well afta cryin' 4 real long tym, i finally managed 2 write dis post..sneha quittin da show is da worst nightmare n m literally heartbroken dat it hapnd. It feels lyk sum1 so close to me, sum1 lyk my own family memba is parting away frm me n m left helpless wid shatterred heart and teary eyes wishin it was all nt true. Biddin' farewell 2 u means swaron's over 4 me and along wid it d3 too. M sori but i can't watch it 4 shantanu only. Yes i luv shan a lot eepin 4 him all da tym, but it'd be impossible 4 me to watch him enacting swayam wid sum newbie as sharon or as his luv interest onscreen. M sori i jus can't. I'd rather walk away wid beautiful swaron memories wid tanha's outstanding performance. M gnna strictly watch d3 until da last scene of sneha coz my heart breaks to think dat i'll neva be able 2 watch her onscreen again. She was da major reason 4 me to get emotionally attached 2 swaron n d3 and 4 me to be in IF. I'd nt be able to see sum new person's pics nt even in TSF...AS SHARON. Sori dat i won't be followin d3 afta sneha's exit let alone givin da second chance to swaron. 4 me its shan and sneha as swaron or else nth. Don't wanna make sneha feel guilty, but i jus can't watch d3 nymore. M sori again. U r such an amazing actress n person dat m 2 proud to be ur fan. I respect ur decision N LUV U BEYOND INFINITY. U'll 4eva stay in my heart as da beautiful xpressive sharon. Bye swaron and d3. N won't be much active in IF frm now on.