AsYa OS : What If I Lose Her? (updated part 3)

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What If I Lose Her?

He was walking through the garden, bare feet, feeling the softness of the grasses under his feet. He always liked this early morning environment. The light chillness of breeze, the soft rays of morning sun creating little warmness, the merry chirping of the birds, the soft rattling sound of the leaves when they dance with the breeze...everything is so calming about this environment; this is so pure, so natural. He always felt like he is one of them when he walks through them bare foot, he can almost hear the whispering of the winds.

Today is no different. He as usual enjoying his morning venture, suddenly everything fell into a unusual quietness, no more chirping of birds are heard, the leaves are no more dancing, even the whispering of wind is stopped, as if it is the calm before a storm.

"Mr. Khan" someone called him.

He quickly turned behind to find the always smiling, most beautiful face of this whole world. Zoya. But what she is doing here this early? She is always a late riser! Today sun must be rising from opposite side. He chuckled at his own joke and to become sure he once again eyed the rising sun. Finding it on its daily place he chuckled some more and looked up to find no one there.

"Ms. Farooqui?", he called out. Now where she disappeared! This can be no way his imagination. He walked to certain direction hoping to find her there. Oh there she is! Behind a tree, hiding from him. He sighed in relief. He quietly neared the tree. She is always this clumsy! Look at the way she is hiding! Her saree pallu is peeking out from the trunk of the tree. Silly Ms. Farooqui! He smiled shaking his head.

When he stood in front of her, he was shocked to find her tear stricken face. He was about to hold her face, "Zoya wha...", but he can't. Suddenly the distance between them increased rapidly. He tarted running towards her. She is looking at her innocently. He can feel that she needs him. She is calling him but why can't he reach her? The more he increased his pace more the distance became long. Suddenly the surrounding changed into deep shade. The black cloudes has surrounded him completely. The frequency of the trees increases, as if they are in a forest. He couldn't look clearly, but he can feel her heart beat. She is somewhere near him. But where is she? He screamed her name, "ZOYA...", his scream echoed through the forest. But no reply is heard. Suddenly he felt that her heart beat is slowing down. A fear griped his heart, tears made though his eyes automatically without his knowledge.

Suddenly everything got cleared, he black loud surrounding his vision disappeared as if never present there. And he found her, lying on the ground; lifeless. As soon as the word lifeless' strike his mind he ran to her. He called her name, he patted her cheek, he kissed her forehead, he promised to never call her messy, he promised to never scold her again, he promised to give whatever she want, he is ready to praise all her stupid shayery, he is ready to do anything for her smile just if she open her eyes once. But nothing happened. She laid there lifeless on his lap. Her heart beat is not being heard. She is no more...

"ZOYA..." he screamed all his might.

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"Zoya!" Asad screamed and wake up with a start. The sweat beads on his forehead, the creased bed sheet indicating the trouble he felt in his nightmare. He quickly removed his cover and ran out of his room to her room.

There she lying peacefully with a smile on her lips. He quietly walked towards her and sat beside her. He holds her hand; the mere warm feeling of her hand gave his restless heart some peace. This is nothing like his dream. He was scared to find her cold hand there. Then he lightly caressed her head and dropped a feather light kiss on her forehead. After staring her peacefully sleeping form to his contained he left her room.

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He walked in the garden and sat on the bench, THEIR bench, knowing well that he cannot sleep after this. It is his daily routine till they returned from Mangalpur. Witnessing that deadly scene, she lying on the ground lifeless, has left a permanent fear in his heart. He doesn't know what has change between them. But the mere thought of losing her has shook him to the core. Now when he looks back their journey till now he feels that whenever he has shouted on her, he has done that out of concern. He has always thought about her safety like he would have done for his family. He has considered her as his family. But dare he say it aloud. After all he is Asad Ahmed Khan; he can never say his deep most feelings in words. Emotionally challenged person he really is, as she says. He smiled remembering it.

She has created a magic with her presence in this house. His ammi, his tamatar has become livelier in her presence. Now a day his house is full of laughter, teasing and many other funny happenings all because of her. As if she is the missing puzzle they needed for this little family to complete.

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The sun rose making a mark of beginning of another day. Asad stand up to get ready for his morning prayer.

Dilshad woke up to find the same scene which she is witnessing for some days now. She wake up to find Asad sitting on the bench outside in the garden and as the sun roses he left for his room. Witnessing the same scene regular, making her worried for her son. Is he growing insomnia? Is he in some kind of tension? She tried to ask him but he always brushed it off saying some work load in office. She always caught him lying but couldn't do anything other than waiting for him to come to her on his own. She silently prays that day to come fast.

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Breakfast is never a silent affair now days. Of course how can you expect it to be silent and peaceful when Zoya is present in all her glory! Today is not an exception. Like always she is teasing Najma about her diet and breaking her silly shayeries! Asad come out his room to find the same scenario once again. Now a day he never minds her always talking nature. He finds it soothing to his ears. At least he can rest in peace as long as she is talking. It gave him the feeling of aliveness.

"Mr. Khan! Here is your coffee and cereals." Zoya served him with a extra bright smile.

Asad face palmed him, almost getting the reason behind her extra sweet smile.

"So what do you want now Ms. Farooqui?" He asked without any prologue.

Zoya got little surprised with his sudden reaction. How did he get to know!

"Huh? Mujhe? Mjhe kya chahiye hoga! Hai na Najma? Mai to bas yeh...I mean aj mujhe aapko serve karne ka man kiya isiliye..." she managed an excuse and sat at her place. When Asad didn't say anything further, she slowly asked him, "Waise Mr. khan kya main aur Najma..." one look from Asad she understand that she is dead today if she continues, so she quickly added, "..aur phoopi bhi, mera matlab hum teeno aj shopping ke liye ja sakte hai kya?"

After returning from Mangalpur Asad has become more strict and over protective. He never let her go alone saying that she needs rest. He also has increased the security of their house fearing any danger. Though she can understand his fear but she wants him to live freely without any nagging feeling of danger. She too has become bore always being in house so she has insists Najma and phoopi for a day out. Now if only this Sher Ahmed Khan gives his consent!

Asad can read in her eyes clearly that how much she is bore in house and how much gloomy she is but at the same time understands his situation. Asad thought for some time and finally decided that only for his selfish reason he can't keep her in home arrest for life long. He has to let go. So finally he nodded his head in affirmative and earned a loud sequel from Zoya. She stands up on the chair and danced a little.

"Ms. Farooqui, get down from the chair or it is cancelled!" Asad threatened.

Zoya immediately got down from the chair and sat quietly.

Asad smiled a little which didn't go unnoticed by Dilshad. Then he bid good bye to everyone informing that he will instruct the driver to drop them at the shopping mall. As soon as he crossed the door, Zoya and Najma started dancing crazily. He peeked through the door and memorized the scene. A big smile crept on lips. He finally left for the office.

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DILSHAD CONSTRUCTION:

It is almost evening when he is finally done with his daylong meeting. Though it is tiring but with his mood being too good today he felt light headed. In between his meeting he has got a call from her pleading him to join them for lunch. Though that was not possible then, he promised her to be with them during some evening snacks and coffee. So as promised he left the office to reach there on time.

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AT THE MALL:

The trio has enjoyed the whole day fully. First they watched a film then shopping endlessly with delicious lunch. Now they have almost finished their shopping and waiting for Asad to reach.

"Chaliye na phoopi hum bahar wait karte hai. Jaise hi Mr. Khan ayenge hum unke sath chale jayenge." Zoya said.

Dilshad hesitate a bit but at last gave in. They walked out from the mall and put their shopping bags in the car and told him to leave as Asad is picking them. They walked till the main road and waited for him.

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They were waiting when suddenly some men screaming at something at road. When they took in the scene their heart stopped. A little boy is chasing a ball middle of the road and a truck is coming to his direction totally uncontrolled. His mother is screaming his name and other holding her tightly preventing her to jump in the road. Everyone preparing themselves for this scary scene unfolding in front of their eyes with no one can do anything to save that child. Some already started crying. The truck is speedily nearing the child, when someone jumped in the road.

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Asad reached the mall and find some chaos going on there. As soon as he understood the situation, he got down from the car and ran towards the child but someone jumped before him and pushed the child off the truck. Asad got hold the child and put him aside where his mother came running. The truck finally hit a lamppost beside the road and stopped with a crash. Another chaotic sound diverted his mind. He turned around to find a crowd in the middle of the road and everyone rushed toward it. He made through the crowd only to find his nightmare turning true.

SHE IS LYING ON THE ROAD LIFELESS...

He felt numb. He walked to her unconsciously. He kneeled beside her and lifted her blood clad head in his lap. He slowly called her name, he patted her cheek, he kissed her forehead, he promised to never call her messy, he promised to never scold her again, he promised to give whatever she want, he is ready to praise all her stupid shayery, he is ready to do anything for her smile just if she open her eyes once. But nothing happened. He still is shaking her to wake up. He kept ordering her to open her eyes. He hugged her dearly and tightly. He kept chanting her name and pleading her not to leave him. He cared nothing about his surrounding not even his ammi's call, not even the buzzing sound of ambulance. When the team tried to take her in stretcher he pushed them away.

"NO ONE WILL TOUCH HER. UNDERSTAND THAT?" He shouted like a mad man.

"No one can separate you from me. Not even allah!"

When no one can make him understand, Dilshad slapped him hard and shouted, "Let them take her to hospital we can save her Asad. Leave her."

Save her...

Save her...

Save her...

That's the only words which sink in his mind, save her'. He will not let that nightmare turned to be true. He quickly picked her up and entered the ambulance while Dilshad and Nazma followed him.

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IN THE HOSPITAL:

It's been one hour till they reached the hospital. As soon as they reached the hospital, they took her in emergency room. Till now there is no news of Zoya or any assurance from the doctors. Dilshad with Nazma and Asad is waiting outside the room. Nazma is crying continuously on Dilshad's shoulder where as Asad is standing at the glass door of the room looking at her without blinking. As if, if he blinked once she will leave him forever.

Dilshad has never seen her son like this. She is getting shock after shock. Firstly when everyone is standing still fearing the deadly end of a child, Zoya jumped to save him and in the process get hit by that truck. Zoya is like her daughter only, not like daughter, she is her daughter. Seeing her lifeless blood clad body she was shocked, she couldn't believe in her own eyes. Her Zoya was beside her just a moment ago, now she is laying there in a pool of blood. She ran to her but there she found her son, like a zombie he is walking to her Zoya. After that what happened, she had never ever imagine in her wildest dream. She always wanted happiness for her son like all other mothers. She wanted him to find his love of life and be happy with her forever. At that moment she couldn't decide how to response, seeing her son is finally in love she wanted to thank Allah but at the same time she is restless to their condition. She prayed to Allah to give her strength to fight through this. She promised herself to fight for their destiny, for both of her child. When she found that Asad is being stubborn, she slapped him to bring him out of his shocked state.

She watched his figure keenly, her motherly heart cried at his condition. She slowly walked towards him and forcefully made him look at her. She cupped his face and tried to compose him.

"Beta she will be alright. She has to be. We are here for her right? She will be alright. Have faith on Allah!" Dilshad said.

"Ammi ammi aap aa gayi ammi?" Asad suddenly hugged her tight. Seeing his reaction Dilshad got confused, why he is behaving like I was never there? As if he never notice me?

"Ammi dekhiye na wo Zoya..." he pointed her through the glass door, "...she isn't responding me. Maine use kitni bar bulaya par wo bohot ziddi hai. Wo aap se bohot pyar karti hai aap please use bulaiye na wo aapki baat zaroor sunegi." He shook Dilshad. "Ammi dekhiye unhe boliye ki mai unse kabhi nahi ladungi. Wo jab chahe sofa pe chad sakti hai, jitna chahe ghar ganda kar sakti hai, jitni der tak rahena sake bahar rahe sakti hai, par please mujhse bat karein please ammi please" he pleaded her.

Dilshad finally get that how deeply it has affected her son. She hugged him tightly and kept whispering that everything will be alright.

Seeing her bhaijaan's condition Nazma neared him and place her hand on his shoulder, "Bhaijan.."

Hearing his baby sister's voice he turned around and seeing her crying for her best friend he took her in a hug and consoled her.

"Shh tamatar. Nothing is wrong. She will be alright. She has to be. Then we will scold her together right? Shh my bacha.."

They said it right that responsibility makes you stronger like nothing. Dilshad wipes her tear and looked at the duo. Only a moment ago the man himself was broken into pieces now consoling his little sister whom he considered as his baby. Dilshad is contained to see her little complete family now only if with Allah's grace Zoya get alright. She again prayed for the safety of her child...

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Asad never felt this way before. He was waiting for her respond as if, if he doesn't get one his life will be shattered. He was looking at her through the glass window. They didn't let him in. He was caressing her image through the glass when he felt someone calling him. But he is not ready for any kind of distraction now. He just wanted to be with her no one else. But when his vision focused at the person in front of him, he couldn't hold himself and broke down in his safe heaven, his Ammi's lap. He complained about Zoya to her. Her soothing touch and faith in Allah somewhere make him believe in her. Then he found his little baby sister crying bitterly for her BFF. He forgot all about his pain. He instantly took her in a consoling hug and assured her that her BFF will be alright. She has to be...

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After consoling his heart and his tamatar he looked at his ammi. The trio hug each other and sat there with all patience and faith on Almighty. Each passing second is like thousand years. But they can only pray and hope...

One is praying for her daughter's safety, one is praying for her best friend and another one is praying for his life...will their prayers be answered?

So how was it?

Awesome chapter

nice os dear,...
finally asad's fear turned to true...
hope zoya will be fine soon... :)
their situation is very worst...
loved it...
continue soon hena...

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hayeee its beautifulll...

i loveeeddd ittt...Asad Care for zoya aww...

hats off,,,updatee itt n pm me plzz..,

hey it's a wonderful piece of work
asad has totally fallen for zoya
and please dear update the next part soon and give us a happy ending