Barsaat ki ek raat updated RaJi page 14 jan 28/12 - Page 5

This is another way the SR may go for GoEm.

Remember this is not connected to the other GoEm scene

Ahem was sitting in his room with his green tea and finishing up with his work before dinner. Gopi was downstairs helping although he has warned the whole family all her work should be where she can sit and work. No walking and standing should be involved. He knew his mom was not liking his opinion because she thinks she knows better than him. But to Ahem he has started to feel that Gopi is his and only his. It all started out with just helping her with her studies and slowly and gradually she had made her way to his heart. He still had not told her anything. He wanted to make sure that this is the right thing to do. Hurting Gopi again was not an option for him. Her tears were like having his heart ripped out of his body and stomped on. This was something he has been struggling with since her injury. He had realized he had almost lost her and that is when his heart started to mend his mind and make it understand what love really is. He knew he loved Anita. He could not insult that relationship.

But he knows now that his relationship with Anita was not strong enough to go thru any complications life could bring. He is now convinced that they would have been divorced by now. And not to mention the fact he had to choose between his mom and her! The audacity of her. And here is this simple naive innocent girl who has gone thru hell and back because of his anger at having married an uneducated and stupid girl. He also realized that she was probably more intelligent than him. She not only looked out for him like a good wife would but she did it without bothering him or coming near him. She never demanded anything or complained when she was yelled at by anyone. He had to come to terms about his feelings towards her and soon. He remembered how after she had gotten well she never made any assumptions of his actions in taking care of her. Previously she would have been on cloud nine thinking he loved her. Ironic isn't it. All those times she was wrong and this time when he really fell for her she didn't react. Of course it was because of his reaction to the love she showered on him, he knew she would never go down that route again.

He was called down to dinner by Meethi and so he decided that at least by the end of this week he should tell her his feelings are changing. But he was afarid if she would believe him or not. He so wanted to hold her it was driving him crazy.

After everyone had gone to bed and he had gone to his room he decided that the first step he needed to do was get rid of Anita's picture from his diary and replace it with Gopi's picture from their marriage. He knew she would still be a while and he didn't want her there incase she got the wrong idea. He took his diary out of his briefcase and was looking at Anita's picture and thinking how wrong he was about her. He may have loved her but not enough to sustain a long relationship. He had not realized that while he was lost in thought Gopi had walked in and seen him looking at the picture. She had a sad look to her and she just took her night sari and headed to the bathroom. STUPID STUPID STUPID. He had indirectly hurt her again. Well forget end of week it had to be done now. No if's and's or but's. When she came back she had her head bowed and asked him if he needed anything. He said "Haan. Gopi mein tumse baat karna chaatha hoon. Mere paas aake bethoon aur meri baat suno". ("Yes, Gopi I need to talk to you. Please come and sit next to me and listen to me.")

She wanted to cry. She still did as she was told. When she came and sat next to him he saw tears roll down her eyes. His heart was stomped on again. He just wanted to hold her and make everything ok. But he had to take it slowly. He handed her Anita's picture and said "Tum toh jaanti ho ye kaun hai. Mein isike baare mein tumse kuch kehna chaata hoon". ("You know who this is. I need to tell you something about her") She could not control her tears. And he need to speak faster and make her understand. He took the picture back from her and riped it in front of her. Gopi looked up at him with tear filled eyes. The look of confusion was immense. He then took her hand and said "Gopi, aaj se koi aasoon nahi aane chaiye. Mujhe aab is diary mein sirf tumahara photo dekhna hai. Mein kya kahoon? Ahem smiles. Bas, mujhe aahaas hooyan ki mujhe tumse behaad muhoobat go gaya. Tumhare bina jeena aab sirf mushkil he nahi lekin na mumkeen hai. Agar tum mujhe chod ke chali jaaogi toh mein toh mar..." ("Gopi, I don't want to see any more tears. I only want a picture of you in my diary. What can I say. Ahem smiles. I just realized I am madly in love with you. Living without you is not only going to be hard but impossible. If you were to leave me i would probably di...")
Gopi would not let him finish his sentence. She held her hand to his mouth and shook her head no. They looked at each other and then Ahem removed her hand from where it was and kissed it. This whole time he did not take his eyes of her. She on the other hand looked down and started crying. He lifted her chin to see and asked "Kya hua? Kya tum khush nahi ho?" ("What wrong? Are you not happy?") Afarid of what she would say, his heart started to beat a hundred beats a minute. She hugged him and said "Kanaji ne mujhe itni khushi di hai aaj. Mujhe daar laagta hai ki koi ye saapna toh nahi?" ("Kanaji has given me so much happiness today. This isn't a dream right?")

To that Ahem leaned into her and kissed her ever so lightly on the lips and asked "Kya ye sapna laagta hai?" ("Does it feel like a dream?") She wanted to run from there and hide and just live on that kiss alone for the rest of her life. He pulled her closer and said "Gopi, Meine tumhare saath bohot bhura bola aur bohot tung kiya. Mujhe maaf kardo!?! Mein aaj se apni sari zindagi sirf tumhe khush rakhne mein nikalna chaata hoon. Kya mujhe ek aur mauka dogi?" ("Gopi, I have behaved very badly with you and said a lot of bad stuff. Please forgive me. From only today onwards I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy. Will you give me one more chance?")

Gopi put her arm around his waist and let her head rest on his shoulder. Ahem felt like this was just the begining of euphoria. He lifted Gopi's chin and kissed her on her forehead and said to go and make sure the door was locked. She bowed her head down again feeling shy and went to do just that. When she was at the door latching the top latch he came behing her and put his arms around her waist from behind and pulled her towards him. And in only one swift move he turned her around and picked her up into his arms and winked at her. She could not look at him anymore. She buried her face in the nook of his neck. He leaned into her and squeezed her tight to him. He then walked to the bed and put her down and sat next to her and said if she was not ready for him she had every right to stop him. She looked up him confused and then it hit her why he was asking her this question. She looked down and nodded yes. He said he dosen't understand if she was saying yes to him or yes to stop. So she took his hand in hers and kissed it and looked at him. He saw the passion in her eyes and felt they both wanted each other and the feeling was too overwhelming to ignore. He put his hand on her face covering her ears and head and brought her forward for a kiss. He playfully kissed her while watching her to see the reaction. She was in heaven. He continued. He closed his eyes and let their hormones lead them to the next step. He pulled away from the kiss and stood up. He pulled her up with him and said...this clothes are getting in our way. He was smiling and watching her turning more and more red by the minute. He took her hand and lead it to the buttons on his shirt. He had not changed from his work clothes. He prodded her to unbutton him. She looked down and sideways while unbuttoning his shirt. He on the other hand was already aroused by her touch when she stopped him from talking any further. And now she was driving his desires to a whole new world of yumminess. He held her by the waist while she was trying her best not to turn any darker shade of red. After she was done, and without his saying anything, she lifted her hands and took his shirt off him. This drove him crazy. He pulled her closer to her and lifted her face to look at him and asked "Kya mein tumhe aacha laagta hoon?" ("Do you like what you see?") And Gopi says "Ahemji, aap jaise khubsurat aadmi aur koi nahi ho sakhta. Aap toh ek aphsara ho." ("Ahemji, there is no one more handsome than you. You are like a dream")

Ahem leaned into her and kissed her and kept pulling her closer to him and hoping she is as effected by the kiss as he is. While kissing he slowly lowers himself and her to the bed and layed down with her next to him. He was happy they did not have to break the kiss. She was now running her hands all over his back and chest and he was trying to grope her breast but the blouse kept coming in the way. He used his minds eye to find the hooks and undo her in time to feel her in his hands. She felt good. Too good. She must have like it. She moaned into his mouth which drove him more crazy. He kept on kneading and massaging her. They came up for breath and instead of takin a break he went for her neck and kissed her all the way down to her breasts. He took her into his mouth and suckled and she arched towards him. He was impressed by her body. She was very beautiful. Her breasts were full yet not over the top. She felt so soft and supple. He took her hands and lead them to his erection and said her name. When he came back to kiss her on her mouth she moaned his name in his mouth and made his erection harder. If that was possible. She felt him go harder and knew that somehow this was what was supposed to happen. Gopi knew that this was making him hungrier for her so she decided to unbutton his pants and put her hands inside and hold him skin to skin. This drove their passion even further. He undid her sari and peticoat and threw all the clothes on the floor getting angry at them for getting in the way. He and Gopi hugged and kissed and enjoyed the fact they were so close and feeling each other skin to skin everywhere. Ahem moved his hands from her breasts and traveled south. When he started caressing her there, she went wild and cried Ahemji Ahemji.

She was more than ready. And so was he. He got on top of her and went between her legs and while kissing her he entered her. She let out a cry into his mouth at the pain. He held himself there till she was ok and then gently started moving. She never felt like this before. How could something that hurt so bad feel so good? This has to be right. They fit each other so perfectly. They moved in unison. The slow movements picked up and turned into a race for more passion and more euphoria. They knew they reached their full potential when she called out...more Ahemji...more Ahemji.

To them their cries were loud at the feel of each other but no one could hear them. When they peaked and Ahem fell on Gopi, she caressed his back and said "Dhanyavad Ahemji". ("Thankyou Ahemji") He looked up at her face and kissed her and said "Nahi Gopi, tumhare vaajye se meri duniya aaj puri ho gayi. Mujhe itni khushi milli aaj... ("No Gopi, because of you my life is complete today. I am so happy that...")

Ahem could not continue. He had tears in his eyes and hugged Gopi harder. She started crying because she could not see him like this. she stroked the back of his head and comforted him to the best of her ability. After a few minutes she pick up his face and made him face her and said "Ahemji, mein aap se bohot pyar karti hoon. Aaj tumhare saath ye ek aur pyar ka bhandan mein shamil ho gayi. Mein aaj se vaada karti hoon, mein aaise hi tumhe pyar karti rahungi. Jab bhi aap bulaiye mein aajaaungi". ("Ahemji, I love you very much. And today with you I have taken another step into love. I promise you, from today onwards I will continue to love you in this same way. Whenever you call me I will come")

And saying that she pulled his head closer and kissed him on his lips and took it deeper and deeper into another realm. And they made love again. This time no tears only each others names were said in high ecstasy.