PART 1- their pain and the past memories...
INDIA:-
INDIA- one of the only country where you got to see the different colors of life with innumerable festivals. It's the same country which has described the two phrases of love by presenting the symbol of love ''TAJ MAHAL'' and on second hand the heart wrentching epic love stories of heer-ranjha, laila-majnu, shirin-farhad etc...
And in every love story and every one's love story time and rain has played a major role, whether at the time of realization, at the time of confession or at the time of separation. These two are always present their, they had always witnessed these different emotions of love.
Rain, the first raindrops mesmerizes the heart...create beauties to nature and tell many untold stories of love...
STORIES OF LOVE:-
BANGLORE 25 JULY 2010
STREET AT RIVER SIDE
A black shining, lavishing car stopped just in front of the street with an screeching voice, a man formally dressed in black pant, white shirt with black waist coat, came out and turned to look around and found whole street empty. It was raining heavily because of it almost whole street was empty and the vendor's who were roaming around the street had found some shelter under some tree or under the outside roof of some house to save themselves for getting wet in rain where as he just came out and stood in rain to make himself fully wet. After sometime while removing his goggles he took out his cell from his pocket and keenly looked at the picture on the mobile screen and slowly moved his thumb on it. After looking it for a while he tightly closed his eyes and clutched the mobile in his hand as if crush it in seconds and soon threw it on the seat of the car through it's window and moved towards the empty street...
He was walking aimlessly on the empty street continuously looking down, pondering over something, something from which he was trying to run away, run away from long but again by every continuous trying of not to think about it, he only end up thinking about it...after walking a while he reached to the end from where the endless sea starts, it was so quite, so silent, without any movement but by every passing second the waves were disturbing it's silence, making it to move. He looked to the endless river and then to it's waves, which are coming in their full speed and after dashing to the strong stones they shattered into millions drops and disappear somewhere in thin air...
Two years ago he was also just like these waves, quite n silent and his life was running in their full speed as per his instructions until the day he met with a beautiful stone of his life and then shattered in thousands pieces. He is one of the most successful business tycoon and running one of the most leading industries of India. His professional life has been reached to the height of success but only he knew that his personal life is nothing but just a biggest failure. He had touched the penachale of success at a very less age but he had only achieved failures in his personal relations.
Thinking all this for a moment his eyes got moist but soon remembering his past life something darkened in his feature and the subsided anger rose in him and blurred his vision which has arose in his eyes in form of tears.
KIU MERI RAHEIN,MUJHSE PUCHEIN GHAR KAHAN HAI
KIU MUJHSE AKE DASTAK PUCHE GHAR KAHAN HAI
MUJHE YUNHI KARKE KHWABON SE JUDA
JAANE KAHAN CHUP KE BAITHA HAI KHUDA
JAANU NA MAIN KAB HUA KHUD SE GUMSHUDA
KAISE JIU ROOH BHI MUJHSE HAI KHAFA
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HYEDRABAD 25 JULY 2010
ST. METHODIST CHRUCH
An extremely beautiful girl, wearing light blue jeans and white shirt with messy open hair was sitting in the corner on the last bench of the church, eyes were fully red while tear marks were clearly visible on her cheeks, she herself didn't knew from how long she was sitting there, she was just sitting like an statue directly looking at the idol of sir jeasus.
She is always known as a strong girl, the ultimate fighter but now she is just a broken soul in a stupid relationship, every time she tries to run away from those memories, wanted to get rid from those pains, wanted to hide herself from the world but every time she quit, everyone was wrong, she is not strong, she is just a common girl who didn't even get rid of her past horrible memories.
Every day she woke up with the resolution not to remember any of those days for a single moment but everyday there is not a single moment when she is not engrossed in those memories. She had created a wall around herself so no one can able to play with her feelings again, this time she will not allow anyone to rule over her, everyday she pretended to be strong, doing her all day works wearing the mask of strongness n fake smile but as the night drew the wall itself break and the thing left is a totally broken girl, fighting with herself, with her own feelings, fighting with her past.
Because of her constant gaze or rather I can say that because of the decision which she has taken today, tears started to make their place in her eyes, she tightly closed them and millions of tears made their way out making her eyes even more red than before...once her life was full of fun and happiness and now it is just the biggest mess...
HO RAIT BANI HAATHON SE YUN BEH GAE
TAKDEER MERI BIKHARI HAR JAGAH
KAISE LIKHU PHIR SE NAYI DAASTAN
GUM KI SIYAHI DIKHTI HAI KAHAN
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MUMBAI 25 JULY 2010
CENTRAL JAIL
In the dark cell of the basement of central jail, he was hung by his one hand tied with rope and the other hand was also tied with his both legs and a cloth shoved in his mouth, inspectors were continuously beating him mercilessly with the wooden stick making the red marks on his whole body, they were continuously splashing water on his face to make him awake and feel all the pains inch by inch and a bulb was hanging just above his head with the pinching light which is not even allowing him to open his eyes.
After sometime he was sitting alone in the corner of the cell in darkness resting his head on wall looking at the 12*8 inches window of the cell which was the only source of light in that darkness, Cursing his destiny, his fate, his luck, cursing himself for everyone's distruction and moreover for the distruction of HER. He has lost her, he had destroyed her, her life by making her a part of himself, why he allowed his heart to go on, why didn't he stopped when he had decided not to step forward, WHY?????????????????...
But everything was his choice, that happiness, that fun, that enjoyment, that separation even this pain also...EVERYTHING, then why he is cursing his fate, his destiny, why he is complaining??????????????...may be the reason is his guilt, that everyone is paying for his mistakes.
While thinking all this a drop of tear escaped from the corner of his eyes...
AHEIN JO CHUNI HAI MERI THI RAZA
REHTA HOON KIU FIR KHUD SE HI KHAFA
AISI BHI HUI THI MUJHSE KYA KHATA
TUNE JO MUJHE DI JEENE KI SAZA
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DELHI 25 JULY 2010
ZUBEIDA HOUSE
Destiny had made her life a big mess, after knowing everything about him and his past and the coming future of her life, she herself has chosen this pain, this mess, whom should she blame...?????? and why?????????????...she had always mistaken while making her decisions but today it's nothing like that, she knew whatever she is going to do is wrong but no one has left a choice for her...
Wearing a light green anarkali suit with the matching earings n bangles, she was sitting in the darkest corner of her room looking directly at the window from where the sound of raindrops were coming, resting her head on wall.
Her hair were open n totally messed n her face was swollen, eyes were red because of continuous crying while the dark circles are clearly visible around her beautiful eyes clearly describing that she had many sleepless nights. She was sitting like an statue with her knees folded to her chest, right hand was around her knees n left hand was on the floor holding a piece of broken glass...
HO BANDE TERE,MATHE PAR HAI JO LIKHE
BAS CHAND LAKERON JITNA HAI JAHAN
HO ANSOON MERE MUJHKO MITA KE KEH RAHE
RAB KA HUKUM NA MITATA HAI YAHAN
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Four lives were fully drained in tears, They themselves didn't knew that whatever happened with them, who was the reason for it...?????...why it happened with them...???????...Why only with them...??????...it was their destiny or it was their mistake...??????...
The thing which they only knew was that they never wanted this which destiny has given them...They never got what they wanted...they never won...they were fully destroyed...
KIU MAIN JAGOON,
AUR WHO SAPNE BUN RAHA HAI
KIU MERA RAB YUN,
ANKHEIN KHOLE SO RAHA HAI
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Edited by ridzzi - 12 years ago
