The hands you take and the hands you leave Part 63-Updated page 149 - Page 82

The conversation between Baldev and Anami was the highlight of today's episode. For the first time Baldev showed a different side, not just his hatred, jealousy, and indifference. In a way Vatsalya is a bridge. A bridge that is bringing Anami and Baldev together. I don't feel Baldev has accepted Anami yet, but he is opening up to her.

What intrigued me was when he said that he's blackmailed because of Narottam. I don't think this has to do with Vikram as you said. Vikram simply disowned Baldev because of Narottam, no blackmail involved. It seems to signal more towards something Sudha did. There's a gap in the story between what Dheeru told Adhiraj yesterday and what Gayatri has seen in her FB. There's a whole year missing that doesn't explain what happened after Sudha got pregnant, Narottam's birth, and Baldev going to the US. I feel this "blackmail" refers to that period that led Sudha to a mental asylum.

Yes, every one seems to be taking their positions in the ensuing ' kurukshetra' . Story is moving forward logically.

yes even i felt she was giving away too much to anami. is it a trap or is she being oveconfident

I identify very strongly with Panditayen because my mom is that kind of mom. The one who puts oil on your head even when you are an adult so you can have an oil bath, who cooks your favorite foods when you visit. Such a mom is soul refreshing. A child who belongs to such a mom knows what nurture is and will not accept any other substitute. Satrupa insisting she is mom to Anami will never work, but what will work is the kind of relationship she has with Ladoo.

Satrupa too is nurturing, but hers is very different. She gives orders to make Kachori for she knows Ladoo likes it, but she will not make the kachoris herself. She may not even know how but she will see to it he gets it. She knows that Ladoo likes to learn, so she teaches him English and Maths, she sends him to camp. Those will directly have an influence in how he turns out. A child who receives both kinds is very fortunate indeed. Ladoo is a very fortunate child.

But Panditayen is also the kind of mother who will step in front of danger to take the bullet, Satrupa though will shoot at the guy taking aim because she will also have a gun. What I like is Satrupa takes responsibility for Ladoo herself. When danger strikes she will put herself in front of him, but unlike Panditayen she will be more equipped to fight I think.

I love the conversation between Anami and Baldev. It's lonely at the top they say. One of the things I see is how lonely Baldev is, Anami is lonely too while in Benaras she was not. Satrupa is lonely too. But Dadi and Vikram are companions and so too the Pujan Clan. The bonds of family are important in fostering trust. Forgiveness, inclusion, trust are all important otherwise you will have a situation where someone like Pujan will take advantage. Baldev and Anami when they bond will be powerful I feel. Anami will feel Baldev more as a parent than Satrupa because she does not have the baggage with him.

Yesterday's Adi and Dheeru continuation today is a glimpse of the shadowy Purushottam. He is alive. I am still standing by Dheeru has his reasons and they are LM ruin. He is playing a game which he gives glimpses of to Adhiraj. That will create a rift between them I feel.

Finally we come to Abhimanyu and the different versions of the Mahabharata. I think I am more like Sudha when it comes to the MB. I have my own version. 😳 I don't like Yudhistra at all, I don't find him Dharmaraj. I am quite sympathetic to Duryodhana and very much to Karna. I think they have been robbed. Most of all I have never been able to reconcile while Abhimanyu had to die so brutally. I have heard it was to make Arjuna angry because it was fought against their own people. I've also not been able to reconcile while Krishna did not help. He took Arjuna away. Abhimanyu was his own nephew. He was God, he made Draupadi's sari grow and grow. So why did he not save Abhimanyu from slaughter ? He could have died a gentler death. Was his life's purpose only to make his father Arjuna angry enough to kill ? How is this justice ? If he were my relative I would not behave like that.

And my mom's answer would always be. You see with human eyes a point in time. You do not know the whole story unfold.

What has been true, is true and will always be true is.

yada yada yi dharmasya

glanir bhavati bharata

abhyutthanam adharmasya

tadatmanam srijamyaham

paritranaya sadhunam

vinasaya sa duskrtam

dharma samsthapanarthaya

sambhavami yuge yuge

@usha Sudha is a sharp player. She has her agenda. We have to see what it is.

@simran dheeru wont mislead his son. But Dheeru will make him get something for him, which he can use to get the justice. I mean Dheeru doesnt want to show he is directly doing something, but it is the team of CBI which has authority unravelling certain information. Coming to Vatsalya diary he told he had not asked Narotham abt his night visits. There are two aspects. One we dont know when Vatsalya wrote that part and maybe post that he met Sudha. Or when he ran away on that way he met Sudha or Narotham had taken him to meet Sudha. Second go back to my first doubt, Sudha is playing with Anami by keeping Vatsalya photo, while she has some other plans.

@mangothyme the last part regarding Abhi, actually I was pondering about Abhi after I wrote analysis yesterday. Sudha said she will make Karna the king and for her death of Abhi the way he died was fine as in a fight you have to win. According to her Abhi was a reluctant fighter. Now what is Satrupa telling. Chakravyuh ka bhed karne ke liye ek Abhimanyu chahiye. Interesting point, she doesnt tell to break Chakravyuh ek abhimanyu ki bali chahiye. She told bhed. Interestingly Abhi didnt bhed the chakravyuha. Bhed means successful entry and exit, which didnt happen with Abhi. But Satrupa's abhi will bhed the Chakravyuha and I realized if I had written MB, I would also have ensured Abhi bhed the Chakravyuha. I ensure I give the knowledge and direction to my child in such a way, no Chakravyuh can withstand him/her even if I am not there. The fearless warrior of MB, the 16 yr old who took the battle on his head all by himself, terrorized the kaurava sena of maharathis, deserved much better than the brutal death 😃.

So now looking at things. Satrupa's Abhi is Ladoo who will enter and exit Chakravyuha or she will ensure he exits and as rightly said by you Ladoo has got affection of Pandithayan and he accepts the mentoring of Satrupa, so he will break. Satrupa has taken the ownership of Ladoo. She is not going to fire at anyone. I dont think she is also going to die or anything. She is going to equip her Abhi to fight that battle and come out successfully so that he is one step ahead of Arjun ie Anami. Satrupa is life and her Abhi will not succumb to Chakravyuha, he will break it. Sudha also tell. Do naughty things and escape without being caught. That will happen to Ladoo.

Sudha's Abhi is reluctant fighter who didnt wanted to fight the battle, ie Anami. Her Abhi was forced into battle and she feels to crown Karna, whatever manner Abhi died is acceptable. So to crown Narotham, any way Anami dies is fine with her.

So Sudha and Satrupa has chosen their Abhi's. One for life , other for death.

Interesting aspect now is Pujan who has declared himself to be Arjun and Baldev Krishna. Here there is no thought of Abhi. Exactly like MB. The Abhi of this scenario is Avdhoot. He doesnt have knowledge. He is mostly riding on his Papa. yes he has skills, but he is not mature enough. Pujan and Baldev are going to go behind the resort or whatever it is. Sudha is going to create the Chakravyuha for Anami her Abhi, Satrupa is going to equip Ladoo her Abhi to break it and in between the Abhi's of these two women lies the Abhi who is not regarded as Abhi that is Avdhoot. Now whose bali will happen we need to see.