Beraang ( Colorless ) Ragini, Laksh, Karan - Page 3

Originally posted by: Marooshmalik

Nice story
I read this story till here in facebook too .
did u wrote in on fb
I really loved it
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waiting... for the future parts

Chapter 2

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Ragini wake up and goes to her wardrobe. She take Laksh photo frame and talk to him

Yet one wake up without you; Every morning I'm asking me how I will fill all the emptiness you let. I feel the journey will be long, and I don't have anyone to stay with. I cannot bear this loneliness, I missing you. I cannot bear you away from me, I have no one to talk about you. I keep watch the window in the hope you will come to take me, but I didn't see you. Everything in my life is wrong, I don't have word to describe you my pain. I don't wish you the same pain, because you will not support. I don't have word to tell you how much I love you, how much I miss you, how much I hate you. What will I become without you? Tell me, what you did is right? Maybe for you yes, but for everyone, this is wrong. I cannot neither blame you, because you did all that for your family. I keep hoping that one day I will see you again, maybe in a close futur. Your memories continue to haunt me, I confess I will you very much. Every woke up it's a nightmare, because when I close my eyes I see you, I'm happy, then when I woke up, the reality hit me, your dhoka, all memories come, running in front of me. I just don't know if you are happy, but I hope you are. Today is the last time I'm woke up and come to talk to you. Laksh you are and will always be my first love. I've make a lot of mistake just for you. I will forget you, and I will learn to hate you too, because of you, I have many difficulties with the society, for that I will never forgive. I will never forgive for taking my virginity, for using me, for trapping me, for everything you did to me. I just hope that one day, you realize that you was wrong. I don't know if I would ever forgive you, but from now I just hate you to the core of my life. I know I've tell you that I love you, but when I remember what happened two months ago, my head tell me to hate you. You once tell me that you will never love me, kaash uss din main tum hai suna tha, today I will not be suffering. I will not be like a paper that someone throw when he finished to use. This is the last day, I will see you, from now on you will stay in this wardrobe, alone like me, like my heart. She cried and replace the photo frame in her wardrobe. She take her suitcase and fill it with her cloth. She take the picture of her mom Jhanvi and all her family. Like she said, she will have with her just her memories, nothing else. When she finished, she goes to the bathroom. After 15 min she came out and goes downstair. She begin to prepare breakfast, and food for today. She make chickpea curry, aloo ka paratha, pakoras, palak paneer, dhal. She finished around the 6 O'clock, her mom come in the Kitchen and was surprised to see Ragini in Kitchen

Ragini yeh sab kya hai? Why you did all theses dishes?

Mom I want to surprise you before I'm leaving

Beta lekin yeh tum sab ko passan man kiya?

Haan ma, for papa and dada ji palak paneer; for you chickpea curry; for dadi ma pakoras

Aur tumhe? Tumhare passand khana?

What you will do I will eat today!

Accha meri ma, main aapki special khanna kar dhoonga! Tumhe pata he Ragini bete, Swara bhi chickpea curry passanhe. Bajpan main, she would turn me up to have this. Lekin now... choro main abi atihon Ragini was sad to see her mom like that. She know how much she miss Swara. She remain away from her own daughter for her sautan ka beti. She know how much it's hard for her to not call her beti. Sumi reenter the Kitchen and begin to cook for Ragini.

Ma, I will make the decoration

She nod and Ragini made all decoration, the rangila was beautiful. Shekhar who came talk to her

Ladoo, why you make all decoration? You know we don't celebrate diwali like always

Why?

Because you ...

Papa, whatever happened with me doesn't mean that we should stop to live. I have accept what happened to me, why not you?

Because I'm your papa, and also, I feel guilty, maybe if I was with you, this will not happened, and today you will be celebrating diwali with your sasural like Swara he said with tears in his eyes

Ragini stand up and come to her dad

Papa, you don't have to feel guilty, because you didn't tell him to do this. It's was his choice, not our. Maybe my life would be better than before, Maybe not. Just time can tell, but never tell that you feel guilty ok?

Ladoo beta when you have grown up?

When my papa was busy with his first love she said smiling

I'm sorry beta

You don't be, I may not happy in this moment but will learn to be happy again she said smiling at her dad.

This conversation was heard by all Maheswary family. Annapurna has tears in her eyes, her own son stoop so low, that she can imagine. DurgaPrasad was feeling very bad for Ragini, he know how much in pain she is, but doesn't tell. Swara ans Sanskar was standing numb; Swara feel the pain that Ragini endures. Sanskar feel proud that Ragini takes all this happening in positives, even if he know she just fake all this smile and talk. Shekhar was about to go, when he see all Maheswary standing at the door. He shocked, but was more shocked when Ragini tell

aaye. Papa I've call them

What? Why Ragini?

Because I don't want my Diwali and Swara ki Diwali's celebration pass in sadness. And also I know how you all miss each other. I'm not that selfish, I will not let my sister's first diwali in sorrows

Ladoo bete tum... Shona? Said Sumi who was comming out the kitchen, she was stunned to see Swara here

Haan Ma, RAgini call us here for Diwali said Swara

I hope it's not trouble? said DurgaPrasad I will understand if you tell us to go he add

No, you are Swara ki sasural, aap log will alway be welcome, sir Laksh is ghar main nah chahiye said Sheckar in stricte voice

We understand said DurgaPrasad.

Ragini take their blessing, and Swara hug her and tell

Thanks for giving me this gift

Pagal I have another gift for you, sit here I will come She let Swara with his mother and after 5 min came down with a bag with lot of toys and cloths.

Sumi and Sheckar was shocked, but then understand

Swara tum ma bane wali?

She nod blushing, Sumi hug her and tell

This is the second beautiful gift

What? 2nd?

Haan beta, Ragini gift me the best gift ever, she reunite me with me daughter

Yes thank you very much Ragini

Welcome. Ma main abi ayahon

She go out and come over a black car? She hesitate first but then knock. The person unroll the car's window, and let know who the person actually are. It's was Laksh, he was surprised to see Ragini here, but doesn't show, in place he show an angry glare, but before he can speak, Ragini tell him

Before you took it wrong, I didn't come here to tell you that you did wrong with me, you should not done this all with me etc... I just came to tell you to come to Badi, we are not husband, but you are a part of Swara's family. You are Sanskar jiju ka bhai. I know they will be angry at your entrance, but I will convince them. It's Diwali we should forgive other and move on The last line was fake, because she know she would never forgive him, but she tell all this, so that he can come.

I'm not coming

I'm not telling you

You are not my wife anymore, Why I should listen to you? Maybe it's your plan, to make all your family humiliate me! Who know?

I know I'm not your wife anymore! If I was planning to get my revenge, I would have done this long time ago. I don't have time to think about you, your so called love, or our divorce. This is the past, and here all people know that you are Sanskar' bhai. But if you don't want to come, I would not force you. I don't want you to tell anything again about my character. So it's upon to you, come or stay here. I'm leaving

She didn't stay longer, because her tears was flowing. She wipes them and enter in Baadi. Everyone was shocked to see the entrance, Dadi was the first to speak

Tumhare himmat kaisse hui iss ghar anne??

Dadi ma it's me who tell him to come, he may not my husband now, but he is Sanskar'bhai, and Swara' devar. We cannot hide this fact, and plus today is Diwali, and diwali is celebrate with family, not alone. So please for me and Swara let him come

Dekh Laksh, she is the same girl that you left. She is the same girl who is telling her family to let you celebrate diwali with us. Learn, learn to be not stubborn...

Uncle let it be. The past is the past, we should move on and let the past behind us said Ragini not believing what she said. She fake a smile and turn around to not let her family know that she is crying.

I will come with the snacks

The day was passing, and it's was the time that Ragini's leave.The Maheswary was shocked to know that Ragini was leaving. Meanwhile Laksh too have some feelings, he don't want Ragini to go. Swara was hugging Ragini and Ragini tell her

Rona ban karo, I don't want my niece or nephew become a rota bacche All laugh between their tears. She hug all people and was begin to hug Laksh but stop herself and then think

This is the last day, so let it be I will hug him today. And she hug her leaving all people around her shocked, and she tell

Don't worry Laksh I will not tell you to stop me or anything like that, it's just a hug to bid you an adieu. That's it, don't take me wrong this time she said in a sarcastic tone

Ragini, if you can forgive me?

I cannot Laksh, not today, not tomorrow! You will understand my pain, when your love was going away, or ditched you. Still I hope you will have a wife who will love you like anything

The family was crying, or sad because Ragini was leaving with her pain and sorrows.

Swara, Sanskar and Sheckar take to the airport and bid one last time an au revoir. She gets on the plane ans when the plane take off she think

I have with me, my pain and my memories. I will begin a new life with you she then close her eyes. She was finally going to America.

SO how was the chapter ? I know it's short update sorry

Beautiful update

Superb update

Beautiful update I like how Ragini is trying to move on its hard for her she is trying

It's nice that they all spent time together before she left

I think Shekar made the right decision sending her to USA

So Laksh felt that she shouldn't go

I cannot wait to see how this story moves forward

Hello everyone :)

Originally posted by: Berlin

Hello everyone :)

Many people ask me to write the POV of Laksh, I don't want, but I want to know if you really want?

Laksh POV was never mean to be an exclusif part. I would like to do that after. So please tell me if you want or not in my two FF?

Thank you

plz write laksh pov...update nxt part soon

Originally posted by: rbb1

hope we get part 3 soon

Originally posted by: Berlin

I'm working on! Shattered will be update tonight, maybe tomorrow I will post beraang. :)

Thanks to you for supporting me

yay can't wait to read Shattered as well hope post it within next 2 hours