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CHAPTER 28
~~~ this update is especially for two of my buddies - sana... and surovita
virat came out of his room after two hours n was passing by viren's room when he heard some faint sounds. he came near the door n as he touched the door, it opened. virat entered the room n saw viren sitting on the floor with his head resting against the couch n he was drinking.
virat : bhai...
viren : virat...
virat : are u ok...?? i mean u are drunk bhai...
viren : i am scared virat...
virat sat near viren n asked " what happened bhai...?? why are u scared...?? "
viren : virat i cant lose my love again... i swear if god forbid anything happened to manvi today, i would have also died... i would have killed myself the next moment virat... i love her soo much...
virat was now standing on a place where one side he was sad n upset for his brother n on the other side he was jealous and hurt on knowing viren's love for manvi.
virat : bhai...
viren : i lost krystle virat... still i gathered all the broken pieces of my heart n decided to live for u, maa, badi maa... i lived for my family... i smiled in front of them but the sadness n darkness of my heart was eating me up... virat then i met manvi... i know she was heart broken... she had also lost the one she loved but at that also she had an epitome of her love growing inside her. honestly speaking i donno when i fell for a girl who herself was destroyed, broken beyond repair... i donno when i felt like she is the one... she is the one who can make my life worth living... she is the one who can fill in the void of my life... but i didnt tell her virat... cmon she was soo much in love with her ex n on the top she was carrying his baby... she was in depression n she wasnt able to take care of herself... forget taking care of her baby... so we came with the only option n that was abortion... if we hadnt gone for abortion, she might have had miscarriage which was harmful for her health... i still cant forget what she went through... i saw her virat... i saw her at that time... she was nothing more than a piece of furniture... but soon she started recovering... she came back to her normal self n with much persuation n push from shaurya, i told manvi that i love her... she was so absorbed in herself that she didnt even bother to answer me... rather she said that it would be better if we become friends. we became friends... friends as in best buddies. she started talking openly with me n she is really a chatter box virat... u know i still wonder how i fell for manvi... actually she is just your types...
virat : yeah i too noticed that... i could have also fallen for manvi if she wasnt your fiance... but what about krystle bhai...?? (virat was confused at this moment thinking how to react... she was feeling sad for himself, manvi n their unborn baby and on the other side he was feeling jealous thinking of manvi n viren together n listening to viren's words about their bonding was acting like a fuel in the fire... but one thing that couldnt be ignore was the tears in his eyes... the tears which were the biggest truth of his life... he lost his love n is on the verge of losing it again... if it is not his love... he would lose his brother who was always like a father to him... virat was standing on a cliff hanger now...)
viren : you were not here virat... i know u almost know everything about krystle... you were friends with her but virat...
virat : but what bhai...???
viren : she was coming from shimla when she had an accident... her car got crashed wth a trolley n the car fell in the valley... my krystle died... died in a road accident... i still cannot forget that day... that day when i lost everything i desired... i lost my krystle... i still get flashes of that accident... i couldnt sleep at night... i used to get haunted by that nightmare... but after manvi came, i learned the fact that krystle is supposed to be the one in my heart... manvi made me cherish krystle in my heart for ever n she has no problem with krystle being my first love rather my manna wants to be my last love n she certainly is virat... i am lucky to have her bro...
virat : bhai you should sleep now... its very late...
viren : virat i am very scared... can u sleep here please...???
virat had never seen viren in this state... he had never seen his brother broken to that extent... he has never seen this vulnerable state of his loving brother.
virat : i will bhai... i will... u relax bhai...
viren : virat i thought i lost manvi today...
virat : bhai... stop it now...
viren : i swear i would have died virat... main manvi ke bina nahi jee sakta... manvi meri zindagi hai bhai... wo mera sab kuch hai... manvi ke bina tera bhai ab kuch bhi nahi hai virat... manvi h toh main hoon... manvi nahi toh main bhi nahi...
virat : hmm... manvi aapki hai bhai... she is all yours... koi apki manvi ko aapse alag nahi kar sakta... koi nahi...
viren : aaja... ab so jaate hai... good night bhai...
virat made viren lie on the bed n laid beside him.
virat switched off the light n started thinking of what all happened minutes back.
virat : what the hell was i doing...??? i was trying to come between manvi n bhai... but why...?? just because i lost her... i lost her because of my mistakes... if i would have confessed me love to her , all this would have never happened... my mistakes have resulted in all this chaos around... my girlfriend whom i loved is in love with my brother... girlfriend...?? naahhh... its other way round i suppose... i am in love with my brotehr's fiance... i have to take a decision now... i cant come in between bhai n manvi... today i saw that manvi has really moved on n now i believe it... my manvi has grown out of love with me n has fallen for bhai... n bhai has nothing except manvi n his love for her... then what the hell am i doing in between these two...?? what am i trying to prove n to whom...??? i know very well that manvi leaving me didnt affect me initially, i never stopped going out with them, until when i realised that no girl could make me feel the way manvi did... no girl would be ever able to satisfy me the way manvi did... i suddenly realised how much manvi mean to me... arggghhh stop it virat... what is the use of thinking all this...?? back off dude... this place isnt for u... u have to let her go... u have to...
just then virat picked up his mobile n texted manvi
" i loved you... i really loved you manvi... but now... now i am letting you go... i am setting you free my love... no matter how hard it is for me, i am still doing it... doing it for u n for bhai... but dont think i will ever stop loving you... this time i am backing out but for every coming lifetime, you will be mine... only mine... n i will always love you... love u till my last breath
yours n only yours
virat "
ps : i got only 43 likes on the previous chapter n its so damn depressing...
if i get this kind of response from the next tym, i will discontinue the story there n then without any notice beforehand... because when it comes to asking for pms or updates 100 of ppl come n when it comes to even liking the update, i see only few of them who are regular with the likes n comments...
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