OHMYGOD was the episode emotionally power packed or what?!
Okay the first sequence- Alvida song seq! Beautiful song & so beautifully projected on the four of them. I know everyone here must be annoyed that Swara didn't have even a single memory of Sanskaar, trust me I was PISSED with a capital P but then I realised something- Swara's memories were of Ragini & Lakshya, those two people who she loved the most & who literally ruined her life. She is a shattered version of herself only because of these two. She was remembering these two people who broke her & still she doesn't feel hatred for them only because of her forgiving nature. Sanskaar, she didn't remember him & linked him to those harsh memories cos he was with her when nobody else was. Ever since they got together, he was always a true friend, support & confidant for her so why would she remember him with those two people who literally brought her to this stage of life? Concentrate on the emotion of her memory rather than the scene, it was of hurt & betrayal caused by those two closest people in her life, Sanskaar never has hurt her to this extent. Even when he did, he was a mere stranger for her, someone who was her fiancee's brother. When he came close to her, became her friend, he never let her down so why would she remember him & associate him with betrayal & hurt? This is just how I felt about the whole thing & when I thought about her FB's this way, they made perfect sense to me & I was glad she didn't remember Sanskaar.
Like I said look at the emotions of the four: Sanskaar was feeling emptiness, that hollow feeling you get when you know you've lost something very precious & still can't do anything about it. Swara was probably feeling melancholic remembering the hurt & betrayal she had to bear because of those two people closest to her who she still wasn't able to hate. Ragini was probably feeling guilty (can't vouch for this one since we still don't know if she's actually feeling real remorse but assuming the good) & blaming herself for losing her most precious posession due to her obsession. She didn't think about Swara which says A LOT. It means only Lakshya is important for her & nobody else so that selfish streak is STILL there. Lux ji was feeling super guilty for not having trust on Swara & blaming her all the while, calling her characterless & what not. He was also feeling a bit hopeful along that everything will be alright & Swara will be back to him. This is just my interpretation of the whole sequence, please feel free to disagree & I'd love to hear what you guys felt about this particular heartfelt sequence :)
But OHMYGOD Sanskaar :( Shit he was shatteredπ Dammit looking at him, I think I maybe have teared up a bit & hide that tear I had welling up in my eye, especially when he went on to sleep on that couch despite of having the whole bed & remembering Swara sitting there. Shit it was simply heartbreaking π That photo which he had of Swara in his room, OMG. His moments of her, him imagining her in the room with him & trying to stop her but then realising he's just hallucinating, OH LORD! I seriously had a lump in my throat looking at him. Varun is spectacular! I always wanted to see a brooding Sanskaar & I am simply speechless looking at the terrific acting prowess this guy is blessed with. God I am so happy we are getting to see such a good actor potraying one of the most real & human character onscreen β€οΈ Seriously, take a bow Varun βοΈ I am a fan for life another amazing thing about this guy is that he's blessed with such a pleasant boyish face <3 His broken expression when he sat down on the bed & his hair was blowing in the air, it was simply mesmerising I could stare at that scene all the day long & still not get tired π³ Simply brilliant Sanskaar & Varun Kapoor βοΈ I swear I am not the kinds who is struck by celebrities & go around following them but if I get to meet Varun someday, I am definitely gonna ask for a hug, tell him how much I love him & Sanskaar & definitely get a selfie clicked π God this guy has really turned me into the craziest fangirl ever π³π
SanLak scene was SO good <3 Okay yeah obviously I am still PISSED at Lux ji & I still wanna smack his disgusting face & beat him black & blue BUT that scene was really good. MUCH better than the hypocritically unrealistic behna bond :/ That katti-batti scene I especially loved cos we all have those katti-batti memories with our friends & siblings & a heartfelt chuckle escaped me after hearing that. But I did find a symbolism here too, Lakshya said as kids, they used to fight a lot & he used to get katti with Sanky while Sanky used to be the first one always to initiate the batti & again Sanskaar was still the first one to forward his hand for a batti, this maybe indicates that after Swara rejects Lux & comes to MM again, this time as Sanskaar's legally wedded wife, he'll again go in for a katti while Sanskaar would not want to let go of his estranged brother's new found affection & initiate batti by trying to unite SwaLux, thinking they still 'LOUUU' each other :/ Anyways at that moment, it felt like Lakshya was genuinely feeling remorse & wanted to make amends & I'd like to believe that until the future episode where it'll be clear if Lakshya really wanted his brother back. The maaf karde na yaar & the hug that followed made me so senti π³ I was always waiting for SanLak bromance cos I love bromances π Been waiting & drooling on their bond ever since the numerous facewashes & Lux having 'hots' for his brother so that scene made me VERY happy. Why did Lux have to ruin it by proposing his bhabhi ji next day itself & coming across as an opportunist?! God -_-
The Swaragini scene was LOL. Is it weird that the show is based on sister bonding but I never feel for these two? That SanLak scene alone overshadows the whole behna bonding till date π God maybe I am just too bored of behna bonding everywhere & the mahaanta that comes along with it. Yup, that is it π Oh Swara was super shocked when Ragini suggested the SwaLak possibility & in that moment it did feel like she was going to say "I am married too now" but then Daadi came & the conversation halted. IDK maybe just my shipper heart's wishful thinking π Daadi seems to be genuinely angry with Ragini & I like it that she's staying true to her words of not accepting Ragini if she is proved to be bad. It's nice to see her stay true to her words, FOR NOW. Swara said that if Lux ji thinks he can get back with her, it's just his galatfehmi. Did she have a hunch that devarji is going to propose to her? π
Another scene that rocked was, when Shekhar asked Ragini to take a sip of the milk first that she brought for him & then say, I am surprised that it's been 20 seconds & still nothing has happened to you, is there no poison in there?! π² I was expecting this when Shekhar asked her to drink the milk & it was good π This kinda treatment is more horrible to bear emotionally than a few physical slaps & am glad Ragini is at least getting this much. Still dunno what to make of the memory loss spoiler but hoping for the best & I am getting positive vibes from it π³
Sanskaar looked so handsome in that yellow tee Probably among the few guys I liked in yellow π³π I actually said, wow he looks like a yummy alphonso mango π€£ I'll be shocked if they don't show Swara attracted to him at least physically π³ Like is it even possible not to? Is she even human? π³π Oh yeah even Lux ji knows Swara will never refuse Sanky & so asked him to get her to meet him once π DP was melodramatic today with Sanskaar, Ekta & Adarsh talks π God you mentaleshwaris π€£
Precap was GOOD. Finally good sense prevailed among Maheshwaris & Gadodias & they're thinking to give SwaSan marriage a chance & Daadi instantly agreed π & Swara was SO hesitant to be alone with Lux, thank god for small mercies, phew! I love the way she instantly pulls back her hand when he tries catching it LMAO π
Sorry for typos, rambled on & not proof read :P