Sharon breaking away from Swayam and Sneha from us
i could not comment on today's epi cause for me now every episode is great cause we have TanHa and will TanHa i could bear anything no matter what. the way Sharon get hold of Swayam's hand and then broke apart form him made me feel like she isn't breaking apart from him only but also me,us SwaRonians. i could not resist watching the current epis cause these are the last Sneha's epis. Sneha,the girl who made me fall in love with SwaRon is telling me to fall in love with someone else,probably this couldn't happen. this girl secured a place in my heart which couldn't be abducted by someone else. for me she is.she was and will remain my diva Sharon Rai Prakash. i'm having a difficult time watching her on the T.V. knowing the fact that she will not be there for long from now on. "she is leaving." i know she has her set of reasons but what could i do my heart seems go deaf to all my pleadings. i pleaded my heart to accept the fact but it isn't. the fraction i spot her on D3 or with Swayam i have a thought in my mind, who has the mightiest power to replace her,who could be as amiable and diligent as her, who could be as perfect as her..? These are just few of the questions which i have in my mind. i pity on Swayam/Shantannu who gonna survive the aftermath. if this phase is so difficult for us,how would it be for him. i know my pleadings are of no use, but i still wish i have Sneha and only Sneha playing Sharon Rai Prakash. i don't want any intimate scenes,any hug,any physical contact anything which Sneha is uncomfortable with i want only Sneha Kapoor. i would be happy with the fact that i have my SwaRon with me if i have TanHa portraying it. for me SwaRon and TanHa is a match made in Heaven. the time she ran away from Swayam i felt like she is running away from me too. i don't want her to run but to stay.i wish i could hold her tight and never let her go.
would never ever forget you Sneha. love you!
P.S:no bashing please.i after so much of attempts gained the courage to write something about her. my throat is already full so don't make such statements which would hurt me more.