonk which heated up later.HE just wants her to listen but she is so afraid by each and every move of him that how come he is not the same as before with her.The her "laheria" (thanks Indi!) flies once again looking for Arnav, dancing for him and teasing his face (thanks again Indi!) eventually it flies off of her and lands on him, completely covering his face. Looks like her laheria has made a choice for her.Love this new word of yours and IndiRealizing she lost her dupatta, her modesty, she turns to find it on him. she quickly turns around. A very crucial moment, He holds the dupatta in his hand and look to her, embarrassed, scared and nervous.He brings it to her, beside her with his eyes lowered so she doesn't have to turn around.He learns the value of her dupatta to her. Today he gave her the respect back that he squished under his feet that night.She puts her dupatta back on but it seems to have mind of its own, connecting her back to this man she wants to detach from more than anything.YES Dupatta is in love with him but she is not giving it permission to do soShe managed to pull it off of him and goes to get a drink of water. Both reach of the glass, Arnav takes it and drinks it. Khushi thinks thats rude and refuses to take the glass he fills us for her.I found it awkward he is giving her in the same glass as he has HAQ on her somehow.my POV"aise kya deck rahe hai aap, gussa aah raha ha to nikaal dijiye, jaise aap hamesha karte hai" Khushe dare to talk to him like noone does again "tod dijiye kisi cheez ko..lage haat ye darwaaza bhi tod dijiye, kyu ki hum yahan se nikal na chah te hain, sab kucch tod dijiye!" Khushi defying continues."haan tod dunga (ya i'll break everything)!" He fires back cutting her off and throwing the water cup "Ek ek cheez todta rahung ta ki har tut ne wali cheez se tumhare kaan khule, aur tum meri baat suno (I keep breakting things so with each break your ears open and you listen to what i have to say)" [what a line!] so much desperation in his voice.Yes he is not in a mood any more to listen to her as she is not listen to him.Her defying is raging blood in his veins.But you can hear a plead in his anger.He just wants her to listen to this "kucch baat" but unforgettably this heated argument excelatesKhushi: "hum kuchh sun na nahi chahte, hame bas yahan se bahaar nikkal na hai"Arnav: "Tum sunogi! " slamming his hand on the box to her left figtening herKhushi: hamme bahaar jana haiArnav: Main kahe raha hooKhushi: hamme bahaar jana haiArnav: Khushi main tumse baat kar raha hoon, tum meri taraf...Khushi: Pahele aap darwaaza khol dijiye"Fine" he thought "if that's what it will take to get you to listen" Arnav with all his anger and strength kicks down the door leaving her in disbelief."Ab sunogi (now will you listen)?"I felt that he can't see her distress as she was because of the closed door and being alone with him in this store room.Even in his rage he wants to remove hurdle for her so she can calm down and listen to her.To his disappointment, she quickly grabs her things, "Hame aaki koi baat nahi sun ni, nafrat hai na aapko hamse, hamaari aukaad se, hamaari shaka dekhna nahi chahte na app? to khush hogiye, kyu ki hum aapki nazron se hamesha ke liye door ja rahe hai, Lacknow jaa rahe hai hum, hamesha ke liye."Hamesha hit him badly.I felt pain in my heart as he lost his mother and now she is saying that without knowing it how hard it would be for him.Thats why he asked her on Bachelor night "Promise,You will never leave me"Her line here reflects the hurt his words had caused her and how they've stayed with her, only now she's using that pain against him now. We learn later that she lied about Lucknow, was it just to see his reaction? she did study his face, it was the same look he had when she handed him the resignation.She knows she has affected him and this scared her even more so she walks out of there before he could come to terms with what she just told him"tum aise nahi ja , Khush, KHUSHI!" (just wanted to hug him here)Absolutely she knows she has hurt him but she is hurt too.At the same time she does not know what to do.Arnav yet again unable to finish his "kucch baat," only a matter of time before Khushi's strikes are up. He has tried numerous times now to get her to listen and prove he's not the "rakshas" she believes him to be.-She turned her back at teej morning and ran-She ignored him today and when he asked her to come to his office, still he followed her. this is Arnav Singh Raizada.-She refuse help from hom when he extended his hand to get her up from their fall-He bought down the door in the hope that she listens, but she grabs her things and leaveswhat is a man to do?Her irrational behavior here will have some adverse effects or their unspoken relationship in the coming chapters full of "koi faraq nahi padtas" "tum mere liye koi maine nahi rakhi" "na tumahari shakkal dekhni hai, na tumse baat karni hai" ...sighYES battle of "Farak nahin parta "just begins nowArnav comes home fuming and goes striaght to his room after telling Di he is tired. On the phone with La, furiously removing his layers of clothes . "Kisi kis himmat nahi hai mujhe khuchh kehne ki, and you know it!" but the contrasting flash backs of her refusing to listen, add oil to the fire.But the thought of her leaving for good?Well, that starts a new fire altogether.Khushi talks to DM "Lucknow waapis jaana, hamaari zindagi ka sabse acchha faisla hai" the second she says this her smile leaves her face and a sadness takes over.Even in his sleep, Arnav can't turn off her words to him "hum aapki nazron se hamesha door jaa rahe hai" He flinches in his sleep "Lacknow jaa rahe hai hum" he jumps up to his own voice telling her to stop "tum aise nahi jaa sakti, Khushi, KHUSHI! [Earlier when he told her this, it was meant to stop her from going to Lucknow.]We can almost hear his heart beating as his breathes heavily at the thought of her out of his life.How quickly has the this small town girl turned upside down the world of this man, this mighty personality? Yes he was cruel to her at first and later when he felt his guilty for the first time he told himself in the heavy rains that "Arnav Singh Raizada ko kisi ladki se koi farq nahi patda." To prove this, he pushed his cruelty to the point where something pushed back and caused him fall hard. When he saved her, protected her, held her, touched her face for the first time, nothing would be the same again. The yearning and the longing for her, he had never felt anything like this, she had already become a part of him. how does he even begin acknowledge this when she wont even listen?Now that the realization had hit both of them, the denial sets in and they both will try their best to flush each other out of their systems.Things have come a full circle, paving way for another phase, another layer...YEs realization and ACKNOWLEDGEMENT has started but with DENIALThese scenes were PERFECT, so many emotions and feelings and frustrations emoted perfectly by both Barun and Sanaya. The directing was Beautiful, Arnav's body language yearning for her, feeling the need to get close to her even at the hight of his anger...BRILLIANT! the music once again was perfectly utilized. standing ovations to the whole team!DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This one is my fav❤️ Need i say more? ok i will, loved his flinching in his sleep when she say's she leaving for good ❤️
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