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Nice update. i can't wait for you update again :D and thnks for the pm

Originally posted by: ojaswi_kajen

hey jst read this ff...it was awesome...poor zoya...cont soon...

and do PM me...!!!!

Originally posted by: lover1998

Nice update. i can't wait for you update again :D and thnks for the pm

Nice update pm me tooo next time... plzzz...

Loved the update...thanks for the PM

Nice update thanx for the PM and update soon😊

hey!
It's an Amazing story yaar. i just loved it <3
Continue Soon. I am very eager to know that how things would improve between these two.
Pm me as well whenever you'll update the next part. :)

Originally posted by: elenaa

Update miss mcdreamy? ⭐️

Heyy Everyone!😊 I really want to thank each and everyone who has read my story! A BIG THANKS!🤗 Really means a lot to me..😊

So here's chapter 4...Enjoy!!😃

|| Married To Darkness ||

CHAPTER- 4

Zoya settled herself in the guest room, which was just across the hall, opposite to Asad's. Quiet frankly, she was expecting him to react but to her utter disappointment, he did not. However much she tried to justify his behavior, his indifference was still killing her.

In an effort to take her mind off the disturbing thoughts, she busied herself in arranging and settling her room. She was only stacking her clothes in the cupboard when her phone beeped; it was Zeenat.

"Good morning Aapi!" she tried to sound as cheerful as possible, not to worry her Aapi in any which way.

"Good morning my darling...How is everything? Beta did you talk to Asad? You are fine naa?"

"Aapi...I..I.. am perfectly fine" she hated lying to her, especially at a time when she was on the verge of a breakdown. She choked back her tears, " Y...Yes I have talked to Asad, Aapi. He is very heartbroken right now...but I am sure that everything would be just fine eventually"

"Allah ka shukr hai ki tum theek ho...main humesha dua karoongi ki mere bacchon ki zindagi mein sirf aur sirf khushiyan ho"

Zoya smiled listening to her Aapi's concern. How she wished to see her face right now and cry in her arms.

"Zoya beta...pata nahin kaise kahoon...par ek baat hai jo mujhe kehni hai..."

"Aapi aap kabse mujhse cheezein chupane lage?...bolo aapi.."

"Beta just now your Jiju had got a call from US...His boss wants him there urgently and your Jiju has to go. Anwar has insisted me to stay here for a while but I know that he wont be able to take care of himself alone there...Beta I know that I am being selfish, but ab mein kya karoon?"

"Aapi ismein poochne wali kaunsi baat hai! You should go with Jiju, really. And I have to learn to take care of myself too, right? Don't worry about me. Your Zoya is a big girl and you are not being selfish because my sweetest Aapi can never be, Okay?"

"Itni badi ho gayi hai meri Zoya?...Thankyou Beta for understanding me...But you don't worry at all, we are just a phone call away..."

"Of course Aapi! Don't you think that I will stop bothering you now that I've married! I will always be your stubborn-whiny Zoya!" She tried to lighten the mood, which always worked in their favor.

"Accha ok baba! Take care beta... aur Asad ji ko mera salaam kehna.."

"Ji Aapi...jiju ko mera Hi! aur bahut saara pyaar!", she hung up the phone, feeling much lighter and happier than before.

Talking to Zeenat warmed her and made her feel much better than before.

It had been hours since she had anything to eat and her growling stomach was an indication that she needed to have some, more than anything right now. She made her way to the kitchen and found herself clueless looking at the refrigerator. Don't get it wrong, Zoya has always been a foodie, it's just that she was never the one cooking. Though she knew how to, it would be safe to say that she wasn't very skilled in that department!

Allah Miyaan? This is all so confusing! Where should I start?

After a whole lot of thinking she settled at the good old bread and butter. Just then it struck her, Asad might be hungry too. And hence she made some for him as well and took it to his room.

She saw that his bedroom door was ajar and he was standing at the corner of the room looking intently at his phone. She knocked slightly and that brought Asad out of his thoughts.

"a...I thought you might be h..hungry...so I brought you this", she said pointing towards the tray.

This surprised Asad. Hadn't he just insulted her? And was it still not clear in her mind that their relationship held no meaning?

"You don't understand, do you?" He moved forward towards her.

He was annoying her again with his puzzling questions, which made no sense to her at all. "Understand what?...and anyways it's just food...I really understand what you are going through- "

She was rudely cut off by him, " Drop your act...I don't need you to understand'...and take this...take it away", he said as harshly as possible.

And that did it for her. She lost every bit of self control she had and just wanted to give him a piece of her mind. Being sad and quiet is one thing but being disrespectful and insulting is another. She wanted him to know that she was nothing like the usual submissive wives who take everything and anything their husband throw at them. She might be sweet and looked gullible but from the inside she was a very strong girl.

She looked him in the eye with anger clearly reflecting in her form and said, " You don't want to eat...then don't...But keep your voice down when you are talking to your wife!" And saying that, she stormed off to her room, leaving a very furious Asad behind.

Nobody, absolutely No one has ever had the audacity to talk to Asad Ahmed Khan in the manner that she just did. Another thing he couldn't understand was the fact that Zoya was still in the house. According to him, he had made everything very clear and there was no reason as to why she wouldn't apprehend. Irritated with the new problems that this girl had created for him, he felt the urgent need to get out of the house for a while.

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He was standing in front of the graveyard of his mother with a paper in his hand. It was a letter. The same piece of paper, with those words, that haunted him day and night. He clutched the paper tightly in his palm and tears filled his eyes. He read it again and again like he did every single day of his life. Everything from his miseries to his dreadful past was hidden behind the words, which by now were imprinted in his mind. He stood there for god knows how long, crying at his ill fate and a future that seemed darker than ever. There can never be light in his life. Or can there be?

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Zoya saw him leave in his car and felt a little bad for shouting at him when he was hurting. But the way he was behaving was also not correct. Zoya you did nothing wrong...but ...

Her inner battle continued and soon she found herself with nothing substantial to do. She agreed on going to see her Aapi and Jiju in the hotel as they were leaving for New York the following night.

She was worried that the house might be locked when he returns but later recalled that he had a spare key, and decided to go ahead.

She freshened up and changed into a red Anarkali suit, looking every bit like a newly married woman. She didn't want her Aapi to think that she was upset or anything.

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9:00 in the night, Khan Villa

Zoya had a great time with her Jiju and Aapi. Since it was their last day together, they spent a larger part of the day chatting and then later went for Lunch. She felt home with them and only she could understand how she felt parting away. Tears and goodbyes followed this but finally everyone had a smile on their faces, welcoming a new phase of their life with a positive spirit.

It was quiet late when Zoya returned back home. She saw Asad's car parked in the garage, which meant that he got back too. Will he be upset that I left without informing? But something told her that he wouldn't be bothered.

The moment she stepped inside the house, the heaviness in her heart returned and so did the haunting feeling of loneliness. She could evidently draw parallels between the laughter that echoed in everything related to her past life and the silence that followed her present. It made her sad even thinking about it.

She went to her room and quickly changed into her Minnie Mouse pajamas and a loose white T-shirt.

Every minute in the house, her room, suffocated her. She was too tired to make something for dinner and was in desperate need for some air.

Roaming around the hall, she found a door that opened into a small terrace area, adjacent to Asad's room. She went in and the first thing she noticed was the large window (of Asad's room) and the fact that she could see nothing of the inside. Strange, she thought.

She went on to sit on the porch-swing and let the cool breeze of the night soothe her senses. Something told her that this place is going to be her favourite in the house. Like a routine her life after marriage played in front of her eyes like it did yesterday and she couldn't stop herself from crying.

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Asad had finally decided to go to sleep that night. He has had a long day and his body yearned for some rest. He switched off the lights and was only resting back on his bed, when he saw her.

Asad knew that she couldn't see him through the window but he could. He noticed how her tears glistened under the moonlight and the childlike innocence of her face. This was probably the first time he saw her, in the true sense of the word. However much he tried but his head kept turning back to her face and her tears, which kept falling. For an unknown reason they disturbed him. It might be because he was the only reason behind her condition.

No, she doesn't affect me.

He turned the other way with an annoying urge to turn back. He forcibly closed his eyes and waited for sleep to come.

Little did he know that sleep was far from him. Very very far.

Okay so how was it? Please leave your comments and loads of love!😊

And I Know that the story is moving at a slow pace but I promise that from the next chapter onwards I will fill it with more Asya moments!😃

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Originally posted by: McdreamyKSG

Just updating...😊

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