ArShiFF: The Dawn of the Dawn - Thread 7 - COMPLETED - Page 5

She opened her eyes and looked at his retreating figure. It took a moment for her to understand that he is leaving the room, not sure of being upset or angry. She immediately stood up, bunched her lehenga at her thighs and jumped off the bed hurriedly. Her dupatta caught to the bed frame but she bothered less. Leaving it behind, she ran towards him calling his name. But she was too late and he was too quick. He left the house slamming the main door and she turned her way to their room sadly and helplessly.

She sat in their room dimly lit with scented candles and adorned with fresh flowers. She trailed her eyes from the bathroom to the wardrobe, to the mirror, and to their bed, following the path he led few moments ago. She leaned against the headboard feeling his presence, his touch, and his erratic breaths that fanned her delicate skin a while ago. She looked at the bedroom door that is still left open for him to come at any moment and she sobbed burying her face between her knees helplessly.

What is the relation between you and me Arnav? Who are you to me? What am I to you?

Why dont you believe me? Why dont you see through my actions?

Why is it difficult for you to understand what I feel for you? What am I doing wrong?

Should I remain silent or Should I speak out loud? Or Should I accept it quietly and wait for that one Miraculous day to hear you speak your heart out.

As she posed many questions to his invisible presence in her thoughts, a flood of tears gushed down her pale cheeks staining her sparkling lehenga.

She tried to call him many times but there was no response from the other end.

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He stopped the car on a very dark and lonely road with screeching noise of tires. He got off the car and ran his fingers in his hair raggedly.

I was so freaking damn right. He slammed the door angrily. How could I be such desperate as*h**e. How could I push her into something like this when she doesnt feel that way of me.

He banged the car bonnet angrily totally disappointed with himself. I am so sorry Khushi, I messed up everything. I messed up our beautiful friendship with one pathetic disgusting move. How will I ever show my face to you? How will I ever make it up to you? He cursed himself for losing control on himself.

He leaned against the car door and closed his eyes as it started pouring down. He drenched cooling off his anger and his desire for her. How long do I have to wait Khushi? How long do I have to stop myself from loving you? You just made it more difficult by being close yet so far!

Certainty has always been Arnav Singh Raizada's worst enemy. Just when he thinks everything is under his control, he sees cracks following him as his shadow pulling him back to the deep bottom of complicated sorrows. Just when he thought she feels for him, her one gesture to stop him messed up his mind and his thinking abilities.

I do not know what relation I share with you and what I should share with you! Why did I lose myself to my heart to this extent for all these years? Yeh kya kardiya Khushi tumne mere saath? {the very famous dialogue of ASR in IPKKND)

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It was around 1AM he returned home as soon as it dawned to him that she is alone in the house. He stepped up the gas exceeding the speed limit to make sure she is safe. He was worried to see the main door left unlocked. He ran upstairs taking 2 steps at a time and entered the room worrying about her. He saw the bedroom door left open. He stood by the entrance and clutched his hips gasping for breath. The room is dim and dark as the candles melted to their most part. He noticed her slumped against the pillows, sleeping in the seated position. He leaned against the door closing his eyes and gulping sighing a huge relief.

He closed the door behind him and walked over to her. He sat next to her and noticed her puffy eye lids. The salty tears on her cheeks dried off showing the white stream they flowed in. Her natural blush missing and looked like ashen pale. He had never seen her skin that pale. He cursed himself for messing with her life and her feelings especially when she is just broke out of a many year old relation.

She didnt change her clothes and sleeping restlessly in his designed lehenga. He raised his hand to cup her face but he didnt dare to touch her. He looked around and noticed her dupatta lying on the floor. He picked it up and covered from her shoulders to her midriff without moving his eyes beyond her face. He then adjusted her pillow and tucked her in. She adjusted her position frowning her eyebrows in the sleep.

Looking at her frail state, he welled up and angered at the same time disgusted with himself for pushing himself onto her.

He settled himself on the chaise looking at her sleeping figure.

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The alarm kept ringing for last 15mins and finally Khushi managed to open her heavily swollen eyes. She stumbled quite a bit to find her phone and turned off the alarm. She realized comforter spread on her and dupatta covering her chest. He was here. She realized and jumped off the bed to find him. She didnt find him in the bathroom and she ran around the whole house looking for him. He wasnt there. She walked back to their room disheartened and disconcert. As she was about to call him, she noticed a piece of paper lying on the floor. She picked it up and it read:

Leaving to Delhi to sign Goradia's deal. Should be back by tonight.

That is all was written. No hello, No hi, and certainly no name. She scrunched the paper and threw it in the dustbin angrily.

She did her morning routine per usual and left to the office.

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Goradia's deal was just an excuse for him to stay away and buy some time to face her. He was extremely embarrassed and more worried if she is going to take any wrong step that might not please his heart. He is missing her terribly and he flipped phone several times contemplating to message her. As soon as he got down the flight at 7am, the first thing he did is to turn on his phone to see if she left any messages. No messages from her. He replayed her last night messages thinking deeply of her. Her concern in the voice and her action to stop him didnt match up. No matter how ever long he thought he couldnt come to a conclusion on her feelings.

Its around lunch time, he signed his deal and was drove back to Delhi airport. He couldnt wait any longer to find out if she is ok. Waiting at the flight gate he dialed Aman hoping to get any positive information.

Aman, I asked Goradias to fax a copy of the contract to AR. Ask Khushi to go through it once.

Sure Sir. I will do that as soon as she is done with her meeting. In fact, she is just done as we speak. I will let her know.

Is she in the office? He asked with surprise tone.

Yes Sir.

How is she doing? Arnav asked absentmindedly.

Sir? Aman wondered why his boss is inquiring about her to him and unable to understand his boss's helplessness.

Ah nothing. Connect me to her.

Rightaway Sir.

He waited patiently. 10secs..20secs..30secs..60secs. Dammit how long does he take to connect a line. He grew impatient circling his thumb around the index finger.

As the line cleared, he said Khushi without listening who is on the other end.

Sir, Its Aman.

Where is Khushi?

Sir, she said she is busy. She asked me to inform you that she will call you later.

What is so damn busy to her than me? He smarted like typical possessive husband.

I dont know Sir. But I can ask her if you want me to! Aman said enjoying ASR's defeat to his wife. Long time revenge! Aman thought wittily.

Why dont you shut your smart brain for a min? And thank your good deeds that I am not in the office today otherwise you would have been kicked out by now for what you did yesterday.

Sor...Before Aman could apologize Arnav hung up furiously.

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Arnav sat in the flight waiting for the departure thinking about why Khushi didnt call him even once. One thing clearly stated that she is upset and he thought its because of his stupid move last night. Shaking his right leg nervously he texted her. Never in his life he felt scared of any moment like the way he felt all day today.

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Khushi in her cabin, sat in the couch drinking hot tea thinking about Arnav and his retreat last night. Every time she thought about the way the night ended, her eyes welled up. She felt miserable and turned extremely pale for not seeing him since then. At the same time she was angry that he left without waking her up and informing her like you do to a stranger, which is why she didnt call him nor agreed to speak to him when he called Aman. Her phone beeped when she got ready to leave for the day. She checked to see a new message from Arnav.

Boarded the flight, should be there home by 8.

She read the message and dumped her phone in her bag without replying and left for the day. She was deeply hurt with the way he left unspoken. She wanted to talk to him as much he wanted to but she was afraid she will break down in front of him. Ever since she understood that she loves him, she tried her best to hide her feelings waiting for him to confess and take initiative. But as mins passing by, its becoming great difficult to her and she wondered how he locked his feelings for her for all these years when she couldnt do just that for 2 days.

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Its been 20mins since he texted and yet no reply. He clutched his phone fuming at her unresponsive behavior. He grabbed the magazine from the seat pocket and started flipping the pages without really paying attention to it, deeply thinking about Khushi.

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Khushi prepared Vegetable Korma to serve with roti. After she prepared dinner, she took hot shower and dressed herself in black plain saree with thin silver border. She came down to kitchen to start rolling rotis as the clock ticked 8PM and she knew he will be here at any min.

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All through his way home, he kept thinking how he is going to face her and what he is going to say her. He leaned against the car seat totally worn out and tired of thinking and lack of sleep for last 2 nights. One night due to her nerve numbing kiss and and the other night due to her heart breaking gesture.

The moment Raghav (driver) honked the car, Arnav opened his eyes realizing that he is home. He looked at the entrance door and took a deep breath ready for lot of questions and answers.

He entered home and realized she is in the kitchen as the delicious aroma of her cooking tickled his senses. He kept the laptop bag in the couch and walked over to the kitchen rolling his sleeves.

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As expected, the car honked at the entrance signalling that he arrived. Her heart started racing rapidly. All this while she planned to be silent and patience with him. But her every planning started going in drain as she sensed his steps approaching her.

She heard his foot steps approaching closer and becoming louder. She purposely stood facing her back to him as he came and stood behind her but far away.

He cleared his throat signalling his arrival. She remained glued to her position without turning back or giving him any attention.

Khushi. He called her name yet no response from her.

Her heart started beating rapidly hearing her name on his lips. It was different. He made a biggest mistake of awakening unknown feelings in her and leaving her on the bed without finding the reason behind her restriction.

Khushi, I am talking to you. He said a bit firmly and irritated that she is not acknowledging him.

Khushi, whats wrong with you? I am talking to you. Dont you dare show me the deaf ears. Look at me, I said look at me. He took one long stride but he stopped himself in the mid-way realizing he needed to mellow down..

She ignored him royally and she continued rolling the rotis.

He closed his eyes and tried to calm himself down. He took a step forward and spoke apologetically, Khushi I am sorry. I know you are very upset and probably very angry. I shouldnt have behaved the way I did last night. I didnt know what happened to me. I am sorry for misbehaving with you. I promise it will never happen again. He turned to leave.

That was it. That ticked her off. Here she is upset that he is not speaking what he feels for her and he thought she is upset with his touch. How dare you think of that Mr. Raizada? You better pay for these words and your damn apology. She mentally blasted him.

You must be hungry and tired. I need 10mins to set the table. Why dont you freshen up in the meanwhile? She suggested stopping him without looking at him.

He felt content that she finally spoke and thought she accepted his apology. Without arguing further, he went to his room to freshen up.

As soon as he left, she served food on his plate and muttered under her chin, This should serve you right Mr. Raizada. She said with witty grin on her face.

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Arnav changed to his Armani night pants and soon joined the table where she sat waiting for him.

He took the chair infront of her and took a quick glance of her. She had eyes lowered and started eating looking at her own plate.

He didnt say a word thinking not to mess with her but he felt utmost guilty and uncomfortable with her silent treatment.

He took his first bite. He felt something unusual but he didnt pay much attention as he was occupied in his own guilt. He took his second bite and he started sweating on his nose and around his lips. He paid bit more attention to himself and realized his tongue on fire. He grabbed the water jug nearby and drank hurriedly.

Khushi, what have you cooked? Its freaking spicy. He yelled at her, grabbing more water.

She sat extremely relaxed against the chair, looking at him with all her bossy attitude. What did you say? You are sorry for misbehaving?

Whats that got to do with this? He asked running to kitchen to find ice cubes. The skin around his lips started turning red.

She followed him calmly. Alot Mr. Raizada. Since you admitted yourself, I added some heat to your guilt. Take it as my punishment for touching me. Thats what you wanted, right? Punishment, forgiveness from me?

Are you out of your mind? You have gone crazy. You are trying to kill me. Dammit, these freaking cubes...He couldnt hold the ice for long and ran to the kitchen sink thinking alternate plan. He kept his mouth under cold water to suppress the spice heat on his burning lips but nothing helped.

Khushi started worrying. She added lot of chilli garlic sauce to teach him a lesson when her anger skyrocketed but it went overboard and she stood biting her nails nervously as he suffered the burn in his mouth.

Arnav, sorry. I didnt know it would go this way. Drink milk. It will soothe the burning. She grabbed the milk can from the refrigerator and handed him over.

I cant believe you did this. Heights of stupidity. He yelled at her and tried to eat sugar ignoring her suggestion. That didnt work either.

Drink milk dammit. She said shoving the milk can into his hands.

Dont you know I hate milk as such. Leave me to myself. And thanks for the punishment. Stay away and leave me alone. GOOO! He screamed shrugging her away angrily and started wiping his lips with wet cloth.

Tears rolled down her eyes as she felt his pain. In a swift movement, she raised the milk can and filled her mouth with milk and charged up to him. She pushed him to the wall and pinned his elbows against the wall.

Before he managed to question her, she pressed her lips to his in unusual force. He stood numb with his eyes wide open and no movement whatsoever. She closed and frowned her eyes and put more pressure on his lips hinting him and forcing him to part his lips.

He stood shocked and paralyzed unable to understand what's happening between them. He tried to hold her arms and push her away but she pushed him further with all strength. For a sec, it looked quite funny to him with the way she struggled to tame the monster himself and he eventually gave in and parted his lips trying to read beyond her hard pecks. He soon forgot that he was arrested in her hold.

She instantly transferred the cold milk marred with her sweet nectar into his mouth and he drank slowly relishing the new taste. He never in his life drank raw milk but this unexpected drink changed his palette. She waited until she heard his last gulp. She relaxed her brows and She pursed her lips to peck him once again slowly tracing her hands to cup his face. She stood on her toes and kissed him, pressing her lips passionately for a very long time expressing her anger, her wait and most importantly his stupidity.

He closed his eyes as he felt her touch and her passion. His heart skipped a beat and he forgot if he even breathed that moment. His every damn question answered and every confusion cleared. He smirked receiving the most unusually beautiful kiss of his lifetime.

Just as he was about to reciprocate, the burning feeling on his lips turned to sensuously sweet and soon turned to salty. He opened his eyes frowning at the confusion. She slowly shot her red eyes at him and mumbled Sorry on his lips as tears flushed down her cheeks. He looked at her finally understanding her tears. Before he could bring his arms to hold her she ran away from him wiping her tears.

He leaned forward to stop but she ran in moments notice. He grinned trying to believe what just happened. He licked his lips blushing and touched his lips with his fingers, and said Wow raising his brows in disbelief.

He walked to their bedroom remembering all her antics in last 2 days. The way she became close to him, the way she kissed him with the name of tradition, the way she tasted his drink and finally his lips. He shook his head in disbelief and blushed remembering her every move to let him know that she has officially fallen for him. She is right, I am an Idiot, He smiled to himself proudly.

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Khushi ran as fast as she could away from him and entered pool area. She stood at a secluded spot away from the common area to hide from him. She paced across the pool length trying to understand what she just did and why she did it. She just wanted to ease his pain and ended up conveying many things that he needed to know at the first place. She panted nervously thinking what she will answer him and how she will face him. Then she remembered the last night event, his apology, her anger, his pain, everything riled up in her and stirred her emotions breaking her down. She collapsed on her knees and started sobbing covering her face.

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Arnav entered their bedroom and didnt find Khushi. He checked the bathroom calling out her name. He then noticed Khushi crying in the pool area and rushed to her.

Khushi? He called her name worriedly settling himself on his knees in front of her.

She wiped her tears hearing his voice and tried to look away. He held her arm and called out her name, questioningly this time.

With his touch, she became very emotional and leaned her forehead against his chest and sobbed quietly.

Arnav snaked his one palm around her nape supporting her convulsing frame and asked feeling extremely anxious to hear her, Khushi, yeh sab? Kab Se?

Pata nahin. She nodded her head as she spoke taking short breaths. I dont know. Kab, kyun, kaise, kuch pata nahin chala! She cried looking down and she realized his silence.

She looked at him and waited patiently for him to say something. But he was so lost cherishing the moment as his dream starting to come true.

She pushed him feeling totally annoyed at his silence. She kneeled closer to him and punched him, slapped him and pushed him.

Tum aisa kyun ho Arnav? Aur kitna der karoge?

Khushi! He tried to grip her hands and control her but she is on fire.

I couldnt keep my mouth shut and hands tight for 2 days, how could you keep quiet for so long. How long will you bury your emotions? Kuch bolte kyun nahin? She screamed on top of her voice.

He roughly passionately cupped her jawbones and screamed, Mein kya boloon, kya sunna chahti hoo? I dont know what to say and where to start!

He held her more firmly as tears trickled down his eyes, What do you wanna hear, how I fell for you the very first moment?
Or how I tried to convey my feelings every moment we spent together in college
Or how painfully I distanced myself from you when I learnt...

He stopped saying further and pressed his forehead to hers. I didnt speak a word about it for 8 years Khushi and suddenly you ask me to open up and let out all my feelings. I wanna scream and share the story behind my every single heart beat that screams your name. But I wonder how and if my words will justify it. He spoke helpless unable to believe the moments he is living in now. I swear this one night will not be enough to explain the pain I went through and my heart knows how much I yearned for you Khushi.

kaysay tumhain bataoon kiya kiya gouzari hay mujh per

bauhat choot khaye apnon k haathoon apnay hi dil per

janti ho kiya takleef hoti hay jab wohi apnay wohi sapnay

aik aik ansoon sabar ka piya hay mein nay

phir aik baar khak say utha hoon ounhi apno ki khatir

mein phir say jeya ho sub kuch gawa k.

***credit to lala. Thank you sweetheart for such beautiful words.

She held his wrists and cried looking at him and at the same time pacifying him.

Holding her face fondly, he swayed gently and closed his eyes trying to stop his tears. I still cant believe I am seeing this day. I gave up my wish to be with you, the moment you left the college. You returned when I expected least of my life and brought my smile back that I missed but only after so many years. Kaha thi Khushi? Itni der kyun kardi? Mein bilkul akela padgaya tha. He broke down feeling overwhelmed as his heart shed happy tears.

Arnav! She tried to stop him as she couldnt bear the pain and depth in his voice.

When you came to see me in NY, after I lost everything I got, I thought you were the only one I could call as MINE but time ditched me again. Bahut gussa tha but there wasnt a single day passed without thinking about you. I thought you were married and probably had kids by now. He chuckled sniffling.

He then lifted his head and looked at her. He raised his one hand and tucked her wet strands soaked in her tears and cupped her cheeks fondly as she looked at his moist eyes. He spoke clearing his choked throat stopping his tears further, People that I used to love turned to hate with my parents death except you Khushi. I tried very hard but my heart didnt allow me to forget you nor hate you and I promise that will never happen even after my death.

She slapped him gently for saying death. He held her hand and kissed the underside of her wrist.

I truly mean it. You are my everything and only YOU will be my everything. I dont need anything else Khushi. Dont need anything else. She hugged him tightly wrapping her arms around his neck.

He felt extremely overwhelmed and emotional with sudden turn of events. What once he thought he lost, everything is slowly becoming his and he is scared to guard his delicate angel as he doesnt have any more strength to cope with any further loss.

Khushi! He called her name and puller her out of the embrace. He wiped water droplets streaming down her cheeks and said huskily,

Khushi, I...She stopped placing her fingers on his lip as she knew whats about to come and he looked at her with confused expression.

She nodded her head negative and spoke tearfully, I was desperate to hear those 3 words ever since I realized what I feel for you. But it just dawned to me that those three words is understatement to what you feel for me. I dont want to insult your emotions with those three words. She said thinking what a huge difference there is, between those three words spoken by NK and unspoken by Arnav.

He smiled and took her hand from his lips and said, People misuse those words Khushi. I dont and I promise I never will. I LOVE YOU NOT ONLY FOR WHO YOU ARE, BUT FOR WHAT YOU ARE MAKING OF ME.

She felt overwhelmed and her heart danced with joy. Those were the most beautiful words she ever heard probably because she knew he meant every single letter. She lowered her eyes shyly and the natural crimson blush filled her cheeks.

He cupped her cheeks pulling her closer and looked at her with an intensity that made her incapable of looking away. He leaned over and whispered onto her lips, Khushi, I guarantee every single time I hear the same words from you, my heart will skip a beat. In fact, it is now longing to do just that. He said flirtatiously.

She blushed understanding his urge. She cradled his cheek, I am sorry, she murmured tears stinging her eyes. I made you wait for too long, isn't it?

He fluttered his eyebrows and nodded positive.

She cupped his face looking at his eyes, I am sorry for the wait, for the pain and for every single tear you shed because of me. I thought I knew what love is until a moment ago. But you proved me wrong and changed the whole definition. I wonder if I will ever be able to love you as much as you do.

She leaned over and kissed his cheek and said in soft voice, I have to confess one thing, with every passing day, I find myself falling more and more in love with you.

Then say it Khushi. Please say it. He whispered almost touching her lips.

ARNAV, I KNOW HOW TO LOVE BUT NEVER KNEW HOW TO BE LOVED UNTIL YOU STOLE MY HEART. TODAY I PROMISE TO GIVE BACK EVERYTHING YOU LOST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.

He pulled her into bone crushing hug. His hold, his touch, his breaths, his heart beats against her chest silently screamed how much he waited and longed to hear those words and this perfect moment to come.

The perfect moment as if they were blessed by every god, rain started drizzling but both were in no mood to run inside or rather they were so lost in the whole sweet trauma that they didnt realize it started raining.

He pulled back and smiled at her with his moistened eyes. He leaned over gently giving her enough notice about what is to come. She smiled nervously as he pecked her lips feeling them for the very first time in love. He pulled back to look at those soft petals glittering under the moon light. Her lips tingled with the contact. She closed her eyes shyly unable to witness the way her husband is ogling at them.

He pulled her up to stand and cradled his left arm around her waist pulling her closer. He cupped her nape with his right arm and aligned her face with his.

As the rain drops started settling on her lips, he pursed his lips and very gently slurped those warm drops sending shivers through her entire body.

She caught his lapels and contracted her eye brows as she started feeling her knees going weak. The subtle tug of his lapels created havoc in his senses making him feel wanting her more.

He tugged her lower lip tenderly and silently urged her to part her lips. He caressed giving utmost attention to her each lip without making them jealous of each other which she noticed and mentally gave him full marks for that.

As the rain started pouring heavily, Khushi frowned at the drops hitting hard at her. Sensing her discomfort, he bent towards her, slightly arching her frame towards the ground to shield her delicate face with his.

Pressing his thumb at the corner of her lips, he thrusted his tongue but very tenderly without giving much warning to her. She wide opened her eyes feeling the warmth of sudden intruder in her space. He understood her surprised state as she froze. He twitched his lips into a smile and he lifted his hand from her waist and brushed her eye lids to close.

She gave in, losing herself in the pleasure of his kiss. Her tiny brain still wandered digesting that this is how kissing supposed to be. Putting her useless thoughts away for the moment, she wrapped her arms around his neck brushing her fingers through his hair.

His heart skipped a beat the moment her tongue danced around his. Feeling her warm fingers in his wet hair, he forgot to breathe momentarily. The pain that he buried for years vanished with the taste of her lips.

He kissed her deeply expressing his love and passion for her, taking her breath as his own and filling her with his.

As he noticed her going out of breath, he gently pulled away and ended the kiss with soft pecks. He smiled gazing at her flushed face carefully pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. He kissed her sindoor proudly showing his right. She lowered her eyes and blushed profusely. He smiled teasingly at the way she is still holding him possessively with her fingers tangled in his hair. She was embarrassed and brought her hands to his chest.

He hugged her satisfied and content with their life.

Arnav, she called his name murmuring onto his chest.

He broke the hug and looked at her attentively. I think we should go inside. You might catch cold. She said in lower voice without looking at him as she couldnt stop blushing over her inexplicable experience.

Why only me? Wont you catch cold? He asked teasingly lifting her chin up to face him.

She nodded NO naughtily.

Taking her hand in his, entwining his fingers with hers, he led her to their bedroom. They walked more like young lovers and less like married couple. He asked her again with curious tone this time, Mein hee kyun?

Because you covered me. She said with mischievous smile.

He smiled sheepishly and gave her an impromptu kiss. It landed at the corner of her lips and she shivered deliciously with his playful touch.

They entered their new beginning with each other permission and with the blessing of each shining star and divine full moon.

Tonight, they whispered to their hearts and they kissed their souls with the new start as they stepped inside their beautiful four walls.

waqt ne ek pal me cheena tha jo mujhse...

tu katra katra lauta rahi hai..

kho gae the jo aansu.. baha rahi hai..

bhool gae the jo hansi... fir aa rahi hai..

zindagi lagta hai jaise.. firse jeena sikha rahi hai

***credit to tanu...thanks tanu for beautiful words.

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So Hows it?😉 You guys better tell me otherwise..you know what I will do😡

Okayyy

for u lala 😳😳

Hey dii...this is like a surprise for me...iss update ka intezaar maha update se tha...now this is here...

Arnav behaving like a coward..who run away like he did a blunder mistake...leaving looking like this...

She is crying...arnav teri band bhjegii pakka se...even he dosnt response her s calls...

Nd on the other side arnav thought he just messed up everything because of his this move...he is such a idiot...ASR apna dimag na hi chlaye toh aacha hain...but arnav is right things is not clear khushi know very well khuhsi loves him or he loves her...but arnav he love her fast last 8 years...how can he show her now suddenly kii love her...nd yss...when ASR thinks he just thinks own his manner..bass wahi sochta hain joh sochna chahta hain...

Yeh kya kardiya Khushi tumne mere saath? Ya ASR famous dialogue..i loed this dialogue...

Nd then how worried for her...he loves her so much or yeh ASR k hath main bhi nhi hain...ki who arnav ko khushi se yaar kerne se rook paye...dii ur edited pics r awesome u r best in very manner writing videos pics everything ..this arnav pic in actual he seeing her but in this pic u show tears in ..wonderful dii he disgusted himself for doing this to her...

I didn't expect suddenly he going to make a excused or leave her in such condition...he embarrassed to face after going all this...kya arnav itna kyo sochta hain yaar...he worried for her missing her waiting for her message...all confused what to do or not to do...khushi u rocks here totally ignored best idea..i know she is very very disappointed because of his behavior...laazmii bhi hain...

He asked aman how is she doing...what the hell yaar...ha ha ha...bechara aman ...

What is so damn busy to her than me?... like a typical husband...now he knows she is very much upset but he doesn't know what is d reason behind it...

Khushi khushi khushi or ignore krr arnav issi layak hain...dii this chapter is very interesting what they r thinking what they doing u write this wonderfully...

They both getting ready for face each other her khushi planning how to deal with him or he thinks how to face her...

After saying sorry then she know the hole what he is thinking or why he runaway from here without facing her...i love khushi attitude nd her ignorance...this is awesome...

Dii seriously she make spicy food for arnav as a punishment...OMG..or who bhi itna spicy...bechara arnva...both asking question with each other .. What did you say? You are sorry for misbehaving?...nd...Whats that got to do with this?

After that khushi regrats like kuch jayada hi ho gya...ha ha...

Dii aapne kaise socha ki inka first kiss aisa hoga or who bhi iss terh...she smoothing his pain by using own mouth ...thid kiss something different I mean totally different na phle kabhi suna na hi padha ...dii its amzing...different to kiss her husband...he he he...beautiful...this kiss is much awaiting kiss of this story kiss mila or who bhi itna different ...wow he stood shocked what she is doing or he push her but khushi pushed him ...must one ...by using this kiss she exploring her anger ...he he he...or saying sorry..aww...or he said WOW...bewkoof...she is crying what she done or he was smiling...but now picture is all clear now he knows how stupid he is...idiot...

Her one move cleared everything in front of arnav...

Arnav dialogue... Khushi, yeh sab? Kab Se?...nd she said Pata nahin...

Dii kushi na arnav conversation is fabulos... They r asking or answering...he donst have to explain how happy he is or how can he explain her last 8 years about it...

Awesome lines lala...aik aik ansoon sabar ka piya hay mein nay...wow this line suits to arnav....beautiful nd emotional...❤️

Their apologies their confession all things r beautiful perfect second kiss he wants to listen her confession nd khushi tells he doesn't want to listen those three words..kyokii who jantii hain khne se kuch bhi change nhii hoga use pta hain ki arnav use bhot bhot bhott jayada pyaar kerta hain orr use janne k liye un three words ki jarurat nhi hain...

I LOVE YOU NOT ONLY FOR WHO YOU ARE, BUT FOR WHAT YOU ARE MAKING OF ME.

ARNAV, I KNOW HOW TO LOVE BUT NEVER KNEW HOW TO BE LOVED UNTIL YOU STOLE MY HEART. TODAY I PROMISE TO GIVE BACK EVERYTHING YOU LOST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.

Most beautiful words of chapter no 31...

Wow..what a pics...u changed background nd put it as horizontally...beautiful beautiful dii...beautiful...perfect...

I love his question...Mein hee kyun?

Now they r one from heart...finally they are...I m very happy...i m actually satisfied with this chapter ...beautiful dii..perfect...wonderful as always...this is ur best update from my pov...mind blowing dii...u made my day...a big sorry for late comment...love u dii...nd u made arnav nd khushi life too...❤️

zindagi lagta hai jaise.. firse jeena sikha rahi hai...beautiful lines tanu...