SWASAN TS:(ML Track completed) on 20/05 (HBD NUPUR)

Hello everyone. I'm back again to irritate all of you again. First of all don't throw chappals at me for not updating mine stories and replying to your pms of beautiful stories. Will start doing it soon.😳

This Song is one of my favorite one, so here is the TS on it and one more important thing this is birthday gift for you Nupur. Happy birthday dear. May God bless with all the happiness in world😊. Hope you will like this. Pms late. Along with Nupur it is dedicated to harshada my little sister😊

Ignore mistakes and do tell me how you find this?

=================================

SWASAN TS: MUJHKO YE JINDAGI

PART ONE

"Mujhko yeh zindagi,

Lagti hai ajnabi,
Chhaaon bhi, dhoop bhi,

Har naye pal hai nayi"

Staring at nothing in particular she stood holding on railing of balcony of Sengupta's terrace. Birds were returning back- their time to go home as sun slowly approached to horizon marking end to yet another beautiful day promising to rise tomorrow again with new hopes of more beautiful day. All she felt is hollowness. Another day ended and nothing changed.

Everyday following same routine without failing of seeing sunrise and sunset with those birds flying in sky, some kind of envy she felt towards those birds. They knew the way towards their home unlike her. No one is unfortunate like her to lose memory. Memory: central chip of her system, reason of her proper functioning is now lost and irony of situation is she can't get another replacement for it. All she can do is cursing her luck for all unfamiliarity and void she feels every time in her life.

"Jaane kahan se aayi hoon,

Kya jaane main kaun hoon,

Koi yeh samjhaaye mujhe,

Kaise main yeh gam sahoon?"

Lying on the very same bed she's using from last week she closed her eyes recalling events of past one week. Head throbbing with unbearable pain, body aching everywhere and with now familiar faded memory of someone shooting aiming at her and then two people falling from height she had woken week ago to found herself lying in unknown place.

At first seeing some stranger near to her asking her questions she has crawled back feeling an unknown fear gripping her heart and then that pendant in his chain, seeing which she had felt an unavoidable pull and as her fingertips brushed on it while getting hold of it, unclear vision of girl in saree and guy gifting her chain with same locket came back to her with full force making her lose conscious and she was again engulfed by darkness.

After opening her eyes hours later she found same stranger she saw earlier then sitting on chair talking on phone. Seeing her awake he then slowly has introduced himself as Sahil Sengupta explaining he found her near riverbank of Hugli unconscious and brought her at his place seeing her condition. She still remembers how blank she was when he asked her name and address. Later after going through test she was confirmed with memory loss. She now knows nothing about herself. Not her identity, not about her family, friends nothing. She even doesn't know how she ended up landing in river.

It hurts, hurts badly knowing you know nothing about your own life. The pain is unbearable. She has nothing except those faded visions of her past which comes to her on their own clenching her heart with pain and frustration leaving her restless and angry on her fate.

"Phirse andhere chhaa gaye,
Khoyee ujaale ki kiran,
Kal raahon mein phool the,
Ab hai kaanton ki chubhan"

The tiny hope she had before going for CT scan she had about gaining her memory back soon after taking medicines and treatment crushed as Doctor after seeing reports told that there's no particular treatment for gaining memory back along with information that there was no major injury to brain and it will take time for her to remember everything, the time that no one can predict. Waiting is only option. In all this wrong happenings only good and right thing happened was entry of that stranger in her life.

Sahil... He helped her first by saving her life and then after allowing her to live in his house till she finds something about her or anyone comes finding her. He has been mystery to her at first. As time passed she slowly solved that mystery and has found the real person hidden behind that mask of arrogance and I-Don't Care attitude.

Firstly he was reluctant to accept her friendship but later gave in as he and she both had common liking towards music. Only one thing she found peaceful was music. One day while roaming in his house she stepped in his music room. Though she not remembered about liking towards music in her past but felt an instant connection with that guitar. With shaky fingers and baited breath she had picked up that guitar and then unknown to herself her fingers on their own accord moved over guitar's string playing an tone listening to which she felt familiarity.

Later it became daily routine of her and him spending hours in music room, in which he slowly accepted her friendship. On yet another day when she broke feeling frustrated over her condition he had been there consoling her and when she blamed him for saving her instead of letting die saying if he had let her die then she wouldn't have faced this loneliness. He took everything, every word she threw in her anger towards him silently controlling his anger.

"Life is too important to lose, you know?"

"Today you may not remember anything but you just can't curse life...Curse me if that can give you peace but dare you blame second chance life has given you. Atleast there is hope that someday you will remember who you are or someone will come searching for you but you don't know the pain of people erasing you off their memory just because they want to."

She still remembers his words. That day maybe seeing her pain he felt like sharing his past thinking maybe that can give her little relief seeing she's not the only one suffering; he shared his secret hidden in deep part of his heart. How he was madly in love with one girl and wanted to spend whole life with her brutally broke his heart saying she was with him only for him.

After facing loss in his professional life when he was facing financial problems, at that time when he needed her support she refuse to recognize him, he pleaded, begged to her but she didn't budged and married his competitor. He then shared this was the reason he cut his ties with outer world and focused on being successful and left his love for music back in the race of earning money. She had tears listening to this, how someone can do this to people they claim to love was the question her mind asked her and her heart answered showing her blurred image of man filling vermillion in woman's parting in front of God.

=============