Twinkle finished her job quiet early and also double checked it... she went over to balcony to watch where Kunj was she saw him on the common plot of the society guiding the workers it looked like he would take long... she glanced over to the house in front of theirs...
He finishd his job quiet drenched... and looked around... she was no whre to be seen he thought she must be busy somewhere...
He washed his face in the hall itself he was all ready to make his best tea... he walked in the kitchen and... in minutes the kitchen was filled with aroma of ginger masala... he took in the steam and...left a moan... it was Perfect...
He placed two cups on the dining with the kettle... and called her out...
'Twinkle... Twinkle...' he asked the servants but they had no idea... he entered their room and... dint find her... he called her cell... but the ring was heard from the room itslef... her phone was on the bed...
'Ye ladki bhi na..'
'Cherry bhaiya... aapne dekha kya Twinkle ko...?'
"..arey usko mene bahar jate hue dekha thodi der pehle..."
"Ye... bina bataye aise kaha chali gayi..."
It was half an hour past her dis appearance.. and Kunj was a riled up...he was worried and angry at her sillyness... but soon he started to panic... he hadnt called Leela bcoz he dint want to bother her..' Maa ko faltu mein tension ho jayegi...'
It was an hour past... and... he had called all her friends places... she was nowhere... it was time to inform Ma...
He called leela..
"Hello.. Maa. Vo...
And she walked in... she looked pale... and his first thought was is she alright... but soon... his anger build up..
He clenched his fists..
"Kya hua puttar ... phone kyu kiya..."
"Kuch nahi Maa"and he cut the call...
He walked near her... grabbed her shoulders...
"Kaha chali gayi thi... haa. TWINKLE..
BATAO... KAHA GAYI THI BINA BATAYE... PHONE BHI SATH NAHI LE GAYI THI... SAB KITNE PARESHAN HO GAYE THE... DAMNIT... AISE IRRESPONSIBLE HARKAT KAISE KAR SAKTI HO TUM..."
she swung his hands from over her shoulders...
"ENOUGH KUNJ... ITNA OVER REACT KARNE KI ZARURAT NAHI HAI... BACHI NAHI HU MEIN... KOI... AUR KAHI BHAG GAYI THI KYA... THODI DER K LIYE TOA GAYI THI... ITNA HYPER HONE KI ZARURAT NAHI HAI..."
she said looking directly in his eyes...they were wet but it showed... much anger...
He was shocked at the moment she pushed his hands away...and blasted at him... in front of every1... all left from the scene giving the two some privacy...
He closed his eyes clenched his fists... and ... took a breath...
"I m sorry... muje thodi zyda hi fikar ho gayi thi..."he said as calmly as he could and... walked past her slowly...
She was too frustrated... at the moment... and even she dint know how those words came out from her mouth but... she wanted to scream and shout at the moment... the emotional turmoil she was going on... she did wanted to cry... but Kunjs words made her build up vent over him... and...she regretted there and then.as the words came out...from her..
She stood at the spot... and closed her eyes.. as tears dropped... as she realised how much Kunj would be hurt by her actions...she pushed him..how could she push him ...away when she needed him the most...
Her eyes caught... the two empty cups...and kettle placed... over the table.. and.. remembered their deal... which added up to her guilt... 'oh babaji... please... muje is vaqt Kunj ki bohot zarurat hai... agar vo hi mujse naraz ho gaya toa... and her conscience replied...par tune hi toa use thukraya abhi.. vo toa bas teri chinta kar raha tha...'
And she looked back to call out his name.. but she only saw his back... walking out of the door... she sighed... she so wanted to be in his arms right now...
She saw her mobile in their bedroom and saw 15 miss calls from Him... he was so worried and.. she pushed him away...
She walked out from the balcony to catch a glimpse of him... thinking his one glance would calm her down... he was helping an old worker to lift something up...her soul felt some peace... and she remembered...the past hour..and half...
One and half hour back...
She glanced over to the house in front of theirs...and remembered how she used to spent hours sitting in her mothers lap in that balcony of her house... she wanted to talk to her...about all the questions brewing up in her mind... and in the urgency of knowing her answers she... forgot her mobile and... to inform him...
Her mother opened the door... and... at once hugged her...
"Mera bacha...Twinkle.. kaisi hai tu..."
Twinkle returned a half hearted hug...but she realisd... she did miss her mother a lot...
"Maa..muje aapse baat karni hai.."
"Haa.. chal...andar chal... ruk kya khayegi bol...chai piyegi...bata"
"Maa.. ye mera ghar hai mein koi mehman nahi hu...muje chai vaii nahi pine...muje baat karni hai.. papa k bare mein.."
Leela knew that this was bound to happen... she took Twinkle in her room and closed the door...
"Maa.. aap kyu muje papa se nahi milne de rahe...kyu unko mujse dur kar rhe hai... kyu aapne muje ye nahi bataya ki vo zinda hai... kya pehle se janti thi ki vo zinda hai... ki aap ko badme pata chala... badme pata chalega toa aapne muje bataya kyu nahi...agar pehle se pata tha toa... kyu muje ye dhoke mein rakha ki unki maut ho gayi hai... kyu muje tadapne diya pura bachpan... kya aapko bilkul bhi taras nahi aya apni beti par... jab vo apne baap ko yad karke roti thi... jab vo apne dosto k papa ko dekh kar jalti thi...bataiiye Maa...bataiiye..."and she broke down... in tears.. the shock's reaction was adamant of her face...
Leela made her sit in the bed...
"Puttar...shant ho ja.. plz.. rona band kar..."
"Nahi maa... batiiye muje... muje rone dijiye... itne saalo tak roti rahi tab... aapko khayal nahi aya..."
"Beta tu janti hai na teri maa tujse kitna pyar karti hai... haaan.. janti hai.. na... tu kaise soch sakti hai ki... muje tere ansoo se farak nahi padta..."
"Toa.. kyu aise dhoke me rakha muje... aur aab jab papa zinda hai.. toa aap muje unse milne nahi de rahi... aap muje unse baat bhi nahi karne de rahi..."
Seeing Twinkles tears Leelas heart melted she knew she had to... clear things up... Twinkle was no small kid ... now.. she was mature and.. would want to know the reasons.. of this big secret which she kept all this years...
She knew she could not reveal the truth to her.. but she would tell her about the true face of her father maybe she would understand and stop being stubborn on meeting RT...
"Puttar vo tere pita kehlane k layak nahi hai... puttar... tu janti hai na.. kaise Kunj k khilaaf unhone case kiya... vo mere kehne par bhi nahi hai tayar case vapas lene k liye..."
"Maa.. par.. unki beti unse kahegi toa.. zarur karenge..aur aise kya kar diya ki vo pita kehlane k layak nahi hai..aapne toa unko.mauka hi nahi diya pita banne ka..."
"Tu janti nahi hai Twinkle unko.. .. vo ache pati nahi ban paye... ache pita kaise ban payenge..."
"Maa vo aapke pati hai... ap kaise bol sakte hai unke bare mein aise...agar mein Kunj k bare mein aise baat karu toa... kaisa lagega apko"
Leela was loosing her cool...obviously Twinkle was unaware about all the past but why was she including Kunj in this talk..
"KUNJ K SATH UNKO COMPARE KARNE KI KOSHISH MAT KAR TWINKLE.."
Twinkle was shocked at the authority in her mothers voice...but her dam was breaking too..
"Maa... aapne muje itne sanskaar diye... patni k farz k bare mein.. par.. aap khud kaise apne farz se mukar gaye..."
"Twinkle tu samajne ki koshish kyu nahi kar rahi"
"Kaise samju maa.. jis maa ne.. muje mangalsutra aur sindoor ka mahatva samjaya... vo khud apne pati k zinda hone k bavajud... itne saalo se bina magalsutra aur sindoor k kaise reh rahi hai..."
"Twinkle bas kar... vo tere pita banne k layak nahi hai.. unko bas apni padi hai.. kisi ki fikar nahi hai unko.."
"Ma ye aap kaise keh sakti hai... unhone toa muje dekha hi nahi.. bada hote hue... vo ache pati nahi ban paye.. iska matlab ye thodi haj ki vo ache pita nahi ban pate... aap ne apne... galat femi ki vajah se.. mera..bachpan bina papa k pyar k kar diya..."
"Aisi baat nahi hai... unko naa kisi se pyar tha...na kisi ki chinta..unko bas junoon hota tha...jiskeLiye vo kuch bhi kar sakte hai... kisi ko bhi chot pohcha sakte hai... apni biwi ko bhi... apni beti ko bhi..."
"Maa.. apne kabhi unse pyar nahi kiya... pyar mein bhot takat hoti hai... jo insaan ko badal sakte hai... aap hi ne muje sikhaya hai... muje... aap..ko ek bar bhi khayal nahi aya ki aap.. bina sindoor mangalsutra itne saalo se rahi.. toa.. kahi unko sach mein kuch ho na jaye... ya unse aap itni nafrat karti hai.. ki aap chahti hai.. ki unko kuch ho jaye.. isliye...aap aise bina sindoor magal...
SLAPP...
"BAS...
BAS... KAR... CHUP HO JA.. BINA SOCHE SAMJE... JO MAN MEIN.. AYE BOL RAHI HAI... TUJE APNI MAA PE ITNA BHI BHAROSA NAHI... JISNE TUJE ITNA PYAR DIYA.
TERI KHUSI KO HUMESHA AAGE RAKHA.. TUJE AKELE PAALA...AUR TU.. AISE BAAT KAR RAHI HAI MUJSE... US INSAAN K LIYE JISKO JANTI TAK NAHI TU... HAA..
KARTI THI MEIN UNSE PYAR... BOHOT PYAR KARTI THI... ITNA PYAR.. KI TU SOCH BHI NAHI SAKTI... UNKE SATH PURI ZINDAGI BITANE KA SOCHA THA... ZINDAGI K HAR SUKH DUKH UNKE SATH BAATNE KAA SOCHA THA... PAR PYAR SIRF MEIN KARTI THI UNSE... UNKA MERE LIYE SIRF JUNOON THA... JO... MUJSE SHAADI KARKE... KHATAM HO GAYA... TUJE KYA LAGTA HAI... KI MENE APNI SHADI BACHANE KI KOSHISH NAHI KI... MENE HAR MUMKIN KOSHISH KI THI... UNKA DIL FIRSE JITNE KI... KI VO FIR SE SHADI SE PEHLE VALE... RANDHIR BAN JAYE... MERE RANDHIR... JINKO PYAR HUA THA MUJSE... PAR SHADI K BAD VO BADAL... GAYE...
TU JANTI HAI... TERE AUR YUVI K BARE MEIN MUJE PATA CHALA TOA MUJE APNA ATEET DIKHAYI DIYA TUJME...ISLIYE MEIN TUJSE NAARAZ THI TAB... TERI ZINDAGI KUNJ FARISHTA BAN KAR AYA HAI... TWINKLE... SOCH AGAR TU YUVI SE SHADI KARTI TOA TERI ZINDAGI KAISI HOTI... TU SOCH SAKTI HAI APNI ZINDAGI KUNJ K ALAVA KISI AUR K SATH... BATA MUJE...
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