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Hi guys. ..This chapter and the next will continue with the flashbacks from Swara ' s pov. ..hope you like it

CHAPTER 8

7th January

I was thinking of him the whole day. In the morning everyone else left for college. Rishi insisted that I take the day off and join them for practice. So the whole morning I sat in the balcony thinking of him. I was worried about his reaction. I was worried he would regretttelling me all that yesterday. I didn't though I should. After all he is a stranger. But I can't accept that either.

Anyway I reached his house before the others. I was praying that he shouldn't be home. But there he was sitting on the couch as I entered the house. He smiled at me when he saw me .There was something in that smile that makes my heart flutter even as I think of it . I knew at once that he was as relieved as I was. We weren't strangers anymore.

Soon the others arrived and we started the practice. He was there the whole time. His eyes never left mine and neither did mine leave him. I felt something new even in my voice. ..my music. An emotion I can't explain.

I know I sound crazy but there is more. I am depressed right now. When were coming back Anju mentioned that we won't be seeing Sanskaar after the program tomorrow. It hurts to think of it. Will he be sad too? Will he want to see me again?

8th January

Finally the big day. The performance went so well. So much appreciation. Rishi was so happy and literally jumping around in excitement. I feel so good to see him happy. My sweet best friend.

Anyway we thought of a small party to celebrate and Sanskaar joined us! ! And guess what he said we were his only friends especially me. The best part is he asked me out! ! I mean he asked me to join him for lunch tomorrow. I am so excited. Even now I am thinking of what to wear.

What is happening to me? ??

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(Present )

Swara smiled as she read through it. Those memories. The feelings caused by first love .She smiled remembering her own confusion over these new found emotions . She had started meeting him often. Sometimes her friends , mostly Rishi would join them and sometimes it was just the two of them. He had said that she was his only confidante. Their conversations were mostly about their work and how they had spent the day. With each meeting she was drawn more towards him. Almost all the entries were about him. He had started to become her focus. ..the sun of her small world. ..her Sunny as she had named him later.

She didn't have to read through the diary to remember these moments. Each of them was etched in her memory vividly. Her hands automatically stopped as she came to one particular entry. The one from the day she had realised that she loved Sanskaar. Had it not been for her one decision that day she wouldn't have suffered so much.

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6th April

I am in love. All my life I told myself love didn't exist. I had always dismissed it as a mere stupidity. But today I know Ma was right. Love is a very strong emotion.

And how did I realise that I am in love? When my best friend proposed to me.

So today morning I got a shock. Anju had gone to the library and Ansh and Myra were out on a date. Rishi and I were sitting in the hall.. He suddenly walked up to me, and told me that he loved me. And in that moment I just knew what I wanted. I told him I didn't love him. Yes I had a crush on him. But that was gone now. He was my best friend. A part of my existence. But not my life. And I knewaanother thing. I wanted to see Sanskaar standing there in front of me. I wanted him. I love him. I told Rishi this.

But Rishi wasn't surprised. He told me that he knew somewhere in his heart that this would be my answer. He said he just wanted me to know about his feelings. He says that these things are not to be kept a secret. It would have hurt me more if I learned of this from someone else some day. He is right. But I can't tell Sanskaar. He doesn't love me. He loves Kavita. For her he left everything that mattered to him. How would he love me?

This feeling is going to be the end of me. But I don't regret it and I never will.

I love you Sanskaar.

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15th May

Today is the best day of my life. I love my life. I love everything around me.

I am the luckiest woman in the world. He loves me.

I am leaving for Kolkata tomorrow for vacation. The thought of not being able to see him for 2 months was killing me. Tonight when Rishi declined to come out for dinner with me and Sanskaar I should have known. Anju said she was busy packing. Ansh and Myra were going out for dinner and Rishi said he was going to meet that Nishi. I hate her. I wish Rishi would date Anju. She loves him though she refuses to accept it .but he can't see that. But I am happy he is dating someone. He moved on .I would never be able to bear hurting him.

Anyway when I got there for dinner Sanskaar had arranged a surprise for me. He confessed his love for me. I said yes of course. And guess who told him? Rishi.

My Rishi knew I would never tell him but he was sure Sanskaar liked me too. So he talked to Sanskaar. I gave Rishi a teddy bear hug when he and the others joined us.

I still can't believe it all. Its too good to be true.

I don't want to go home. I don't want to leave him.

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Tears fell from her eyes on the page. She had been so happy that day. She had come home happy. Her family had been relieved to see that she was happy and had gotten over her parents ' death. She had left home after a month unable to stay away from him anymore. She had gone back to Ahmedabad with Rishi on the pretext of a competition.

The following entries were all about the moments they had spent together. Every memory had been recorded. She remembered how when writing down those things she had imagined herself grey haired sitting with Sanskaar at a beautiful house reading it to him. Sheccouldn't take it anymore and broke down crying as she threw the diary on the floor and recollected everything that happened before 5 years.

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Hope you like it. Next one on the way.

Originally posted by: RAONE8

Read all parts together..
Interesting concept..superb updates..
Well written...really liking d story

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do PM me when u update next part😊

thank you dear. ..hope you like the new chapter. ..do leave your comments

Originally posted by: sarathy321

Hai dear

Nice update

Actually was waiting for u to update

Really want a swasan present scenario confrontation scene

sorry for the delay dear. ..the heat plus classes are killing me. ..the confrontation will come soon but I want to complete Swara ' s side of the story before that. ..One or two chapters to go 😆

Originally posted by: lol_leku_RoFl

Past going wonderful...but sanskar going through same again ..waiting for further updates...

I know. ...bechara Sanskaar. ..par kya karoon. ..its part of the plot. ..even in the show Sanskaar is almost always heartbroken. ..the memory loss sequence now

Originally posted by: sneharay

Nice update..
Their past is going good
Thanks for pm

thank you for reading. ..hope you like the new chapter

myyyn how wonderfully u gave words to each nd evry feel of swara..awesome bt yet i cant handle it nymore .icant see dem in pain even if its just a mu ..iluv dem tooo much to ever be able to see dem in paiun plzzz reveal sooon nd i kn ow i m asking 4 tooo much bt clear the mu soon tooo

Wonderful update..
U nailed it...
Still...soon break the MU thing...