She sat down on the ground leaning on her bed while hugging her knees. Tears were rolling down her cheeks non-stop. She was broken like a glass from inside. She could see her life ahead filled with darkness. She longed for his touch.
Zoya: what should i do Allah miya? I love him a lot! I can't live without him. I am nothing without him.
Allah miya, be with him against all problems he is going through. Lead us to the right path and may every hurtful prayer reaches Heaven, be of help to us.
While on the other side, asad sat leaning on the wall on the balcony crying his eyes out.
Asad (thinking): I don't know why my life is full of loneliness. Don't know why i feel like on an empty road. How can she deny the love i saw in her eyes- the eyes that were filled with love just for me? After all, Love is a game. Who should i fight against- the destiny which was not in my will or the god who wrote my destiny?
Dilshaad saw her son crying and started to panic.
DS: what happened asad? Tum roh kiu rahe ho?
He was his anxious mom sitting beside him and he swiftly embraces her.
Asad: ammi i love her. Ammi app usse yahan kiu lai- ghar mein kiu lai? Meri zindagi mein kiu lai? Uske bina jee nahi paonga ammi. Jab sochta hoon toh aise lagta hai meri sanaein rukh gayi... Give me the strength to live ammi. Meri zoya ne mujhe dhoka diya.
Dilshaad had never seen her son in this state after his father passed away when he was only 14. Since then, he was more mature than youngsters of his age. He worked as a part-timer to support his family. He was pillar and the strength of the family. Never had she thought that he would need strength one day. But what can people say about love, it is a thing which can lead normal people to go insane while cure the abnormal.
DS: aisa nahi hai asad. Zoya ne tumein dhoka nahi diya. Mujhe maloon nahi ke aisa kya hua tum dono ke beech par itna mein janti hoon ke who tumse boho pyaar karti hai. Shaid uski koi majboori ho.
Asad: aisi kya majboori hai ammi jiski waje se woh apne pyaar tak ko kurbaan kar rahi hain.
DS: yeh toh mujhe nahi pata.. Allah sab dekh rahe hain. everything will be fine.
Asad: who kya dekh rahe hain ammi? Ke kaise who mujhe meri zoya se jadaa kar rahe hain? Kaise mujhe meri zoya ne chora aur ab JA rahi hai?
DS: Asad ek baath humesha yaad rakhna, we let go of our loved ones because we love them.
She led him to his room and made him lie on his bed. She left his room and peek inside zoya's room to check if she was okay but as she expected, zoya was in the same state like asad. She went inside and set besides her leaning her back at the edge of the bed.
DS: zoya, everything's going to be okay.
Zoya: puphi mein kya Karun kuch samaj mein nahi a raha.
DS: pyaar karti ho usse?
Zoya: hud se bhi zada puphi.
DS: toh kiu inkaar kar rahi ho zoya? Humein zindagi mein sirf ek hi baar pyaar milta hai toh humein us pyaar ki Kadar karni chaiye.
Zoya: mein majboor hoon puphi. Mein cha kar bhi unhe yeh nahi bataa sakti ke mein unse kitni mohabbat karti hoon.
DS: mein samaj sakti hoon zoya. Don't worry Allah sab teek kardenge.
She left zoya's room praying about her children's love being successful. Both of them lie on their bed thinking about each other. Sleep was far away from them today.
When she woke up, she felt different than usual. Usually, she'd feel excitement running through her since she'd get to see her asad. But today- today she felt a pain running in her vain causing her eyes to become watery. Was it god making her feel guilty because she broke her asad's heart? She swiftly got up as soon as she saw the needle pointing at 8 at the clock. She was late for work but then another though struck her mind. Would he want to see her? It was better off not going to the office since she wouldn't have to face him and feel guilty.She went inside the bathroom and took a quick shower. She changed and arrived at the dining table in seconds and as she expected, asad wasn't there.
She was walking back to her room when she bumped into someone. Rey was putting money into his wallet when he clash with zoya and dropped his wallet. Zoya helped him pick up his wallet when she saw a picture of a girl in his wallet- the girl was Najma.
Zoya: rey woh. Your wallet.
Rey: thanks
Zoya: uss mein Najma ka photo kiu hai?
Rey: zoya woh actually-
Zoya: are you hiding something from me?
Rey: actually mein tumein kuch batana bhool gaya tha.
Zoya: so I guess we need to talk
Rey: ya.
She took him to the balcony and starting shooting him with glares and bunch of questions.
Zoya: you said ke you have to protect me right? Par tum mujhse aise bhi protect kar sakte the. You didn't need to follow me all the way to this house. Then why did you move here? You said you were gay but why do you have najma's photo in your wallet?
Rey: firstly, im not gay!
Zoya: what?! And for all those 8 years you pretended?
Rey: I didn't mean to lie zoya. Woh situation hi kuch aisa tha. Remember jab hum pehli baar mille the? It was girl's washroom. Agar mein yeh nahi kehte ke "im gay" toh who sari ladkiya chilati rehti. I had no choice.
Zoya: why did you even went inside the girl's washroom in the first place?
Rey: people were after me zoya.
Zoya: I still don't get it rehmaan.
Rey: okay let me explain and please middle mein kuch mat bolna okay?
Zoya: okay go ahead.
Rey: okay so the thing is. When my dad passed away, I did a part-time and when I was returning home mujhe gun shot ki awaz ai. When I turned toh meine dekha koi mujhe shoot karna chata hai par uska nishana choot gaya. I went home and iss bare mein bohot socha then mujhe yaad aiya if my life is in danger then urs is also. I apllied for the secret agent job and in two months time they trained me on how to hack informations and everything. Meine tumari information doondi and decided to full fill my dad's wish. Mein office gaya and fortunalty maybe god was on my side, I got a mission in New York. Toh I went to New York with two missions. I was being chased toh mein washroom mein guas gaya and that's how I met you and humaira. After that entire gay thing, tum logon ne mujhse baath kit so I though ke agar meine bataa diya ke mein gay nahi hoon then you guys wont be my friends. So I had to carry on with the act inorder to protect you. And ya humaira's dad know about all this, I informed him after I met you guys.
Zoya: im sorry meri waje se you had to act like gay for whole 8 years.
Rey: it's okay. It was worth it. Mujhe tum jaise achi friend mil gayi.
Zoya: thaks rey.
Rey: oh ya as for following to the house thing then let me tell you mein iss ghar mein sirf tumare liye nahi aiya.
Zoya: matlab?
Rey: Humaira's dad knows about yours and humaira's plan. He told me to move in with you guys. Shuru mein toh I was refusing toh meine Mr.khan ki family background check kiya just to see if both of you are safe. Wahan se mujhe pata chala ke Najma is mr.khan's sister so I had to move in. mein kitna Mahan hoon yr! I have to protect three women under one roof. It was a lot easier then running behind three of you isliye mein a Gaya.
Zoya: but why Najma?
Rey: I love her dude isliye toh uska photo bhi rakha hai.
Zoya: what? But kab se?
Rey: I was lining up in starbucks for coffee and she was infront of me. Shes such a beauty mujhe toh love at first site ho gaya tha. It was like 6 months ago and I still love her yr. par mein usse bataa bhi nahi sakta.
Zoya: par kiu?
Rey: zoya I told you to stay away fom mr.khan aur mein kud jake Najma se kahoon ke I love her? aisa toh nahi hota na. It would be unfair with you. Suffer karna hua toh hum saath mein karenge, okay?
Zoya: par rey jo mr.khan and Najma suffer karnge humari waje se uska kya?
Rey: zoya aisa suffer toh moth se har giz better hai. They can move on like this but agar death Hui toh how will we move on? Khud ko maaf nahi kar payenge aur yehi socenge ke it happened because of us. I don't know about you zoya but mere liye Najma ki aur tumari safty sab se pehle atti hai. I can't let anything happen to both of you.
Zoya: I get it rey. Thank you very much.
Rey: acha ab mujhse kissi kaam keliye jana hai tum apna khayal rekhna.
Zoya: okay see you.
Farah<3
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Hey peeps 😃
it is a saturday! time to update :)
forgive for my simplest to simplest mistake..
at least u guys got an update so give me comments 😳
Love you all❤️
P.S sorry for the short update and no asya scenes :P
Mangal Lakshmi
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