Bring me back to life
What happens when you feel so lifeless, so dead? What happens when everyone around you are disloyal and betrays you? You go through pain all your life, Wont you suicide? Without a home, a family, friends, a lover and especially a mother, will you be able to live? This is my life!
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What will you do when you witness someone so helpless, so motionless? Not inside a house but on the street? Will you help the person or pay no heed to the person like the crowd? I also had no idea what to do when I first saw her.
Prologue
I lie there lifelessly -it felt like eternal. I didn't have a soul in my body, a heart in my chest and most importantly the feelings and emotions as most people do. I felt my lifeless body tossed around as rain drops pouring on my face; feeling the tears rolling down. Questions like why people are so self-centered, why I am only the one suffering in grief would go through my mind. Roughly speaking, literally everyone in the neighborhood would go ahead without noticing me as if I was too small to see. I subsequently turned my head and saw the menacing crowed. The cars that were competing with each other stopped while the crowed begin crossing the road. I saw the window of the black SUV rolled down; there sited a guy in his car staring at me. He seemed wealthy by his appearance, wearing a black Armani suit but he didn't seem to be like other young rich brats infect he give the impression of a gentleman and no doubt he is handsome. There was a weird sense in his eyes as if he is also anxious about something, stopping me to look away. He looked at me intensively for some time but like everybody else; he drove his car away.
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It was raining cats and dogs while the darkness overtook the moon's brightness when I was driving in the twilight. There was a small brick-built house which was darkened and detached while nearby were some high-class restaurants where blue-blooded people would go and expensive stores such as Mark & Spencer and Nike. As I caught a glimpse of a girl lying motionless on the bench, Millions of questions ran through my mind about her livelihood. Rain drops were pouring on her- or was it her tears? She looks as if she has been lying there for eternity and yet overlooked by the crowd passing by. She was wearing a T-shirt which seemed to be quite worn out with a pair of ragged jeans. She had quite a few bruises on her arm following with scars on her wrist which illustrate that she attempted to suicide several times. I was traumatized to see a person so pale so dead as if her soul has escaped and crashed into others body. I rolled down the window to get a clearer view when she turned her head and caught me red-handed. Her eyes were filled with pain like it was the only emotion she had felt. At a sudden moment, I felt the urge to help her- yet I remember why I was driving in the middle of the night. My sister had called in the office informing me of my mother being in the hospital which left me anxious. I looked away and drove the car straight to the hospital.
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