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SO finally SINAL had the "talk", me very happy as was waiting for it so eagerly. So it is time for my usual longgg analysis as 2 episodes together and I will brag as well😛
The conversation starts out with how to arrange room. It made sense both felt some awkwardness, bit resistant in their manner as they sure had baggage of a decade. Sure for the moment of confession, they were typical lovers, but coming to couple, this made sense.
Glad that radio came back and Kunal himself bought a new one; perhaps indicating new start.😊Then comes Siddhi's dream photo😆. Siddhi was right, both were happy together, but 9 years ago. Glad Kunal took the conversation in much needed direction. Initially both pointed fingers at each other's fault and it was needed. Siddhi keeping mum, Kunal not meeting her for 9 years increasing their distance, Siddhi telling Kunal to go away, why Siddhi left from out side all needed to be said. Glad to see Kunal was hurt as Siddhi thought he moved on with Richa🤢 Kunal's honest acknowledgment, he can be angry but can never hate her. Asking her at least she would know and understand him👍🏼 This again shows how much Kunal depended on her and his expectation from Siddhi compared to others.😳
Siddhi admitting she knew it, but was afraid and uncertain, yet told everything to Kunal in Banglore. She said it in bit scolding manner. Kunal coming to his hurt with whole Abhay issue is proper flow.Siddhi questioning Kunal on how come he didn't understand her then and didn't wait showed her expectation from Kunal👍🏼 Kunal telling her he waited but she was there with Abhay🤢 (I can't even write that part) Siddhi telling her lame sacrifice and Kunal questioning why again keeping mum was needed. Kunal was right questioning why lie about loving 🤢 (can't write). She was right in questioning why believe that but not when she said she loves him. Here Kunal admitting he wasn't sure about himself is true. (I had said that😛)
Kunal taking it to hospital matter, his fear of loosing her and telling her her life is not only her showed him claiming his right on her as well as care😳. My favorite line followed, "9 sal mar mar ke jiya hoon me - aur tum jite ji mar rahi thi mujhe" Finally honest admittance in front of Siddhi and not it was hard or I lived for Anand nonsense. No, Kunal only put up with life because Siddhi wasn't there but hid it all along. Then Kunal showed his desperation that he had never told Siddhi to get out of his life and was she not able to see his love?
Now coming to acknowledging their faults, finally😊. They sure love each other very much are but so much distant and they are to be blamed for it. Siddhi saying may be something lacked in their love (actually in relationship dynamic). They were aware of the love, but took time in recognizing their own love. True, their uncertainty and fear stopped them from seeing love for each other. Both contemplating on the matter was necessary.
So here comes classic Kunal, blaming himself for everything. He was right that if he wanted Siddhi's misery would have ended but he was pre-occupied with his feelings only. He acknowledged he didn't do anything. Sure Siddhi left him but he could've stopped her. He kept thinking what he will do, confess his love but he was sacred. He was scared what if she says she doesn't love him. (yes, at least heard half of what I had said😊) Siddhi too admitted that she also failed as wife for stabilizing her household and she was wrong to take all decisions on her own, finally she gets it. Kunal thinking may be he was never able to instill trust in her; same what he had said pre-leap in temple with Kunal Chopra is dead scene. Siddhi admitting she was at fault and admitting she left when he needed her, she should have understood they need to stay together for their relationship and for Kunal as well was much awaited.
Now comes simple, yet very romantic moment between the two. And now comes my favorite part; Kunal showed all the gifts and letters of 9 years. itni khusi, itni khusi😭😊 He had B'day cards, anniversary cards and gifts; the look they gave each other at this moment, uff❤️ Siddhi asked Kunal to read them to her and he read at least one - it was good poem. Then giving her payal while hoping for certain reaction, trying very hard not to blush☺️; hay lover boy. Going over all the cards, letters and gifts; it was their attempt to perhaps appease wounds of 9 years and build the bridge, if possible, trying to live those 9 years right that moment, not to mention their eyes conveying much needed at the same time❤️
Kunal's analogy of gandh in dor with their relationship, too good👏 In a way true that these 9 years have brought them closer to each other, of course due to realization. But fact even after so much they continue loving each other so much, yes they bond truly is very strong. Kunal showing her their wedding chunni and saffo; mind blowing. Kunal letting Siddhi know, he survived with these memories and now I am all yours, truly submitting himself to her.
When Kunal tried to give jewelry to Siddhi, her hesitant mannerism, not willing to late go of audhani are natural. Kunal conveyed right message with talk, touch and finally with kiss on the cheek. It showed Siddhi Kunal has accepted her and she rules his heart no matter what. Hence the instant smile on her face and sudden comfort level. But their mistakes But I liked part that followed very much. The family was telling SINAL about their story and they thought SINAL are laughing because of them but in reality; they were happy because they talked, cleared their MUs and seems they have built the bridge. The simplicity and purity of their bond is somewhat re-established and that's why they are together after so much trouble. ❤️😳
Many things I have to say thank you to CVs. Wanted to see Kunal admit his fear of what if Siddhi says she doesn't love him. As I had said before, this matter was harder for Kunal. In side he fought with fear what if Siddhi doesn't love him anymore but he sure does and he had to hide this matter as no one really understood him. Living two lives, matched with Siddhi's absence resulted in self-destruction. Siddhi also admitted she was bit scared ans uncertain as well. Best was Kunal showing all the gifts and letters to Siddhi; exposing himself to her. So my wish of the "talk" and "how the talk shoudl go convering what areas" came true and I thank CVs for it.
For future reference, Siddhi is vegetarian, doesn't like kheer, is simple individual so those Diwan house saree with backless blouses and manhoos mangalsutra need to be thrown away. Get her simple innocent look, new mangalsutra and sarres will be much appreciated.
I knwo it is very long, but had to combine 2 episodes and brag as well😛
Anupamaa
