Originally posted by: CogitoErgoSum
Medhu...🤗 🤗
Just as I loved "Confessions", all that time back, (That was sometime in August/ early September, wasn't it? Probably one of your first works on this forum), I loved this one too.
As I remember telling you in my comment on "Confessions", it is difficult to portray the emotions of the antagonist, in the manner you do. Without defending their actions in any form whatsoever, but still, giving a glimpse as to why that character behaves the way she does.
At the time I started watching the serial, I always used to feel tremendous sympathy for Ragini. You captured her earlier character traits beautifully, the shy, introverted, "bottled up" character, who always did as she was told. Her Dadi and Baba told her her handsome prince who would come riding in on a stallion, was none other than Lakshya, and well, she fit his face and form into that dream she had, didn't she? Let her mind be made up, as she always had.
And then, when the prince decided he didn't much care for this princess, he would rather have her half sister, well, the innocent, demure princess turned into an evil fairy. 😈 Unfortunately for fairy tale land, I don't feel sorry for the prince at all...no matter how hard I try.
There is only so much rejection, so much heartache anyone is capable of taking, before they break. Maybe someone with more depth to their character than Ragini, could have reacted in a less---well---morbid, near psychotic manner. But she'd never been encouraged to have any resilience and strength of mind, had she? So when she decided that life had taken her far enough on this macabre ride, she not only decided to get off, she also decided to take the wheel....which is when everybody else, started to get the "joyride" they never could have dreamed of, and certainly never wanted! 😕
I found Ragini's grim plans for snatching happiness from Swara & Sanskaar chilling. She knows her sister is no longer interested in her husband, but still wants her to be unhappy, alone. And she wants Sanskaar to pay, for perhaps giving her an initial nudge towards this madness, though he did try to restrain her after. She is too far gone down this road now, to care about the diversions she could have taken earlier.
Brilliant as ever, Medhu. Gray is my new favorite color, 😊, especially it is painted with all the delicate brush strokes you honor it with.