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Posted: 11 years ago
supriya,
that's lovely, so glad you found aankhen useful 😊. read your review of 49. thank you so much.

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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: indi52

supriya,
that's lovely, so glad you found aankhen useful 😊. read your review of 49. thank you so much.



m happy u liked it 😊...i tried addin pics suitable to the title...i got Arnav Khushi's right.
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Posted: 11 years ago
Hello everybody!

I am here with some bad news. Actually I am going to be inactive on IF from now because I have some extremely important exams coming up & I can't mess them up because these exams will decide what I'm going to do in my life so yeah it's some serious stuff & I need to focus on studies which means I need to get off IF. So the point is I won't be around though I'll come here sometimes thus I can't post the episodes on this thread. Either one of you take up the responsibility or I can't believe I'm saying this but we'll have to say goodbye to this thread. Trust me it's really hard for me to type all this, I know you guys love this place & the way you have analysed each episode makes me more sad. So the decision is all your, let me know if you'll be continuing it, I'll be glad to join you guys when I come back.

Lots of love
Doc :)
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Posted: 11 years ago
episode 50
of doorways, dupattas, devi maiya, and signs people just don't get.

jaldbaazi mein li gayi faisla hamesha galat hota hai. decisions taken in a rush are always wrong. khushi, are you listening? so you felt the pounding in your heart, the longing in your thoughts, the wanting in your veins, and when the door opened in a hot storeroom swarming with unspoken emotion you decided to bolt. the door is open khushi now, so why can't you run way?

why this jalebi mountain of hesitation? what's this ishara you seek? your father's shop is gone, your parents need you there, you've been in this city only two weeks, your first time ever, yet dilli seems to have a hold over you that your home, your lucknow is beginning to lose. hume aapse koi baat nahi karni. really?

maybe it's time to exit one doorway and enter another. the images of doors fill the episodes. time to cross the threshold to a new phase of life? always hard, but here it is and dm works hard to open your eyes, awaken your consciousness. you don't really want to go to lucknow hamesha ke liye. your hamesha is moving cities.
     

"hume maaf kar dijiye devi maiya, hum fir se aap ko bhoolke jaa rahe the." what's happened to me, dm, again i forget you!

there are many ways we show reluctance to do a thing, this is just one of them. a hundred impediments you create in the path, so that it need not be taken. i've done it. i remember years ago, i had to leave my home to go back to bombay to finish my studies. i didn't want to go, because my boyfriend had moved back to calcutta from bombay and the thought of leaving him was not sitting well with me at all. when we left home for the station, first i realised i'd forgotten the tickets, so we came back. my heart was heavy, there was enough time. why why? then almost at the station, i discovered i'd left my keys at home. ah i thought, now my mom and bf would have to turn back, not much time for the train's departure too.

heartless zamana, the two decided i didn't need keys to my bags, the lock could be broken once i reached. i was taken to that train... oh i know exactly how khushi's feeling. only diff, she refuses to know why.

"yeh ho kya raha hai, devi maiya, kya hum sahi kar rahe hain, ya fir... ya fir koi galat kadam utha rahe hain... kuch toh boliye na dm, kuch toh ishara dijiye." am i doing right? oh, give me a sign.
   

and the breeze, so long a companion of all the conspirators in this tale of love that almost wasn't, rises and lifts dm's sparkling chunari, her dupatta...
    

wrapping it over her face. did she remember someone's face covered in her naughty dupatta... ber sarai... storeroom... mazar, but that one only the dupatta knew and the man with hurt and anger in his eyes.

with an uncertain air, a trace of worry bordering on hysteria in her voice, fidgety movements, finding innovative ways to delay departure, khushi showed how khush she was about her decision.

a quirky, cute, khushiness to her  expression of this angst.

a whole episode almost went by with details of plot thickening, comedy around lavanya, mamiji and the travails of turning la into a kitchen quoon. but bhen mami's here vy phear? we did get to the other side of that angst finally.

only, nothing quirky or cute here.

just intensity.

longing.

terrible hurt.

helplessness.

a man whose girl friend had come home to live with him only a day ago, stood helpless before a locked door. not his gf's home. he didn't say a word. none of that give ishara, what to do now, frenetic movement. nothing. in fact he stood still. at first, pretending not to care.
    

then ever so cautiously, almost as though wanting to shield himself from hurt, yet not being able to stop himself from looking, he turned.

   
        

how vulnerable this tall dark handsome man. always in control. ever the dominant one. yet right now, fragile... fearful... unsure of how to touch these feelings riving him.

kab se aankhen meri raha mein teri bichhi... words from a song in my head. there was also pain in his darkening orbs, pain in his breath it seemed.

he stood still. and i heard so much. his director, arshad khan, has gone on record saying the intensity and "everything" was in barun. yes, indeed it was.

sometimes i wonder does barun sobti actively create these gazes or are they just part of him? so much roil, so much depth in those eyes. staggering. my heart can't help but respond. if the job of an actor is to take us away from our immediate hard reality and help us fly our mind and heart to places of imagination, letting us free ourselves and return with freshness, look at things anew, then barun sobti does it every time for me. no idea if that is the job of an actor, but can tell you with abs honesty, this is what he gives me.
               

a door had closed yet he couldn't look away, he watched motionless, only eyes moving heaven and earth... rabba vey filled the air.
      

and she pushed him hard... the fiery girl in the guest house captured his mind. as if not content with hisvulnerability, the breeze and the dupattas got together to plague him. stir his feelings. make him realise. force him to readsigns.
     

     

she was fainting in his arms...
   
  

he was carrying her...
              

and then through this very doorway, he'd brought her in that night of storm and rain... this doorway that stared back at him unblinking... shut...
  

to lay her ever so gently on the bed, cradling her head,
         

and to find when he wanted to leave her, that she didn't want to let go, her hand clutched onto him.
   
a tenderness couldn't help but fill his heart. maybe that's precisely when his heart got caught and he never knew. how much he'd want that hand to hold on the day on the cliff. then he'd cross another threshold with her carrying her just like this... the first time ever that he'd stepped across through a doorway, her in  his arms.

he stared long at this memory. but the dupattas got even more intrusive and as he caught one to move it away, storeroom returned.
  

her dupatta flying and caressing him, refusing to leave even though she was ranting, hurling her words at him. hamari shakal nahin dekhna chahte hain na aap... hum jaa rahein hain... hamesha ke liye...
            

come back, his aching gaze seemed to plead trying to push aside the curtain pf pain and open a door, walk in maybe... iss pyaar mein sahi aur galat ka koi matlab nahin... agr matlab hai toh sirf iss baat ka ki main tumse hamesha... hamesha

did she hear his call through all the breeze, the swirl of dupatta, the grip of denial? her ear leaning out wanting to catch something someone said?
         
          
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Edited by indi52 - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: ...Doctor...

Hello everybody!


I am here with some bad news. Actually I am going to be inactive on IF from now because I have some extremely important exams coming up & I can't mess them up because these exams will decide what I'm going to do in my life so yeah it's some serious stuff & I need to focus on studies which means I need to get off IF. So the point is I won't be around though I'll come here sometimes thus I can't post the episodes on this thread. Either one of you take up the responsibility or I can't believe I'm saying this but we'll have to say goodbye to this thread. Trust me it's really hard for me to type all this, I know you guys love this place & the way you have analysed each episode makes me more sad. So the decision is all your, let me know if you'll be continuing it, I'll be glad to join you guys when I come back.

Lots of love
Doc :)



doctor,

very sad to hear that. but as you say, it's exam and choices about the future, so i guess one can't argue with that. i think we'd love to continue with the thread. let's see how. would like to know how you source the episodes, great if you could help us with that. it was a fantastic idea of yours to start it. personally, it really helped me, especially since i hadn't seen the episodes in sequence, starting as i did watching ipk only in october. thanks so much 🤗 and 👏 for that. let's chat and figure how to keep this going. all the best for your plans. take care.

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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: indi52



doctor,

very sad to hear that. but as you say, it's exam and choices about the future, so i guess one can't argue with that. i think we'd love to continue with the thread. let's see how. would like to know how you source the episodes, great if you could help us with that. it was a fantastic idea of yours to start it. personally, it really helped me, especially since i hadn't seen the episodes in sequence, starting as i did watching ipk only in october. thanks so much 🤗 and 👏 for that. let's chat and figure how to keep this going. all the best for your plans. take care.


Thank you for understanding 🤗

I'll PM you the links of all the channels which have posted the episodes & you people can continue this :)


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Originally posted by: ...Doctor...


Thank you for understanding 🤗

I'll PM you the links of all the channels which have posted the episodes & you people can continue this :)




wonderful. and would you mind if we used the main pages you've created? if not, please pm those too? or can we just copy directly? here's the clueless one talking, of course. 😆
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Originally posted by: indi52



wonderful. and would you mind if we used the main pages you've created? if not, please pm those too? or can we just copy directly? here's the clueless one talking, of course. 😆


I'll PM you in the morning okay? (IST) 😆

And of course you can copy them, no need to ask. We all have a copyright on those things :P You can copy it directly, PM is not required 😆
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Episode 49/50

Naani is furious at Arnav's constant threats to leave the house. Anajli calms her down and points out that La didn't argue back regarding sharing of room.   Nani is very doubtful that La will be able to prove herself. Anjali  in her own sweet way explains to nani that these things take time to learn
"sanskaar sikhaye nahi jaavat...ee sab to barson ki parvarish ke baad aavat hai (values are learned over years and years)"


Nani, otherwise a progressive woman for her "generator" had a picture of the proper "bahuria" in her mind, perhaps because she did not have any say in her own son's marriage, she feels the need to put down her foot for "Chotey." La certainly doesn't fit the bill of that picture in her mind but if only she would look beyond skimpy (according to naniji) clothing instead of a saari and lack of sharam (shyness), she would see a  girl willing to do anything for her approval. 
When La comes out of the shower, she's suprised to see mami, but is disappointed Nani didn't come. 

Mami is here to make friends with La, since she is a ticket to her son's wedding, but also she approves of this rich, modern, beautiful Ms.Tip Top Kashyap...that's what she wanted in her bahuria and got Payal instead, explains some of her hostility towards Payal.

  Maami assures her, she is not "saasu-ma types"

Kaahe excusiyaat ho, hamse darat ho kaa? u air-conditioned kapda, dieting hame konu problem naahi...vo jara ande ke maamle me zara hot hai otherwije ekdham cool"🤣

Arnav comes  to check if La needs anything, what a sweet boyfriend, La is quick  answer "tumhari (yours)" with her arms swiftly thrown around him



 "can you believe i wore a salwaar suit in your house? i mean woh chamkili types kapde and woh gande pom poms (those chamkili type clothes and those yukky pom poms)"
His ears have become sensitive to anything related to Khushi, even the demeaning name  assigned to her and just a few minutes before, Shyam's talks of video players and rewind buttons...anything remotely related to her and  his eyes go to the side and thoughts of her engulf the mind...


"actually i call her chamkili so i forget her real name"

"Khushi Kumaari Gupta" (goosebumps anyone?)


 his eyes still fixated, the need to say her complete name, not out of anger this time, but more as a confirmation of the complete identity that has completely taken over him...even now right this second, until La's "whatever" (did she notice his his thought drifting?) manages to bring him back to being a considerate boyfriend...
"well mein tumse yeh kehne ke liey aaya tha ki naani ki baaton ka boora mat man, sab kuchh teek ho jaayega (i just came to tell you not to take Nani's word to heart, everything will be ok)"

"I know ASR, actually i'm just feeling bad that we're not sharing the same room"  to which she gets a rather cold response "should we go ? everyone waiting."


Nani's interrogation continues during tea time bombarding questions of her cooking/tea making abilities, leaving the poor girls with no answer or no pleasing answers. Arnav once again doesn't hesitate to stick up for La,
"nani, lavanya ko ky banana aata hai, kya nahi, isse mujhe koi farq nahi padta ( Nani, it doesn't make a difference to me what she can and can't cook)"❤️
La still looking to score point with Nani, "actually mujhe teabag wali chai banani aati hai (actually i know how to make it from the teabag )
Not good enough,  "agli baar bolegi ke paani upbaal na bhi na avat ha, aisan nahi chael ha yaha!"
"mere liye yeh sab important nahi hai (all this is not important to me!)" Arnav on his last nerve."

Thank goodness for Shyam😃, who knows how to handle every situation,  turns everyone's attention to chaat.  La's innocent remark about mineral water in the paani puri, even has Arnav smirking 


 as anticipated Nani takes the liberty to set her straight... Shyaam to the rescue again, "no problem, take this bhel instead, theres no water in it, its a special chaat from Lucknow 

Arnav's sensitized ears up at the sound of "Lucknow", after all every flashback for her ends up in Lucknow...hamesha ke liya.



"arrey saaley-sahaab aise kya dekh rahe hai? mante hai aap Dehli waale hai aap ko  Dehli pasand hai, par Lacknow ki cheez to special hoti hai, uska muqabla karna bahut mushkil hai (Saale-sahaab, i know you're from Dehli but things from Lucknow are special noone can beat it)" shyaam and his double meaning *barf*

He doesnt utter a word, but Arnav was lost again, and  his sister's reminder of Khushi being from Lucknow, magnifies that one line..."khush ho jaaiye, humhamesha ke liye Lucknow jaa rahe hai"

Anjali's mention of Khushi has grabbed the attention of another man at the table, only his thoughts are impure and illegitimate. A married man, in front of his wife ponders about a girl dressed up for teej.  sicko.


Two men think about the same woman, mirroring each other  yet are complete opposites, one looks to the right while the other to the left. One is her destiny, the other is her disaster. wonderful setup by the makes to give us a feel for what's coming.



Buaji's "saansen ruking (breathing stopping)",  and her asthma pump is put to full use due to her nieces leaving today. She tries countless times to keep them here but alas "Humne man mana liya hai" they have made up their minds...or have they?
"vaise jiji, hum abhi dubhida mein hai ki hame jaan chaahiye ya nahi (actually jiji, i'm still conflicting if we should go or not)"  a very confused, indecisive Khushi due to all the games that laad governer playing with her head



Khushi forgets DM (her ❤️) again, "forgive me DM, i was forgetting you again. What happening? am i doing the right thing? shayad iss liya baar baar aapki murti...(she's on to something) nahi, ab aap hi hume bataaye ki hamee kya karna chahiye? kuchh to ishaara dijiya, should stay or go?  



Just then, DM's chunar flies onto her face, looks like a clear sign. a beautiful sign, the red chunnar signifies marriage, DM showing her where she belongs.

Khushi knows it means something but ignores her gut feelig. Also buaji's countless desperate attempts to stop them, i believe was also a sign, almost like DM telling her to keep trying. how many signs does this girl need?

At the Rm Nani has ordered La to make dinner, a full menu complete with "Dumb Aaloos" and Maamiji has volunteered to help out (oh boy). La in the kitchen is quiet amuzing  as she tries to find "kichori" recip in her continental recipe book. A scene with some great comic relief with the help of Rahim chach and mami's hinglish 😆

Shyaam tells Arnav to take Anjali to her mandir, because he wants to check up on Khushi.  



A pinch of excitement on Arnav's face when he hear his sis wants to go to Laxminagar mandir.



"Laxminagar?" while he puts the two together Laxminagar + Khushi, anajali asks "tum jaante ho na kaha par hai (you know where it is rigth?)
"Haan meian jaanta hu, meina apko le chalunga(ya, i'll take you there)"

Shyam goes to the GH and finds the lock on the door, highly disappointed "kaha ha aap khushi ji?" he goes to ask the store owner accross the street who confirms they left this morning. He regrets not listening to her and cutting the line last they spoke.


meanwhile, Arnav and Anjali are on their way. "take a right from here"
"yes di, i know"
"arrey wah" an impressed di "you know these roads? have you been here before?"


He doesn't answer, but behind those shades, flashbacks of guesthouse night are happening i'm sure. 



****
The camera work done beautifully here in these last few mins of 50, 
 Arnav and Anjali's unawareness of this  deceitful lying Shyam is captured in  several ways



Anjali's trust being broken behind her back,Arnav unaware

Glimpse of a future clash 
*******
Once Anjali goes into the mandir, Arnav slowly turns to look at Khushi's home with a bit of fear and hope in anticipation to find out if she really had left and sure enough a lock was there.


He looks away with a "farq nahi padta" look, but only a matter of time before he's drawn to look again and this time the moments of that night of the guest  house, 


how he held her, how he carried her out and bought her to this house and how she grabbed his shirt in her state of un-consciousnesses, everything that touched his heart that day and changed him forever.  

Flying dupattas all around him, and one makes it way to his face,(these Duputta sure love his face, maybe they symbolize phangirls ).




Triggering yet another memory 


Ever since she stormed off from the storage room, countless times his mind drifted to accessed different memories of her, but they all end with one memory, one line "hum hamesha ke liye lucknow ja rahe hai" and now seeing this lock on the door confirms his fears, she's really gone.


He can't take his eyes off of that lock. That lock is not just a lock to Buaji's house to keep thieves out, it's a lock to Khushi, to her life, which he is locked out of now. Imagining never seeing her again, never hearing her, never feeling her, never touching that innocent face...sadness and bechaini (uneasiness) runs through his body


 
as he stands there locked out.


DROOL CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!





❤️ aaawww his first look at the GH today, fear with a bit of hope, is she really gone?  ❤️

Edited by BarunDiwani - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago

Originally posted by: ...Doctor...

Hello everybody!


I am here with some bad news. Actually I am going to be inactive on IF from now because I have some extremely important exams coming up & I can't mess them up because these exams will decide what I'm going to do in my life so yeah it's some serious stuff & I need to focus on studies which means I need to get off IF. So the point is I won't be around though I'll come here sometimes thus I can't post the episodes on this thread. Either one of you take up the responsibility or I can't believe I'm saying this but we'll have to say goodbye to this thread. Trust me it's really hard for me to type all this, I know you guys love this place & the way you have analysed each episode makes me more sad. So the decision is all your, let me know if you'll be continuing it, I'll be glad to join you guys when I come back.

Lots of love
Doc :)


awww DOC, i'm so sorry to see you go😭 but totally understandable. I'm sure we'd like to keep this thread going. THANK YOU so much for starting it, and you are such a sweetheart. do drop in when you can spare some time... BIG 🤗🤗🤗 GOOD LUCK with all of your studies and exams and pretty much the future, i for one do NOT miss that part of being younger!
lots of ❤️