Chapter 3
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Sorry for the late, but I was sick! I'm not fully recovered, but I was bored with nothing to do, so here's the new chapter, hope you will enjoy it ;)
Everyone returned home, and no one talk to him. He was totally ignored by his family, his own family was rejecting him for this girl. He went to his room and talk casually, like he talk with a real person
What do you think Ragini hein? You will hug me, and I will tell you that I love you and come back to me? You trap me once not twice! I cannot forget what you did with my family and your family! You tried to kill your sister, you kidnaped your mother, you humiliate my family in front of our guest. Tumnhe meri ma ek vetres banaya tha! This family gave you a lot and you give them pain. I know you cannot change, you will never change. I did the right thing by not marrying you, I haven't turn up in Altar. But why my heart tell me I didn't do right with you? Why you occupy my thoughts? Why I see you everywhere? Why when your parents tell us you go in America, my heart didn't want that? Why when you hug me, I feel to let you? Why I don't want to go far away from me? Why I can see you in pain, when you talk to me? Why I can see your heart and your eyes crying? Why ? why? He broke down crying, then he imagine Ragini is his room
" Laksh, yeh aap kya kar rahe hain? Don't do this "
" Why you bothered ? "
" Because I love you Laksh, aur aap dekh is tarah dard hota hai mudje "
" Love? You don't love me, it was just your obsession, because you believe you love me "
" Nahi Laksh I love you, mudje aapse bahot pyaar karte hain, lekin tum dekh nahi kare payenge "
" No Ragini, I love you but tum mudje pyaar nahi karte! Yeh sirf aapne junoon hai "
" Like you for Swara? "
" Ha like me for Swara, I never love Swara. She was unattainable, so I came to her, follow her, until she really love me "
" Lekin Swara tumhe pyaar nahi tha, she just liked you, issiliye aab woh Sanskar ke saath shadi kee hai. Sanskar is Swara sacche pyaar hai. Swara uski pyaar mil gaya, lekin kya aap aapki pyaar mil gaya? "
" Main tumse pyaar karti hoon "
" To kyon shadee ke din ke liye nahi aa raha? Mudje akela chod do kisee ke saath meree aalochana?
" Main tumhe tumhara saza dena chahata tha "
" Aur main hamari saza mil gayi, aap khush?
" Nahi, main khush nahi hoon, kyonki tumhe rona dekte, main khush kaisi hoon? "
" You want that, you love me, but why I will believe you this time? You played with my heart thrice times and with this dhoka four times "
" You will have to believe me, because I'm not a lier like you "
" I never lied to you, I never used you, I never played with your emotion, you did that, not me! So I'm not a lier. "
" I know you are not a lier, you have changed, maybe if I listened to mum, you will by my side today"
He cried, this scene was seen by Anapurna. Her heart was bleeding to see her son like this. She come to her and held his shoulder, his turn up and turn up
" Ma aap? " He wipe his tears
" Tum rone ko chuppane ke liye nahi hain. I'm your mom, I know you are sad. But this situation is due to your stubbornness "
" Lekin ma, she give you all pain, and yet you all forgive her! but I cannot! "
"Why you cannot? She did all this toward us not you! You tried to kill her, but when you fall, she give you her hand to rescue you. You don't remembered or don't want to but she saves you "
" Yes but I save her too, when Kavita's mom was trying to kill her "
" Yes, and she gives us her times when it need. Sanskar was sick, she help us. You broke your engagement with her twice, but she married you, when you was so desperate and angry at Swara. You tell her you won't be able to give Swara's place to her, still she accept, with the hope that one day you will love her. You told her that you won't be able to give her love, still she don't leave you. For every women, her husband is like God; She don't leave her God, even if he don't love her, because she know that she love you, and her love for you was true. If you married Swara, maybe you would have been happy, or maybe not, because your life partner is Ragini. Today, Swara and Sanskar are happy, and you, you are here, crying, put all blame in Ragini's head, but think, she did all this because she loves you. Maybe Swara would not have done this for you. I know what she did is wrong, but I forgive her, because she is like my daughter. Children make mistakes, and us, parents, tell our child whats is wrong and what is right. Raging was not lucky to have a mother beside her, her Dadi was using her for her benefits. Yet Ragini give us many smiles and her time. Think about it Laksh, maybe she is wrong, but what you did to her, and our family, is bigger that what she did ". Anapurna leave the room, and Laksh think
" I know I did wrong, but my head tell me that what I did was right. I've left you, kya main sahee thaa? Gagging my heart, listen to my intuition? Kya main sahee tha? I know I will stand up, but will you be able to forgive me for what i did to you? I miss you. I don't know if I will be able to survive without you. I know I will miss you badly. Every day, I will think that you are here beside me, you will give me my things, serve me my breakfast. I know it's my punishment " Then he thinks what Ragini said to him earlier
" I know I'm not your wife anymore! This is the past; you are Sanskar's bhai; we should move on, let the past behind us! I cannot forgive you; You will understand my pain, when your love was going away " And then think what Anapurna said, and then tell
" You are my love, you are my wife, I understand your pain because you are my love, you're gone away from me " He cried.
The next morning, someone come and open the curtains. The sun was in Laksh face, and he tell
" Ragini, what are you doing, let me sleep " He doesn't have a respond so he open his eyes. It's was not Ragini, it's was Swara. Then he remember that Ragini is not here anymore
" Sorry, I thought... "
" You thought what? My sister will come to you, and break your peacefully sleep? "
" I didn't mean that, just ... "
" Stop it Laksh, you win and she lose. You are happy, and she is in pain. Maybe it's because of you, no not maybe, I'm sure it's because of you she left India, and go. I don't know where she was! Ma and dad didn't tell me, they were afraid we will tell you, and you will humiliate here once again. "
" Swara just stop it now, two months have passed, you should move on now "
" Yes, like you did? NO I won't move on, until my sister is back. I cannot believe how I can be in love with you. Thank god, I meet Sanskar and fall in love with him. Unlike you, he was beside me, even if I was wrong, but you! When my sister finally change, you break her. Do you know she live like a widower because of you? Many people badmouth her because of you. Don't think I will forgive you. Your mom and dad call you for breakfast, come! Aaj se hum dost nahi hoga, main tum se bhaat nahi karenge. I hate you, I will not let you shadow come near my child. For me, you will be an outsider, not even the brother of my husband. Samjee? "
" Swara kya... " She left before he could say anything. Sanskar was passing and heard all the conversation. He come to Laksh who was like a statute
" Lucky, don't worry everything will be normal. She just said all that in gusse main, don't take her talk heartily "
" Bhai kya aap bhi mudje goonegar samja tha? "
" Lucky, I've make also many mistake to prove bare papa wrong, but I've repenting. Ragini is the way we make her. She was adorable, I make her devil. When I understand that I was wrong, it was too late, to make her understand. Yet when you propose her again she was very happy, and she reunite with Swara. But when you left her alone in front of the altar, she break down. The Ragini that I know died that day. You wasn't here but "
Flasback
Mariage hall at Baadi
Sanskar and Swara take the 7vows and everyone applaud them. Priest tell
Dusra dulhaa kaha hai?
Ji aathi hai said DurgaPrasad
Everyone is worried and the times passed. The guest was talking and Ragini tell
He will come, zaroor ayega she said repeatedly
The guest come to DurgaPrasad and Annapurna
This ubshagun. Why did your son didn't turn up? She is already his wife no? So why this drama?
DurgaPrasad and Anapurna doesn't have word. Annapurna come to Ragini and tell
Ragini bete tum change karo
Nahi ma, wo zaroor aenge! He promise me! I won't change
One hour passed, Two hours passed, It's was 01 am, but you didn't come. Everyone was crying because Ragini didn't want to come with us and change, she wait for you all the night. There was not a single tears in her eyes, just hope. The hope that you will come. After everybody went to their room, Swara and I stay with her. Then she stand up, and begin to walk toward the stairs lifelessly. Swara who was awake ask Ragini where she was going, but she didn't reply, she just walk. She entered in her room and close in front of Swara, not letting her to come in. Swara was knocking like a mad on the door, but Ragini didn't reply. Swaragini's parents come and ask what happened
Ma papa Ragini doesn't open the door
Just let her stay alone, she need time
Papa, if she...
She won't do anything who will harm her. I know my daughter, you two go to Maheswari, it's your first night today
Papa, we will stay here, and tomorrow will go. Before leaving we will see Ragini said Sanskar
As you say beta Everyone goes back to their room.
The day after, Ragini was wearing white cloth, nothing else, nor her mangalsutra nor her sindoor. Everyone was shocked, dadi try to ask her
Ladoo kya tum...
Dadi, hum Swara ke bidai tayaar karenge
What? said Swara in total shock voice
Haan swara, you are a married women now, so you must go to your sasural now said Ragini with a fake smile, and tears in her eyes. Sara hug her and tell
I'm sorry Ragini
Sorry for what? you didn't do anything, you just married the man whom you love. It's not a crime she said faking a smile
That's not what I mean
Swara, tumhare aur Sanskar ki shaadi ho chuki hai. Don't poke your nose in others matters now. I know it would be difficult for you, but don't think I'm sad. I'm happy that finally you married the man you love
Lekin tum?
Main, main to zinda hoon, what I can ask much! Be happy and always be with Sanskar. Don't be angry on anything, and love Sanskar. Because without love, a marriage doesn't work She said with tears
To rasam shuro? She then add
Flasback end
" After that, Ma and papa tell us to not come here, because Ragini will be sad. And we agree on that." Next part you know, Ragini come here etc...
" I have done a big crime, and God didn't let me apologize to her "
" You have a chance, but Ragini won't forgive you that easily, maybe with time, she will herself tell you that she forgives you "
" Lekin bhai I love her "
" Maybe, but it's late for your realization. Nuksaan pahele hee kiya ja chuka hai "
" Bhai don't tell me this. At least you should support me! I'm alone "
" I support you, and will always support you, but what you did, I cannot help you! Just you and Ragini can sort out" With that Sanskar leave the room, with a speechless Laksh.
After 15 mins, he come down, everyone was having they breakfast, but didn't talk to Laksh. Everyone went to their work. Sanskar give him an reassurance look, Laksh give him a weak smile.
He think " I will find you Ragini, wherever you are. And when I found you, I will ask you for my forgiveness. I will not let you in peace until you forgive me! Yeh mera vadaa tudjse. Iss berrang life, main rang laega. Vaada mera tumse "
It's Laksh POV, because many of you ask me to write his POV. But I'm warning you the rest of the chapter will remain around Ragini.
So how is the chapter ?
