Originally posted by: loveanime
Yes the episode was a mess of paro's emotions. I think we as an audience are also confused because so far in the show her thinking is very one dimensional. When she has set her mind on something she goes full steam ahead, she is not like rudra and doesn't have ifs and buts storming her head. Rudra is the complex thinker so we expect him to have erratic emotional outbursts, he is a man of convictions of his duty, but Paro is a woman of convictions of her emotions. So for the first time we see her emotional convictions shaken and she is unsure. Was this done deliberately by the writers or is it just inconsistency in her character.
The episode starts with an insecure nightmare of hers which made sense I could relate to that, but then her confrontation with rudra took another turn and suddenly she questions if she is his wife, I was like rudra baffled aiyyy what happened to laila bothers me angle, and further head scratcher is her conversation with mythilli will he ever love me was that ever in doubt. Paro stance so far in this show is her unwavering confidence that she can read his eyes and knows he needs her and she is his wife and they are meant to be. All this doesn't change with Rudra's past so why question him on that front.
Is Rudra confused at the end is he wondering damn do I have to spell it out for her now I thought I just made it perfectly clear since we got married that she is sreemati, i call her my wife a few times during the day, if she is hurt or cries it pains me did i not make that clear like a million times since we met does not that show my love, oh i only ever listen to her what more adhikar does she want, i might throw a few tantrums here and there say some nonsense but come on all husbands do that why not me not fair, is there anything else i am missing from husband to do checklist because i thought i got my bases covered. Ok jeez she is pissed off about the red thread nahhh my paro is not materialistic like that but never mind I will go get a nice gold one just in case women seriously do we have to get married again, bloody hell I should just say the vows properly this time and not be drunk ok maybe just a little.
At the end of the episode I am left wondering what is Paro's problem. Rudra has in more ways than one shown her she matters, she knows it, he knows it, we know it, all of Rajasthan knows it. Tea thing was kind of cough petty cough, now shoot me because rudy boy never got his tea only baapusa did lolzzz. Only because this is Paro she is eternal nurturer she will never turn her back when her Rudra is asking for something, she will hide his phone to force tea down his throat, jump through windows to make sure he doesn't poke himself, so that was odd to see her not give him tea when he asks for it. I think Paro should just have her outburst and get it over with, she will feel much better lolzzz. Is she pretending none of this matters to her; that her husband was with another woman before her, she is jealous of laila, and worst she feels petty that she feels such thoughts and is hence channeling her frustration towards other issues and confusing us.