The simmering pain: Raglak STORY Note 11/3/16 - Page 9

L reached the balcony looking for Ragini. He couldn't see her anywhere. He wasn't one to ever worry for her but today he had been surprised. He got a reaction he hadn't vouched from her. His wife wasn't waiting for him after his such sensuous acceptance. This was a blow. He had become curious as to y this reaction from ragini.

It was pretty cold in here. Today it looked like a storm was forming to hit the city. Well there lives were already hit by a deadly storm called Ragini. But this storm kinda stirred weird feelings in him. Why was he suddenly feeling guilty..Ragini deserved what he was doing. But why was ge feeling and thinking about her. He brushed aside his tht's and started looking for her...where could she be..again off to plotting something sinister...no he wouldn't allow that...he had to stop her before she...and then he saw her on the swing.

He slowly went there and found her sleeping. He stood there for few moments deciding what to do.

Ragini was sleeping on the swing. Her legs curled,posture straight...still in her party dress bereft of any makeup and Jewellery. The wind was blowing making few of her strands blow on her face. SHE looked...serene...

He sat besides her to study her. This was one of rare and off chance. He realised he had never seen her sleeping ever. She was a pretty early riser compared to him..and now a day he was mostly missing from the room. Either he came drunk or slept before her to avoid looking at her...or used the guest room. But today when he was awke waiting for her madam felt asleep. Lol moment. A,smile tucked his face at the thought. He looked back at her sleeping form trying to gauge what her mind,was,working at. He realised her face was blank. She looked too deep in sleep...like a sleep she had been elluded for long. She had very sharp beautiful features. Actually he could first time see the changes in her. This stylish look gave her a hot look. If going by beauty...she was may be even better looking than Swara. She had an amazing figure. Yes..things he could see now with a mans eyes...she was curvy,Fuller sensuous and serene all at once...his eyes went up to her face. She had no tension creases. Lol moment again...the girl always giving restless nights to others was sleeping peacefully herself. He could read nothing on her face. In fact it looked like she was at peace with something. She was sleeping like an innocent baby . He was liking watching her gauging her. He saw her milk mug in her hand...so she was thinking something and she fell asleep. But y didn't she cone to the room?? He slowly pulled the mug away and very delicately pulled away a strand which was a hindrance between her face and his eyes. He knew she wasnt a deep sleeper. But then y was,her sleep so deep today that she couldn't fathom his presence..her lux presence. Something wasn't right. Though he couldn't guess,what.???. Suddenly he saw her twitching her lips. As if she was about to smile as nd then she spoke still in her sleep...swara...ouch..stop it...swara..Apoorva..tell her to stop now...Apoorva plz tell her..appu appu...m not gonna talk to u...aah thanks appu u r the best...u r the best...and then she was back in her sleeping form..but with a,very innocent smile...

L was pondering. Her,smile was so innocent and pure. May be she was remembering some happy times with swara and appu apoorva. Who was this apoorva?? He hadn't ever heard that name before.what was she dreamo g that brought such a smile on her face. He was again surprised that Ragini was even thinking about swara without maligning her. Means somewhere deep down she still loved swara. Of course he knew how close we're swaragini before all this happened. But what strikes him was ragini taking some appu and apoorva name. He def must have been close to her..if she was unconciusly dreaming and calling him the best. Who was he??? Why hadn't she and swara ever mentioned about him?? The weather had turned unbearably chilly and unknowingly he lifted a deep in sleep ragini and walked towards there bedroom not wanting her to be left in cold. Just walking few steps he was shocked at himself caring for her...he had no explanation to his action..he felt to tired to think anything more...just silently led her to there room..put Ger on bed with a blanket around her. He was drained of energy to think anything more..and slept beside her blanking himself to a deep sleep..

Haha...I know all ragya shippers will love last part...coz may be for the first I me he's looking at her through a mans eyes...did u like L confrontation with him...and rags kavita talks...sanky lux talks...what do u think about it...and any comments of ragini monologue to herself..