CHAPTER 39
~~ main aur tum agar hum ho jaate
virat couldnt get the image of manvi and viren wrapped in each other's arms, out of his mind and as the result, he couldnt sleep that night. he had a sleepless night with jealousy burning him and his regretion overpowering him. he kept cursing himself for being selfless. the idiotic feeling of selflessness that night has turned his life into a nightmare.
" you wanted your brother's happiness... right...??? then why are you regretting it and feeling angry... why didnt you think that bhai's happiness would mean your life devoid of any happiness and colour. you like an idiot sacrificed your love... why virat...???? why...??? just for someone's happiness... someonethat snactched your love from you... how stupid of you...??? how could you...??? " virat's conscience scolded him for the decision he took that night.
virat stood near the window and thought about that night when manvi... his manvi herself came back to him... and what he did... he pushed herself away and now the only thing he wants is to have her back. he kept thinking why life is so unfair to him and why everything seems to go opposite of what he thinks, or decides. he once wanted manvi back, but that time manvi despised and loathed him... when he accepted that manvi was only viren's... manvi suddenly wanted his attention back and when manvi finally came back to him confessing her love for him, he pushed her away... he ended his love story with hisown hands... and now when manvi is actually happy with his brother... he is not happy and is jealous... now he wants manvi back... manvi who is his brother's wife... manvi who is his sister-in-law... manvi about whom he shouldnt think like this... he is not supposed to have feelings for her but... but he cant ignore the fact that he is still in love with her... he is in love with the girl who was life, not with the girl who is brother's wife...
virat smiled on this weird thought of his and who is he actually fooling... the girl is loved and the girl who married his brother is the same girl. she is the same manvi and he still loves her. love... will he be ever able to let go his feelings... will he be ever able to forget this feeling of love he feels for her... wil he ever be able to forget her given she stays with him under the same roof... will he be able to be happy for his brother when viren's happiness means virat's destruction and loneliness.
there came the next morning with new hopes and a bright sun, birds chirping, darkness washing away and morning prayers. virat covered his eyes with a pillow in hope of getting some sleep when someone knocked at his door. he wanted to ignore it and he did ignore it when that someone knocked it again.
" who is this...??? " virt groaned.
" arrey its me... angad... cmon lazy ass... get up... " angad shouted from outside the door.
virat got up and opened the door to see angad standing there all dressed up and a suitcase kept beside him.
" remember i have to go back... i cant stay here... " angad said.
" we... we have to go... " said kripa.
kripa joined angad and smiled at virat.
" so... its goodbye time... " sighed virat.
" yeah it is... i wish you join us... " angad said to virat.
" yeah you should... lets go back virat... " kripa said.
" nope... you guys carry on and i might join you guys soon... " said virat to end the discussion for the moment.
angad nodded his head and shook his head a little as he know virat is just trying to let go the topic. he wouldnt break his last promise he made to manvi.
they all were sitting on the breakfast table and silently having their food when viren said something.
viren : dadaji badi maa...
swamini : bolo viren...
viren : manvi and i have decided... delhi it is...
virat and everyone except swamini, vanshika and dadaji looked at viren trying to understand the hidden meaning behind "delhi it is..."
swamini : viren seriously... delhi... its your honeymoon... you can go to anywhere in this whole world...
viren : badi maa... we have decided so...
swamini didnt like it and thought its better to stay quiet. she didnt want to go against viren's wish and if he wants to go to delhi, she wouldnt say a word.
there were smiling faces all around while angad was looking at virat from the corner of his eye. virat was burning with anger and he was gritting his teeth and it was evident from the tight deadly hold he was having on the glass of orange juice. virat looked at manvi who had a light pink colour on her cheeks, clearly she was blushing and it added more fuel to the burning fire.
there was a loud noise and everyone looked at the source. virat's hand was bleeding and the glass he was holding earlier broke into pieces. manvi shivered on seeing the sight and held onto viren's hand. viren didnt seem to notice and he immediately got up from his chair, unintentionally pushing manvi's hand away in the process, and ran to virat. manvi knew it was not intentional but it did bothered her.
manvi saw viren panicking on seeing virat injured and a fear gripped her heart. her heart was paining ad she didnt know why. was it the deep cut on virat's hand or viren's immense love for virat... she was worried for virat and hated that she couldnt go and help him but her brain was asking her to just stand there like the other family members and not to anything stupid (like what she did one night before her marriage).
" manvi can u get me some cotton... manvi im talking to you..."
viren kind of shouted on manvi and it broke her trance and she rapidly nodded her head and ran up to her room to bring the medical box.
" here... " said manvi giving some cotton to viren.
" thanks... "
manvi looked at virat who refused to look at her and then at viren who was busy cleaning the wound and bandaging it. she thought for a moment how weird her life is as her ex and her husband are brothers... that too blood related.
manvi stood there watching everyone leave and she sighed and finally made her way to her bedroom. manvi sat on the bed and she was still lost in her thoughts - thoughts about her past, thoughts about her present, thoughts about everything and anything.
" i hate blood... "
manvi looked up at viren who was now wiping his hands witha clean towel.
" hmm... "
manvi replied and started playing with her fingers.
" by the way manna... "
" hmm..."
manvi lazily replied.
" you can go and meet maya if u want, i will be late tonight... " viren suggested, now looking for some of his files.
" really...??? i would love to... you sure that i should go... as in... "
" ofcourse... no one actually needs to question you anything when i give you the permission... "
" yeahhh... thats right... " manvi jumped with happiness and continued " okk then gimme five minutes and u can drop me... right...??? "
" righttt... "
" hey... " kripa knocked at the door and manvi and viren looked at her.
" hii kripa... come inside na... " said manvi.
" no i just came to say bye... we are leaving today... me n angad... "
" ohh... thanks for coming you two and have a safe flight..." viren said to kripa.
" thank you viren bhaiya... " kripa replied and looked at manvi if she can talk to her alone.
" i will be waiting downstairs manna... " viren told manvi.
" okk... "
as viren left, manvi ran to kripa and hugged her.
" stay for sometime more na... " manvi requested kripa.
" nope... we jhave to leave... but you take care okk... and gimme a call sometime... "
" i will krips... and invite me tyo their wedding... " manvi said with tears in her eyes.
" sure... your happy na...??? " kripa asked manvi.
" yeahhh babes... im happy... soo happy... " manvi replied with utmost honesty.
" good... you made my day... now i gotto rush... " kripa said with a smile on her face.
" okk then bbye... tc "
virat was going to airport to drop angad and kripa when he saw viren and manvi also leaving at the same time. he griited his teeth and ignited the engine of the car storming towards the airport. angad and kripa saw it and angad wanted to say something to virat but kripa stopped him.
whole day virat kept cursing himself anf regretting his desicion. seeing manvi happy with viren actually started irking him and reversing the changes time brought in him. he started feeling that he was better off years back, with manvi beside him. and now that she is not with him, things arent that great.
days passed, and nothing changed. today manvi and viren were to leave for delhi and virat was trying his best to stop them or to delay their so called honeymoon. he was using every damn that was coming in his mind and now he was looking at manvi running in her room finishing the packing.
" knock knock "
manvi looked at the door to find virat standing at the doorstep holding a glass of juice and a smile pasted on his lips.
" viren nahi hai... " manvi directly said to virat, not giving him a chance to speak.
" pta hai... " came the casual reply.
" so... you can go... " said manvi.
" cant i come to see you or atleast talk to you... anything wrong in that...??? " asked vifrat eyeing manvi and her every action.
" why you want to talk to me...??? and most importantly what do you want to see NOW... " manvi asked looking straight into his eye.
" cut the cold war... tell me hows the preparation going...??? "
manvi looked at virat... glaring at him with her hands on her hips.
" i mean the packing thing... " said virat.
" it would have been going well if you didnt disturb..." manvi replied.
" it seems as if i spoiled something... is it...??? " said virat smirking and drinking a sip of his orange juice.
" no you are not... just delaying it... " manvi replied without any hesitation or irritation in her voice.
" so excited huh...?? "
" it should be that way only... dont you think so...??? " asked manvi while grabbing some of the things she needs to pack.
" yeah when its the first- no i mean the official honeymoon... the first official one... " said virat gentle shaking the glass in his hands.
" excuse me... what do you mean...??? " manvi asked with her mouth slightly opened. she couldnt believe this man standing in front of her had the audacity to talk to her like that... in a cheap manner... talking double meaning things...
" i dont owe you an explanation... " virat said defensively.
" you never did... " commented manvi.
just when these words slipped through manvi's mouth, she realised she shouldnt have said this... infact she shouldnt be thinking about anything about her past. she convinced herself and her heart when her mind made a remark. her mind reminded her that the past she believes she has forgotten, is still standing in front of her.
" i didnt... didnt mean it... " manvi fumbled with words.
" ofcourse you did... im not a kid ok... " said virat.
" listen... virat i "
" i love you... "
manvi couldnt believe what she just heard. did she just heard him say "i love you" to her...??? did he just confess his love to the woman who is his brother's wife...??? did he...???
" yes i did... " virat answered the inaudible question manvi asked herself.
manvi's face became pale and her knees went weak, and she sat on the bed trying to keep herself calm and composed.
" how dare you...??? how dare you utter it virat...??? " manvi asked after gathering every ounce of energy and courae left in her body.
" you were the one who came running to me, a night before your marriage... that wasnt wrong... and me coming here and confessing my love is wrong... wowww... "
" im married to your brother... " manvi tried knocing some sense into virat.
" ohhh yeah... anyways i dont want to remind you things right now... have a safe flight... enjoy your- oopsss... "
manvi looked at virat and then followed his gaze. she eyes widened and she again looked at virat.
" you ruined my passport..." manvi squeaked.
" i didnt do it intentionally... juice gir gya by mistake... " virat tried to sound innocent.
" no... you did it intentionally... this smirk on your face... arghhh... get out... "
" but manvi... " virat said just to irritate manvi more.
" get outtt... " manvi shouted on virat.
virat turned around with a smile on his face and went out of the room, with a smile on his face. virat mentally did a small happy dance and patted his back. he did it... the honeymoon will now be surely be delayed and in the mean while he will find a solution to all this mess...
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