Fangirl part 9
Hi all pls do tell me how was the date... I have no personal experience n hence written what I felt a date could be like... Pls do share ur views...
At a news room... Sunday...
Boss- I want some hot news... Esi news Jo Tehelka macha de..got it..
Shail(photographer)- yes sir...
Boss-get that news or u will be fired .. .
Sahil- I won't disappoint you sir...
Boss-good...
At swara's place...
Sanskaar POV-
10 minutes or so I am waiting for her...uff much time u n she needs so much of time.. but when my eyes fell on her ... I must say "sabar ka phal meethe hota hai".. she wore a beautiful red knee length dress..plan simple yet beautiful.. it suits her..
Swara POV-
I was dumbstruck... Omg was this sanskaar sir ..I mean really.. my heart skipped Beats.. I couldn't breath .. he wore a blue shirt n complementing jeans..N he was super hot...
Aah..my foot slipped n I was about to fall but I felt a pair of 2 strong arms around me..
Sahil POV-
Omg ... What I saw... Sanskaar Maheshwari.. yes sanskaar Maheshwari..the rebell ..is holding a girl in his arms...yeah yes... I am happy today...I saved my job... Bas... Love myself...wah thank God...
(After. This sahil turns up his camera n is all set to click their pics)..
All povs end..
Sa-are you okay ..
Sw-hmm..
Sa- (husky tone)- vese u r just stunning miss Bose.
Sw-n u r sizzling Mr. Maheshwari..
Sa-oh really... Ahan... So prove...
Sw-(getting up)- not here Mr.
Sa-oaky... N makes her stand properly...
They both left...
They started with a long drive to a botanical garden followed by a movie.. followed by lunch ..N then an amusement park ..N finally haulting at a sea shore...
They sat on the sand by the bonfire enjoying the cool breeze of the sea.. they.. embraced eachother closely... His breath tickled her hair.. n the rythemic flow his heart beats...made her heart feel happier .. her felt her warm breath against his cool chest ...
The slow winds touched them... They closed her eyes n felt herself drowning in his fragrance.. her head rested on his chest... He felt her silky smooth hair touching his face... He too closed his eyes... The blowing air made her fragrance tickle his senses... He closed his eyes living the moment to its fullest...he never wanted to miss even a second of this blissful moment...
He sang...
(Yeh raaten yeh mausam
Nadee ka kinara, ye chanchal hawaa
Aa.. aa...)
He described the atmosphere around... Beautifully ... Browing few words from a poet n a tune from a musician ...
He again repeated his lines...
(Yeh raaten yeh mausam
Nadee ka kinara, ye chanchal hawaa)
(Kahaa do dillon ne
Ki milkar kabhi hum na honge jooda)
She continued his fashion ... N as if heard what his heart beats said... She elaborated the messages hidden in their heart beats...
N how can she deny the effect to this weather n sea... N the wind which soothed them n hence added...
(Yeh raatein yeh mausam
Nadee ka kinaara, ye chanchal hawaa)
She moved her eyelids n uncovered her eyes... She saw the moon gazing at them.. she noticed him all lost in the moment... She too closed her eyes again.. they both were lost in the moment ...
(Ye kya baat hai aaj ki chandani me
Ye kya baat hai aaj ki chandani me
Ke hum kho gaye pyar ki raagani me)
He expressed his happiness ... N how much he loved her n their moment together...
(Ye baahon mein baahen, ye behki nigaahe
Lo aane lagaa zindagi ka mazaa
Ye raatein, yeh mausam
Nadee ka kinara, yeh chanchal hawaa)
They sat under the starts... she was Sensing his happiness.. n feeling his love for her... It was the best moment of her life... She was wanted nothing else... They both wanted the moment to last forever...
(Sitaaron ki mehfil ne karke ishaara
Sitaaron ki mehfil ne karke ishaara
Kahaa ab toh saara jahaan hai tumhaara
Mohabbat jawaan ho khula aasmaan ho
Kare koyi dil arzu kya
Yeh raatein yeh mausam
Nadee ka kinara, yeh chanchal hawaa)
He wanted to be there forever... With her.. like this.. loving her... N being loved by her. ..He never wanted their love to end... N thus asked her to promise him... To be like this with him for forever...
(Kasam hai tumhe tum agar mujhse ruthe
Kasam hai tumhe tum agar mujhse ruthe
Rahe saans jab tak yeh bandhan na toote)
Hearing him... Moisture formed in her eyes... She kept her hand on his mouth n assured...
(Tumhe dil diya hai yeh waada kiya hai
Sanam main tumhaari rahungi sadaa)
They both hugged again... N again sang...thus time together adding to the melody of the moment... Promising to be with each other... To be there for eachother..to keep loving eachother... Ever forever... Here in this birth n through the infinite cycles of births n death...
(Ye raatein yeh mausam
Nadee ka kinaara, yeh chanchal hawa
Kahaa do dilon ne
Ke milkar kabhi hum na honge jooda
Ye raaten yeh mausam
Nadee ka kinara ye chanchal hawa)
He tightened his grip around her n so did she held him closer.. feeling eachother.. loving eachother... He pecked her forehead... "I love you swara... I love sooo much"... He again expressed...
"Love u too 3 & infinity sanskaar"... She too let her feelings flow out of her heart through words n let him enter his hear... Making music through his ears...his lips curled into a smile
"I know".. he replied ... Having depths conveying..She never needs to confess this say this.. he can feel this.. .. no set of words could be exchanged... Which could express their heart to heart conversation... He could feel what her heart says... N vice versa...
Her hair flew on her face.. he tugged them behind her ears..N caressed her face with pure love...
She lifted her face n abit stretched herself to reach his lips.. he sensing it bent a bit n softly captured her lips in his ... Slowly tasting both of Them... She clutched his collar tight... N then she too entered his mouth... Their touges touched .. exploring eachother's mouth... They kissed eachother blissfully... enhanced by the wind was an indescribable moment they were living... .. Witnessed by stars n moons along with the sea n the bonfire who added to the heat of the moment.. N captured by a camera secretly...
Next mrng-
Sanskaar POV-
I wasn't out of the moment.. I was still kissing her... I was still holding her ... Her fragrance was mixed with mine... I was still feeling her... Her smile... Our date..our hug... Our kiss...
My bliss was broken by a call on the phone...
Phone convo-
Sa-(sleepy voice)- hello
Su-(excited)- sanskaar..
Sa-(sleepy)- hmm...
Su-sanskaar I am proud of you...
Sa- thanks mom but kya hua
Su- sanskaar I knew it ki u will be working in the films... N see here ur change of look n a controversy.. perfect time should I talk to Khanna Saab... Oho mein bhi Na y am asking..I have to call khaana Saab.. come home soon beta...
Phone convo-ends...
What ... I mentally shouted..
What was that.. mom happy from me ... N she yes yes She Mrs sujata Maheshwari called me back home.. n is waiting for me...I wonder what I miracle have I done...
..
I was trying to disgust the fact when my phone started buzzing...again n again...non stop.. I wondered what might have happened... I didn't pick up the calls because the numbers were unknown.. I was in troma when Bhai entered.. lakh offcourse he ...
L-sanskaar
Sa-haan...
L- what is this
he handed over to me .. a news paper... a chill ran through my spine... as I saw the picture n the caption.."SANSKAAR MAHESHWARI SPOTTED KISSING- who is the mystery girl"...
It was me n swara kissing eachother... We were lost in the moment too much... luckily to my relief her face was covered in darkness n wasn't care..But surely few things could be easily seen...
Our lips which were stuck to each other... Ne all lost in the kiss... N to my embarrassment the whole world has now seen me kissing... I closed my eyes due to shame and embracement...
Sa- what is this..
L-this is what I should ask u...what is this...N tell me who is the girl with u..
Sa- Bhai it's... It's swara..
He held my collar.
L-are u in ur senses Sanskaar pata h agar zara sa bhi identify ho gya toh kya hoga...kya hoga if anyone sees her...
Sa-but how is it possible... Who did this..
L-I am searching for that bas***d till then u do one thing ki get ready.
I moved n was ready.. n the person I was most worried for was swara... I hope she is fine .. I picked up my phone and called her..
Phone convo-
Sw-(sleepy voice)- hello good morning sanskaar sir...how are u
Sa- absolutely fine swara(I said trying to control my emotions I wanted her to be normal.)
Sw-I miss u...
Sa- me too .. wese Swara pls u go to the lab n I ain't coming.oky baby..
.. sw-hmm..
N I disconnected the call..
Phone convo-ends...
I turned to see laksh around he patted my shoulder n asked mr to come home I agreed..
@mm
I entered my mom danced...
Su-sanskaar challo come sit...
I sat with my head hung down. ...
Su-sanskaar just perfect thing u have done..see the news channel.
She put the television on...
I started listening to them silently...
Some said it was a publicity stunt... Some wanted to know about the girl.. some thought she was my gf..which was r8 ..But then others thought I had payed her for the n8...
I for the first time in so many years felt enraged.. I wanted to kill him. Yes I wanted to kill the person because of whom my swara is in danger...
Su-wese who was the girl...
Sa-mom I wanted to tell u long back ... It Is swara... I love her so much...
Su-u love her...
Sa-hmm..I love her mom..N it was our first date n see what happened...
L- Bhai don't worry...
Sa- yrr just think if she will get to know about it then ...
L-then what...
Sa-yrr Bhai I don't want her to mu me.. nothing else... but u know any girl will do that... I girl will take me wrong..see Na al of them .. are showing segments...on news ... Atleast a 2 min segment in every program... What they want yrr...
Just then
My phone rang it was charren sir...
Phone convo-
Sa- hello good morning charren sir
MC- Mr Maheshwari what is this .. I never knew u were so cheap... Leaking ur personal photos in the media to gain publicity ... chii... Go go..go in ur world.. do what you want ... Do those films...But remember never show ur face here...U r fired...
Sa-sir..no sir don't sir pls..
MC-..y y not.. I never knew u were...so cheap...
Sa-sir...
But charren disconnected the call...
Phone convo-ends...
I sat on the sofa with a thud... I could not believe this .. in a fraction of second my world us destroyed... Three and a half years of my life I had been working for the projects.. there was no difference for me in b/w day n nights... No time ever I have seen... This work is my love n my life... Yes..it became 2nd important after she entered my life...
But today I felt Lossing everything... My world.. her ... My job... Yes the job...it was not gifted to me... Or it did not come to me on its own..I have worked for it... Rebelled my family for it...
N this is what I got. .. I was preparing myself for the worst.. I had already imagined her slapping me... N her eyes which will show disgust on me... a tear escaped my eye... I could bear all bit not these two things... But I had to be strong.. because my worst of nightmares were on the way...
Su- sanskaar I love u .. don't be guilty bte ..Swara was a mere middle class girl.. now u will be a superstar... Soon... lo Khanna Saab bhi aagaye...
I am shocked.. my mother is not concerned about me or my love or atleast for humanity sake the girl whose image could have been ruined... my dreams which r crushed... My heart which will be soon broken... But all she wants is me to work in those films. ..
Lifted my gaze n Khanna was seated on the sofa ... He was next to me... I was feeling what I never felt .. I felt enraged... I was Lossing my temper..
Khanna- sanskaar here is ur script...
I stood up.. I wanted to strangle this man in front of my eyes...
Sa- shut up... Just up... What the hell.. I don't want these...mom.. can u pls stop it.. pls...Pls...
I shouted... Leaving all the people around me shocked..
Su- sanskaar... What is this..
Sa- yes what is this mom y u want me to do this... (I yelled)
Su- sanskaar u are shouting upon me ... For whom the ordinary girl... Or that ordinary job.. what did they give u distrust pain.. separation... N insults . That isn't ur world bte... Sanskaar u desrto be a star ... U deserve respect n not This rage... Koi value nahi h inn sabki.. Mr charren ki ya tumhari so called gf ki... Just let it be... N Di as I say...
Sa- mom ..(I replied sarcastically)... Don't tell me what people here in this so called glamorous world do... I have seen everything... Atleast these people are direct... They don't backstab u... They are Frank n clear... If they hate me ..They do.. n if they say they love n care then ..They actually mean it... Let it be mom u won't...be able to understand...
Saying this a faint old memory flashed my mind... I turned to my brother who instructed his pa..to pay the media houses for stop showing my leaked Picture segments...and removing it from the headlines...
Sa-Bhai I am going I will come soon...
L-where...
Sa- to meet my dead friend...
He understood n nodded...
Sanskaar POV-ends
In a grave yard ..
Sanskaar is on a grave...
Sanskaar - sorry...I am so Sorry..I couldn't save u... I am sorry...
He cried...
Sa- kavita I am sorry I couldn't save u from this world of life camera and action... But pls kavita...today too I need ur help buddy... U remember how u used to tell me ki jab meri gf naraz ho gaye toh tum setting karvaogi... Aaj bhi Karina yrr ... I need ur help I can't face her... Infact now I feel I am not suitable for her... I have no job...N a tained image...
He broke down again...
He rested his head on the grave...
Seems his dead Friend is still keeping her promise he felt a hold on his shoulder... He turned n found swara ... He was shocked...
Swara POV-.
My day began beautifully... I slept with his fragrance n now woke up with his voice ...it was a blissful.. little did I know ...my world will turn upside down...I picked up the news paper...N there was it... The headline captioning our picture... At the first instance I broke down...I was thinking about him... What he was doing ... How he might be feeling.. people around... I ran to him..
I herd people talking rubbish about us... They were accusing him for using girls... For being characterless.. for using a girl as a step ladder for his own profit...
They were accusing him for ruining a girls reputation for his own purpose...N there were some who were accusing me...oh sorry for them the mystery girl to be shameless... N then they were questioning my values.. my parents... equally crtising sir... N his background...
They said.."he has to be like this..these rich people are like that only..using girls n all... N see Na this girl ...how cheap is she to roam around... " N so on building stories.. calling me a s**t ... A tear escaped my eye... I simply ran to his place but it was locked... I called him ..But the line was busy... I ran to the office.. n searched him...He had Not yet arrived.. I was passing by Mr. Charren talking to him ... N shouting at him on phone...here I got to hear a new story... Mr. Charren called him to state that he was cheap man who leaked his own pictures in the media for publicity...
Wow.. I bow my head to the people around ...how easily they accuse a person... Making new n creative stories.. humiliating him when he has done nothing ...
I discarded my anger... Ash n Adi the only people who were worried for sanskaar ..They believed him..."was it u swara .." Adi questioned me..
"Yes" I said...
"Now go ... ur sanskaar sir needs his fangirl..." Said ash..N I ran to him..
I reached mm.. I entered with great difficulty.. I shouted" laksh jiju.".. Again n again when the watchman was dragging me along...
He came out running n almost shouted on his behavior ... I ran to him... I asked about ragini...She wasn't aware of the matter or she could have never left sanskaar like that...jiju replied... I asked where was he... Laksh Bhai disclosed...N ran here ...
To this grave yard...He is sitting n talking with his Friend kavita..I just don't know what was their story... But I can't see him like this n hence n kept my hand on his shoulder...
Swara POV-ends...
He saw his love standing there she bent n sat with him n hugged him..." R u okay... "...
She whispered in his ear..
"Aren't u angry..."he quized..
She broke the hug ..
"Are u mad.. y will I be angry... I love you... N I trust u... I know u can't do anything wrong..."...
She assured n the next moment he took her in a bone crushing hug
But then he broke the hug...
Sa-swara ek baat kahun..
Sw-hmm
Sa-leave me...
Sw-what...
Sa-yes
Sw- are u in ur senses she shaking his shoulder...
Sa- swara u deserve someone better... Someone who isn't a tained man..who has a job.. n not like me..
N then there was burning sensation on his cheeks
Swara had slapped him... Hard on his cheek...
Sw- are u mad... How dare u .. aaj k baad bola Na esa ..toh i will kill u smajhe..
Sa- acha.. .
Sw-yes...
He pulled her close .. n then hugged her... He Removed the hair on her face n then.. moved close...
He placed his rough lips..on her soft plum once.. n sucked them.. slowly..N she too likewise responded...
But the shortly break the liplock..
Sw-aren't u scared...
Sa-of what . .
Sw-this grave yard..
Sa-no..wese aren't u scared .
Sw-if what ..
Sa-what if we r clicked again..
She pecked his lips again...
I don't care...
He smiled..
Sw- did u eat anything...
Sa-no...
They reached his place ... She served him the bf prepared by Shanta Bai...
They sat peacefully... Finding happiness in being with eachother ... Unaware of the last storm..which is yet to arrive ...
Anupamaa
