||Asya FF|| Bring me back to life - pt 23 -pg151!! - Page 13

Bring me back to life

Part 5:

I felt so warm and squashy lying somewhere. Where am I? As soon as I open my eyes, I scrutinize the environment around. I was bordered by two cute white teddy bears resting on a soft bed. The bedroom was in pure white color with huge black wardrobe and other furniture placed in their positions. My wrist was wrapped with the dressing bandage but the pain in my wrist was agonizing. I recall how I found a cutter on the ground and cut my wrist while Asad came rescuing me. I am alive? Why can't I just die? I shut my eyes as soon as I sense the door open.

"Ammi tell me Na who is she?" I heard a girl's voice coming nearer.

"Najma, she is Asad's friend" the mother replied good-naturedly while placing something on the cabinet beside the bed.

"But he never told me about her"

"I'm his mother so it's obvious he would tell me instead of you."

"Ammi, you knew about all this?" she asked shockingly.

"Is that even a question?" so he told his mom that we are friends?

"That's unfair!" She said cutely. I wonder how she looked like.

"Come let's go, the doctor said she needs rest." His mother took his sister outside the room leaving the door unlocked. I got up leaning my back on the head of the bed. I spot some food to be found on the cabinet which was placed by his mother. I drank the soup and ate the food hastily since my tummy was growling. His mother is very caring; no wonder he is so gentle. I detect my clothes were not the one I wore before suicide. Out of that dirty outfit; I was in fact scrubbed up well and my body was kind of hygienic. Should I be delighted that I'm wearing clean clothes or be sad that an alien helped me change? They are not aliens but in my view point, they are since I've never seen such helpful humans. A puppy entered the room which freaked me out. I screamed at the top of my voice while clutching the bed sheet.

"What happen, Zoya?" Asad rushed inside and set beside me.

"Pup'puppy" I was stammering while pointing to the puppy.

"Don't worry, he won't harm you" the young girl picked the puppy up while pacing towards me. I was frightened for the reason that first of all she was holding a puppy, furthermore she is a human. How can I let her near me? She is a stranger. I cuddled in Asad's embrace gripping onto his collar.

'Shh' Don't cry. Tamatar, take Fluffy outside." She took the puppy obeying her brother.

'It's okay Zoya. It's just a puppy." He wiped my tears and I spot his sister coming inside again.

'Fluffy won't be coming inside so don't worry." She was moving towards us with a smile on her face. No! I have to disappear from here. I can't let any of them come close to me; I can't trust anyone in this world. My back touches the bed while I was moving back being startled; I presume Asad become aware of my hesitation since he was familiar with this. "No tamatar. Don't come near!' he stopped her by motioning his hand.

"But bhaijaan'" she looked confused and gloomy by the manner he prevented her from coming near. "Didn't you hear me?" He glares at her which made her leave the room.

"Take some rest. I'll be back" he made me lie down and went outside. I suppose he was going after his sister to raise her spirits. I was creating conflict between the siblings, I thought. How can I be so cruel? If I don't have anyone, it doesn't indicate that I have to ruin others relationships.

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I went behind my little adorable sister to cheer her up seeing as I seldom have a word with her in that tone unless it's something of great consequences. Here the consequence was Zoya would abandon us in fright. I sat at the side of her bed and tried to give explanation of my behavior.

"I'm sorry tamatar." I make an apology wishing she would at least utter something. And to my luck, she did.

"I just wanted to be friends with her. I didn't do anything wrong, then why she is afraid of me?" Oh, how considerate of her, after all she is my sister. Yet how can I explain to her the condition of Zoya that she is not in the right state of mind?

"Tamatar, she needs time. See, when you make new friends, do you have faith in them from the start and tell them everything? I explained to her uncomplainingly hoping that something would go into her intelligent brain.

"No, it takes time."

"Exactly tamatar, so can you give her some time?" I raised my eyebrow waiting for her reply.

"Yes" she displayed her 64 inch smile showing off her dimples.

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