Originally posted by: FollowYourHeart
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit anu shit shit shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
m just half way through it and i tell u M LOVINGGGGGGGGGGGG IT M SERIOUSLY LOVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IT LIKE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
OMG D LYRICS R SO DAMMED APT FOR D CURRENT PHASE OF AY..and d miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiix is just i dunno wat....m lovingggggggggggggg it...can se u worked like helllllllllllllllllllllllllll hard on it every single piece is appearing as if it has a lot of ur thought put behinnnnnnnnnnnnd...everything is flowingggggggggggggggg like a riverrrrrrrrrr....and u know wats d best part...ummm Naps depicted ashi's huuuuuurt. via her mixes ashi's shattering painnnnnn ashi ka helplessness her dispaiiiiiiiir her letting go off him her watching him walk out but not being able to do anything abt it her lonelyness her hyperly yuvilicious state where though he had moved on but she was stilll stuck there in thosemoments for her it was all abt yuvishness in d aiiiiiiiiiiir...daats wat naps depicted..and uuuuuuuushowed us a diff side of ashi's inner turmoil her inner conflict........u depicted that part of her which bad wants to fight for him to strangle him and shake him and tell him ki wat d hell do u see in that fatso huh how cld u do this to me to us wats so dammed special abt her she bloody doesnt even knoooooow u she bloody cant ever knnow u cant ever fele u ur dreams ur passion cant ever love d REAL U....omgggg u showed daat part of her which wld actually be wantinggggg to tell him shout at him thaaaaaati daat duh huhhhhhhhhhhh cant u freaking seeeeeeeeeee U BELONG WID MEEEEEEEEE....????
omgggggggggggggg totalllly loving it anuuuuuuuuuuuuuu i mean i always knew ki ander se she might be wanting to do dis badly but she couldnt do it she couldnt yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar she just couldnt coz she knew watever yuvi did was right from his pov she couldnt lay herself down and beg for her love to be returned she couldnt let him see that her flame her fire her whole self is extinguishing dheere dheere widout himmmmmmmmm she couldnt force him to love her back and she couldnt just couldnt be d thorne in his path watever he was doing he was doing it from his heart so how d hell oculd she SHE who was d one who gave him d lesson of following ur heart how cld she become a hurdle for him now wen he really was following his heart??....she badly wanted to hold on to him but she knewwwwwwwwwwwwwww she couldn't she knew all she cld do dne was let him go...and she got the strength from just one thing...his happynesssssssss...kyunki he felt so storngly for yamini daats y she let him go...but see now wen he ran off she knew he wld ultimately have to face heart break so she tried her bestessssssssssssssssst bestessssssssssst to save him form all that heart break coz she bloody well knows man wat its like to beeeeeee wid an acheing heaaaart yearning for smeone loving smeone madly but suddenly feeling all ice cold water pour down on u shattering ur illussion and throwing u face down into reality that reality which is way waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay diff from wat u had hoped it to be....geeeeeeeeeeee...i dunnoooooooooooooo.....i mena yeah she let him go and all she did the htings which she aught to have done but ander hi ander woh kabhi oth sochti hogi na ki why yuvvi why her and why not me?...infct d hurt in her eyesssssss...hamesha wants to tell him in her own way ki kash yuvi kash u belonged to me....its only he wasn't there to read that in her eyes woh uske samne ho ke bhi bohut bohuuuuuuuuut door tha.......omgggggggggg...swear it yaaaaaaaaaaar i have neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr experianced something as pure as dis....i mena i always YEARNEDDDDDDDDD CRAVEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD TO FEEL DIS PHASE OF DEIRSSSSSSSSSSSSS...and omg now wne am feleing i just dunnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo d pain is tooooooooo much to bearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr yaar....i mean dis wasnt nay time pass relaitonship for yuvi yuvi almost almost LOVED DIS OTHER GIRLLLLL...and ahsi had to accept it had to let him go and she has to live wid dis knowledge all her lifeeeeeeeee...but haaaaaaaa...deir love is so dammed freaking pure ki wen dis yuckmini wld go wen dey wld cme close tab there wnt even be a trace of herrrrrrrrrrr...she wnt even remember ki uske hote hue he had started loving smeone else...THIS THIS IS THE STRENGTH OF THEIR LOVE YAAR...koi aur hota toh kabhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kabhi dey cldnt have recovered from dis....but dey not only recovered lekin insted dey emrged much much more strongerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr after dis...i cant tell u wat i feel wne i see ahsi fighting for him his dreams his happyness dis madlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...omggggggggggggggg...I LOVE DEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...I LOVE DEMMMMMM...i dunno how i cld love dem so madly all dese years widout feelinggggggggggggggggggggggggg this phase of dem....its like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i dunnooooooooooooooo i just dunnooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Omigosh Di, never thought my one lil vm could spark off a thesis from you! š I feel a bit humbled really that you could have written all this jst from watching it. š³ You know, this has been my feeling since the beginning of the yamini track, that this is how ashi is feeling. Whenever i see her looking at yuvi i see the lyrics of this song written in her eyes, esp the line 'if you could see that i'm the one who understands you, been here all along, so why can't you see' - coz in my mind ashi IS the only one who ever truly understood yuvi. For all yamini said she loved him, ashi was the only one who knew him inside out, who could look at him and know instantly what he was feeling, whether he was happy or sad. She knew his dreams better than even sid or nakul did. And she was the only one who ever made him strive to achieve them. Isliye, 1st time i heard this song i felt as if ashi had penned it. It's like the words that are closest to her heart but which she never voiced out loud. But you need only to look in her eyes to see them clearly written there. I esp felt that in last night's epi. Did you see how she looked at him? You could see it then, that pain, that longing for him to realise that yamini is not right for him, that she has brought all this pain into his life, and that she could take it all away if he would only let her. That's why i made this vm, coz this is how i feel ashi really feels.
Am so glad you liked it Di. It always means a lot to me when you praise my work. š³
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