The hands you take and the hands you leave Part 63-Updated page 149 - Page 12

I like how Anami-Adhiraj despite knowing each other for very less time have this underlying deep understanding of each other. It clearly shows when despite Anami lashing out at him for scrutinizing Narottam - he doesn't get angry, he doesn't even try to make her understand the same thing - in a better way as well. He knows perhaps -that time just will have to show her, Anything else will only pull her deeper into the vortex and away from his eyes. Similarly Anami knows that Adhiraj didn't mean bad. The fact she is not taunting him the least, but only scolding him with a 'haq' shows that she knows eventually her heart will melt. She is upset in the morning, but by the evening she is just putting up an endearing facade of anger. She doesn't close the window as soon as she sees him, listens to him - opens the door to give him another bout of scolding. Sure, she won't give a hint about Adhiraj being there in the room to Dadi, either.😉😆

Adhiraj - is truly one of the most charmingly portrayed ML I have seen of his age. He is smart, humble, on the path of justice - but is not stubborn or goody-two shoes. He is ready to admit his mistake and apologize when guided despite being grumpy at Anami for torturing him .😆😛 May be misled, judgemental or mistaken but is independent and righteous enough to not jump the gun and assure of the assumption or judgement. Doesn't have blind faith in anyone, not even his father. The perfect mature, old-fashioned charming, level headed and witty gentleman required opposite Anami! 😳

I somehow have an inkling that before Anami, Adhiraj will probably be the one to understand Satrupa first. Perhaps wrong.Now that he knows that Anami is indeed Satrupa's own blood and flesh.They will probably grudgingly bond over the common requisite of wanting Anami safe. In fact, Satrupa might use Adhiraj, on his own will as a safety net for Anami to fall back on - when everything seems to be over. He may be the one to show Anami, that Satrupa might not be as bad she thinks. But then, there is a long way to go before that happens.

Originally posted by: shruthiravi

@Athene it is not that they will go away from each other. But a misunderstanding will come and she will refuse to come down and he will go up. That scene where Anami stood on the top and Adhiraj on the ground and finally Adhiraj entering her room signaled that. Anami is thinking she is always right, unmindful of her faults. She has to see them, only then she will be able to understand another and their need to do certain things

Shruthi, what do u make of the scene of Anami breaking the stick and pushing down Adhi who was precariously hanging on?

The nagin dance prediction came true, Anami was bitten by the snakes she failed to see thr'.

I was wondering abt the message. hope they show the CBI investigating this attack better.this was the lead AR was waiting for.

@Simran what has pagli pandthiyan taught Anami. Sahi ho to juko math, galat ho tho lado math. Here as far as Anami goes she is right. But she is not completely right. Adhiraj the friend maybe wrong. Adhiraj the CBI officer is not. In a place where treachery is common it was his duty to ensure Anami is the right heir. So both were right and wrong.

Yes ! I love how every single character is of value in this show - no person, I repeat no person- is a minor character. Every single decision, every choice - changes the outcome and consequence bit by bit ; like a butterfly event. Anami - is. Well I don't know what to say. We say the truth when we say one becomes angry at the person they love the most. We do not think twice before reacting because they are our own. But sometimes we forget that they are the ones that are hurt the most. They are the only ones that regret their action. Not strangers whom you may not even see after a point of time. They do not even care about you - if you are going to give them a chance or not. You can see that the teens don't even care about the fact that Anami gave them an escape card. Giving a chance to absolute stranger doesn't show magnanimity.

The true courage is to give a second chance to your own. Those you will continue to see throughout your entire life. Anami is yet to see that. It is true magnanimity to put an effort to heal your scars, give them yet again an open chance in hurting you and still believing that they will choose to love you. But there is nothing that can overpower love and their is nothing betrayal cannot corrode.

Today I realized that we can never hate Sudha. No matter what. Because the flashback we are shown - it signifies past. In that past itself she has already been driven to the brink of insanity.You can only pity her. I admire the way they elaborated on that mini flashback yesterday and closed that thought today. She already is lost and confused. We can now see why she chooses to dress up beautifully with open hair. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she has decided to enrich that white saree with the colour of Lal Mahal, by sucking the peace out of them. Her open hair supposedly loved by Baldev similar to Draupadi's untied hair. I like to take it as she will see Baldev take his last breath admiring her, pleading for her - and then after she is done with them - she will tie them. Mourn the end of her love and destroy his likes of her.

Again, Sudha has once trusted and loved Lal Mahal. Atleast a few of them, like Dadi. They haven't out-rightly rejected that romance this means. She was cheated once, when she was put into the asylum and again, just when she thought that she had found her freedom. All this while poor thing has already lost the sanity of her mind. Anami has not been cheated anywhere close to that of Sudha's. Anami already is annoying us. So then what can we say about Sudha. Anami had never seen Satrupa before, or even had a glimpse of hope, so no matter what the deception is bearable. She had a beautiful family that more than made up for it.

But Sudha? I always think, when a girl choses to love, she choses to leave everything behind for that man. Her laziness, her parents, her tantrums - sometimes even ambitions for a future with this man. What courage that requires. She gives her respect and purity to this man and his family - and he nothing but stomps on it again and again. Till there is nothing but a living corpse left. That is what she is right now. She cannot love her son. She cannot empathise with Anami. Chodo yaar, she doesn't even care about her own self. She pities those, in whom she sees remnants of emotions she once had - and it infuriates her, b'coz it gave her nothing but eternal grief.

Satrupa is petrified of Sudha. Somehow I feel that she still doesn't the entire story to Sudha, which hopefully Anami will bring light to. She just sees her as a crazy lover of Baldev's who has somehow got driven the edge, and is potentially harmful to her and her baby. Narottam, being his mother's blood - might turn out just like her. Add to that flashbacks of his hidden attempts to do something before Anami came. See, right there is the whole vantage point of Anami. She is new. She hasn't heard anything and she is curious. She will search, and she will discover.


Edit @ And it is such a wonderful contrast isn't it? With his own kin, his father - despite removing his CBI shoes, he cannot leave his professional mind and nature behind ; yet with Anami he cannot keep his force on. He cannot be indifferent to her or her feelings.

I think you are wrong regarding Gayathri,as per today's episode she was taking control of the situation by allowing the use of tranquillisers to help control the already mentally unstable Sudha.Sudha seems to have run away from her rehabilitation centre.If not handled thus, it would have led to carnage.I think Sudha is a schemer and I doubt if Narottam is actually Baldev's son.Mentally deranged people can be extremely smart and selfish to achieve their own goals.

Like Josh I think too that Sudha was mentally ill already and the way to ensure she is treated is to have her sedated and sent back. The madness has transformed her into poison. The way she manipulates Anami and gathers information she seems far more evil than we imagine. She may have been wronged but the way she has evolved is alarming.

Originally posted by: ammu3

Yes ! I love how every single character is of value in this show - no person, I repeat no person- is a minor character. Every single decision, every choice - changes the outcome and consequence bit by bit ; like a butterfly event. Anami - is. Well I don't know what to say. We say the truth when we say one becomes angry at the person they love the most. We do not think twice before reacting because they are our own. But sometimes we forget that they are the ones that are hurt the most. They are the only ones that regret their action. Not strangers whom you may not even see after a point of time. They do not even care about you - if you are going to give them a chance or not. You can see that the teens don't even care about the fact that Anami gave them an escape card. Giving a chance to absolute stranger doesn't show magnanimity.

The true courage is to give a second chance to your own. Those you will continue to see throughout your entire life. Anami is yet to see that. It is true magnanimity to put an effort to heal your scars, give them yet again an open chance in hurting you and still believing that they will choose to love you. But there is nothing that can overpower love and their is nothing betrayal cannot corrode.

Today I realized that we can never hate Sudha. No matter what. Because the flashback we are shown - it signifies past. In that past itself she has already been driven to the brink of insanity.You can only pity her. I admire the way they elaborated on that mini flashback yesterday and closed that thought today. She already is lost and confused. We can now see why she chooses to dress up beautifully with open hair. Somewhere in the back of her mind, she has decided to enrich that white saree with the colour of Lal Mahal, by sucking the peace out of them. Her open hair supposedly loved by Baldev similar to Draupadi's untied hair. I like to take it as she will see Baldev take his last breath admiring her, pleading for her - and then after she is done with them - she will tie them. Mourn the end of her love and destroy his likes of her.

Again, Sudha has once trusted and loved Lal Mahal. Atleast a few of them, like Dadi. They haven't out-rightly rejected that romance this means. She was cheated once, when she was put into the asylum and again, just when she thought that she had found her freedom. All this while poor thing has already lost the sanity of her mind. Anami has not been cheated anywhere close to that of Sudha's. Anami already is annoying us. So then what can we say about Sudha. Anami had never seen Satrupa before, or even had a glimpse of hope, so no matter what the deception is bearable. She had a beautiful family that more than made up for it.

But Sudha? I always think, when a girl choses to love, she choses to leave everything behind for that man. Her laziness, her parents, her tantrums - sometimes even ambitions for a future with this man. What courage that requires. She gives her respect and purity to this man and his family - and he nothing but stomps on it again and again. Till there is nothing but a living corpse left. That is what she is right now. She cannot love her son. She cannot empathise with Anami. Chodo yaar, she doesn't even care about her own self. She pities those, in whom she sees remnants of emotions she once had - and it infuriates her, b'coz it gave her nothing but eternal grief.

Satrupa is petrified of Sudha. Somehow I feel that she still doesn't the entire story to Sudha, which hopefully Anami will bring light to. She just sees her as a crazy lover of Baldev's who has somehow got driven the edge, and is potentially harmful to her and her baby. Narottam, being his mother's blood - might turn out just like her. Add to that flashbacks of his hidden attempts to do something before Anami came. See, right there is the whole vantage point of Anami. She is new. She hasn't heard anything and she is curious. She will search, and she will discover.


Edit @ And it is such a wonderful contrast isn't it? With his own kin, his father - despite removing his CBI shoes, he cannot leave his professional mind and nature behind ; yet with Anami he cannot keep his force on. He cannot be indifferent to her or her feelings.

I elaborate I admire the way CVs looped a small flashback in the previous episode and magnified it in yesterday's episode. Most of were upset with Dadi's double faced behaviour . But today, we are back to square one. They have cleverly open ended it, leaving an element of suspense behind. Allowing audience to choose. Was Dadi always a schemer, or was she victoriously grinning at getting rid of a unstable Sudha and protecting her family ? Was Sudha innocent, a victim? Or is she an old player with an F5 start at destroying Lal Mahal? Is Satrupa's knowledge about this past flare half baked ? Or a selfish part, chose to turn a blind eye. It frustrates us doesn't it and I love that ! 😆