#2Arshi FF:- 'KTTR' Epilogue page 106 10/30/213 - Page 60

When are you updating next ya?

I hve no words for it...i simply dont have it...its soi emotional..it made me cry!!! do updt soon😭

Gosh!!
U made me cry!! :'(
plz update soon..i wanna see arnavz reaction!!

If u want to unite arshi, don't do that in this story. arnav had to suffer. more over others will repent but we need to look 4 leads. 4 khushi lets say she must be given what was denied ,love 4m her family. khushi is a selfless person so she'll forgive. but i want her to not forgive shyam n arnav. if possible let khuhsi settle in orphanage with children n live happily until death/reunion of arshi. honestly i want her to hv a happy life. as 4 arnav he cant go thru the pain she went thru. so watever punishments r given o arnav n shyam, their deeds are not forgiven. may be reduced,not forgiven.

waiting for the next update

I read all the chapters one go...awesome loved it...such an emotional story..beautifully portrayed emotions...loved ur writing style...pls continue soon waiting for the next update...pls add me and pm me

No appology can convey how much sorry I am and neither no words can do justice for my such delay but hey EXAM WENT WELL now fingers crossed coz damn the ICAP if they dont screw me up anyways... here is the final part let me know wht you guys think. Just 2nd last time for KTTR as there is just an epilogue left

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Chapter 23-B

''My princess is the most beautiful angel one could ever get.''
''What does my gudiya wants for her birthday''
''your Amma babuji has gone to somewhere from where they cant come back.''
''Devi maiya has taken your parents but she has given you new parents. Garima and I will be your parents from now on. Right Garima?''
''Why have you taken such responsibility. She is a girl what if she let you down. What if she brings shame to your name? Shashi babua I tell you you will repent ur decision.
''Dont weap bitiya your buaji is just worried but I know my bitiya can never let me down. She can never bring shame to my name. I can count on you for my trust. Cant I?
An eight year old Khushi bobbed her head with tears stricken face.
As Khushi sighed trying to swallow the burden she was feeling in her chest. She looked around and saw tears in almost every eye and then her eyes swept towards the person to whom all her life she tried to prove that she was hers; her mother. She wasnt surprise to see the tears in her eyes but she didnt like the fact that they were sorry. It wasnt something she wanted. She didnt want her to be sorry. What happened to her happened anyways and to be honest she never tried to contact her parents for she was afraid. Brave she might seem in other aspects of life but where relations were concerned she was weak,very weak.
She feared that they would believe Payal and all of them. She feared that buaji would throw the jibe at her father that she indeed failed him. And she knew she wouldnt have been able to bear that. Her bauji was too precious for her. Her gaze then moved to her father who was looking at screen as if freezed. She again moved her gaze to her mother who now was looking at her with eyes full of remorse and thats when something snaped in her. She might not be much angey on her mother because she never gone to her parents that night or after that night because she feared losing her parents but now she wasnt in condition to b asked sorry from. She wasnt ready yet to even hear how sorry they were or were not. Her heart was a bleeding mess and she couldnt afford the excuse of a sorry from them.
''And now I would like you to meet the man behind it all. The one who was supposed to love her and cherish her rather throwing her at the dark hours of night. This transmission was not possible without his efforts and I wont go in details but if it had not been him this whole program wouldn't have been on air. We don't have him live but his video recording because he is not in NY at the moment. So here he is ex-husband of Miss Khushi Kumari Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada the CEO of world renowned fashion house AR. Khushi's hand snapped towards the screen. There sat Arnav Singh Raizada the man ever handsome but with few things missing. His face wasn't held up in air with pride and neither was his shoulders were square as if he own the world. He looked anything but the man who called himself god. When he spoke his voice held the hint of tears.
'' Yes I am the man who did wrong to the most pure heart world could ever known. A girl who smiled for the world. I knew her yet I gave her pain. She had known nothing but pain from me. From our first meeting to the last I shattered her piece by piece. I did everything in my hand to shatter her when she was my employ but she faced every hurdle. But with among all the hatred I fell for her and that too very badly. May be I never hated her but it was my defense mechanism that I lashed on her on every single opportunity. I dont want to say anything to justify my actions but still I cant help it. When I saw her with my brother-in-law I felt betrayed because I was going to confess my love for her that day. I married her forcefully behind everyone's back. Her family disowned her that night. She faced hatred from my family as well. I was the one who threw her out in the poolside area in the cold of night knowing well she couldnt bear the cold. I made her orphan once again when I married her forcefully. I was the one who treated her not more than the dirt on earth, emotionally torturing her, breaking her and in all ways killing her spirit. And if my previous crimes weren't enough I went ahead in accussing my own blood as b****** and throwing her in dead of night to die in the streets of Dehli. I now accept that I never deserved her. Nothing I say will be enough for the pains I gave. No punishment is good enough for my crimes. But still I am saying and saying to only you Khushi. Please forgive me or punish me. But dont be indifferent. Please.''
It was all Khushi could bear. Her head was swirling and so does the world around her and before anyone could reach her she fell on floor cold and lifeless. It's been 3 hours since they were in hospital. Khushi was under observation because her condition was very fragile. Her brain and heart was constantly under effects of shocks since her meeting with Arnav in NY and the latest events had taken their troll once again on her mind resulting in nervous breakdown. Dr. Angand had talked with the doctors in charge for Khushi and he was told that they can't say anything for sure until Khushi gains conscious. Babuji was sitting beside NK and La and they had kind of made a circle of those who always believed in Khushi. Garima and Madhumati were sitting at a little distance from them constantly praying to their DM to grant life to Khushi. Dr. Angand was still with the doctors. Arnav was present there as well. But the rest of Raizada they were near another emergency room as Sohana herself was taken to emergency. The ciaos created after Khushi fainted somehow affected sohana and she fainted too. The doctors were successful in making her gain conscious but they were worried and wanted to operate as soon as possible. Arnav for the 1^st time was not beside her sister. Her sister he thought wistfully what was she? She accepted everything she did from keeping his husband's acts to knowing it all and playing the ignorant game. Didn't she knew how much he loved Khushi. Didn't she knew that it was his last chance on being happy yet she did all. And then she made him agree to the engagement. Juhi her fianc who instead of backing off were still with him on every step. What did he do to deserve such love? It must be his mother's prayers he was sure. But he wished that his mother had prayed that he could give back as much as he gets.

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She was again in the same corn field. Her heart soared with happiness. She looked at the corn fields the lake beside it and the house. Today she wasn't in mood to enjoy outside for she knew what waited for her inside the house. She ran towards the room and rushed towards the side of room which held way to her parents and her daughter away from the pain of world. There was the white curtain as expected blowing gently though there was no wind inside and for a normal eye the wall had no window but she knew it was a door to heaven her heaven. She went to the couch and sat there waiting. She could make the restlessness on the other side of room where the door to world was hidden her hell. Her mind went to her 1^st love Arnavji. How he sounded and his eyes. She waited and waited but suddenly she felt more restless. It was as if some unknown forces were calling her, beckoning her to somewhere. She tried to go to the other side of wall and shrieked NO.

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''unko unkay kiyat ki saza millat rahi babua'' buaji said to Garima.
''agar unko un k kiyat ki saza milat rahi Jiji to phir hamain hamar kiyat ki saza kahay nahi milli'' asked a furious bauji. He was done with these women. All his life he tried to tell them to ask them to behave. But alas these women can never change. Here he was worried for Khushi but they could never change EVER. He looked at the ICU room. Doctors had rushed inside the ICU just sometimes before. Just as he was about to ask NK to check the door opened and emerged the doctors. All frozed at their places what news they will give?

Angand came out of the room. He looked worried. Everyone rushed to him asking about Khushi. He looked into NK's eyes and spoke in a defeated voice.

"Her body is jerking"

There was a joint gasp from all of them. Bauji closed his eyes and prayed all his heart to grant life to her child. She has had enough sufferings DM please.

Each minute was passing like an hour. Doctors came out after what seemed like eternity but the news they gave caused a smile on everyone's face.

"Patient has regained conscious. You can meet her after sometime but dont let her talk too much and don't stress her''
doctor came out and told them. Everyone let out a sigh of relief. Finally she was back.

Bauji asked NK and La to go inside but they asked him to come with them. When Garima and Madhumati tried to go with them he stopped them from going inside saying that they were not allowed to come inside for he didn't want his baby to get more depressed. A few hours passed and no one came outside but after sometime bauji came outside with a fuming NK and and confused La and what bauji said shocked everyone.

"You can go inside. She is asking for you."
Everyone let out a gasp of shock. Arnav was freezed at his spot. Had he been forgiven? Had he got another chance?
saying that the doctor left the place leaving a very angery NK and shocked family.
''The hell he can meet her'' NK glared him fuming fire.

But babuji stopped him and nudged Arnav to go. He took uncertain steps towards the room. On entering he took a step back looking at her pale face. His heart tore again into pieces. He went beside the bed and sat down there. He waited for Khushi to say something but then after receiving no response he placed his hand on her. She opened her eyes and looked at him. First there was fear, then hurt and at the end her eyes were showing nothing. She just looked at him and kept looking. The silence was unnerving. Arnav felt the sweat broke out on the back of his neck. Why is she silent he thought. What is she gonna say to him. He was busy in his thoughts that he missed what she said. The slight movement of her lips caused him to come back to the world.
'huh?' he asked
''Why?'' she asked again in a slow voice.
''Why what!'' he asked
"Why you did that? What was the need for it? '' she asked

"Because I wanted the world to know what a b****** and to witness your innocence." He replied in low voice.

But why now? Why not back then when I needed when I wanted

She wanted to say but stopped. She averted her eyes from Arnav and started looking at the window. Her mind kept repeating the happenings of past years.

15 minutes had passed and she didn't spoke up. Arnav was feeling restless.

"Khushi please"

"No I cant Arnavji. I cant forgive you. I girl in me can,the wife in me can do even but a mother in me can never forgive you. Why you came back to destroy the small world I had created. Was I that much hatred in your heart and mind that you couldn't see me breathing. In Lackhnow at your show I told you it was a mistake and more than me it was your crew's mistake but still I appologised but you never listened. Was being poor meant that I would be a gold digger. Are all rich girls which ran after you were dying in love with you. They had the money but still they were after you. Going by your theory they shouldn't so much as give you a look na! Then because of your tape releasing those tapodies tried to be physical with me and I had to leave my home with jiji. Again DM sent me to your office and then..."

She left the sentence in middle and started breathing hard.

"Khushi please don't speak much. Please Khushi Its not good for you.''
Khushi sighed
''You always deceive me with your behavior 1st you will behave like a rakhshas than like a prince and make my heart dream things which are not for me and then again like a rakhshas you will break those dreams. I always tried not to fall in love with you tried with my best but i failed. Before Jiji's wedding I thought you love me too but you didnt. You married me forcefully. You didn't even give a second thought for my dreams. You didn't give a damn that what will I say to my family or where will I go after 6 months. You knew our society they would have stoned me to death with their taunts. They would have pointed fingers on my character because for them man and that too the great business tycoon would always be without faults. Then one day you decided to came back to me with your appology and again handed me the key to unlock my dream land. I was so happy and I was able to digest the hatred of our families but I didn't know that my happiness like

Always had a short life.
She spoke in a trance with so much emotions that Arnav was feeling himself drawning with shame. So true it was!
''I was so happy on the day when I got the news of my pregnancy. I wanted to share it with you first thats why I called you to know when you are coming back. And that night started my horrible terrified time. He tried to force himself on me. After that night I always felt myself in danger. Every night I wept to sleep hugging my tummy thinking of our child. She was my only company then. I felt so lonely. I was counting for the day when you would return.''
Suddenly the door opened and came in a very devastated looking Anjali her face covered with tears and she rushed towards Khushi. They saw NK and La rushing after her.
''For god sake Di she is not in a condition to witness your drama''
but Anjali was oblivious to everything her. She came to Khushi's side and placed her hands on her feet.
'' Please Khushiji hamain maaf kr dijiyay. Hm nay hmary pati na aj tak jo kuch kiya ap k saath hmain maaf kr dijiyay. Hamari sohana ki jaan khatray main hain. She is in operation theater. Whatever wrong we did to you DM is punishing our baby. Please please forgive us. I can't bear my Sohana's death I cant bear it at all. Please hamain maaf kr dijiyay hm kuch bhi...''
'' main nay apko maaf kiya Mrs. Jha apko aur apkay pati dono ko main nay maaf kiya.'' Khushi said without looking at her.
NK gave Anjali a hatred look and asked Khushi
''Why Khushi why are you forgiving her after all that what happened
''What happened whatever happened I am not saying that they didnt had their parts neither I am forgetting it Nanheji I am just forgiving her so that if my forgiveness can give life to a child so be it. But please ask her to leave I am no more the old Khushi. I just'' she stopped exhausted by the constant talking. NK and La took either sides of Anjali and took her out.
Arnav's gaze was fixed to the place where few moments ago his sister was sitting moments ago.

"Why?" he asked her.

"Why what?"

"Why you forgave her so easily and not me. Why Khushi?"

"Because she was not my husband. She did everything to save her married life. She believed her husband even when he wasn't worthy of her trust while my husband didn't. Trust is the most important factor in any relation Arnavji and we always lacked that. You know why I said that I cant forgive you because you abused my child. I begged you to believe me but you didn't. You abused me of having affairs I would have forgiven you because it was me but you accused my child to be illegitimate. And then I lost her because of you. If you had trusted me it wouldn't have happened. Why did you do that? I lost my baby I lost my everything because of you. I trusted your every word. Do you think that Shyaam ji didn't try to manipulate with my mind but it was you whom I trusted."

She started weeping and her breaths became shallow. He rushed towards her and brought her to his chest.

"Shh Khushi" he tried to calm her but instead of calming down she started wriggling to came out off his arms. He let her go reluctantly.

"See even if I try to forgive I cant forget the pain the loss. I cant forget Arnav ji."

She said looking in his eyes. Her eyes were filled with so much pain that he averted his eyes.

"I waited for you for days why didn't you come by then. I needed you near me to weep for my loss for death of my child but you never came. Now why you want to come back now that I have got enough maturity to know that love is not my thing. Why Arnav ji why?"

"Khushi please.." he tried to complete his sentence but Khushi cut him in middle.

"No please Arnav ji I have called you to ask you to move on Juhi is a very nice girl and she loves you a lot. Make her happy and it will make me that at least you can give happiness to someone else. dont ruine it for her this time. We cant happen now its not gonna just happen." She spoke tiredly. "Please can you bring bauji inside."

he went out and brought bauji with him. She asked him to help bauji sit on bed. Before leaving the room he looked behind. Khushi was looking at him and she spoke to her father

"I am too tired bauji I just want to sleep now." and closed her eyes. Her father was patting her head. Arnav came out knowing that it was indeed too late for anything but he knew he would do as Khushi asked no matter what.

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So heres the last part I am relieved that I was successful in ending it. I dont know how was it and sorry if u feel any mistakes I am sorry. Love each and every reader to be with me till now specially three names that I can recall now DUMAS, SUSAN AND Angeldream thank u guys for sticking with me from start till end and sorry to those who didnt find the story worthy to continue reading. THANK U ALL each and every reader of mine without whom it wasnt possible and now if u have still any question ask I will reply all before giving u the epilogue which will not be long enough but still there will be one.

About PSDS tht one will be updated by next week pakka

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Yippee me first on the last Update..!!

Emotional ending Farwa and I loved it!

I wanted Khushi to never forgive Arnav as in this FF he acted beyond horrible with her and thats what she did she didnt forgive him..Happy as well as sad cos this beautiful story has come to an end!!

Arnav is going to marry Juhi cos Khushi asked him...*Sighs* finally atleast he granted her,her wish..

Khushi will be happy without him with her family cos if she would have agreed to be with him..everyday his face would have reminded her of her daughter whom she lost co of him..;(

Overall an amazing journey..One of my fav story this is..:)

Hope you write more soon!

Nice part

Looks like story is coming to an end... Plz can u write a sequel...

I donot want Khushi to forgive Arnav so soon but cannot bear the fact of Arhi not reuniting

I want Arnav to suffer in guilt and remorse... Want him to earn Khushi's forgiveness.

Moreover I want Shyam Anjali, Payal, garima, buaji to repent too. Want them to see Khushi's golden heart, the sacrifices she made for them, her selflessness
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