Hey Viji,
Whenever I see Swaragini now-a-days sometime or the other it naturally comes to my mind that if the CVs have read your stories and taken their inspiration, but every time I read one of your stories a new side of our Sanskar comes up that blows always my mind..
True to the beautiful banners you posted just now he is the extreme..in everything he do..his personality is like the vastness of sky and his thoughts have the depth of the deepest ocean..and you always do justice to it..u knw earliest I used to think I loved Sanskar for what he is by watching him in it..but now whenever I relate to him I always have the Sanskar of your stories..so powerful, so much intensity who can be an Angel and a devil at the same time, you make us love him even more..whenever I think I have understood his personality you always bring a new side of him..
Coming to the drabble, you always make me speechless..the beginning was so powerful a nd heart wrenching,the way he consoles himself that Swara has is no longer with him, she could have done anything but she choose to leave him somewhere knowing he will suffer the most when she will not be with him..
Very truly said wounds never heal,its just that we get used to live with them..they become a constant reminder, with time we can learn to forget the pain, but the ache is always there and Sanskar wounds run so deep..that even if Swara tries and heal them, they will still be there..a reminder of what she has done..
That call seriously took my breath away, intensity at its peak, anguish was reflecting from his every action and I think Swara gasp of pain clearly told that even she was surprised that her actions were so powerful that they had ripped him apart from inside, if only she would have though I'd the ramifications of her actions, what it would do to him..
That was beautiful really how Sanskar drinks even reminds of her, he would never be able to forget her no matter what he does, everything action or everything in one form or other will remind him of her..When she came in his life he was a devil, she changed him into an angel, he was her Knight, her love and soulmate and then when she left him, it had turned him into an empty shell filled with bitterness and hatred..for he her family always came first, it is understandable that she didn't had her family but due to that keeping Sanskar always below her family really is foolish, what can't for once he can be above everyone else, totally agree with you that the dependency of their relationship lies on Lakshya return , she once taught him the importance of Sindoor and now she herself, for once I want to see her just placing Sanskar at his top most priority, he can lay down his everything for her but she, and now he is all set to ruin her, he knows he will be destroying himself along with her but I don't think it is going to stop him..
The lines where he is says he will be asking pain for her at prayer tore my heart, he is really broken into se many pieces that it can a lifetime for Swara to bring them together, but even in this quest of hurting her,bringing her tears, will bring more pain to him and truly said even after everything his heart still beats for her and it will never be able to hate her because its made to love her always..
Heartbreakingly beautiful..you make me speechless every time..
Love,
Piya