Tanzie🤗
I'm so happy James decided to help Abhay with Pia's kidnapping. I understand where he was coming from and everything when he betrayed Abhay but I'm happy he got it off his shoulders now, to some extent. Call me biased but seeing AbhIya in such a pathetic condition does make me cringe and it was very very tough for me to be fair to James. I hate what he did but I cannot hate him for it and that required some effort on my part.
As much as I love AbhIya, I felt for Misha here. The total change which Abhay brought about in Pia was for the better and I'm sure she must've been relieved to see her BFF leave her darkness behind but I'm sure she never expected Pia to be so insanely in love with Abhay that she would take such an extreme step.
To a third party, the depth of AbhIya's feelings for each other is not only crazy but SCARY. It's scary to what extent they can go for each other, it's scary to think how much they can harm themselves for each other and above all, it's scary to see how they can forget the entire world just to be with each other. Misha has every right to freak out about what Pia was doing because she didn't think twice before lying to her best friend and putting herself in danger. If seeing a love which drives AbhIya to the point of self-destruction is not scary then I don't know what is.
Pia's life depends on Abhay's happiness, she cannot be happier if she sees Abhay live a life he deserves to lead with her. She can't live with herself knowing that Abhay is suffering so much. Threatening to immolate herself if Abhay doesn't come back to her doesn't seem like such a big deal for her because she doesn't want a life with no Abhay in it. Abhay, like any one of us, wants to live. But his every breath depends on Pia's heartbeats. The day Pia's heart stops beating, Abhay stops breathing. He runs to Pia not only to save her life but HIS as well. It agonises him to see Pia in so much of pain.
AbhIya's love is characterised by eternal sacrifice, selflessness, agony and devastation but what makes it epic for me is that grey tint of selfishness it has. Harming themselves aside, they can harm any person who hinders them from making sure that the other person gets the life he/she deserves. I didn't mention it in the last update, but seeing Pia and Abhay bash up James and Abraham respectively made me realise that these two might be the light of each other's lives but when it comes to doing what is right for their soulmate, they still have their dark shades.
I think Pia's heavenly reaction to seeing Abhay after all these months was beautiful; that whole relief and disbelief. After all that they've been through, they've finally found peace in each others' arms. It's stupid but I suddenly feel a ton lighter on my shoulders! When they're with each other, it's different feeling; something divine, something ethereal. Everything seems so right and complete. They just seem so...meant to be!
Do update soon, 'coz i'm dying to know about what happened in that time lapse! It will clear up a lot of things and you deserve a standing ovation for the way you write and portray everything👏.👏.👏
Edited by PurpleFairy - 12 years ago